Chapter 100: Expressing Your Heart

The action of him squatting in front of him at this moment couldn't help but make people think of the scene of the marriage proposal, but Xia Cen Xi had not yet withdrawn from the information he had just received, and looked at Jin Heng's deep lips with a smile.

"My life has always been immersed in the search for the truth, and those things that happened to me once made me have to reject everything my mother brought me, including you. Jin Hengshen was still staring at her teardropping eyes seriously.

"At that time, I always felt that my mother asked you to marry me just to restrict my rights. Actually, I know you're a good girl, but if you want to blame me, it's too late for me to understand. At this, he even lowered his head and smiled self-deprecatingly.

"Xia Cenxi, I read those letters you wrote to me. To be honest, I never thought that there would be such a person who could be in a place I didn't know about, thinking about me for years. But luckily, it's you. ”

Luckily, this person is you......

Jin Heng deeply omitted the tenderness in the back, he thought that it would be good if the picture was fixed now, at least Xia Cengxi's eyes gradually had a little light when he looked at him.

"Xia Cenxi, I'm sorry. ”

Now he really doesn't want Xia Cen Xi to become a pawn on his revenge road and a bargaining chip in the transaction, but what makes him even more irritated these days is that if Xia Cen Xi really divorces himself, he will marry someone else, and his poor mental state will lead to poor rest at night, and nightmares will ensue, and this feeling of being in a dilemma and not being able to sleep at night will simply drive him crazy.

After all, he still said that sentence of sorry, sorry for being long late, which stirred up a lot of waves in Xia Cen Xi's heart, and also made her atrium, which was still frozen just now, gradually begin to disintegrate.

It's just that she suddenly didn't know what to say, so she had to wait silently for Jin Hengshen's next words.

Jin Hengshen used to watch a lot of European and American romantic movies at school, and when it comes to the scene like now, what he should do is to hug the person in front of him in his arms.

Of course, he did, but he was very stiff and unskillful.

With the sound of crying in her ears, Xia Cen Xi wiped her tears, she has been living these for so many years, she has long been used to it, but in addition to her own psychiatrist, there is also Zhuo Qin, who is already in the know, she has never revealed it to others like this, Jin Hengshen, her nominal husband, can make her open her heart to this extent, maybe this is what she likes.

"Actually...... I don't believe in the love you don't believe in, and I can't understand the things you don't understand...... I don't even know if I, born in this kind of family, is qualified to truly love someone. The soft voice finally spoke, and Xia Cen hugged him tremblingly.

Xia Cen Xi can feel this time for herself, how can she not be aware of it, and even she can't control her heartbeat for the woman in front of her, she really heard this, but she was very scared, afraid that this was the love she didn't believe in the most, afraid that she would really fall into a love she didn't believe.

"But I don't believe much in love. "

Xia Cen Xi didn't expect Jin Hengshen to come up with such a sentence after the grandeur

"Why?"

"Because I can't figure out who is the appendage of love and desire. "

Xia Cen froze in place, she wondered if Jin Heng had been hurt by any emotion, and she ate an inexplicable vinegar in an instant, and the two of them made each other's hearts hit each other.

"You know, sometimes we can't control it, whether the other person is the person you love or not, is that love worth believing?"

"I don't know ......"

Jin Hengshen said these words with a calm face......

"But my mission is to let my father's soul be able to avenge his grievances, and the other half, whether he loves me or not, may betray me, I have no choice, I don't think it's fair, but I don't have a choice. "

"We didn't have a choice......"

Jin Hengshen knelt up, took two pieces of paper from the coffee table, held Liu Qian's face, and gently wiped away his tears. Then he pressed his forehead against her shoulder, feeling the other's hand around his waist.

"Maybe for me, the mood when I like someone is more difficult to control than my desire. I was going to get out of the way, you came to the door. "

Jin Hengshen did not say the above words, but silently recited them in his heart, with feelings that he couldn't tell.

For the first time, Jin Hengshen decided to take the initiative to face one thing, that is, his liking for Xia Cenxi.

"I could have lived alone, if I hadn't met you......"

Xia Cengxi's appearance made Jin Hengshen grasp a life-saving straw, how could he be willing to let her go again.

After a long hug, the two people withdrew from each other's arms with a little embarrassment, and for a moment when their eyes met, Jin Hengshen avoided his gaze first.

But then, the light blue men's coat fell into his sight.

Xia Cen Xi felt his gaze, and hurriedly picked up his clothes and put them aside: "This ...... I met President Lin of the Lin family just now, and he lent me to wear it when he saw that I was wearing too thin......"

Jin Hengshen didn't say it because he was still taking care of Xia Cenxi's mood that had just improved, but he had already planned in his heart how to terminate cooperation with the Lin Group in the next quarter.

He wouldn't choose to raise tigers like this, after all, the blue clothes at the moment were too much of an eyesore, so Jin Hengshen couldn't help it, snatched it from Xia Cengxi's hand, and threw it aside like garbage: "My coat is warm enough." ”

He even regretted that he was in too much of a hurry when he went out, and he didn't bring his cashmere down jacket, which must have caught Xia Cenxi's eyes more than the extremely ugly blue suit.

But how could the emotions she finally vent dissipate so easily, as long as she thought of the conversation between Jin Hengshen and Yao Minfang, Xia Cen Xi felt that the crystals in her eye sockets were about to flow out again.

The man sat next to her, and the atmosphere between the two of them fell into a strange feeling again.

"I think what I said to you last time might be a good replay. ”

Jin Hengshen's inexplicable words made Xia Cen Xi stunned, and he tried to recall the past.

"I mean, we started with friends. ”

When he spoke, he didn't forget to turn his head in another direction, as if he didn't want Xia Cenxi to see his tender side.

"Hmm. ”

Xia Cen Xi only responded softly, and immediately stood up, facing Jin Hengshen, and looked condescendingly at him who was still sitting on the edge of the bed.