Allure looked at all this with a smile on his face and said with a faint sadness: "It's not a question of whether I want to forgive or not, it's because I think sometimes you pay too much and can't get the slightest return, but that person has to get worse, after experiencing everything through the wind and rain, he still can't change, he still does his own thing, and even does what he does is even more excessive, he doesn't take everything you have in his eyes at all, that person no longer has you in his heart!

Liu Hongyuan looked at the sadness in Allure's eyes, and said with emotion: "Yes, when you love that person without regrets and give it wholeheartedly, that person takes everything about you for granted, and sometimes it will be even worse!"

At the beginning, my choice was the same, I did the divorce, but I have no regrets! I will always have hope for life, let him pass in the past, and a better tomorrow is waiting for us!"

Allure looked at Liu Hongyuan like this and said with a serious look: "Today we all drank some wine, let's just use the strength of the wine to talk about our former selves! Let me say first, to be honest, I finally feel that I am not a good woman, I was not so cold and arrogant before, I am a very easy-going person, and I also like to talk and chat with others, but after the failure of my first marriage, I became withdrawn! But this has also become an eternal pain in my heart, this secret has always been hidden in my heart, and then over time, after experiencing several men confessing, knowing that I was divorced, they all avoided me!

I met Ning Chen after a long time, I really fell in love with him at that time, I wanted to tell him many times that I had gone through marriage, sometimes I looked at his happy appearance, I didn't want to disturb, and I was not afraid to make him even more angry when he was angry!

With him, I always feel very inferior, after all, he is an urban hukou, and I am a rural hukou, he has a house and a car, and his parents are both dual-income workers, but what about me?

A girl from the countryside, without a father, and there are younger brothers and sisters below who need me to support, so think about it or give up! But at that time, I suddenly found out that I was pregnant, because I had lost a child before! I always felt reluctant, the moment I knew that the child existed, Ning Chen's attitude towards me was very good!

I have been immersed in the joy of motherhood, I didn't notice him stepping on two boats at that time, and not long after I got pregnant, we went to get a marriage license and book a hotel to prepare for the wedding!

Due to the busyness at the time, I didn't find him on two boats, and if I did, I wouldn't have married him!

On the day I got the marriage certificate, I went with trepidation, I knew that the lie could not be hidden, but I didn't know what to do? In the end, the lie was exposed, and Ning Chen was very angry at the time!

I was so frightened that my face turned pale, as long as I called my mother, my mother only gave me a few words on the other end of the phone, and the two of them thought about it carefully, and both sides were calm and calm!

Ning Chen has been standing at the gate smoking, while I am sitting on a chair, looking down at my stomach, although this child is only a month, but I am really reluctant!

After being silent for a long time, Ning Chen said with some anger in his eyes: Things have come to this point, let's beat the child!

What a blow this sentence was to me, and I was helpless to say, no, I won't beat it! I can raise him even without you!

Ning Chen didn't have a chance for me at that time, he just smoked one cigarette after another silently, and finally said: Get the certificate!

I was happy to think that he had mine in his heart, and he happily got the marriage certificate!

When I was eight months pregnant, I found out that he was cheating, and the children were eight months old at that time, I didn't make a big fuss, I lied to him because of the divorce before, and I felt ashamed!

I told him indifferently that when everyone had the right to cheat this time, it would be fine in the future, and he agreed!

I didn't expect that ten months after the child was born, he would cheat again and gamble outside!

When I gave birth, he didn't care about anything at all, just playing on his phone outside!

But I'm very glad that I met a good mother-in-law, if it wasn't for this good mother-in-law, then I guess I would really have postpartum depression! Maybe I can't think of holding the child and die!"

Liu Hongyuan looked at Allure and cried, and said indifferently: "My situation is just the opposite of yours, you are cheating on your husband, and what about me?"

The child's mother cheated one after another, and I endured it for the sake of the family, and sometimes I wondered, I was busy earning money outside, what about him? In the end, he went too far to go out and tease with a condom in his pocket! Do you think I can bear it as a big man?

Allure was also full of doubts and said: "To be honest in this matter, men and women are equal, in this case, why do you have to say this? Sometimes love is deep and hatred is deep? Everything can pass, tomorrow is beautiful, let's toast to tomorrow!"

