There's no going back
The time with you is all dazzling. Because the weather is good, because the weather is bad, because the weather is just right. Every day, it's beautiful.
Zhou Yuqian and Yueqi stood in the playground for a long time, until Yueqi patted her on the shoulder and said that she went back to the classroom to get her schoolbag and went home, she came back to her senses, and when she returned to the classroom, Yueqi said that her father came to pick her up and left first, and finally Zhou Yuqian walked home alone.
Walking and walking, but I don't know when it rained, until the raindrops fell on the head, I didn't notice it, and then the rain became heavier and heavier, Zhou Yuqian didn't mean to hide, she wanted to just borrow the rain to make herself sober.
The three people who were originally happy are now the only one of them, and she feels really desolate.
Zhou Yuqian knew that she had become good friends with Yueqi since she came to No. 3 Middle School, but she also regarded Wu Mengyan as a good friend, and what she didn't expect was that she would think like this, she didn't know who to blame more and more, maybe she shouldn't have appeared in the first place, maybe she shouldn't have been good friends with Yueqi in the first place, and maybe she shouldn't like Fang Lei......
Halfway through, a big umbrella suddenly covered her and the rain, but she was already soaking wet, and it didn't matter if she hid or not.
It's just that when she raised her head and met those deep dark eyes, she was extremely shocked, "Wu Junwen?"
He looked at Zhou Yuqian calmly and said, "Well, what's wrong?"
Zhou Yuqian felt that he must be the most gentle boy she had ever seen, whether it was his behavior, tone, or eyes, he could warm people's hearts.
At this moment, she thought of Fang Lei, but she didn't want to see him, at least not now, after so many things happened, she didn't know how to face him, sometimes she was thinking if she shouldn't like him.
Zhou Yuqian told the story, he listened very carefully, Zhou Yuqian wanted to know what he would do if it was him, but he said: "You might as well ask Liu Yan, I think he knows more than me." ”
It took her a while to understand what he was talking about, it turned out to be between Liu Yan and Xiang Chenxi, but they were boys after all, and they were much broader than girls.
It's just that now Liu Yan insists on forgetting Xiang Chenxi, should she be the same?
Zhou Yuqian didn't speak and thought about the problem, he walked side by side, his slender hand holding the umbrella, his face was expressionless, and after a few minutes he said: "Actually, many things are like this, everything becomes hatred because of jealousy, and hatred becomes hatred because of love, Wu Mengyan wants to use that school uniform to make Fang Lei grateful to her, I hope Fang Lei can look at her a few more times, but the evil retribution will backfire in the end, you don't need to think so much, everything is done by herself, and the consequences are also borne by her, Fang Lei will also know the truth." ”
"But it's not that that I care about, it's our friendship. ”
He suddenly laughed, laughing so creepy that she was creepy, "Zhou Yuqian, you are too simple, she doesn't treat you as a friend, where did you get your friendship? Being a friend once does not mean that you will be in the future." ”
Maybe he's right, just because you've been friends doesn't mean you will be.
And she didn't have no friends, but it was the first time that a situation like this one had appeared, and she thought that friendship would only get weaker and weaker, but she didn't expect that there would be betrayal.
It's not that she can't let go, it's just that she and Yueqi are her two best friends in No. 3 Middle School, and she didn't have a good time on the first day of school, but she felt a lot better after these two friends appeared.
Zhou Yuqian sighed and said, "Maybe, you're right." ”
When he walked downstairs to Zhou Yuqian's house, he said gently: "Remember to take medicine when you go home, maybe it will be more comfortable to take a hot bath, don't catch a cold, a lot of things happen just happen, don't think so much, have a happy weekend!"
She said goodbye to him, and after a few steps she looked back and saw that he was still standing there, and he smiled at her, and she blushed and felt the temperature rise, and her heart kept beating.
She thought that such a gentle boy as him was really rare in the world, but only Wei Li could match him.
But she asked him how he felt about Wei Li, and he said that he was a good friend.
Zhou Yuqian wondered if he didn't know that Wei Li liked him, but he said that they were only suitable to be friends.
Wu Junwen also tried to persuade Wei Li, but she was a persistent person.
Wei Li and Zhou Yuqian said that only when they meet the right person will they be so persistent with him.
Zhou Yuqian and Yueqi were destined to have an unpleasant time this weekend, and she also had a high fever on Friday night, which frightened Wu Shiyuan and Zhou Yufei at that time. When he returned home, Wu Shiyuan looked at Zhou Yuqian's results with anticipation, but in the end, his face changed greatly.
Zhou Yuqian also knew that she couldn't escape, and she didn't want to escape, and Wu Shiyuan would know sooner or later, but she didn't expect it to make her so angry.
