Two years later.

Meng Yu rushed down the street alone.

The noise of people coming and going on the streets, the sound of shop owners hawking, and the honking of vehicles on weekdays all seem to freeze at this moment.

Meng Yu couldn't see anything, couldn't hear anything, but she kept running forward, seemingly aimless, but only she knew what she was going to do!

She is going to find Chen Shen, she remembers his appearance in her mind, she will definitely not forget it!

Don't forget Chen Shen what she says!

If you forget him, then she will cease to exist!

She will never forget, and she will never forget him!

She said to herself silently in her heart as she ran: "Chen Shen, it's okay, I won't forget you, and I won't forget what I say!"

"Wait, I'll go to you now!

"Never! Forgetting you is more painful for me than death!"

She kept running forward, and her tears kept flowing.

Along the way, because he ran too fast, the wind quickly dried the tears, but despite this, the tears kept pouring out, like a river pouring into the sea, endless.

She only cared about running, and she only kept giving herself psychological hints, and kept silently reciting the name of the person who was most important to her, and kept thinking about his appearance, for fear that she would forget it in the next second.

Yes, his name is Chen Shen, and he is the boy she loves the most!

So when she ran to an intersection, she didn't notice that it was a red light, she ran straight over, and a car drove over and almost hit her, but fortunately the driver saw her and braked in time.

And Meng Yu was almost startled by the car because it drove over, and suddenly fell to the ground.

The driver was even more frightened, knowing that he was almost lost his life.

After learning that he didn't hit anyone, the driver got out of the car angrily, pointed at Meng Yu and scolded: "Are you insane? What are you doing here? Don't you know that this is a sidewalk and now it's a red light? Do you know that because of you and me, we almost had to lose a human life?!"

Meng Yu was so frightened that she froze in place, she was suddenly confused, what was she doing here, what was she here for?

By the way, she's going to find the person she loves the most......

It's just that what's his name?

Why can't he remember it all of a sudden?

How so?

The tears in Meng Yu's eyes suddenly swelled even more.

She tried to call out the name of the person who was most important to her, but she opened her mouth but couldn't call anything, she didn't know what that person's name was!

She tried to think about what he looked like in her mind, but she couldn't remember anything, and her past with him was gone.

It was as if the memories had been stolen, more like they had slipped through her fingertips, and she didn't know what else she had forgotten, only now she was miserable because she had forgotten the people who were most important to her, and the past between them.

In the blink of an eye, all of them were gone.

She tried her best to call that person's name, but she couldn't do anything, and her mind searched for his appearance, but it was empty.

Nothing is gone.

She felt like she was gone.

But the heart is painful and struggling, tearing my heart out.

After the driver scolded, seeing that Meng Yu did not react, he looked at her seriously.

Her hair was messy, her face was blurred with tears, her mouth was half-open and half-closed, and her clothes were decent and clean, but her eyes were very hollow and unfocused.

The driver thought to himself, I am afraid that he is really a psychotic or a madman.

There were more and more people gathered around, and they were all pointing fingers at Meng Yu and discussing, but no one was willing to come forward to pull her, and no one was willing to stand up and speak for her.

Everyone agreed that she was a madman, and she was not lightly ill.

The driver scolded for a long time and saw that she didn't respond, kicked her, spat to the side and said, "It's really crazy, but it's really unlucky!

Meng Yu couldn't hear anything from the outside world, she couldn't see anything, she only had herself now, and the thoughts in her heart.

Thoughts?

What's in mind?

By the way, she remembered, she was going to find the person she loved the most!

It doesn't matter if she can't remember the name, it doesn't matter if she can't remember the look, as long as she sees the boy again, she'll definitely know it's his!

Definitely!

She thought.

So she's going to find him now!

Just as the driver was about to pull her up and throw her aside, Meng Yu suddenly stood up, and the driver was startled and shrank to the side.

Meng Yu didn't want to stay for a second after standing up, and continued to run forward.

This time she ran without a purpose.

Because she didn't know where her boy was, she didn't know what he looked like, she didn't remember his name, and she didn't remember everything she had done with him.

But she must find him!

Because he is the most important thing! is all in her life!

She didn't know how long she had been running, but suddenly a boy grabbed her, took her into his arms, and hugged her so tightly that she couldn't break away if she wanted to.

The boy hugged her tightly and said, "Meng Yu, I'm here!"

Meng Yu had been struggling to break free of his embrace, this embrace was strange to her, and she had to go to her boy!

Her boy is waiting for her!

Chen Shen didn't know why she kept breaking away from his embrace, so he let go, and after Meng Yu broke free from his embrace, his eyes looked at him quietly.

Chen Shen didn't know why he let her watch, but her eyes made him so strange.