Liu Hongyuan didn't want to mention the past, so he took a deep breath and said indifferently: "Cheers, for our beautiful tomorrow!"

Liu Hongyuan took a sip of wine and asked in a light tone: "Allure, have you thought about what you will do in the future?"

Allure said helplessly: "I found that when I stepped into the society again, I didn't understand anything, and I wouldn't be derailed from the society, for about three or four years, and my current salary could only just sustain my life!"

And now I work as a coolie, I can't compare to others, or like the current salary, it's really not enough to spend, everything has to be done from scratch, it looks like a decent clerical job, but after everything is removed, I can't support myself at all!"

Liu Hongyuan was also at a loss and said: "The house belongs to your best friend, but I see that you still give your best friend rent!"

Allure smiled indifferently: "My brother settles the accounts, no matter how good the best friend is, he needs to give him a certain fee, this two-bedroom house, the price of leaving me a one-bedroom apartment, I am very grateful!"

When I moved in, I couldn't even pay the rent, but now that I have the ability, I will definitely give her some, what do I usually eat, and he often buys me some food, just afraid that one person will not be able to take care of the food and drink!

Besides, if I really mix well in the future, I won't treat Jiajia badly, Jiajia is sincere to me, and when I need it most, she lent a helping hand and gave me a place to live!"

Liu Hongyuan is also quite capable and said: "Yes, I am a confidant who sends charcoal in the snow, and there are many people who are waiting to see your jokes, just like my relatives and friends! I used to be brilliant, and I helped them when they were in trouble, but now I have no money, and I owe a lot of debts outside! They think that I have no money and no ability!"

Chasing me for debts every day, even my relatives don't let go, but they don't lack money at all, and some even call my parents, which makes my parents very embarrassed, they are afraid that I can't pay back the money, I just don't understand, how can I not pay back the money if I have a family and a hospital?

Life has had ups and downs, and now I have begun to walk from the trough to a bottleneck, as long as I climb up, I will not help those who want to fall into the well for me!"

Allure also realized this, and said helplessly: "Yes, now is a money society, people are poor, everyone wants to hide far away, for fear that you will touch them and stick to their things, will people be poor for a lifetime?"

Besides, we are so young now, ten years in the east of the river and ten years in the west of the river, so who knows if it will be our turn to be here after ten years?

Liu Hongyuan picked up the wine glass and took a sip of wine, and said in a light tone: "That's right, I didn't expect you to have such a broad vision as a woman, don't you feel bored when you write at home every day?"

Allure said with a wry smile on his face: "Actually, I also want to go out shopping with my friends and buy something and clothes, but my financial ability is limited, I am out of the house, and I have nothing!"

Instead of going out and spending money, why don't I read and write something at home, improve my cultural literacy, and after a long time, I will always earn some manuscript fees, right?"

Liu Hongyuan also felt that things were very strange and said: "If you do this, maybe your life will become more brilliant!"

Allure thought indifferently and said helplessly: "Actually, I am also forced by life, and it can be regarded as for the sake of the child!"

Because his father was a man who didn't know how to learn, and I didn't have a formal job, I had to use this method to study hard and write novels, and when my children went out, when people asked, what do your parents do? The children will be proud of me and happily answer that my mother is a writer! This will also have a lifelong impact on the children!

After hearing this, Liu Hongyuan was full of emotion in his heart, and said indifferently: "People say that women are made of water, and they are extremely weak! Once a woman becomes a mother, all her things will become strong out of instinct!"

Allure, you did a good job, you didn't give up on yourself like other women, change your boyfriend today, change your boyfriend tomorrow, make yourself embarrassed, don't make yourself like a woman in the dust, but you don't, you improve your ability and social experience by reading and writing books, especially when your economic ability should be so unbearable, you still insist on being yourself!"

Allure was a little drunk, and said indifferently: "What is different, some people's ideas are different from mine, everyone's thoughts are different, some time ago, there were friends on WeChat who preached to me, don't think about it, to contact those messy men, men just want to sleep with you, take advantage! Maybe one day you will encounter some dirty disease, then it will be even more miserable, you are a good woman, you should write well, do your own work!"