Chapter 81: I Want to Be With Him
Sometimes Xia Cenxi wonders if her parents were enlightened and free, would she have a wonderful life now.
She loves Jin Hengshen, but she doesn't want to bind her love and Jin Hengshen because of the "attachment" in Yao Minfang's mouth.
The cramping sensation in her stomach made Xia Cen Xi unable to support it anymore, she was physically and mentally exhausted, and she felt that she was about to be unable to bear it......
When I woke up again, I was already in the hospital.
Jin Hengshen has been running back and forth in the hospital three or four times, and he hasn't even seen Xia Cengxi's shadow, and his phone has not been answered.
Jin Hengshen pulled his tie irritably, took off his blazer and put it on his hand.
I didn't even drink saliva when I came out of the company, worried and after driving for so long, Jin Heng pressed his temples tiredly.
When Xia Cen Xi woke up, when she heard Yao Minfang say that Jin Hengshen was already on the way here, her heart twitched.
I hurriedly wanted to get my mobile phone, only to find that the mobile phone should have been left at home, and Yao Minfang's mobile phone was also in the car.
In a daze, I heard the nurses talking about the supercar that stopped at the entrance of the hospital, and the man pacing outside the hospital gate, hurriedly jumped out of the hospital bed and ran to the hospital gate.
No one......
The car was still parked at the entrance of the hospital, Xia Cen Xi was stunned for a long time at the domineering sports car, Jin Heng's deep face ran into his mind again, would he really come to find himself?
Constant self-comfort calmed his accelerated heartbeat, sighed heavily, and turned to walk towards the hospital.
When he turned his head, he was flashed by the sun that was about to go down, and in a trance, he saw Jin Hengshen standing in front of him.
For a moment, Xia Cen Xi felt that this was an illusion, and after the discomfort in his eyes disappeared, he confirmed the ...... in front of him
A man with bread in his left hand, coffee in his right hand, messy hair, and a white shirt...... It was Jin Hengshen, who was flashed into his eyes by the sun and wanted to cry.
After a minute of silence, Jin Hengshen opened his mouth first.
"Your mom called me and said you fainted at home. ”
"......"
"Get in the car, I just met your mother, she has already gone back, I asked the doctor if you can go back first, and someone will come to the hospital to handle the discharge." "
"Oh. "
Every word Jin Hengshen said now was like a military order, Xia Cen Xi could only do it obediently, she pulled the car door and sat in the co-pilot.
Jin Hengshen held the steering wheel in his hands, and couldn't ask a word if he wanted to ask, but fortunately, it was Xia Cenxi who spoke first this time.
"What's going on?"
"Drive ......"
Looking at Jin Hengshen's response, Xia Cenxi's smile was in his heart, and the danger was not shown on his face.
"I mean... How did you find this place?"
"Your mom called and said you had fainted, so she came. ”
In fact, Jin Hengshen didn't know why he rushed out of the company as fast as he could after hearing the news that she had fainted, and galloped all the way to the hospital near Xia's house.
After a short period of silence in the car, Xia Cen Xi saw Jin Hengshen pick up the phone one by one, asking about official business every time.
She stared at Jin Hengshen's side face without saying a word, always feeling that he had changed too much, and nothing had changed.
"Why did you faint? Didn't you go home and deal with things?"
Jin Hengshen was still staring at the road ahead.
"I ......"
Xia Cen Xi didn't know how to explain to him the powerful amount of information he had received in one day, and he was even more reluctant to let Jin Heng know about his family's unbearable past.
"If you don't want to say it, forget it... Anyway, take care of your own business. ”
Jin Heng interrupted expressionlessly.
"Heng Shen..."Xia
Cen Xi suddenly called him softly.
Jin Hengshen turned his head and glanced at her.
"What's wrong?"
"Our marriage... I'm sorry. ”
"I know you don't love me, and I know you don't have any thoughts about our relationship, it's a ...... Trade, no matter what...... It shouldn't be the reason for you. ”
A sharp brake sounded in Xia Cenxi's ears, Jin Hengshen parked the car on the side of the road, looked at Xia Cenxi, and his eyes were full of deep meaning.
"I do...... I don't love you. ”
Xia Cen Xi lowered his head, trying his best to control his emotions and not let the tears fall.
"This marriage...... You are indeed at fault, and for whatever reason, you are an accomplice. ”
Jin Hengshen's voice also lowered, and he turned his head to look out the window. Xia Cen Xi trembled even more.
"But I also know that we are all the same, victims of interests. ”
"I admit that I didn't like you in my life before, but now... I seem to be starting to realize that you're a nice person too. ”
"That's enough. ”
Xia Cen was stunned for a moment, and her instantly moist eyes and pantothenic nose made her dare not raise her head.
Jin Hengshen apartment downstairs.
Zheng Yichi parked the car in the underground garage and pressed the elevator upstairs.
Thinking that Jin Hengshen's psychological treatment, which had been eased to once every two or three months, had returned to once a week, he frowned.
After that day, Jin Hengshen did not go in after sending Xia Cen Xi, but moved directly to the upper floor of his city center.
As a result, I didn't expect that this week of insomnia was severe.
Zheng Yichi also has no good way, if he doesn't get better, he can only intervene in drug treatment.
Rang the doorbell and walked straight to the sofa in front of Jin Hengshen and sat down.
Zheng Yichi saw the wine glass on the coffee table and frowned.
"Jin Hengshen, you also understand that if the situation does not improve, you must cooperate with medication, and falling asleep with alcohol is not a long-term solution. "
"It's just going to be a little bit better. "
"You've dragged your body down, and there's nothing you can do about it. "
"Isn't that still you, Dr. Zheng. "
Jin Heng deeply knows that his physical condition is indeed not very good, he sleeps three or four hours a day, and he can only fall asleep for a while if he is tired enough, even if he puts all his energy on work, this situation will not last long at all.
The conversation was not very long, and before going out, Zheng Yichi still left Jin Hengshen some milder sleep aids.
When I went down to the parking lot, I found that my car was scratched, and I was speechless in my heart, Jin Hengshen's community is so wide and the parking space is so big, it can still be scratched.
There was a small note on the windshield wiper, which had nothing on it except a string of phone numbers, which made Zheng Yichi cry and laugh.
When I took out my mobile phone and was about to contact the other party, I suddenly thought about it, it was still a phone call, and it was an unfamiliar number.
"Hello, hello?"
"Hello, is this Dr. Zheng?"
The other party's voice is familiar,
"I'm Xia Cen Xi. "
Xia Cen Xi went back to the villa in the east of the city, there was no one at home, so after thinking about it, he contacted Zheng Yichi first, and the two made an appointment at the café where Zheng Yichi often went.
"You mean, you want me to help you get into him?"
"Hmm. "
Xia Cen Xi lowered his head and looked at the pattern in the coffee cup in front of him.
"Actually, I also thought about whether I really wanted to leave him. I know...... This marriage was unfair to him. ”
With a light breath, Xia Cen Xi looked up at Zheng Yichi, his eyes were gentle and his tone was firm.
"But I'm still... You can't fool your heart. Dr. Zheng, I really want to be by Hengshen's side. ”