Chapter 933: Confession of Being "Persecuted".
"I ...... I really don't understand what you're saying. Qi Dongsi became more and more anxious because of Ji Linyuan's emotions, this anxiety was because he didn't know how to explain it, where the points that needed to be explained, but it was as if someone had already covered the coffin, and the sense of imprisonment that was indisputable made people feel suffocated.
"You are obviously not a single-minded person, but you still have to pretend to be dedicated, you are obviously more guilty of Ouyang Lan, but you act as if you have made an oath for a long time, you are obviously ...... You obviously like me, but you still use all kinds of high-sounding reasons to alienate me, in the name of protecting me, do you think you are great to do this??? hmm???"
Ji Linyuan said these words hysterically when Qi Dongsi was defenseless, which not only shocked Qi Dongsi, but even looked at Qi Dongsi blankly after she finished speaking, she dared to draw this conclusion through the previous conversation with Liu Chen.
This time Ji Linyuan was almost out of the way, she didn't know if Qi Dongsi could accept her words, because it not only offended Qi Dongsi, but also his relationship with his previous girlfriends, she tried to awaken Qi Dongsi's feelings for the dust that she had hidden in her heart through these fierce words, she didn't want to miss it, she was willing to gamble once, if the final result was in the opposite direction to her own wishes, she also admitted it, at least she had worked hard, and it would not be worse than the previous indifference and alienationγ
If it fails, Ji Linyuan is also ready to fail, that is, to completely cut off contact with Qi Dongsi, including business cooperation with Qi Dongsi, and the covenant with the provincial capital. Since we can't join hands together, let's completely let go of each other's hands, and only in this way can we break all thoughts.
The two of them all sat there looking at each other, time stood still, the air froze, only each other's eyes were still transmitting their respective emotions, they both tried to see through each other's thoughts at the moment through their eyes, because the words just now almost cut the hearts of the two people, and they really faced each other frankly, they need to make a decision about the future relationship and fate of the two together, and no one dares to do it easily.
"No ......" Qi Dongsi took the lead in avoiding his gaze, lowered his head, and wandered on the water cup on the coffee table.
Ji Linyuan's words shocked him a lot, and struck the soul in his heart, was this right or wrong? Qi Dongsi has never dared to look at himself and self-judge, not many people have the courage to face the dirtiest and ugly side of his heart, the kind of side that is completely opposite to the self he shows, this time, Ji Linyuan tore off the other side of Qi Dongsi's disguise in front of him.
In fact, Qi Dongsi's reaction also proved that Ji Linyuan's words went straight to his heart, he did not explain and defend himself, let alone reprimand Ji Linyuan, but instead avoided Ji Linyuan's fiery gaze with a weak heart.
Ji Linyuan sat there, his hands on his chest, staring at Qi Dongsi intently, Qi Dongsi's gentle reaction made her relax a little, but she was still waiting, waiting for Qi Dongsi to be able to hear what she was looking forward to from these words.
Qi Dongsi's answer was too vague, and Ji Linyuan wanted a clear answer.
"Then what do you mean?" Ji Linyuan held the teacup in one hand and unconsciously scratched on the chair with the other.
Qi Dongsi did not answer positively: "I ...... I made it clear last time. β
"What you said last time, I don't remember. Ji Linyuan played Tai Chi and threw the question to Qi Dongsi.
Qi Dongsi raised his eyes to look at Ji Linyuan, the deliberate displeasure on her face made Qi Dongsi couldn't help but say what was in his heart, raised his voice and said: "How did you become like this now, I feel that I am so strange to you, you used to be mature and steady, but now you are like a teenager who loses his temper at every turn." β
"You didn't force it. β
Qi Dongsi finally couldn't control the emotions that had been pent up in his chest, and he was dissatisfied with Ji Linyuan's unwarranted blame: "I forced it, if you have any opinions about me, you can say it directly." β
Ji Linyuan finally waited for Qi Dongsi's attitude of counterattacking, and finally stopped being so cringe, not only did she not feel angry, but there was a trace of surprise, and finally she put away her previous arrogance, and asked with a little grievance: "Can't you see what I have of opinion about you?" I just said, why do you have to torture yourself and torture me?"
