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Including the feeling of wanting to vomit when memorizing words, including the feeling of being bored and wanting to drop things when working overtime, but the leader is pointing fingers at the side, and also the last perception before death.

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My father said, "It's very useful, death is the most mysterious realm, and even Mahayana monks may not be able to penetrate it." You can know the whole process of walking into death in detail, and now you only feel that this memory makes you uncomfortable, but in the future, you don't need to go to my realm, and when you reach the current realm of your brother and sister, you will know what a precious treasure this is. ”

Precious or not, I really can't understand it now, I only know the pain of being buried alive in the cold snow. Oh, it's not too painful, after all, avalanches are very intense activities, and a small person has no room to resist at all, and is buried before he can react, and then almost immediately he doesn't even feel the pain. But at this time, I'm not actually dead, at least I don't, or rather, I don't think I am. But it's also possible that I'm actually dead, but my soul is still there.

Let's start at the beginning, about my death in my last life.

Actually, I'm not a tourist person, to be precise, I don't like crowded places, especially with a group of people. As a chatter, I prefer to speak on my own rather than listening to others, especially a group of people.

A lot of people say I'm weird, not very easy to get along with, and a bit of a lonely. I didn't care about this kind of evaluation, and I thought confidently in my heart: People are different from each other, and I don't live to please you.

The vast majority of people don't know my dark thoughts, in their hearts, the taciturn people are very thoughtful, like me, they must have said it and forgotten it, silly all day long, and some eccentric and unsociable performances are just young and vigorous and do not know how to restrain their edge.

These self-proclaimed mature people only use stereotypes and frames when analyzing others. Extroverted, introverted, lively, quiet, generous, stingy...... Can humans be summed up in one or two words?

The silent person may be an honest person or a big boss behind the scenes, and the cheerful and smiling person may be a silly white sweet person or a wolf in sheep's clothing. There are always so many people who firmly believe that the inner truth can be seen from the external performance of people, and they really think that everyone is a psychological master?

I laughed with you while scolding you from head to toe in my heart, do you believe it or not? believe it or not, I did it anyway.

To be honest, I'll admit that I was a bit cynical in my last life...... Well, maybe more than a little. This probably leads to the fact that although I have a lot of friends who can talk, I don't have any close friends who can make friends. So whenever I quiet down, there must be no one around me to accompany me.

Fortunately, I am not uncommon for others to accompany me.

I left the city alone, went to a place with few people, and drilled into a deserted place. Tourist attractions are definitely not to go, and developed places are definitely detoured. I went alone, and then I went back alone, discarding the negative emotions that I couldn't vent in the crowd in a place where no one could see, until I went to that snowy mountain.

I went, and then I didn't come back.

It's really strange, it's such a quiet snow-capped mountain, obviously I'm just walking quietly, why did it suddenly collapse?

I was buried under the thick snow, there was no light, it was all cold, I couldn't move, the only sound was coming from my body. The sound of breathing, the sound of the heartbeat, the sound of blood flowing...... Little by little, it disappears until it is completely silent.

I don't know if my soul was out of my body the moment the snow fell down, otherwise how could I feel so calmly as I slowly died? I even had the illusion that if there was a plant under me, it would suddenly grow up and rush out of the snow and into the sky......

Isn't it often written like this in fairy tales?

Unfortunately, of course, the fairy tale did not come true, and I gradually lost consciousness, and by the time I regained my ability to think, I had become a baby.

☆, 0019_Philosophy

It is said that the end of physics is mathematics, the end of mathematics is philosophy, and the end of philosophy is theology, and Mr. Newton explained this view with practical actions.

It's hard to say whether this kind of point of view is right or wrong, but after dying once, I think it still makes some sense.

In my last life, I learned physics and mathematics well, of course, this 'good' is only in the ordinary sense, and there is a distance of light years from XX experts, even if it is from XX experts, it is at least several rivers away.

In my previous life, I thought that this should be limited by innate intelligence, but when I think about it in this life, it should be mainly because of the lack of motivation to study, so that I dozed off when I looked at those wild conjectures, and turned to those philosophical works and stayed away from the entanglement that went around and around and could not get out of the results.

But in this life, under the impact of death, I can take the initiative to think about philosophical questions.

For example, how did the world of this life intersect with the world of the previous life so that I was able to reincarnate across the world?

For example, where are people's memories stored, and why is it that the whole body has been replaced, and the soul is also broken and reorganized, but the memory is still intact?

For example, what is the reason why a person is this person? body, soul, memory? If it's the first two, I'm no longer me, and if it's the last one, then if someone steals my memory, does he replace me?

