I envy every star in the night sky, they always appear in groups, dotting the whole night sky, they are always surrounded by relatives and friends, they always never leave, there is no difference, there is no pain.

gardenia

I envy Gardenia, although she was abandoned by her parents like me, but there are always so many people around her who love her, and I have nothing, but despite this, I feel very satisfied now.

Kizawa

In June, gardenias thrive despite the storms of May, but their flowering is approaching and they are no longer as beautiful as they were when they first bloomed.

In order to enhance the physical exercise of the students, Anding Middle School decided to hold a mountain climbing activity on June 23.

On the evening of June 22nd, Gardenia was busy preparing Ming's food, and Grandma came over and asked with concern: "Gardenia, otherwise Grandma will help you ask for leave, Ming's won't go, okay?"

Gardenia stopped collecting food and raised her head: "Grandma, it's okay, Gardenia is okay, isn't there Yushu on the way there?"

After a pause, Gardenia continued: "Grandma, I really want to be with them, no matter what the activity is, I want to be with them, as long as I am with them, Gardenia feels very happy." ”

"Okay, grandma doesn't force you, as long as the gardenia is happy, grandma prepares medicine for you, remember to take medicine if you feel unwell on the road, don't hold on, if you don't get better after taking medicine, just talk to the teacher, let the teacher send you home, remember not to be afraid of bothering others." ”

"Grandma, don't worry, I will be obedient, and I will take medicine as soon as I feel unwell. Gardenia smiled.

"You, it's really not worrying. ”

......

Early the next morning, all the students of Anding Middle School gathered early, everyone carried backpacks, and the backpacks were full of food, because it was the top of the mountain and because of the sunny weather, the school did not allow barbecue and picnics, only let them bring some food and drink, so this time it was not only for exercise but also for camping.

Mu Ze's backpack is full of food, all of which Su Wang made for him last night, and they are all things that Mu Ze likes to eat.

The school divides the people in the class into five groups, which are free groups with unlimited number of people, and Gardenia and Mu Ze, Lin Yuting, Lin Yushu, and Li Xiang are in one group.

When he set off, Lin Yushu pulled Mu Ze away: "I'll follow you, Gardenia is not in good health, you have to take care of her more later." ”

Mu Ze was puzzled and asked, "Why me?"

Lin Yushu patted Mu Ze gently: "Hey, you're still a man, shouldn't a boy protect a girl?"

"But...... Lin Yuting is too, why don't you call him?"

"Hey, I'm you, I usually see that you talk a lot, but how can you ask for something to talk a lot. ”

Mu Ze was still thinking about something, but was interrupted by Lin Yushu, she: "Okay, it's such a happy decision, I don't have to worry about handing over the gardenia to you." ”

At this time, Mu Ze doesn't agree.

Just set off for a while, Lin Yushu asked Lin Yuting and Li Xiang to compete, whoever reaches the top of the mountain first wins, when the three of them were ready to run together, Lin Yushu ran first, Lin Yuting and Li Xiang were so angry that they chased after him.

Gardenia watched all three of them run away, looked at Kisawa next to him and asked, "Aren't you with them?"

Mu Ze lied: "I'm not interested. She remembered Lin Yushu's words, she couldn't tell her if she wanted to hide it from Gardenia.

Mu Ze deliberately asked, "What about you, why don't you run?"

"I'm not in good health and can't run. Gardenia smiled, her eyes revealing a hint of sadness.

Gardenia has always been mindful, she walks at the same speed as usual, but seeing that everyone else is gradually moving away from them, she wants to walk faster, and Mu Ze next to her follows closely behind her, walking unhurriedly.

In order to break the embarrassing situation, Gardenia asked, "Kizawa, do you like it here?"

Mu Ze asked, "I like it, what's wrong?"

"Will you leave then?"

Mu Ze truthfully: "I don't know, after all, my life is not something I can decide." ”

From an angle that Kisawa couldn't see, there was a hint of sadness in Gardenia's eyes.

Mu Ze asked, "What about you, will you leave after graduation?"

Gardenia shook her head: "No, I'm not leaving. ”

"Why? Is it because of Lin Yuting, the fortune teller they are, can you only live here?"

