Chapter 14: Mom Dragged You Both Down

Chen Song couldn't interject, Aunt Feng was instigated, and her own masters were so attentive to a widow.

Sun Peitao told her the day before yesterday that she was mindful of them, and listed all the "bad" styles of the Sun family's daughter-in-law one by one, and she was brainwashed.

"Old man, you don't know how to count?"

Aunt Feng's crossed legs stretched out and fell to the ground, stretched out her slap and slapped her uncle's shoulder, snapping, "Since Huifen went to live in the back room the day before yesterday, you always run there, you are honest, what kind of ecstasy soup did she pour you?!"

It's better to call Uncle Feng than Uncle Feng, I don't know what Aunt Feng thinks.

Uncle is almost sixty or seventy years old, what can he do with his mother?

It's the old man's heart, and he is powerless, Chen Song was speechless, and looked to his mother: "Auntie, my uncle is good, I'm afraid that we will freeze, so I went to the back room to send us millet or something in the past two days, and I won't stay for a long time before leaving." ”

The little doll can't lie, Aunt Feng didn't blink her eyes, and believed Sun Peitao's words.

It's just nothing, after a long time, maybe this old man will be stupid, and then something will happen.

"Don't say it, I can't fit your mother and mother in the small temple here, let's go tomorrow. ”

The uncle didn't figure out what was going on, so he was dragged out of the house by the eldest lady and squirming outside the door.

The year that I was full of longing for could not be passed again.

Chen Song went over and helped his mother, who was blind, out of the house, Ding Huifen's lips trembled, and she opened her mouth slightly to say something, and swallowed the bitter water into her intestines.

The front and back rooms are in the same courtyard, the road is not too far, the legs are like filled with lead, there are gold stars in front of them, the sky is spinning and dark, and the head is planted.

"Mom, my aunt doesn't leave us, and then find another job, God won't look at us so ruthlessly...... "The arm was pulled by gravity, and Chen Song fell to the ground: "Mom! what's wrong with you......?"

Ding Huifen was short of breath and fainted, and Chen Song was so anxious.

She ran to a warehouse on the side of the road outside the yard to buy, and the grocery store that sold snacks in those days was not very space, not called a supermarket, so she didn't care too much, so she rushed in and called people into the small shop stall.

"Aunt Chen, my mother fainted, can you help me carry her to the hospital in the town......"

The back room of the shop is not very large, separated by a wall, with a glass that looks like a window in the middle, and a woman who is not tall and combs two long braids walks out from the back to the counter, and the braid is tied at the shoulder, and she is not beautiful.

Chen Meizhen hurriedly called her man out to rush to the big courtyard opposite with Chen Song, and the man picked up Ding Huifen and ran to the big black iron gate in the yard.

At the end of the day, Uncle Feng pulled a carriage and passed by the black gate.

"Baby, what's wrong with your mother?" he asked nervously as he drove the wagon, fishing for a long pole in his left hand, and a rope-like whip hung from the pole.

"My mom doesn't know what's going on, she can't wake up no matter how she screams. ”

"Quick, put her in the carriage. "Uncle Feng is a good person, he was scolded by the old ladies, and he still has to take care of this stall: "The town hospital is a few miles away from our tun'er, you can't find a car, it's important to save people." ”

The man couldn't take care of it so much, and carried Ding Huifen to the carriage, there was a lot of space in the body behind the carriage, and Uncle Feng handed the paper shell to Chen Song from somewhere.

"Girl, this pad is squatting on the buttocks, the carriage is a little bumpy, don't knock your mother's head. Saying that, Uncle Feng drove the carriage to the other end of the road: "You said that your aunt is true, what a moth to make trouble, your mother is a miserable life, what can you do with such a man who does not seek to improve." ”

In the words, he was a little embarrassed, Aunt Feng drove them away, he had no status at home, and he had to listen to the old woman.

I can only help as much as I can, but this is the only way to go.

Chen Song said sensibly: "Uncle, it's okay, we have a place to live......"

This is a little weak-hearted, Mom is fine, everything is fine, as for eating and sleeping, I really don't have time to think about it, and the carriage is a little painful in the butt.

Finally arrived at the town hospital.

Fortunately, Ding Huifen only didn't eat for a day due to low blood sugar, and did a day's work in the sewing shop, and Aunt Feng had no head and no face to live in vain, so she fainted with anger and blood.

The uncle kindly wanted to pay some medical expenses in advance, and Chen Song found some money from his mother's jacket pocket and didn't let him break the bill.

When she goes back, Aunt Feng has to misunderstand her mother and uncle again, and she will do bad things with good intentions, which is not good for anyone.

"Uncle, I'll be here with my mother at night, you can go back. She saw that Uncle Feng couldn't sit still, paced back and forth on the floor of the ward, and said softly.

"Girl, your mother is also your backbone, uncle don't go back, your aunt will have to make trouble, it will be bad for your mother and the three of you when the time comes, I will go back first, if you can't find a place to live tomorrow, you will come back to live." ”

She nodded silently.

If you go to his house to trouble again, Aunt Feng's psychology can't get over, people have faces, trees and bark, and rabbits don't eat back grass, she understands.

On the hospital bed, Ding Huifen's face was pale, her lips were chapped, her eyes were closed, her eyelids did not move, Chen Song held her palm tightly, stroked the back of her rough hand, and tears couldn't help falling down in her eyes.

Teardrops fell on the white sheet on the side of the hospital bed, and they became the shape of longing.

"Mom, it's okay if you're okay......" she choked up: "You may not know, after you died, I felt that I had lost the whole world, I lost sleep all day, and I lost hope in life, if it weren't for my younger brother who needed me to be his spiritual support, I really wanted to follow you......"

When I think back to the state of being loveless in the dark when I lost my mother fifteen years later, I really feel that life is worse than death.

Touching her mother's hand, the blood temperature in her hand is still there, and her mother is still alive, just like a bright light that can illuminate the opaque road ahead of her and her younger brother.

In a daze, tossing and turning for a day, Chen Song was so tired that he fell asleep on the edge of the bed, feeling that his fingers had been touched by something.

"Nan Nan ......"

"Mom?" she raised her head suddenly, and saw that her mother's fingers moved slightly, her eyelids slowly opened, her lips opened and closed slightly, and her voice was like a mosquito: "You're awake." ”

"It's all because mom is useless, she can't protect the two of you, and now that you've lost your job, I'll lead you around to find a place to sleep tomorrow. Ding Huifen burst into tears on her cheeks, and the more she spoke, the more she blamed herself: "I always feel that I have dragged down the two of you by myself, or my mother will send you and Yangyang someone else's house to make a baby, so that you don't have to starve with me......"

My heart hurts for a while, and I send her and Yangyang to be children for others, what is my mother going to do herself?

She thought of the word suicide.

Get one’s dander up.

"Mom, don't think about it so much. Chen Song touched a handful of tears, cheered up, and regained his smile: "I'll go get you some hot water to wash your face, we have hands and feet, there will always be a way." ”

She got up and pushed the door out with a turquoise kettle in the hospital room, and walked out onto the porch, unable to hold back.

Chen Song leaned against the wall to hide his face and weep, but he couldn't let his mother in the ward hear it, wiped the tears that had not dried up, and walked straight to the water room.