Qi Dongsi turned his head slightly and denied: "I didn't." β
Ji Linyuan looked at Qi Dongsi in a daze for a long time, as if he had made a huge determination, nodded and said: "Okay, then let me ask you, this is the second time I ask you, and it may be the last time I ask you, do you like me? I'm not threatening you, I just want a clear and clear answer, I can't stand this torture anymore, hope and despair. β
Ji Linyuan's straightforward questioning made Qi Dongsi have no possibility of dodging, and he couldn't even have too much hesitation, but this kind of thing, the sudden situation, made Qi Dongsi indigestible all of a sudden, this is different from career, and the life of the rivers and lakes, Qi Dongsi is not good at emotional matters, the only thing he wants to do is not to hurt any girl's heart, but in fact, the girl who should not be sad has been silently bearing the sadness.
Qi Dongsi thought for a few seconds, afraid that his hesitation would disappoint Ji Linyuan, so he hurriedly said: "Don't do this first, this matter, this matter is actually ...... Actually, I ...... I...... I've thought about it, but you also know, you also saw Ouyang Lan, Ouyang Lan's affairs, I really don't want others to ......"
Qi Dongsi's words made Ji Linyuan even more disappointed, she smiled wryly and shook her head: "You still care too much about what others think, you care too much about your own image, for this you can even sacrifice a girl's love for you, you are not only hypocritical, you are also very selfish." β
Ji Linyuan's wording was very harsh, which made Qi Dongsi defend himself regardless of the consequences.
"I'm not...... I like you, I like you, and you've always known the answer. Qi Dongsi finally said his truest thoughts to Ji Linyuan again, under Ji Linyuan's "persecution", he finally chose to follow his heart, after speaking, he breathed a long sigh of relief, looked at Ji Linyuan affectionately, and his eyes were full of serious and earnest eyes.
Ji Linyuan heard the answer in his dream, but he still restrained the excitement in his heart, and pouted and complained: "How do you know if you don't say it?"
"This ...... You know by now. Qi Dongsi waited for Ji Linyuan to respond to his special confession with apprehension.
Ji Linyuan finally saw the situation of her "submission" to Qi Dongsi as she wished, but she also saw Qi Dongsi's inner struggle, this is not an easy decision to make, she needs to break through all kinds of obstacles in reality to face her heart, and so is she herself.
"Since we both like each other, why can't we get along like a normal couple?" Ji Linyuan asked this practical question that has always existed between the two of them, why should they refuse to love each other thousands of miles away?
"This ...... There are many reasons for this......" Qi Dongsi once again took his eyes off Ji Linyuan's face, he didn't dare to face Ji Linyuan's pleading gaze, he knew what answer Ji Linyuan wanted, but he didn't have enough psychological preparation and courage to start this relationship, there will always be some distance between reality and dreams.
Ji Linyuan saw Qi Dongsi twisting and pinching and tangling, and couldn't help asking: "What is the reason, what do you say? It's all come to this point, what else can't be said." β
Qi Dongsi swallowed his saliva, gritted his teeth, and after struggling for a while, he mustered up the courage to tell Ji Linyuan what he was thinking and thinking face-to-face: "Ouyang Lan's matter has only passed for a long time, and you asked me to start a new relationship, which is not too ...... Not quite right. β
Ji Linyuan already had her own plan for this issue, and she said directly: "I didn't let you be with me now." β
Qi Dongsi looked up at Ji Linyuan, and then said, "I have had two girlfriends, but they both ended ...... My feelings may be cursed by fate, and I don't want to see you...... Can you understand my feelings? I'm afraid, I'm very scared......."
"But I'm not afraid, as long as I can be with you, I'm not afraid of anything, and I won't believe in any curse of fate, I only know that we can work together to fight the so-called fate, God won't be so cruel every time. Ji Linyuan firmly expressed his attitude towards the difficulties that this relationship will face.
Ji Linyuan's statement of fighting against fate together has actually conquered Qi Dongsi's heart, what else can a woman ask for if she is willing to treat you like this?
But because Ji Linyuan is so perfect, Qi Dongsi didn't want her to be contaminated with a little flaw, he frowned: "You also know, I will meet other girls, just like Ouyang Zi today, and Li Zhiqian before, I can guarantee here that I don't have any feelings for men and women for them, but I don't dare to guarantee what kind of misunderstanding will occur in the future." β
"I don't care, as long as your heart belongs to me, I'm the only one in my heart, I don't care if you come into contact with other girls, I believe you can grasp the balance. β
Ji Linyuan is open to the pursuit of her true love in order to be with Qi Dongsi, she has always had a habit of emotional cleanliness, which is very similar to Li Rongfei, but the difference is that she cares more about a man's heart than a man's behavior, because behavior can be disguised and deceitful, but the heart is always real, love is love, and not love is not love.