Painful memories
In the next few classes, Mu Ze still didn't listen, because Lin Yuting's words evoked painful memories for him.
Why? I was dropped out of school.
Yes, he didn't lie, he was dropped out of Yuan'an No. 10 Middle School before he came.
He never forgot that one.
It was drizzling that evening, and he went home alone as usual.
Halfway through, Xu Qiang took a group of people to stop his way, he glanced at the group of people, each of them was holding a wooden stick, Mu Ze didn't see anything, as if he didn't see it, he took a step forward.
And this time, Xu Qiang stood in front of Mu Ze.
Xu Qiang and Mu Ze are classmates, because Mu Ze is cold, doesn't like to talk and is a rich man, he has always been very jealous of Mu Ze, in his opinion, Mu Ze is very dragged and annoying, in fact, not only Xu Qiang but also others, in their opinion, Mu Ze is such a person.
And Mu Ze is used to all this, he has been treated coldly by others since he can remember, and he has been pointed at by others, among these people are relatives, classmates, parents and even teachers, everything he is used to.
Xu Qiang sneered: "Yes, it's still so dragging, it's really different if it's a rich family." ”
Mu Ze said coldly: "Good dogs don't get in the way." ”
"Yes, my tone is still so heavy at this time, and I won't let you be arrogant later. After Xu Qiang brought the group of people to him: "Brothers, give it to me, give it to me, and beat me to death!"
As soon as the words fell, a group of people waved at Mu Ze with wooden sticks in their hands, Mu Ze blocked them with his arms, he raised his legs and kicked at those people with all his might, his eyes were bloodshot, and his expression was full of hatred.
Yes, he hates, he is obviously not wrong, but everyone thinks that he is wrong, and they all think that he should not live in this world.
I don't know when the rain began to fall heavier and heavier, and the sound of "bang" sounded when the raindrops fell to the ground.
After a few minutes, Mu Ze pulled several people to the ground, and the few people who were standing saw that they had all fallen, and they didn't dare to step forward in a panic, even the hand holding the wooden stick was trembling, Mu Ze stood motionless, panting heavily, the rain dripped from his hair, his clothes were already soaked, and even the bright red blood on his hands fell to the ground with the raindrops.
Just when Mu Ze was relaxing, a person swung a stick down from behind him, just hit Mu Ze's leg, he had to kneel, he told himself that he couldn't kneel, he couldn't give in to others, he tried his best to stand up, but Xu Qiang kicked him to the ground, and stepped on Mu Ze's chest hard, Mu Ze exclaimed in pain.
Xu Qiang looked at him condescendingly and said, "Aren't you very capable? Why can't you stand up like a dog now?"
Mu Ze looked at him resentfully, "Xu Qiang!
Xu Qiang's pressure on Mu Ze's chest increased a few points, pressing Mu Ze to the ground, and he said sarcastically: "Yo! The dog still wants to bite someone?"
Mu Ze didn't want to say a word, just stared at him deadly, looked at him and continued: "Don't you have a rich father, oh, I heard that these two are going to get married, tsk, it seems that the life of this rich second generation is not easy, you, your parents have cheated, what kind of proud capital do you have." ”
Xu Qiang said word by word, Mu Ze's hand was clenched very tightly, and suddenly he picked up the wooden stick next to him and swung it towards Xu Qiang with all his might, the stick just hit Xu Qiang's head, Xu Qiang never thought of it, he only felt his head "buzzing", at this moment, Mu Ze stood up suddenly and swung it with a punch, this time Xu Qiang fell to the ground.
Seeing this, the group of people rushed towards Mu Ze again and again, but now Mu Ze seemed to be crazy, beating those people to death, until they were all knocked to the ground, Mu Ze refused to give up, he picked up the schoolbag on the ground, and left with his whole body in support.
When leaving, Xu Qiang shouted at him: "Mu Ze, you are less proud! I will not let you go! I will let you die a bad death!"
After returning home, Mu Ze turned on the light in the villa and walked to the bathroom, which was already the same, but the huge villa was empty.
There was a drop of blood dripping from the place he walked along the way, and this blood flowed down from him, but he didn't care, the blood flowed down the water, as if this pain could also flow away, Mu Ze thought.
After taking a comfortable hot bath, Mu Ze's body was already much better, but Xu Qiang's words kept echoing in his ears, "Mom and Dad have cheated, what else do you have to be proud of." ”
As soon as he thought of Xu Qiang's words, Mu Ze felt like his heart was being pulled by something, but it was undeniable that he was not wrong, his parents were cheating.
Early the next morning, Mu Ze was invited to the office, and when he got inside, he saw Xu Qiang wrapped in a white turban on his head, followed by his brothers.
When the teacher saw him coming, he called him to them and said, "Come, and see what you have done!"
Mu Ze looked at them calmly, without words, the teacher continued: "I want to ask you, you usually look very well-behaved, how could you do such a thing, it just so happens that everyone is here today, you explain it to me!"
After a while, Mu Ze said lightly: "I didn't do it." ”
The teacher roared: "It's all this time, you haven't done it yet!"
"He did it, teacher, and you can see the wound on my head, he hit me on the head with a wooden stick. Xu Qiang pointed to the wound on his head.
"Yes, teacher, we were also beaten by Mu Ze. A man chimed in.
"Teacher, we saw it too. ”
"We've all seen it. ”
......
One after another rushed to testify that it was Mu Ze, and Mu Ze knew that everything was done by Xu Qiang, and they all wanted to kill him.
