Zheng Yuan stood outside the captain's office, slightly hesitant.

He had just raised it and was about to ring, but his hand stopped in mid-air, and he couldn't fall any way.

"Do you need to see each other again? What can he say when he sees the other party? Don't you just ask? It doesn't seem appropriate!"

Zheng Yuan, who was hesitant, suddenly felt that it didn't seem very wise to come to the captain!

"It's purely to find depression for yourself!" Zheng Yuan raised his hand and knocked his head, "How good it is to click it directly just now! After sending it with one click, you don't have to think about regretting! What a hassle!

He rubbed his forehead, he really hated to turn back immediately, and immediately walked in unison.

But his legs and feet refused to fall like his hands.

Zheng Yuan: "......"

After stroking his face, he cheered up a lot and looked a lot more resolute, as if he could make a wise choice if he was given the choice.

"Knock knock!"

In the end, he still planned to look at the old leader, but Zheng Yuan still took his big step.

"Please come in. ”

After the captain invited him in, Zheng Yuan's child made excuses for himself in his heart - there is monitoring here, if he doesn't go in, wouldn't it be ...... It's suspicious!

Thinking like this, he didn't know how he called out the "report".

It's just that after hearing the captain let him in, he hesitated for a moment, or rather, he was uncomfortable!

"Xiao Zheng, why are you here?!" After raising his head and seeing the person who came, the captain was a little surprised, for this former team member, all his information was seen from the data, so it was impossible to say that there was friendship.

It's just that it's still the same sentence, even if he doesn't have the foundation of the old friendship, he still has a little more familiarity and affection for this person named Zheng Yuan than other strangers.

"Didn't you just come here, don't you have an idea to add to it?" Considering that his words just now sounded as if the other party was not welcome to come to him, the captain smiled at him mildly and said, "I can give you an extra chance." ”

"Thank you, Captain, for taking care of me. Zheng Yuan's performance was also a little flat, "I came here to have nothing to do with supplementary information, but I suddenly dreamed that when I was training in your hands in the past, I couldn't help but feel a little confused, I really want to see you now, this can also relieve that melancholy by talking to you, isn't it?"

"Oh?"

The captain realized that Zheng Yuan ...... May not be able to sit still.

"You don't mean to be close to me, do you?" the captain said in a joking tone, but if you looked at it carefully, the seriousness in his eyes was not funny at all.

"What if you say that...... You can also. Zheng Yuan said with a smile, "I came to you to wait until after the docking, and give Chu Zheng and Shen Liang an explanation to them, no matter what, I will reunite with the previous leaders, if I can't tell the details, they can't spare me!"

"What you're saying, I just want to say no, it doesn't seem like I can!" The captain didn't think too much, just shook his head slowly with a wry smile.

Zheng Yuan saw it, but he didn't see it.

"I want to talk to you. Zheng Yuan sat down at the signal of the other party, and reflexively wanted to touch his pocket, which clearly meant to find a cigarette to smoke.

It's just that the ship clearly stipulates that smoking is not allowed, so before Zheng Yuan and the others got on the ship, the cigarettes and lighters were thrown away on the spot, so it was useless for him to touch them, the key was no.

Seeing his actions, the captain couldn't help but be happy.

"Oh, here you go. ”

The captain took out a pen from the stationery box and threw it to him: "This can also be enjoyable." ”

Zheng Yuan received it in his hand and bowed his head and smiled.

The slender barrel of the pen rotated delicately in his hand like a nimble athlete, and when you look closely, you can't help but be dazzled.

His eyes casually slid over the captain's fingers, followed by a faint light under his eyes that was difficult to notice.

Throwing him a pen and filling a cigarette was a common thing they used to do when they used to laugh.

Obviously, the captain of the ship must not have had this impression in view of the amnesia...... So, just do it according to the information?

Zheng Yuan thought that there had been a lot of changes in his temperament.

If it weren't for the fact that the old wound on his wrist was still there, and it didn't look like it was post-processed, it would be hard for him to imagine that the person in front of him was the same person as the old leader before.

