Finally, when Tao Ye sighed again, Chen Yuan couldn't help it at all.

"Sister Peach, what do you have to sigh about? My mother said that sigh and sigh, after a long time, happiness will slowly run away. ”

"I know that I can't help but sigh when I think of today's scene, I'm afraid that I won't be able to play by then. ”

It seems that since the scene after she just came back, due to the strong sense of substitution, Tao Ye has been testing on the edge of entering the play too deeply.

Maybe it was because that scene made Xiaoli empathize too much, so she unconsciously substituted herself into the role of An Nuanyang, as if An Nuanyang was her, and she was An Nuanyang.

This matter is both a good thing and a bad thing for Tao Ye, the good thing is that it is highly integrated with the character, which can make her have a clearer grasp of some subtle psychology of the character.

The disadvantage is that in this way, it is very likely that the character's every move will affect the nerves around her body, and she will also fall into this role and cannot extricate herself.

All in all, there are not a few people who are too deep in this industry, especially some of them who are too miserable because the characters in the play have too miserable backgrounds, and it is very likely that they will have to receive psychological counseling for a long time after that, so that they can slowly come out.

Tao Ye in her previous life had never had this kind of experience, perhaps because of her life circumstances since she was a child, which made her not have so much room for sadness.

But Tao Ye is different in this matter, the dependence on his mother and brother since he was a child makes Tao Ye more emotional, even after she is reborn, she is still affected by the emotions of the original owner.

However, what should be faced is always to be faced, just like Tao Ye now, there is too much rejection of this scene, and he still has to go to the set to film honestly.

Not to mention that she is not qualified to change the scene now, in fact, this scene alone is a turning point in the play, and since this turning point, An Nuanyang has completely grown into a doctor who can take charge of himself.

When Tao Ye arrived at the dressing room, he found that Bai Xingwei had been waiting there for a long time.

"It's not like you, you came so late, I remember you usually come a long time in advance. ”

"Well, I read the script again just now, and I forgot about the time delay. ”

Tao Ye's words sounded perfunctory, after all, she still had Chen Yuan who was by her side all the time, how could she forget the time so quickly.

However, Bai Xingwei didn't break it down, Tao Ye would definitely say what he wanted to say, since she didn't want to say it now, then there was no need for him to ask.

After putting on makeup, the director called Bai Xingwei and Tao Ye together and began to talk to them.

"You must pay attention to this scene, Bai Xingwei, your emotions don't need to be particularly full, but Tao Ye, your emotions must be very full, and you must have that kind of impact, even through the camera, you have to make others feel your collapse and despair at this moment. ”

"Yes, I know the director. ”

It is necessary for the people in front of the camera to feel her despair, so that everyone can believe that An Nuanyang, who failed to successfully treat the patient, is indeed very sad at this time.

"Okay, is there anything else you'd like to ask? I'll tell you two, you two are more reassuring to me, so I won't remind you too much, lest you still annoy me. ”

Tao Ye originally wanted to ask the director whether the emotional expression of this scene should be more inclined to An Nuanyang's suspicion of himself, or should it be biased towards the pain caused by this incident.

But after thinking about it carefully, I suddenly found that in fact, this scene was originally the embodiment of An Nuanyang's complex emotions, which had always been contradictory and sensitive.

If it is only a little embodied, then it will no longer be the role of An Nuanyang.

Thinking of this, Tao Ye didn't ask any more, just nodded, and stood in front of the camera to start the camera.

At the same time, Lu Ziming was taking Tao Yang and Tao Mu off the plane, and was rushing to the crew in the car prepared by Zhao Leige in advance.

"Auntie Tao Yang may take a long time, if you are bored, you can watch the car TV casually. ”

As the Chinese New Year approaches, more and more people are gathering in the Blue City to return and leave the city. The condition of the road is not good, even Lu Ziming, who has superb driving skills, if he wants to reach the crew as soon as possible, it will take an hour to say the least.

"It's okay, it's already very troublesome Mr. Lu, how can we be embarrassed to ask for more. ”

Tao Yang's answer was neither humble nor arrogant, but the gaze that fell on Lu Ziming was not friendly.

is also a man, he knows too well what this man has in mind about his sister, so for Tao Ye's sake, he definitely can't easily accept this man's kindness.

What if, in the end, all his current kindness becomes a condition for his sister?

There are many things in this world that deserve to be put first, but for Tao Yang, his sister and mother will always come first.

In the crew, everyone's mood was extremely heavy.

