Chapter 68: Billions of Copies of Loneliness

The cup of coffee that Ren invited Liao Tang to drink was the last cup of her career as a trainee in South Korea, and they naturally became friends in the end.

In the world of life, if the white horse passes through the gap, it is all of a sudden.

The past days are like a thin mist, time is all going on in the passing, as if a drop of water on the tip of a needle flows into the sea, Liao Tang feels that his youth is left in time, and there is nothing in a flash.

"Lazy at the convenience store again?"

Hearing this, Liao Tang panicked, and just wanted to hide the 379.0 kcal cream cake in her hand, but when she looked up, she found that it was Nan Xujia who was looking at him and laughing, so she breathed a sigh of relief and said, "Hello senior." ”

"No one is coming around, eating a piece of cake can scare you like this, is there a trainee bullying you?"

The big eyes of the girl in front of him looked at him with a little guard, and his heart tightened, so he opened the freezer as if nothing had happened, and went to the cashier to settle the bill.

"No, no. ”

She has only been in the company for a long time, and she has to keep an eye on some small things, and she has good weight control, but if she is found out by the talkative trainees, she will be blamed for ingesting cream and passing it to the teacher's ears.

Nan Xujia sat next to her, looking at the sky full of smoke outside the glass window, which shrouded the top of the high-rise building opposite with phantom beauty, remembering that every time she came to the company, she could see Liao Tang's sweaty desperate appearance in the practice room, and a certain thought in her heart gradually became firm.

"I want to take care of you. ”

He blurted out the words in his heart uncontrollably, he knew that such a statement might scare her, after all, the intersection between them had only just begun, but he wanted her to have a wider path, as a compensation for one of his previous unfulfilled wishes.

"Senior, what's wrong with you today?"

Liao Tang was a little dazed, the relationship between her and Nan Xujia was that of seniors and seniors, although she had chatted a few words before, it would not make him suddenly say such ambiguous words, which made her at a loss.

"Today the Babe girl group debuted, and they finally waited for today. This means that a group of trainees who have not debuted will have to wait for several years, and the local idols in South Korea are close to saturation, and the number of trainees has increased sharply every year, and there are fewer and fewer trainees in China, do you know what I mean?"

Liao Tang probably understood, and her tone was indifferent: "I didn't expect that my predecessors also liked to play power and sex trading, and I was kind of blinded before." ”

Nan Xujia laughed out loud, and he said, "What are you thinking about, little girl? There are people who take care of each other or lovers, and I don't mind getting acquainted with you from a friend." ”

"I'm sorry. Liao Tang paused and said, "I didn't think about debuting in South Korea, I will return to China and start again." ”

Nan Xujia's expression flashed slightly, staring at her bright dark eyes, and then shrugged her shoulders and asked her: "The gold plated with Korean entertainment will be even more red when you return to China, are you sure you don't consider taking a look?"

"How many eight years can a person have in his life. Tang He signed an eight-year contract for her and the company, and after eight years, all her work activities will be tied to the company, and when she returns to China for development, she will also be subject to this restriction.

"You're going to break the contract?"

Liao Tang did not answer him directly, but was ambiguous: "Who can say what will happen in the future." ”

Nan Xujia smiled softly, she looked like she was not afraid of heaven and earth, compared with other girls, she has a rare toughness, which may be an effective weapon for her future development in the entertainment industry.

"Senior, I'll go back to rehearsal first. ”

After Liao Tang finished speaking, she got up and said goodbye and left, she will have a basic skills training session of RAP later, there is a sign board posted at the door of the office of the rookie development team, which will record the attendance and rewards and punishments of all trainees, although it will not directly affect the score of debut or not, but the company's idol training policy is obvious.

This is the third year that she is used to living in South Korea, and she has made one or two friends in the trainee team, and the few are pitiful, not that she is introverted and can't let go, nor is she arrogant, but the prejudice and treatment of Chinese trainees are really not flattering, and the objective instructor will help you speak in some details, and the teacher who is also prejudiced and proud of the local trainee will only treat you coldly.

"If you want to make your debut in Korea, I can help you. ”

The moment she turned around, Nan Xujia threw an olive branch to her. He has a successful career, and he has become famous in the Korean circle after his debut, of course, it is inseparable from the company's special care for him, but Liao Tang doesn't understand why he wants to help her, living in this world, she always thinks that there is no good intentions for no reason and no return.

"No thanks. ”

Nan Xujia seemed to have guessed that she would have such a reaction, and smiled calmly at her departing back.

In fact, in the past few years, he has become an unfathomable man, not acting impulsively like when he was young, and he naturally pondered a little bit about Liao Tang, who had just turned twenty, and at this moment he didn't know whether he was interested in her because of freshness or some other emotional influence, and always tried to take the initiative to get closer to her.

At around eight or nine o'clock in the evening, a girl named Liao Tang went to Lu Yamei's office and said that she was looking for her. She was sitting in front of the mirror with her dancing friends, and when she heard it, she was a little puzzled, but she still went out and walked in the direction of her office.

