043 Perhaps it is fate
"I was almost raped by my English teacher, I jumped from the second floor desperately, and when I called you with the rest of my breath, it was a woman who answered, where were you at that time? When Chen Hao came to save me, help me, comfort me, and find a partner for me to work with, where were you at that time? Do you know what Akiko's mother means to me? Do you know what Akiko means to me? You only know yourself, you are the only one in your world, you will only lose your temper, you will only trouble me, as long as I am a little disobedient to you, you will be angry with the people around me, you yourself say, I have been by your side for two years, what have you done to me? My life is almost ruined by you, you ask me why I want to avoid you, why I don't want to talk to you, I just want to tell you, An Mubing, I'm really not angry, I'm just tired of it, tired, even if it's a disguise, I don't want to play it anymore, since you don't even allow you to die, then you should do well, let me go, I beg you......"
Yan Yihan looked at An Mubing without blinking, what he wanted to say to him for countless nights and countless nights when he missed him was finally spoken.
thought that she would choke, cry, and be speechless, but at this moment, Yan Yihan found that she was calm and weird, not to mention tears, she didn't even raise her eyebrows.
Xia Dongyi was stunned in place, because he couldn't imagine that Yan Yihan, who seemed to be strong, had such a past, and what made him even more unimaginable was that the object turned out to be An Mubing in front of him.
An Mubing stared at Yan Yihan without blinking, although he clenched his fists hard, his body was still trembling.
For the first time in his life, he knew exactly what it was like to feel numb from heartache.
Yan Yihan slowly hooked the corners of his lips, looked at Xia Dongyi sideways, and asked out loud, "Xia Dongyi, this is why I have always refused to agree to you, now that you know, are you still willing to like me like this?"
Yan Yihan didn't know why he did this, and as soon as he said it, he might not only hurt his heart.
Xia Dongyi frowned slightly, almost without hesitation, he didn't say anything, just used a big hug to tell her what he thought in his heart.
Yan Yihan's nose hit his chest, a little painful, a little sore, closed his eyes, and tears fell.
Xia Dongyi lowered his head and kissed the top of Yan Yihan's head, hugging her tightly, feeling as if she was about to fall apart, but he still refused to let go.
I don't know how long it took, Xia Dongyi slowly let go of Yan Yihan, Yan Yihan's afterglow swept to the right, it was already empty, I don't know when, An Mubing left, without a word, not even a trace of movement.
Xia Dongyi also noticed the change in Yan Yihan's smile, reached out to stroke her hair, and said in a low voice, "Yi Han, give me a chance, let me stay by your side and take care of you in the future!"
Yan Yihan's heart didn't hurt anymore, because after saying those words, in front of An Mubing, looking at his expression at that time, she knew that her heart was dead, so it wouldn't hurt anymore.
Raising his eyes to look at Xia Dongyi, Yan Yihan said, "Xia Dongyi, thank you very much for coming forward just now, but...... If you don't want to, you really don't have to force ......."
Yan Yihan knew that no man could easily accept that his girlfriend had been an underground lover of other men for two years, let alone someone like Xia Dongyi.
Since the time she spent with him, it was her happiest time, she knew that Xia Dongyi would not refuse her in front of An Mubing, she did that just now, in fact, she was also selfish, she wanted An Mubing to die of this heart, and now that she has done it, there is no need to pull Xia Dongyi into this troubled water.
Xia Dongyi frowned slightly, and said as if he was displeased, "Yi Han, I don't allow you to say such things again, I like you, far more than you imagine, give me some time, and give you a little time, let us all think clearly, how to live in the future, okay?"
Yan Yihan was really surprised, he didn't expect Xia Dongyi to say this.
Looking at her somewhat aggrieved and moved look, Xia Dongyi reached out and stroked her smiling face, dropped a kiss on her lips, and then said softly, "In the future, here will be me!"
Yan Yihan wanted to laugh, but tears flowed down uncontrollably.
Maybe she has always been wrong, she mistakenly thought that she could get An Mubing's forgiveness for her repeated forbearance; she mistakenly thought that she could end everything peacefully by taking it alone; she mistakenly thought that she was thinking about Xia Dongyi, so she didn't want to embarrass him.
But now that I think about it, I may only be able to sum it up in two words: fate.
Xia Dongyi took Yan Yihan and walked downstairs, Yan Yihan asked seriously, "Xia Dongyi, An Mubing is not a person to mess with, stay with me, you may be very troublesome in the future!"
Yan Yihan felt sad, because she knew that she hurt An Mubing like this today, and one day, he would bring something new that could make her worse than death, and she would be the only one who might be injured.
To put it mildly, Yan Yihan has been a little sick for a long time, as if every time An Mubing hurts her with new tricks, she always feels distressed and about to die, but it won't be long before she recovers and lives in a better state.
Over time, she has now perfected herself to the point where she can resist, and even seriously injure An Mubing.
Just like now, ordinary people may not know what to do, but Yan Yihan can still entertain himself in his heart and find balance. There are many times when Yan Yihan is in a trance, is she crazy?
Xia Dongyi's face was relaxed, and he said casually, "Yi Han, you should think like this now, it's not that the two of us will get hurt, but that I will definitely protect you and not let you get hurt!"
A warm current flowed through Yan Yihan's heart, instantly warming his limbs and hundreds of remains.
With a smile on her face, Yan Yihan clenched Xia Dongyi's hand, yes, the man next to her was Xia Dongyi, he would not be easily beaten, even if the opponent was An Mubing.
When the two of them left the building, Xia Dongyi's car stopped at the door, and as soon as he said that he was going to send Yan Yihan back, his stomach screamed angrily.
Yan Yihan smiled and said, "Are you hungry?"
Xia Dongyi touched his stomach, pursed his lips and said, "I originally bought takeout and went upstairs to eat with you......"
A trace of apology flashed in Yan Yihan's eyes, he took a step forward, grabbed Xia Dongyi's hand and said, "En...... Well, will I go with you for supper?"
Xia Dongyi nodded hurriedly, "Okay, I haven't eaten with you for a long time!"