The reason is nothing more than seeing Tao Ye who was filming.

Tao Ye was originally standing against the wall, holding back the tears in his eyes, but in the end, he couldn't help the tears coming out of his eyes, and the whole person seemed to write strength, slowly sliding off the wall, slumped to the ground, his eyes were empty, as if he had lost hope.

The tears flowed silently, but they couldn't be stopped.

Bai Xingwei hurriedly ran outside the operating room and saw Tao Ye sitting there in tears.

In this section of the plot, the relationship between the two people has been untied, and it is gradually developing in the direction of lovers.

Therefore, Qin Hao will always know An Nuanyang's every move.

Just like now, An Nuanyang just left the operating room, and Qin Hao ran over regardless of it.

"Nuan Yang, are you okay?"

Bai Xingwei stood in front of Tao Ye, slowly squatted down, and held Tao Ye's face when he opened it, his eyes were full of worry.

Because of Bai Xingwei's sudden arrival, Tao Ye's crying action suddenly stopped, and even raised his head, tried hard to wipe the tears on his face, and struggled to stand up.

"It's okay, I'm okay. ”

However, as soon as the words fell, Tao Ye's tears that he had finally stopped slid down his cheeks again, and there was indescribable sadness and grievance in his scarlet eyes.

Bai Xingwei, who saw Tao Ye's appearance, was distressed, and hurriedly hugged Tao Ye, patting her back gently, and said in a low voice next to her ear.

"I don't blame you, even Director Feng can't help it, I really don't blame you, you don't have to carry all the responsibilities yourself, just let me beg you, okay? ”

"How are you going to let me go!"

"I was in charge of this patient, and I kept a good eye on him during his days in the intensive care unit, and I even controlled the meal time to solve it within 10 minutes. ”

But today, his condition suddenly deteriorated, and before he even had time to go in for rescue, he was already about to be moved to the mourning room of the hospital. ”

"Isn't it my responsibility? Isn't it because I'm not good enough? I haven't noticed anything strange about his body in the last few days, have I?"

When Tao Ye said these words, he was hysterical and even broke free from Bai Xingwei's embrace, his face flushed, and even the green tendons on his neck and forehead burst out one by one.

Bai Xingwei looked at Tao Ye like this, and sighed in his heart.

She won't be too deep in the play to get out, right?

"No one blames me, but you're going to let me go through this hurdle on my own. The first time I was in the intensive care unit, I was in charge of the patient. He died in front of me, and within 10 days of the successful operation. ”

Tao Ye said indiscriminately wiping the tears on his face rudely with his hands, his face, which had already become red because of emotion, was now even redder.

In today's scene, Tao Ye has imagined it countless times, thinking about what would happen if it was the real An Nuanyang in this situation?

Presumably, reason must be telling oneself that this situation is normal, that doctors are only doctors who save lives, not omnipotent gods, and that they will inevitably have patients in their hands, and they will die because of various emergencies and no way to get treatment.

But in the same way, seeing those crying heartbreaking family members, An Nuanyang's emotions will definitely be unconsciously infected, and her feelings have no way for her to face the reality that some patients died at her hands.

"Qin Hao, I know that I should be rational as a doctor, but I can't do it. It was so painful to see such a fresh life, and it felt really uncomfortable for you to gradually pass in front of you. ”

Bai Xingwei hugged Tao Ye tightly again as written in the script.

"I know because I used to be the same person as the patient's family. So I know that feeling too well, and I know that you're just being so kind. ”

"But, O Warm Sun, you can't just be immersed in grief all the time. This patient is dead, but there are many more patients with mild symptoms waiting to be saved by a good doctor like you. ”

"Just think I'm begging you, think about them. ”

People always have to look forward, whether it is a mistake or a regret in the past, it will eventually remain in the past and become an indelible part of the memory.

But the future is infinitely possible, and a small gesture you make at this moment is likely to make a huge difference in the direction of the future.

Like the wings of a butterfly on the west coast of the Pacific Ocean, a hurricane will make landfall on the east coast of the Pacific in a few days.

And at this moment, Nuan Yang played by Tao Ye also seemed to have suddenly reacted.

Although the tears were still flowing, the emotions gradually calmed down.

After a long time, Tao Ye nodded blankly and said softly, "Okay, I promise you." ”

"Good!"

This scene has been filmed several times before, but Tao Ye's mood was always not in place at the beginning.

This is the fifth time that this scene has been filmed, that is, this scene has finally satisfied the director.

After the director shouted the card, Tao Ye stood there motionless.