Meng Yu looked at it for a moment and then shook his head and said, "You are not him, I am going to the boy who loves me very much, he is very important to me, you are not him!"

Hearing this, Chen Shen's heart trembled.

After Meng Yu finished speaking, she was ready to run away to find her boy again.

But Chen Shen grabbed her in time and encircled her into his arms again, he said: "Meng Yu, it's me, I'm Chen Shen, I'm Chen Shen!"

As he spoke, he wept silently.

Meng Yu struggled in his arms: "No, you're not, my beloved boy, it's not like this, he doesn't like to talk, he doesn't like to laugh, he doesn't like to play with others, I'm going to find him, I'm going to accompany him, you're not!"

Chen Shen ran her tighter and never let go again.

Meng Yu continued to say in her arms: "You are not! My boy once promised me to love this world with me!

"Let go, I'm going to find him! I'm going to find him, I'm going to find him wherever he is!"

"I'm sure he's waiting for me!"

Meng Yu cried so much that she burst into tears, Chen Shen was still crying silently, he hugged her tightly, he didn't want to let go for a moment, and kept saying in his mouth: "Meng Yu, I'm here! I'm Chen Shen! I'm not going anywhere! I'm here!"

But she couldn't hear anything, she couldn't see anything, she was going to find the boy she loved the most, he was still waiting for her, she only knew that he was lonely, and she was going to accompany him!

I don't know how long it was, the two of them were in a stalemate, and the sun was already hanging in the western sky.

Meng Yu was unwilling to give up looking for the boy, and Chen Shen was unwilling to let go of her.

Until Meng Yu was tired from crying, and she had no strength to struggle, but she was lying in Chen Shen's arms like dead, her eyes were hollow, and her voice was hoarse.

But he still muttered, "I'm going to find him!"

Even though I don't remember his appearance, even though I don't remember his name, even though I don't remember the past with him, I'm going to look for him!

Chen Shen hugged him tightly, his heart was touched every moment, how painful Meng Yu was, how painful he was, and half a point was not reduced.

He won't let her go!

Once, a girl said to him: "Chen Shen, I will not forget you, nor will I forget our past, I appeared because of you, if one day I forget you, I will cease to exist." ”

......

Two years ago, on August 30th.

Meng Nian walked out of the door with the car keys, and then turned back to the door and urged: "Xiaoyu, hurry up! ”

Meng Yu was brushing his teeth in the mirror and replied inarticulately: "Okay, I know!"

She brushed her teeth as fast as she could, took out a few clothes from the closet and put them on casually, then looked in the mirror, found that they were not suitable, and threw them on the ground after changing them, and so on and so on.

But it was already a mess long before that......

Today is the first day of Meng Yu's high school admission, but she has already forgotten which country she went to, and it wasn't until nine o'clock in the morning when Meng Nian called and said that she was going to send her to school, she remembered that she was going to report to school today!

So someone didn't start packing their luggage until nine o'clock, and when Meng Nian arrived home, the house was already in chaos, but there was no way for her to help Meng Yu clean up together.

Two hours have passed, and with Meng Nian's joining, not to mention the speed, even the quality is much higher.

Meng Yu finally picked out a pair of denim bib pants and a white T-shirt among the messy clothes, tied a high ponytail, and put on white sneakers, looking very energetic.

She put on her backpack and held two small boxes in her hands, standing by the door and waiting for Meng Nian.

Meng Nian rushed over after parking the car, and saw that Meng Yu was ready, so she grabbed her suitcase and walked towards the elevator, Meng Yu followed behind her.

Meng Nian pressed the elevator and looked at the things in Meng Yu's hand and couldn't help but sigh: "Why do I think you're moving? Look, comic books, novels, DVDs, toys, carrot cards, etc., you take the school as your home?"

Meng Yu said: "I don't care, wherever I go, these treasures of mine have to follow me." ”

"Yes, yes, grandma, I'm afraid of you. Meng Nian was helpless: "It's good that you're gone, I have to clean up the mess at home." ”

Meng Yu smiled, and then said with a very aggrieved expression: "Sister, I'm sorry~ I didn't mean to." ”

Meng Nian immediately vomited, shook his hand and said, "Yes, don't give me this, I can't stand it." ”

Meng Yu was no longer naughty, and said seriously: "Sister, you can ask someone to clean it up." ”

Meng Nian said: "Yes, this is a good idea, by the way, sweep up all your things and sell them, how good! ”

Meng Yu stomped her feet angrily and said, "Sister dare!

"Of course I know it's your baby, but let's talk about it first, if you mess with me one day, be careful of your baby, or I'll burn it." ”

Of course, Meng Yu knew that what her sister said was not true, but she felt very worried when she thought that her treasures were burned, and after thinking about it, it was better not to say anything.