"I know why you're coming to me. ”

The captain suddenly spoke, making Zheng Yuan, who was still immersed in his own thoughts, feel his heart skip a beat.

This is not his poor psychological quality, but completely caused by the disturbance of the other party's mood at a certain moment caused by the impact he did not expect.

"Oh, tell me about it. As if laughing with someone close to him, Zheng Yuan hooked the corners of his lips and said, "I want to see if there is a tacit understanding between the old leader and me, a former team member." ”

"Huh...... If I say that I have no impression of you and your partner Chu Zheng, it seems that they ...... It's not accurate. "The captain is like a memory, and it's like a thought.

"I don't know how I used to be, but now I don't want to miss the old very much, because missing the old means losing. Speaking of this, he looked at Zheng Yuan.

"Do you understand what I'm trying to say?"

Zheng Yuan knew it in his heart, but he pretended to be confused and shook his head: "If it was the old leader in the past, I would understand." ”

What does this mean, that is, he doesn't understand?

The captain suddenly smiled and said, "It doesn't matter if you understand it or not, now our captain is the same!"

Zheng Yuan heard the thorn in his words, and he didn't answer silently, just hooked his lips and smiled.

When he did this, the captain did not chase after him, but continued: "At the beginning, the doctor said that it was very possible for me to remember, but the psychiatrist said that if I didn't actively pursue memories, then I could treat my previous life as my previous life." ”

And I accepted it. Do you know why?" said the captain, and involuntarily took a pen from the stationery storage box, and put it in the gesture of holding a cigarette, as if it would be able to smoke the smell of tobacco.

As a captain who was an old smoker in the past, he didn't last this action for too long, as if this action was just to illustrate what he meant: "The information says that you and Chu Zheng want me to quit smoking, but I didn't think of a way, but you see now...... After I couldn't find the memory, I stopped smoking it altogether. ”

"You've lost even your physical memories?"

After Zheng Yuan said this, he couldn't help but feel a little annoyed.

As a very experienced player, he shouldn't have said such substandard words.

In other words, he's out of shape.

In the end, he was still in trouble, and he couldn't find the right inch.

Thinking like this, he couldn't help but feel a little annoyed that he had come here.

"Don't worry, I didn't want to see a joke. The captain naturally saw Zheng Yuan's thoughts, and smiled and reassured.

He had good intentions, but Zheng Yuan didn't feel appeased: "Don't ignore me, you can continue." ”

"That's good. ”

The captain was also decisive, Zheng Yuan said that he didn't need to ignore him, and he really ignored him.

He spoke to himself: "I know you may be suspicious of me, but it doesn't matter, because you are not the first person to think of me like this, and you probably won't be the last. ”

Hearing him say this, Zheng Yuan's heart was a little relieved while jumping slightly quickly.

It seems that this person has been tested?

In this case, it doesn't matter if he can see that something is wrong or not, because this person can talk like this, obviously his current identity has been endorsed by the upper echelons, and he will definitely be able to show his hand.

Thinking of this, he was not a little self-deprecating for his desire to do more things.

"You are excellent. The captain suddenly said this, which made Zheng Yuan a little surprised.

Seeing him so surprised, the captain couldn't help but smile and said, "Although I don't want to remember the past, every time I see the detailed description of being with you in the information, I always envy me at that time. ”

"Detailed information?" is completely different from the touching points of others, but Zheng Yuan pays attention to the issue of information.

"You're quite alert. Seeing him react like this, I don't know what happened, the captain found that he was in a particularly good mood.

"It's not much like what you think, it's because you want me to think of it, or rather...... It's for me to retrieve my lost memories, the leaders have bothered a lot, almost all kinds of means have been used, but unfortunately I'm not promising, I just can't understand everyone's kindness, I can only live up to everyone. ”

Zheng Yuan: "......" raised his eyes and looked at the captain in front of him, no matter how he looked at it, it didn't look like he really felt guilty!

Later, the leaders didn't have a problem, so they could only forget it, but all the information about me, whether it was official or recorded from colleagues and friends, was left to me, so that I could understand what I was like at the beginning. ”

Zheng Yuan nodded, he thought, he probably knew the old leader...... Oh, no, it should be said what the captain in front of him thinks, it seems that his old friendship may be a burden in the eyes of the other party!