Gardenia smiled, "You believe that, no, I don't want to leave because I like it here, and I don't want to leave my grandmother and the villagers." ”

Gardenia panicked.

Mu Ze asked, "Does she agree with that grandma?"

"Grandma supported my idea, and she agreed. ”

"It's nice that you can organize your own life. Mu Ze's eyes were full of envy, in fact, he had always been envious of Gardenia.

Halfway up the mountain, Gardenia's eyes began to glaze, she kept sweating, gasping for breath, and her legs began to lose strength, she knew that the disease was going to recur, but she didn't want to be like this, she wanted to hold on a little longer, so she could see everyone.

After climbing two stairs, her legs were a little weak, Gardenia felt her eyes slowly darken, she felt shaking all around, her body slowly tilted, and then Gardenia rolled down.

At this time, Mu Ze reacted when he heard the sound, and in a hurry he shouted: "Gardenia!" He ran down in a hurry, but fortunately Gardenia stopped and fell to the ground, he picked up Gardenia, and asked anxiously: "Gardenia, how is it? What do you feel uncomfortable?" He touched Gardenia's forehead with his hand, which was very hot.

Gardenia's breathing became very short, and she muttered, "Medicine...... Medicine...... Medicine ......"

Mu Ze asked, "Gardenia, what kind of medicine?"

Gardenia struggled: "Wrap ...... ......"

Mu Ze quickly opened Gardenia's bag, took out the medicine and water and sent it to Gardenia's mouth, Gardenia drank saliva and swallowed the medicine, and after swallowing the medicine, Gardenia closed her eyes and rested.

Kisawa asked softly, "Is Gardenia better?"

Gardenia shook her head: "I want to rest, it'll be okay if you rest, I'm sorry, I'm sorry for the trouble, I thought I could hold on." ”

"No, it's me, it's me who was negligent. He should listen to Lin Yushu's words and take good care of Gardenia, for some reason, he felt that his heart was trembling at the moment when Gardenia rolled down, he was very scared, afraid that Gardenia would never wake up again.

After a minute, Gardenia's breathing was even, and she didn't sweat anymore, and Kisawa was relieved.

Mu Ze asked softly, "Gardenia, do you want me to ask the teacher for leave and send you home?"

Gardenia shook her head, "Mu Ze, it's okay, I'll just rest, I don't want to worry everyone because of me, I want to be with everyone, Yushu and Yuting are still waiting for me on the top of the mountain, I can't go." ”

"Okay, I see, Gardenia, I'll carry you up. ”

Gardenia opened her eyes and asked, "Is that okay?"

Mu Ze put down his backpack and squatted down and said, "It's okay, you can come up." ”

Gardenia leaned on Mu Ze's shoulder with peace of mind, Mu Ze was now carrying his backpack in front and someone in the back, but he didn't feel too tired, as long as Gardenia wanted to complete it, he wanted to help her finish it.

Gardenia gently called him on Mu Ze's shoulder, and Mu Ze asked, "Gardenia, I'm here, is there something wrong?"

"I didn't feel any discomfort, Kizawa, you know, when I got sick, and one of my older brothers carried me on his back like he does now. ”

Mu Ze remembered the previous dream, in which Gardenia called the boy brother, but Lin Yuting told him that Gardenia was an orphan, and he was puzzled, "Gardenia, do you have a brother?"

Gardenia was very happy, "Well, he is not my own brother, by the way, he is very kind and gentle, he has taught me a lot, and he is not only my brother, but also the brother of Yushu and Yuting." ”

Mu Ze still wanted to ask him where he was going? Just after thinking about it, the brother in Gardenia's mouth must have left, otherwise he would have seen it by now, as far as Lin Yushu is concerned, if her other brother is still there, Mu Ze will not know?

Mu Ze diverted the topic and asked, "Gardenia, what kind of disease do you have?"

"This disease has been born since I was born, it's very strange, even the doctor doesn't know what the disease is, this disease can only be maintained by medicine, if there is no medicine I will die, although so, the disease rarely attacks, only when I exercise, my heart is racing, and I am emotional. Gardenia didn't quite describe her condition, and he didn't want Kisawa to worry about him.

"Is there no way to find all the doctors?"

"Yes, if there is a way, my parents will not abandon me. ”

"Didn't your parents abandon you because you're a disaster?"

