255 Life and death, or life is better than death!
In the infectious disease department, doctors and nurses are cautious. How to say, there are not many patients, but each one is more dangerous than the other, and occupational exposure is always a black cloud above their heads.
The average person may not have more than a few AIDS patients in their lifetime, but they have seen too many. In the wards of the department, many patients are transmitted through blood.
In the hospital, most of the treatment is administered intravenously, the needle is a sharp weapon, be careful, but maybe there will be such an unlucky day, maybe you will be pricked, especially the nurse, the danger is too high, this has nothing to do with the level of business proficiency.
Therefore, the turnover rate of nurses in the infectious disease department is the highest, and if this trend continues, they can only be replaced by robots, and there is no other way to treat these patients!
AIDS, which means AIDS in Chinese, is a fatal chronic infectious disease caused by HIV (human immunodeficiency virus). This virus is two brothers, that is, it has two kinds. Neither is easy to provoke, and once the incubation period is over, current treatments cannot stop it.
In layman's terms, it directly destroys the body's immune system. For most diseases, the treatment in the hospital is almost symptomatic, that is, to alleviate the patient's discomfort, rather than the actual treatment of the disease itself.
To use a simple analogy, a cold. As long as it is a common cold, the time to recover is the same if you take medicine or not, and taking medicine is just to relieve the patient's headache, nasal congestion and other uncomfortable symptoms. The treatment of colds relies on some cells and factors in the body.
These cells and factors are the body's immune defense tissues. But HIV is a thing that directly destroys these cells and factors, and then a simple cold can kill people. That's what's so scary about it. This virus not only destroys the body's immune tissues, but also causes tumors, a type of skin tumor.
This AIDS patient in the infectious disease department is very typical. Because of the special disease, no one in the doctor wants to take care of it. It's all human, and they're all scared. They all have families, they all have people to care about, and no one wants to make meaningless sacrifices.
It's useless to rely on an executive order for this kind of thing, you can't dress like an astronaut every time you enter the department, and the city hospital doesn't have this condition. So the general reality is that this disease is discharged from the hospital and home, and then it is waiting for death. Whose fault is this?
And this sick number has nothing to do with the family, and the family doesn't care about it directly. The symptoms of AIDS are already very obvious, let alone walking, and it is difficult to even eat. There is no way for the doctors to take turns with the tube bed, that is, who is on duty and who is his supervising doctor.
The situation is miserable, first of all, cough, chronic cough, fever. Shortness of breath, so rapid that cyanosis has appeared. He was already cut on the head, white gauze and blackened blood stained on his purple face, sitting on the bed, his head down and breathing hard, especially at night, the sound of difficult breathing could directly make others feel the imminence of death.
One breath and one breath, like the footsteps of death.
He was originally skinny, but on the second day of hospitalization, he had diarrhea and lost weight sharply. The bones, the bones of the body are abrupt, like refugees in Africa, and there is only one white eye left, letting people know that he is very uncomfortable!
What makes people feel terrible is the skin, large patches of purple-red or bluish patches and nodules, and fleshless bodies with cloth edges. Ulcers, ulcers on the surface of the skin, rotten, festering skin, constantly spreading. What came out of the festering skin was not blood, but a muddy fluid, slowly oozing and dripping down drop by drop!
An open mouth caused by difficulty breathing can make even specially trained doctors feel creepy, and there is a large number of Candida infections inside the mouth. Looking in through the open mouth that was facing him.
White hairy white spots, a large number of white spots, and long flagella, as you breathe and breathe, the white flagella slowly dance, like the body hair on the demon's body, slowly dancing, tempting the observer.
It is not an exaggeration to look like an evil ghost!
Zhang Fan was on duty today, and after entering the ward, an unpleasant smell came to his face. Sour, smelly, a smell of death, really a smell of death, the human body's own genes are very repulsive to this smell, and they naturally want to escape from this place!
This disease, even if you don't have close contact, but the lungs are rotten, and a large number of germs in it, because of the destruction of immune tissues, it can be said that there are no bacteria and viruses in the lungs at this time!
Zhang Fan wore two layers of thick masks, the kind of thickness that can directly suffocate people. That's it, Zhang Fan didn't dare to breathe hard, for fear that if he used too much force, the bacteria would pass through the mask!
"How do you feel, do you have anything you want to eat?" Zhang Fan asked softly.
"Ho! ho!" shook his head with difficulty, his lungs like a broken sieve!