"It's not a burden, because all your memories and feelings have nothing to do with me, they are owned by me once, so how can it be a burden on me?"

"I am ashamed that you can tell the difference so clearly. "Zheng Yuan, this is really not a mockery, if there is any emotion, it is to sigh.

"I'm going to retire soon!" the captain didn't pick up on the topic he had just said, it was a little sad, and he didn't want to continue, so he turned to what he thought was a lighter topic.

But he didn't expect that as soon as his words fell, Zheng Yuan looked at him in shock, and his expression of disbelief and extreme surprise made him startled.

"......" all the words that came to his lips were returned.

"I'm sorry, I may have lost my temper. After Zheng Yuan saw the emotion in the other party's eyes, he was much more sober.

His eyes were full of mixed emotions, and he even had some difficulty speaking—not that he couldn't say it, but he was afraid that he would choke up as soon as he spoke.

"I thought you'd be in the team for the rest of your life. Zheng Yuan turned his eyes away, so that the slight dampness in the corners of his eyes could be dried as soon as possible.

"This is the promise you and your friends made to me back then, right?" the captain smiled.

His words were not completely clear, but Zheng Yuan knew very clearly that he wanted to say that he didn't recognize the promise, because it wasn't what he made now.

"Again, I am impressed by your sanity and soberness. After a pause, he shook his head and smiled wryly, "It's not irony, it's my true expression." ”

"Then I'll thank you for this compliment!" The captain was also very happy to see that he understood, so he couldn't help but want to say a few more words, "I'm not suitable for my current job, but I admire and envy you people who can work here for a long time until you retire." ”

Zheng Yuan heard that he might want to take the opportunity to vent his emotions, so he didn't answer, just nodded slowly.

He didn't say much, and the captain said more smoothly: "Although I don't remember everything I once had, I haven't cut anything about my responsibilities and roles, as well as my inseparable love for the team." ”

Zheng Yuan still nodded.

The captain's words are not his feelings!

"But knowing clearly what to do and what not to do, what is appropriate and what is not to be done, is a criterion and a boundary that you and your friends and I should all know well. ”

Therefore, when you clearly know that you are not suitable to stay here, you should decisively let yourself quit from now on, even if it is a traumatic experience.

Zheng Yuan thought, if the roles are reversed, then he ...... I guess that's how I chose to do the same!

Thinking that one day, he might choose the same way as the former leader, he felt that he might be a little difficult to breathe.

"Can I understand that this is your sentimentality for my choice?" The captain saw that Zheng Yuan was not in a high mood, and couldn't help but ask him with a smile.

Zheng Yuan: "......"

If he says no, isn't it too much to give face to this former leader? Since we may meet indefinitely after this meeting, then we should not be so faceless.

"Comrade Xiao Zheng, what do you think of this conversation?" The captain didn't see the indescribable meaning on Zheng Yuan's face, and asked him with a smile.

Zheng Yuan smiled and nodded and said yes.

He knew very well that the captain meant to send off the guests.

Also, everything that should be said has been made clear, and there is really no other friendship to talk about.

"I'm ready for the upcoming launch of the crew into the sea, and I'm just waiting for your order. Before preparing to leave, Zheng Yuan seriously reported the serious matter to the captain.

Hearing him say this, the captain also knew that this was Zheng Yuan euphemistically telling him that he would not discuss with him the topics that had bothered him from now on.

"Good. After bowing slightly, he said to Zheng Yuan, "Thank you." ”

Zheng Yuan didn't say anything to him, after he nodded, he said to interrupt, and then walked away.

......

Sitting at his desk and looking at the unsent documents in the draft box again, Zheng Yuan was a little melancholy, and the scenes of the past were playing in front of him.

Soon, the scenes that were so memorable that they might never be forgotten for a lifetime began to disappear from their eyes again.

In the end, when all this returned to calm, Zheng Yuan let out a long sigh and decisively deleted the document completely.

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