Chapter 242: About Love
Hearing Chen Yumo say this, Gu Chongsheng asked rhetorically, "You don't believe me?"
"I don't disbelieve you, I just think you have to be humble, now that the ending is undecided, don't boast about Haikou so early. ”
Gu Chongsheng nodded and didn't speak again, what Chen Yumo said was not wrong, it was indeed a bit too early to talk about these now.
And Gu Chongsheng also knew in his heart that he didn't want to talk to her about this when he came to Chen Yumo so late.
Just now, Chen Yumo took the initiative to bring the topic to this matter.
After being silent for a while, Gu Chongsheng walked to Chen Yumo's side and put his arm around her shoulder.
Chen Yumo glanced at the hand that Gu Chongsheng was holding his shoulder, and then turned his head to look at Gu Chongsheng, "What are you doing?"
Gu Chongsheng said with a smile: "I have something I want to say to you." ”
"If you have something to say, why do you want to hug me?" Between the words, Chen Yumo's eyes looked to the side, she didn't dare to look at Gu Chongsheng, she seemed to know what Gu Chongsheng wanted to say.
"Let's stop standing here, sit down, I'll tell you slowly!"
After that, Gu Chongsheng pushed Chen Yumo to the side of the bed, and the two sat on the edge of the bed.
Gu Chongsheng rubbed his palms repeatedly, and he seemed a little nervous.
This is also the first time he has inexplicably nervous when facing Chen Yumo.
Gu Chongsheng licked his lips, turned his head and said, "Yumo, after this incident, I really saw your place in my heart, I feel that I can't live without you, let's be together, right?"
When the words fell, Gu Chongsheng looked at Chen Yumo directly, his eyes were full of expectation.
He was expecting Chen Yumo to give a satisfactory answer.
Chen Yumo's eyes were a little evasive, and she was silent for a few seconds, she said slowly, "Haven't we always been together, I'll follow you wherever you go, we've always been together." ”
After hearing this, Gu Chongsheng didn't think that Chen Yumo didn't understand the meaning of his words.
She just said this on purpose, so that she could be more literal.
Gu Chongsheng paused and continued, "What I said about being together is different from what you said about being together, I want you to be my girlfriend." ”
"Don't tease me! Don't you have a girlfriend! There is Han Xue in the city, and there is Xu Wanting in the last days, aren't they all your girlfriends! How many more do you want?"
Gu Chongsheng was embarrassed for a while after hearing this, "I didn't tell you before, the two of them are only temporary, and they are both in name only." ”
"Then I don't care, in short, I won't meddle in other people's feelings, besides, even if they don't count, Mu Shuihan should be your wife, you carry your wife behind your back and let me be your girlfriend, do you think it's appropriate?"
Gu Chongsheng patted his head, feeling a little miserable.
Regarding Mu Shuihan, Gu Chongsheng had also explained to Chen Yumo before, but he didn't expect her to be so serious.
Gu Chongsheng touched his nose, "If you say that, I really don't know what to say." ”
"I don't know what to say, don't say it, all in all I think it's good, it's not far or close to you, I'm already satisfied. ”
Gu Chongsheng stood up and faced Chen Yumo, "But we can go one step further, we can be together!"
Chen Yumo stood up, she hugged her arms and looked at Gu Chongsheng, "What you said about being together, to put it bluntly, is to want to go to bed with me and kiss, and make some intimate actions beyond friends, to be honest, I can't do it, I feel sick when I think of you having slept with other women, when I think of you kissing other women..."
After hearing this, Gu Chongsheng was speechless, he didn't know how to reply at all.
Only today did he know that Chen Yumo was such a traditional and conservative woman.
"You?
"You're right, I have a habit of emotional cleanliness. ”
"Do you like me, then?"
Chen Yumo sighed slightly, "Now, I don't want to hide it from you, I do like you, but I don't have to be together if I like it... Reborn, you are a person who does great things, there is still a long way to go, you will meet all kinds of women in the future, I am a person with emotional cleanliness, either you don't do it, you want to do it as the only one, you really can't give me the kind of security I want. If I'm really with you, I'll have a hard time every day, because I really can't stand you getting too close to other women, and I'll be miserable..."