"Then you have a good rest!" At this time, I can only wait for death, and wait for death in pain. His whole body was aching and twitching gently, the virus had invaded the nerves all over his body, and at this time, he didn't have the ability to kill himself!
Suddenly big eyes, with patches of flocculent white spots hanging in the white eyes, HIV didn't even let go of his eyes! He raised his right hand very hard and looked at Zhang Fan. Tears, cloudy tears falling. It's that these tears are all virus-rich!
Zhang Fan looked at his slowly raised right hand, not knowing what he wanted to express. As a result, he slowly made a gesture of smoking, and then nodded at Zhang Fan. Expectation, anticipation before death!
If you were an old doctor today, you would never talk nonsense with him, it's not that the doctor is cruel, it's unnecessary. There is no difference between asking and not asking, hospice care is a matter for family members or loved ones, and doctors are strangers after all.
Zhang Fan looked at his pleading eyes and nodded slightly. At the end of his life, he didn't talk about his profession, but about human nature, and Zhang Fan decided to satisfy him. It's a little bit of warmth for him, the last bit of warmth in the yang world!
Zhang Fan came out of the ward, not uncomfortable, but cruel. Life is better than death, it is really better to live than to die. His misconduct has caused the consequences of today, but no matter how he does evil and misconduct, he should not be punished like this!
After taking off his white coat, hanging behind the door of the isolation room, throwing gloves, masks, and shoe covers at the designated medical waste recycling place, washing his hands and disinfectant, rubbing his hands vigorously, he felt that the white flagella in his mouth was on the back of his hand!
"Brother Cheng, give me a cigarette. Zhang Fan said to an elderly resident doctor. Because I have been taking the medical practitioner exam for several years, I am in my thirties, and I am still a resident doctor. In the hospital, it is very low-key and very marginal.
So low-key that sometimes, when other doctors get married, they may ignore him! This is the adult world, there is no fairy tale.
"Hehe, does Mr. Zhang smoke too? I don't know yet, I'll light it for you, the cigarette is not good!"
"Brother Cheng, you're welcome, just give me one! I also smoke one occasionally. "Snow lotus, choking snow lotus. The border province is so unfortunate that it can even run a cigarette factory and close down! And then it was merged by a cigarette factory in a major tobacco province, which is really funny!
"I guess that the sick number is only a matter of the past few days. It's miserable!" said to Zhang Fan while going to the cabinet to get a cigarette.
"Almost, I just went in and took a look. It's only been a few days, and my whole body is rotten. ”
"You have to be careful, don't get old. Hey, this fight, this time the murderer is in trouble!"
"Brother Cheng, you've met a few. ”
"What?
"Hmm. ”
"It's too much to say, and it's not too much to say less. Since I entered the department, there are no less than a dozen. ”
"It's been a couple of years. ”
"In almost five years, no less than 15 people have been found to be living with HIV. I found out and left, and this is the first time I've seen something like this. People who are diagnosed with HIV are like water vapor, which dissipates directly into the world after seeing the light. ”
"No treatment?"
After the disease is discovered, it is antiviral treatment as soon as possible, and the drugs used are all biological agents.
"Oh, what are the symptoms of this kind of patient. ”
"Fever, prolonged low-grade fever, generalized lymphatic enlargement, or recurrent shingles. One of the things I came across was shingles, and it went over and over again. If the treatment is not good in a private clinic, come to the doctor. The director of the god had too poisonous eyes, and he knew that something was wrong at a glance, so he threw it directly. He also called me in advance and asked me to pay attention, I was young at the time, I didn't understand, I didn't know what to pay attention to. As he spoke, he lit a cigarette and continued.
"That person is a boss, I can see that he is worth a lot of money, and he is also very good at being a person, giving me cigarettes, shaking hands, and especially good at talking, at that time, I had just been admitted to the practice license, I had no money, and his cigarettes were good cigarettes, so I chatted a few more words. ”
"And then you found out?" Zhang Fan said with a smile.
"Well, that person is not bad for money, and said that he would do a full body examination and open all the tests that can be opened. I guess he noticed it a little. I'm embarrassed to say, so. ”
Brother Cheng, after he slowly exhaled the smoke, he said: "When the test results were returned, I almost chopped off my hand, although I knew that this way was not contagious, but you don't know, my diaphragm at that time, hey! I haven't slept well for a week, I dream every night, it's just a dream, I've been waiting for blood in the laboratory department! You say it's terrible, it's not terrible." ”
Zhang Fan took a cigarette, put on a mask, hat, shoe covers, gloves, and put on a special white coat, and then entered the AIDS ward again.
As a result, it is not needed!
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