"That's not the main reason, the real reason is my illness, they didn't have the money to treat me, they didn't have the money to find me a doctor, so they left me. ”

"Gardenia, do you hate them?"

"I don't hate it, because if my parents were injured or lost their lives trying to heal me, I would blame myself for the rest of my life. ”

Mu Ze didn't have words, and Gardenia continued: "Mu Ze, don't hate everyone around you, they are not wrong, even if they make mistakes, don't hate them, you have to believe that they all have a kind and sincere heart, it's just that you didn't find out with your heart." Mu Ze, promise me, no matter where you go in the future and what difficulties you encounter, you must believe that there are still people in this world who love you, and there are people who support you silently, even if the people who once comforted you have left, you must believe that they have always been there, no matter where you go or where they go, you must believe that they have always loved you. ”

Kisawa thought that these words were not only for Gardenia to hear, but also for herself, because the two of them had a lot in common.

"Okay, Gardenia, I promise you. But no matter what, Kisawa agreed. When she got home in the evening, Gardenia had a fever, she was lying on the bed, her grandmother was by her side and took care of her, her face was very red and hot, and her grandmother looked very uncomfortable, "Alas, grandma, how can you be good." ”

"Grandma is fine, and I'm happy now. Even though Gardenia could laugh, her voice changed.

Grandma was very considerate: "Gardenia, listen to grandma, don't force yourself anymore, your condition has not improved, grandma doesn't want you to have anything, you know?"

"Well, grandma, Gardenia knows. ”

Second, Gardenia didn't ask for leave and still insisted on going to school, but she didn't know how to face Lin Yushu.

In fact, she always knew that Lin Yushu had always wanted to go to Yuan'an, not only her, but all the children in Anding Village had a dream to go to Yuan'an, so so many people always left her every year.

Many times she really hates Yuan'an, but she knows that it is a dream, and she can't stop it.

Gardenia was thinking as she walked, when suddenly Mu Ze patted her on the shoulder and smiled slightly: "Gardenia, it's early."

Gardenia also responded with a smile, "Kizawa, early." ”

"What do you think, is it because your health is not well?" asked Kisawa because Gardenia didn't come to the yard to look at the stars last night.

Gardenia shook her head: "No, it's already fine." ”

"Oh, that's good. ”

Later, the two did not continue, and both fell into silence, Zheng

Walking and walking, Mu Ze stopped and said: "Gardenia, although I don't know the difference, but what I think is that many times there are some things that we can't keep, such as gardenias, although it has a long flowering period, but it will still wither after all, and when it blooms again next year, it has become a new one, maybe this is the so-called old does not go to the new and everything has to think on the good side, although the gardenia has withered, but the fragrance of the flowers it leaves has always been there, and it can never be forgotten." ”

Gardenia looked at Kisawa and smiled, "Well, I see, thank you, Kizawa." ”

On the way home from school in the afternoon, Mu Ze quietly asked Lin Yushu: "Lin Yushu, do you know who the boy is?"

Lin Yushu was a little surprised when he heard it, and Mu Ze explained: "I heard Gardenia mention it. ”

"Oh, boy, she's a classmate of Gardenia junior high school and a good friend of hers, but then she left. Lin Yushu had a faint sadness in his eyes.

"Why did she leave?" Kisawa continued.

Lin Yushu told the story: " For her dream, at first she was forced by her parents to come here, and then she found that she liked it very much, just like it, she still couldn't forget her dream, her dream was to be a pianist, but here could not achieve her dream, but for Gardenia she gave up, and then her parents found Gardenia, they told Gardenia, hoping that the boy would not delay her dream for her, after that, Gardenia did not know what to do, she tried to stay away from the child, hoping that the boy would leave her, but the boy did not leave because of this, until Gardenia explained everything to her, the boy left, and that time Gardenia was sad for a while, so later she was afraid of making friends with people, in fact, she was even more afraid of separation. ”

"Are you planning to leave her for Yuan'an?" asked Mu Ze.

Lin Yushu was a little surprised in his eyes, and then lowered his eyes: "I want to go to Yuan'an, but I don't want to leave Gardenia, she has suffered too much." ”

Mu Ze couldn't help but roar: "But what are you like this?