The teacher looked at Mu Ze and asked, "What else do you have good about now?" ”
Mu Ze closed his eyes, holding back the tears from flowing, and after a few seconds, he opened his eyes: "I have nothing to explain. ”
Everyone, everyone is like this, they all think that he shouldn't live in this world, whether it's outsiders or his parents.
The teacher invited Mu Ze's father, Mu Yuan, to come over, and Mu Yuan apologized to the teacher, and took Mu Ze home after accompanying the medical expenses.
The father and son didn't say a word during the whole process, and when they returned home, Mu Yuan asked Mu Ze to come to his study.
In the study, Mu Yuan leaned on the office chair, he sighed, looked at Mu Ze and said, "I won't pursue this matter, but I have already promised the school to withdraw you from school." ”
Kisawa looked at him calmly, waiting for his next words.
"Mu Ze, you know I'm going to marry Xuan, she doesn't want to see you in this house, actually...... Me too, every time I see you, I always think of your mother, I know it's a bit despicable to do this......" Mu Yuan was interrupted by Mu Ze before he was finished.
He: "That's enough! I don't want to stay in this house anyway, so I'm going to arrange where I go." ”
"I've arranged everything for you, you can pack your things. After a pause, Mu Yuan continued: "Mu Ze, I'm sorry, Dad owes you too much, and he has never been able to give you the life you want. ”
"You don't deserve the word 'sorry'!" Mu Ze dropped this sentence and left.
After that, the sound of Mu Yuan crying came from the study.
Leaving is Mu Ze's best choice, this home and that person bring Mu Ze only pain, pain again and again, he hopes that Mu Ze will leave, and Mu Ze also hopes that he can leave, always hopeful.
He has been living in the shadows for so many years, and the shadow brought to him by this home is that he has never forgotten the scars.
His parents divorced when he was two years old, because his mother didn't leave, but every time they always quarreled, and after the quarrel, his mother would leave, and Mu Yuan would drink a lot of wine every time, and when he was drunk, he would pull Mu Ze and beat him, for the simple reason that he wanted to make him angry, and because he looked like his mother.
From Mu Yuan's words every time he got drunk, he knew that his mother cheated, and then Mu Yuan also cheated, every time he would bring a different woman home, every time he was drunk, he would pull Mu Ze and beat him, no one protected him, he was such an existence, his mother left him, and his father wanted him to die.
Once, Mu Yuan drank too much, pointed at Mu Ze and scolded: "Why don't you die? Your mother is gone, why don't you leave? Do you know that you are a superfluous existence! You are as cheap as your mother! Your mother, she ran away with a white face, I don't want you anymore, do you see? Your mother is so cheap!"
At that time, Mu Ze didn't understand anything, he was very scared, he shrank in the corner of the table and shivered, and then Mu Yuan grabbed him and forced him to listen to those ugly words, Mu Ze didn't want to listen to it at all, every time he wanted to escape, but every time he left, Mu Yuan pulled him back and beat him.
Such days lasted until Mu Ze was twelve years old, and Mu Yuan saw that he was getting older and bigger, and he didn't dare to beat him anymore, because he was afraid that Mu Ze would retaliate against him with a grudge in the future, but he didn't want to see him, so he had to leave him in this house and leave the house by himself, and every time he would only give Mu Ze a lot of money.
There was nothing between father and son but money.
Mu Ze, who grew up in such an environment, created his cold character now, and then everyone stayed away from him, and no one was willing to stand up for him, just like Xu Qiang framed him, he knew that he didn't do it, just with his mouth, no one would believe it, it has always been like this, he has always been there and should not exist.
Many times he would wonder why he was living in this world? He had nothing left, but he didn't want to die, until the girl in his dream appeared, which made him more convinced that he couldn't die, that he still had to find her, and that he had to find the memories that had been lost, and the girl's promise......
In the evening, when Mu Ze returned home, Su Wang had already prepared a meal, which Mu Ze liked to eat, and in the morning Mu Ze still listened to Su Wang and his wife and told them what he liked.
He was glad to have someone to cook for him what he liked, and in his memory, it seemed that even his mother hadn't made it for him, but he couldn't conclude from that, because his memory had lost a lot.
Su Wang and his wife were very nice to him, so good that he felt that he didn't want to leave here at all.
At night, Mu Ze dreamed of the scene when Mu Yuan beat him before.
Mu Yuan's expression was terrible in the night, and Mu Ze was so frightened that he shrank into the corner of the wall little by little, and he quietly ran to the closet, shrunk into a ball, and didn't dare to make a sound at all.
Outside was Mu Yuan's hysterical roar, as well as the sound of smashing bottles and cans, he kept shouting and scolding Mu Ze.
Mu Ze in the closet cried, he didn't dare to make a sound, for fear of being beaten by Mu Yuan, and just here he saw a sparkling girl appear in front of him, the girl helped her wipe her tears, and said gently: "Brother, don't be afraid, sister has always been by your side." ”
Mu Ze looked at her blankly and didn't speak, and the girl continued: "Brother, don't cry, you have to protect your sister all the time, brother, sister sings to you, don't you cry, okay?"
Then the girl's song sounded, "Rabbit obediently, open the door, if you don't open it, you won't open it, if your mother doesn't come back, no one can open it......"
Later, Kisawa fell asleep in the closet.
This time, Kisawa was not awakened by the dream, and the girl's singing voice kept echoing in his ears.
There is a very beautiful biography, all children born on the night of the meteor shower are the happiest people in the world, and I have always believed in this biography because I believe that I am the happiest person in the world.
- Gardenia
I didn't know what I was living for, but sometime, a girl appeared in my dream, she kept me alive, she has supported me to live until now, maybe this idea is silly, but I have always believed that she has always been by my side.