You know, those are the ones she has worked so hard to buy, even so...... It's an exaggeration......

No, Meng Yu thought about it, it was not an exaggeration at all, those were all bought by her with her own pocket money, and they were all genuine, and many of them were limited editions imported from abroad, so they were all her treasures anyway.

Besides, she can only endure it, because her financial source is the big man in front of her, and she can't afford to mess with it.

Thinking of this, the elevator "ding" sounded, pulling back Meng Yu's thoughts, and he had already gone downstairs. Meng Yu walked behind Meng Nian with the box in his arms. Walking out of the building, Meng Yu was quickly surrounded by the sun, and the noon sun was as hot as a fire, baking the faces of pedestrians on the road red.

Meng Yu yawned, squinted at the sky slightly, and thought: Such a good weather should be suitable for sleeping, what school to go to, disappointing.

Meng Nian put the suitcase into the gap in the trunk of the car, and Meng Yu was already sitting in the driver's seat behind.

Soon, Meng Nian came back and started the car and left.

Meng Yu leaned his head on the back of his chair and squinted his eyes out the window. She really didn't feel much about going to school, but for some reason, deep down she felt a hint of anticipation and joy in herself, as if a three- or four-year-old child didn't want to go to school and just wanted to stay at home, but at the same time she was curious about the outside world.

As if it was the first time.

And for the first time in her current memory, it is indeed the first time.

The scenery outside the window fades away. She looked out the window at the sky and had a feeling that her new life was about to begin.

It's just that she still doesn't understand what this feeling of emptiness in her heart is, and she can't find the reason.

Meng Nian didn't know how long he drove, and finally stopped at an intersection and waited for the traffic light.

A black car next to them also slowly followed from behind, stopped next to their car, and waited for the traffic light with them.

Meng Yu happened to see the shadow of the opposite car at close range through the glass window, a boy's side face, clean and beautiful, a touch of sunlight hit the glass window, adding a bit of brilliance to the boy's figure.

It is said that a person can judge whether this person looks good or not just by looking at his side face, so at this moment, she concluded that this boy has a good appearance.

It's just that it would be nice to be able to see the face...... Especially the eyes, which are the soul of a person.

The eyes can see through everything.

As if sensing Meng Yu's fiery gaze, the boy turned his head to look at her.

The air was hot and dry across the eyes.

They were very close, only one car body apart, and the collision of their eyes seemed to be talking.

After looking at each other like this for nearly half a minute, neither of them looked away, but was forced to separate, because the two cars left in different directions after the green light came on.

Meng Yu could clearly hear her heartbeat, and she could feel the heat on her face, she knew that this was definitely not the reason for the hot weather.

It's strange, she's just seeing a handsome guy, how could she be like this.

It's just that this handsome guy's eyes are so good-looking!

It was dark and her pupils were wide, and when she looked at him, she felt like her heart was skipping half a beat.

What's even stranger is that she has a sense of déjà vu, which is somewhat intense.

For a long time, her mind was on the boy, and she thought of him from the time she saw him and the time he had gone away.

didn't know that Meng Nian had already called her several times.

Meng Nian called her several times but didn't respond, so she yelled angrily: "Meng Yu!

Meng Yu came back to his senses and replied in a daze: "Huh, what's wrong?"

Meng Nian asked, "What do you think?"

Meng Yu said, "You guess?"

"Do you guess I guess?" Meng Nian said: "Okay, let's get down to business, you'll meet your roommates later, remember to take things and share them with them as a greeting, and then you have to get along with them, do you know?"

Meng Yu nodded: "Understood." ”

Meng Nian looked ahead, suddenly shifted his gaze to look at Meng Yu through the rearview mirror, his eyes drooped and said: "If you are wronged in the dormitory in the class, tell your sister, and if you are not used to living, you will also tell your sister, I will take you home." ”

Author's Note:

[Let me explain here,There is no male second who particularly likes the female protagonist in this article.,There is no female partner who particularly likes the male protagonist.,The male and female protagonists like each other.,And the full text is a pair of cp.。

In addition to the story of the male and female protagonists, this article also focuses on the stories of several protagonists, which will also involve a lot of mental illness. It is necessary to say here that some of the knowledge of psychology is verified by the author himself, but more of it is made up, I hope you will be cautious when you read it, do not look at it with the mentality of learning or imitation, and do not spit on me because of some knowledge errors, this is just a novel!! or a romance novel! I hope you remember that the focus is not on psychology!

In addition, the plot is very different from what everyone usually sees, not that there are many routines, but there are many big reversals, and there will be many pits buried by the author before they are revealed. If you are used to reading it, you can read it, and if you are not used to it, you should not force it, but don't spit on this article and the author.

Finally, I would like to thank the readers who read this article!!]