Stopping in front of the door, she knocked politely.

"Please come in. ”

After hearing Lu Yamei's voice, she pushed the door and entered.

Everything Lu Yamei said next was beyond her expectations, not long ago I met Nan Xujia in the store, and the inexplicable words he said made him have a deep misunderstanding of him, and after Lu Yamei talked to her, she suddenly felt that she might have misunderstood him.

Lu Ya beautified a light makeup, but the color of the lipstick was very eye-catching, and the high-end women's black suit made her have the beauty of a professional strong woman.

"Come here!"

Lu Yamei handed her the steaming paper cup in her hand, smiled, and said, "Here you go, American style without sugar." ”

She took it generously, in the past, she loved to drink the "calorie**" mocha, caramel macchiato, but now it is a luxury to drink unsweetened black coffee once.

"Xiao Nan specially left you a glass. ”

Lu Yamei's smile was very curved, and after letting Liao Tang sit down, she said, "I am also an old friend with him." ”

"So you know him?"

Immediately, Liao Tang thought about it, too, how could the same company not know each other.

"He told me about your conversation, and he didn't make it clear, which may have made you think badly about him. ”

Liao Tang was puzzled: "What do you mean?"

"I'll tell you the truth, I didn't want to hide anything from you, seeing you come all the way to today at the age of seventeen, you have suffered a lot, and I won't fall into the trap for you. ”

Liao Tang slowly put down the paper cup in his hand and looked at her quietly.

"A few years ago, a Chinese girl came to the company as a trainee, and she and Xiao Nan, who was also a trainee, had a very good personality and became friends. Because I met Xiao Nan earlier, and then he introduced us to each other, and the relationship between the three of us has always been very good. You know that in our company, after serious training, those who have made rapid progress and brought the company a sense of surprise will be retained, and the names of the remaining people will only be forgotten. ”

Lu Yamei paused and said, "And she has strength, but she was brushed out when she entered the debut group and could debut." Do you know why? Just because she grabbed a place in a girl group of chaebol daughters. ”

Liao Tang was a little distressed and listened to her later words.

"Xiao Nan is actually the illegitimate son of the president. He didn't make his debut himself, so he ran to the president without saying a word, he was very impulsive and reckless, and in the end he strengthened the president's idea of letting her wait a few more years for her debut. ”

"Bastard......

Liao Tang was slightly surprised, she didn't expect that she would hear these three words again, and she didn't expect Nan Xujia to be the president's son. suddenly thought that everyone said that he was made popular by the company and was the prince, and it turned out that this was the real reason for his nickname.

"And what happened later?" she couldn't help but ask, but she was afraid to know what was going on.

"Later, she had the same idea of terminating the contract as you," Lu Yamei said, with her hands folded, "The company's contract conditions are rigid, she has not reached the specified year deadline, and while we are still helping her figure it out, she ...... Committed suicide by jumping off a building. ”

Listening to her trembling at the end, Liao Tang licked his dry lips, and couldn't help but feel a little blocked in his heart, so he looked up and glanced at her.

"So...... Seniors want to help me?"

"Hmm. It was something he would never forget for the rest of his life, and he didn't want to see the same thing happen again. So when you said you had the idea of terminating the contract, he immediately came to me. I hope you don't judge this matter too emotionally. ”

Thinking back to Nan Xujia's gentle gaze into her eyes, at that moment he may have thought of his old friend who he was powerless to save.

Last year, after he knew that he was Chinese in the corridor, he began to take care of himself everywhere in the company, and even the vocal teacher became extra serious about her teaching, and she felt some subtle changes that had occurred in these days, but only now did she think that Nan Xujia silently helped her a lot.

"Sister Yamei, the thoughts in my mind are a little messy right now. Can I go back and think about it?"

"Absolutely. ”

Lu Yamei smiled at her kindly, everything she said was true, the thorn in Xiao Nan's heart that lost his friend always existed, and the regret that he couldn't help because he couldn't help because he couldn't do anything at that time became a knot in his heart that he couldn't untie. He may have found a shadow similar to her in Liao Tang, and wanted to protect her as much as he could, rather than not being able to do anything like he did at the beginning.

"I apologize to you on his behalf, he is sometimes too blunt and may make you feel uncomfortable. ”

"No," Liao Tang hurriedly said, "Sister Yamei, you have always taken good care of me, I know it in my heart." After listening to you, I realized the friendship that my predecessor had for my friend, but I had distorted his meaning before. ”

Lu Yamei smiled softly, "Do you want to call your family? I see that you haven't been in touch with your family for a long time." ”

Liao Tang was stunned. It turns out that there will really be forgetfulness in the world, and when she suddenly heard the word family, her heart was empty and there was no fragment, and she even had to try to recall what the last words Tang He said to her were at the beginning.

Billions of copies of loneliness, it seems that everyone secretly occupies a share-