69. Life is different, death is the same acupuncture
Hearing Tan Xiao's shout, Ye Shu was stunned, and then, his heart suddenly began to turn upside down again, and he sat on the ground and went through the movie in his mind when the two of them realized the current situation. Garage, apartment, car, home, mountain...... Everything in the past is vivid, less than two months, but I feel that I have known each other for at least 20 years.
Ye Shu knew that Tan Xiao was not uninterested in her attitude, but she was afraid that her answer would not match her expectations. With her voice just now lingering in her ears, it can be seen that she should really like herself, but when did this start? And herself, didn't she feel for her before? No, when we first met, we looked at each other differently, and I was injured because of her dereliction of duty, but then why did I slowly live in the same room? She obviously came to take care of herself, why did she become eating and drinking later? At first, she started to do it when she didn't agree with her, but when did she stop fighting, but pinched herself? And every time she pinched herself, she was still happy to bear it, and she enjoyed it, and it was rare that she didn't have an idea? And when he was chased by Qin Shouzheng and faced the big snake, he rushed forward desperately, creating an opportunity for her to escape, not because he had her in his heart and wanted to protect her, but because of what. It's just that I was in it, and I didn't notice the changes bit by bit, and now that Tan Xiao said it, I thought of this. If she hadn't gone back to her hometown and Tan Xiao hadn't followed, would she miss her? The answer is the only one, if she hadn't followed, it would have been unknown whether she was thinking about her parents or Tan Xiao at the last moment when she lay in the pit and waited for death.
After being stunned for a while, I figured out what I should have thought, this is good for people before they die, they don't have to worry about anything, there is nothing to worry about, their lives are gone, who do you want to show your face to. Ye Shu looked at Tan Xiaoxiao's back, slowly rubbed to Tan Xiao's side, bumped her on the shoulder, and said shyly: "Hey, don't you want to hear my thoughts? ”
"That's your business, what does it have to do with me. Tan Xiao twisted his head to the other side again.
"It doesn't matter, if you don't say it, I almost died alone, and now I know that I am not alone, and there are people who like me, and I can smile at Jiuquan." ”
"What do you mean?" Tan Xiao turned his head back and looked directly at Ye Shu.
"I don't mean anything else...... Ye Shu reached out to help her wipe the tears from the corners of her eyes, this stupid girl actually cried, "I'm afraid that my girlfriend's big eyes won't look good if she cries and swells." ”
"Who's your girlfriend? You bastard...... Tan Xiao hugged Ye Shu and cried loudly.
It's good to be thick-skinned, not only said what was in his heart, but also directly positioned the relationship between the two, and directly upgraded the liking to boyfriend and girlfriend, at this moment, it was a matter of course, and there was no refusal.
"Hey, don't bite, it hurts!"
"Who told you to bite me the first time we met?"
Women hold grudges, although they didn't bite in an unspeakable position like Ye Shu did when she bit herself, but now that she has the opportunity, she rightfully pulled up Ye Shu's arm and bit out a bloodshot tooth mark on his arm.
When a woman is crazy, she doesn't care, especially this kind of sturdy woman, she doesn't care no matter how loud Ye Shu screams, when her temper is over, she becomes gentle again, gently strokes Ye Shu's arm, which is scarred, and now there is a new injury, looking distressed, and helping him lick the wound, just like her saliva can repair the wound.
......
Ye Shu sat on the ground with Tan Xiao in his arms for a long time, I don't know when I changed to this position, but no one minds, it is normal for a woman to lean into a man's arms. They talked a lot, and everything was reviewed again, especially Tan Xiao, whose face was full of love smiles, and talked about the various processes from hating, appreciating, and liking to liking. Women are a strange animal, whether they are fierce or gentle, they are all the same, they don't care, but when they count them, they say that each stage has a head and a brain, and Ye Shu forgot a little, so she used her hand to help him remember.
Suddenly, a series of "grunting" sounds interrupted the affection between the two, Tan Xiao sat up from Ye Shu's arms, touched his stomach, and screamed louder, the reality has to be faced after all. Raised his head and asked Ye Shu with a miserable smile, "Ye Zi, did you say that we would starve to death? Isn't that more painful?" I don't know when it started, she called Ye Shu Ye Zi.
"It's fine. Ye Shu put his arm around Tan Xiao's shoulder and patted him gently, "If you are really hungry and can't stand it, you can eat me." ”
"Fuck off, I'm not a praying mantis. Tan Xiao regained his domineering look, and according to Ye Shu's body, it was a pinch, and now it was even more excessive, where to pinch, there was no need to scruple to touch what should not be touched.
After venting for a while, she felt sorry for Ye Shu again, and helped rub it for a while, and Ye Shu didn't cry out for pain, nor did she thank her. After making a fuss for a while, Tan Xiao put down her hand, the sound in her stomach became louder and more frequent, and her expression darkened, "Yezi, I am very happy to be able to die with you, and I have no regrets, but I don't want to starve to death, I don't know how long it will take to die, the process is too painful, I'm afraid." ”
"Then what do you want?" Ye Shu hugged Tan Xiao, at this time, all he could give was himself.