Gu Chongsheng frowned and hurriedly said, "I can change all this, for you, I can really change it, I promise that I won't get too close to other women in the future." ”
"Some things really can't be avoided if you want to, just like I said before, Mu Shuihan can be your wife, it's a pure accident, maybe Han Xue and Xu Wanting are also accidents, but whether it's an accident or not, she already has a reasonable existence, I believe you will encounter all kinds of accidents in the future, some of them want to be your wife, some want to be your girlfriend, I believe that because of the existence of various reasons, you have no way to refuse." ”
After hearing this, Gu Chongsheng lowered his head and did not speak.
He didn't know how to refute it, and he didn't know what reasons to use to refute it.
What Chen Yumo said is not wrong, because no one can say for sure what will happen in the future.
Tomorrow and the unexpected, you never know which will come first.
Besides, he has to constantly upgrade his golden finger to ensure that his range of action in the last days is not hindered.
That means that I will have to contact all kinds of women in the future.
Come to think of it, maybe you're really being too selfish.
I can't give Chen Yumo the kind of security I want, and I still have to be with her, and then let her suffer.
It's not love at all, it's selfishness.
Silent for a while, Gu Chongsheng raised his head, he looked at Chen Yumo, and smiled slightly, "You're right, I'm too selfish, although I don't want to lose you, but I can't force you to do what you don't want to do." ”
"It's great that you think like that. ”
"If you think about it, I also think it's good, we are not far away or close, there is no harm or love, maybe this relationship can go longer. ”
Chen Yumo smiled, "You are so right, I think so too, it shows that you are gradually becoming mature." ”
"Maybe... It's not early, you go to bed first, and you have to train tomorrow morning!"
The words fell, and Gu Chongsheng left Chen Yumo's room.
Chen Yumo is not retaining either.
After coming out, Gu Chongsheng did not feel depressed or unhappy, but was relaxed.
Maybe that's the best outcome.
After this conversation, Gu Chongsheng also had a deeper understanding of Chen Yumo.
She also has her own in her heart, but she still hasn't broken her principles.
Love is not a compromise, nor is it an infinite pleas.
It is humbling to let the other person be satisfied and let yourself suffer the pain.
Gu Chongsheng can't ask Chen Yumo to compromise for the kind of primitive desire in his heart, let her be with him regardless of it, and then let her suffer and suffer, this kind of love is selfish. True love is when two people are in a happy and joyful atmosphere, doing what you want and I want.
No repression, no compromise, no suffering...
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The next morning, everyone got up early.
Xu Wanting led everyone to run in the training ground.
Lei Ting took Gu Chongsheng to the warehouse.
THE TWO MEN RECEIVED 22 KATANAS, 22 M1911A1 PISTOLS, 22 STRIDER D9 DAGGERS AND 660 ROUNDS OF AMMUNITION FROM THE WAREHOUSE.
After receiving it, Gu Chongsheng pushed the trolley and followed Lei Ting to the training ground.
Between the walks, Gu Chongsheng said to Lei Ting, "Since you have the equipment, why don't you send it to everyone earlier!"
"According to the regulations, these equipment can only be distributed to the trainees on the day of the assessment. ”
"Oh, I see, but I don't think it's much of a problem to send it today, Xiang Dong's team has already sent it, so we have to hurry up. ”
Lei Ting nodded, "Yes, since they have taken the lead, we naturally can't lag behind, send it to everyone as soon as possible, so that they can get started early." ”
While chatting, the two came to the training ground.
At this moment, everyone has finished running and finishing in line.
Looking at the equipment on the trolley, everyone was happy.
Lei Ting said to the crowd, "Each person has a katana, a M1911A1 pistol, a D9 dagger, and 30 rounds of ammunition. ”
Then everyone lined up in turn to receive the equipment.
Lei Ting has also been urging on the sidelines, in case everyone takes more or less, especially the bullet.
After tossing for half an hour, everyone finished receiving their equipment.
Then everyone gestured to the guy in their hands, talked and laughed and rushed to the canteen to eat.