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Seriously, I still don't like philosophy, what comes first there is the chicken and the egg, what is good and what is evil, I think that any question without a definite answer is a waste of time to discuss. The so-called debate competitions are all idle eggs, people who watch are bored, and people who debate are even more boring - in my last life, I was ridiculed by the group because of this point of view, and a certain debate girl slapped me.

Speaking of that slap, although I do owe it, but mainly because the girl has a bad temper and is in a period of negative emotional outburst. That girl had just lost the debate, but I was talking about the meaninglessness of the debate.

Actually, I wasn't targeting her, I was just against the debate tournament in general, but the glass-hearted girl heard it and glared at me, I noticed her gaze, but I didn't recognize who she was - I said I don't like the debate, so even if I was forced to go to the debate tournament, I didn't pay attention to listen at all, let alone look at the contestants, this girl looked ordinary and not attractive at all. Of course, even though she is beautiful, but her gender is different, she is not attractive to me.

I asked my buddies around me, "Who is this, have you ever been abandoned by me?"

The buddy replied: "I just lost that team's defense." ”

I suddenly said, "It's worse than being abandoned by me." A lot of time is wasted on meaningless things, and in the end there is not even a meaningless but comforting vanity of victory. But it doesn't matter, it's just vanity anyway, if you lose it, you lose it, and if you lose it, you still look stylish. ”

Then I was fanned.

Dude said I deserved it, I thought that girl was making too much of a fuss. Later, the girl and this buddy became a couple, and not only did they not thank me for giving them a chance to get to know each other—their initial friendship was based on condemning me together—but they also despised me for being ungraceful at the mention of it.

I'm not graceful enough, I didn't say a word back when I was slapped, what else do I want?

"That slap didn't hurt, and there wasn't a single red mark after the fan. Dude said.

I said, "Is this a question of whether it hurts?" Besides, who told you that it doesn't hurt if you don't have a red mark?

Dude deflects the subject by accusing me: "The most critical reason you make her angry is that you always have a 'I am right, I am saving your life, you should be grateful to me'." Brother, debating is her hobby. Do you understand hobbies? Respect other people's hobbies. ”

I don't talk to people who are poisoned by love.

Ouch, it's far away again, in fact, the philosophical question I think about the most in my life is whether the death of the previous life has anything to do with the spiritual root of this life.

For example, I died under the snow in my last life, and when I died, I fantasized about being saved by the plants in fairy tales, and in this life, I was reincarnated in the cultivation realm that was more fantastical than fairy tales, and I had ice spirit roots and wood spirit roots.

To say that there is no relationship between the two at all, it is just pure coincidence...... I don't believe it anyway.

However, I remember that the format requirements for the diary included date, weather, ...... Alas, forget it, it's too much trouble, I definitely don't have the patience to write every day when there is nothing special to remember, and when something special happens, I may have to write many times a day. So just write an essay.

Speaking of essays, I remember that in my last life, when I was in high school, my Chinese teacher emphasized: "Don't write essays! Your essays are too scattered to get high scores." To write an argumentative essay!"

Well, I wrote an argumentative essay when I was in the college entrance examination, and even though I don't even remember the essay title, I'm still sure of it. Although I loved anti-bones in my previous life, I was really well-behaved in the college entrance examination. At that time, I still believed that the results of the college entrance examination would determine my future. Later, I found out that it was my personality that determined my future. Bad personality like me, in that society where interpersonal relationships determine many things, it is impossible to climb to the top no matter what, and it is already lucky to be able to live a mediocre life.

☆、0002_There is a powerful father

I am a second-generation cultivator in my life, and I am a second-generation cultivator who is very good in the background, my father Pei Ji is a great power in the god transformation period, my mother...... More on that later.

First of all, let's talk about what the concept of the incarnation period is. The cultivation realm I wore to was divided in this way, from low to high: Qi Training, Foundation Building, Jindan, Yuanying, Huashen, and Mahayana.

In addition to the Mahayana period, each stage is divided into the early stage (also called the early stage), the middle stage, the late stage, and the peak period (also called the consummation period, the great consummation period). Strictly speaking, the Qi cultivation period is not yet considered to have entered the path of cultivation, while the Mahayana period has already transcended, so generally speaking, when it comes to cultivating the truth, it only refers to the middle four realms.

In other words, my god-incarnation father is in the cultivation realm, and if he doesn't consider those illusory and ethereal Mahayana monsters who don't care about anything other than the pursuit of the Ascension Legend that they don't know exists, he is the handful of living immortals at the top of the pyramid that people worship.