"Do you still have the strength, kill me, really, I won't blame you. As he spoke, he took Ye Shu's hand and asked him to beat himself.
"No, I don't have that strength, and...... I can't do it, don't worry, we will die together, don't think about anything else. ”
"But I'm hungry. ”
"Smile, good, don't think about that, don't be hungry if you don't want to, let's think about something else, you said that if we confessed earlier, would we ......"
......
After a long time, the two of them were hungry and had no strength, at most they drank two sips of water to satisfy their hunger, and their imagination was a little unable to keep up, let alone the fantasy of affection.
Inadvertently, Tan Xiao saw the tree, she smiled, and shook the sluggish Ye Shu, "Yezi, there are two poisonous fruits on that tree, let's eat it, that big snake will die immediately after eating, let's eat it and it is estimated that it will die faster, so we don't have to do anything to starve to death." ”
"Good way. Ye Shu's eyes lit up, he was also hungry, coupled with the injuries on his body, he was now stiff, and if he lived a little longer, he would suffer a little more.
It didn't matter to Ye Shu to say, Tan Xiao walked to the stone altar, and at this time she also forgot about her feet, "rubbed ......" on the tree, and quickly picked the two fruits. washed it by the water, and then held it to Ye Shu.
"Which one do you eat?"
"Ladies first, you pick first. ”
"I'll eat this, I'll give you this. Tan Xiao handed a fruit to Ye Shu, in fact, there was no difference between the two fruits, they were about the same size, the color was similar, red, exuding a strong fruity fragrance, presumably not too unpalatable.
Ye Shu looked at it, and opened his mouth to bite.
"Wait. Tan Xiao stopped Ye Shu.
"What's wrong?" Ye Shu looked at Tan Xiao, thinking that she had some last words to say.
"Anyway, I'm going to die, let's go one step further, and directly be a ghost couple, which can be regarded as being different from life and death. ”
"You want to marry me?" but ...... we are like now" Ye Shu pointed at himself, he was in his current situation, and he was powerless to do anything.
"What do you want?" Tan Xiao slapped Ye Shu with a smile, "I asked you to propose to me, and I experienced everything that a woman should go through." ”
"Ah, hehe......" Ye Shu smiled, he wanted to be crooked, but immediately he was embarrassed again, and he proposed to send a token, and he had nothing.
Tan Xiao saw Ye Shu's embarrassment, and handed him the fruit in his hand, "Isn't this a gift." ”
"Huh. This is her last wish, of course Ye Shu has to be satisfied, took the fruit and half-knelt in front of Tan Xiao, "Xiaoxiao, are you willing to marry me?" I can't give you the life you want, but I can die with you." As he spoke, he raised the fruit in his hand and looked at Tan Xiao, tears flowed uncontrollably. When others propose, they all send flowers and diamond rings, as well as send houses and cars, but they really want to send their beloved woman on the road.
"I do. Tan Xiao took the fruit happily, tears flowed from her eyes, but her expression was very happy.
"Husband......"
"Wife ......"
The two of them are strange but natural, although everything is very sloppy, but they are not a little false, they are now convinced that each other is their partner, people who can live and die together, and they can let each other die to the end but no longer be alone. They looked at each other affectionately, and then they both smiled happily, and the two of them hugged each other, and their hearts were even closer together.
"If we don't have a glass of wine, let's eat a cup of fruit. ”
Tan Xiao and Ye Shu sat on the ground face to face, put another fruit in Ye Shu's right hand, pulled it in front of him, and then stretched out his own arm, crossed it with Ye Shu's arm, stretched the fruit to his mouth, and then pulled Ye Shu's hand to his mouth,
"We eat together, we die together. ”
"Hmm. ”
Suddenly, Tan Xiao leaned over and kissed Ye Shu, like a dragonfly, and without waiting for Ye Shu to respond, she withdrew. Then he smiled slyly at Ye Shu, "Remember, this is your wife's taste." ”
"Remembered. Ye Shu licked his lips, feeling a little sweet, and said unsatisfied: "Can you do it again?" ”
"No, I can't. Tan Xiao replied very simply, "I'm afraid that I will be reluctant to die again in a while." This is her first kiss, and now she has given it to her husband, she has no regrets at all, and after speaking, she opened her mouth and bit down on the fruit.
Ye Shu, who was reminiscing about the taste of that kiss, saw Tan Xiao eating it, and hurriedly swallowed the fruit in three or two bites, he was afraid that he would eat slowly and miss the agreement to die with the beauty. It is not easy to love and be loved, although it is a little sloppy, but it is sincere, if there is a next life, he hopes that this love can be continued.
Life is different, death is the same cave.
The kernel fell to the ground, and the two hugged each other tightly, the fruit was very sweet, but it was not as good as the kiss of the lover, and they wanted to freeze this moment completely.