Wu Shiyuan put down the report card and yelled at Zhou Yuqian: "Zhou Yuqian, how did you take the exam?! Do you want to anger me to death by taking the 20th place exam? I just want to ask how you studied this semester?
Zhou Yuqian stood there with her head down and didn't dare to say a word, because she knew that if she said anything more at this time, Wu Shiyuan would definitely be even more angry.
Seeing this, Zhou Yufei said: "Shiyuan, don't be angry, Xiaoqian also has a time of abnormality." ”
Wu Shiyuan shouted angrily as if he hadn't heard it: "You give it to me, you connived at her every time, and now it's okay for me to clean up the mess, I didn't let her play the piano at the beginning, you want her to play it and now it's a mess of learning, what do you let me say about you." ”
Hearing Wu Shiyuan's words, Zhou Yufei had no choice but to shut up in a funny way.
And her next words made Zhou Yuqian's heart tremble: "I'll find you a cram school this summer to make up for your studies, it's not long before the college entrance examination, don't play any piano, and don't go to any school in London, prepare to be admitted to Peking University!"
Wu Shiyuan's words were undoubted, which made Zhou Yuqian feel very painful in her chest.
Zhou Yuqian felt that she could scold herself for letting her go to cram school, but she could not go to London and let her not play the piano, how could this be done!
She said angrily, "Mom, you can't do this!
"Did you promise me to be the first in the exam before? Now it's reasonable, isn't it? Don't practice the piano or something. ”
Zhou Yuqian said confidently: "But I will try my best to win the first place! You can't stop me from playing the piano!"
"If I say no, I won't let it! Zhou Yuqian, I'm your mother, you have to listen to me!"
Zhou Yuqian felt unreasonable, "Mom, you are unreasonable!"
After saying that, she ran away in anger and brought the door fiercely, ignoring what Zhou Yufei and Wu Shiyuan said.
In fact, she has never had the idea of running away from home since she was a child, but at this moment she just wants to go out for a walk and think through a lot of things clearly.
After leaving the house, Zhou Yuqian ran straight to the beach, ignoring any obstacles in front of her, all the way forward.
Many times she wanted to run like this, as if her dream would succeed after running to the finish line, but the truth told her that she couldn't run away from those obstacles, but they were pressing on her and she couldn't get rid of them.
She hated being helpless about success like she was now, and she was fed up with it!
But the dream is still far away, and no one knows what the future holds.
......
Fang Lei received Yueqi's call after taking a shower.
He had just taken a shower and changed into clean pajamas, and when he walked into the bedroom, he heard his mobile phone ringing, and when he opened it, he saw that there were six missed calls, and the mobile phone was still ringing, it was Yueqi's phone.
After he connected, Yueqi said in a panic, and it was summed up that Zhou Yuqian ran away from home, and she had an awkward quarrel with her mother because of her grades, and because her mother didn't let her play the piano, she ran out in a fit of anger, and now she has been out for nearly an hour, and no one has been found.
And the reason why Yueqi called him was to ask if he was with her, or if he knew where she was.
As soon as he heard that Zhou Yuqian ran away from home, Fang Lei was a little nervous, and after explaining it to Yueqi, he simply changed into casual clothes and immediately ran out of the house.
He thought a lot along the way, and he thought that he could probably guess the reason why Zhou Yuqian ran away from home.
It must not be because of her grades, but because of the piano, Fang Lei also knew that she did not do well in the exam this time, but for people like her, dreams are the most important, and no dreams are like no breath.
Just because Fang Lei knew her, he was afraid that she wouldn't be able to think about it, but he thought that she would not be like that, she had always been so strong, and she would not be unable to think about it because of this matter.
Fang Lei stopped halfway through the run, the restlessness in his heart made him a little overwhelmed, he had to calm himself down in order to find Zhou Yuqian.
He thought that the place she was going to now must be related to her dreams, the music room of No. 3 Middle School must be closed now, and the last place is the seaside. Zhou Yuqian ran to the roof of the teaching building to blow the wind, she remembered that Fang Lei used to come here often, she didn't know why he came, but she knew why she came.
After standing for a while, suddenly, Li Zhenyi came over to stand with her, she glanced at her, and then looked into the distance, and felt that there was nothing to say to her Zhou Yuqian.
Li Zhenyi said mockingly: "I thought you would compete with me for the first place, but I didn't expect you to do so badly in the exam!"
Zhou Yuqian laughed: "Do you think the first place is so easy to take the test? If it's really like you say, wouldn't everyone be able to get the first place?" Zhou Yuqian paused and continued: "Just say what you have? It's rare for you to come to me." ”
She didn't know her, but she knew a little bit.
Li Zhenyi is not the kind of person who likes to ridicule others, even if she wants to mock, she will mock in front of others and embarrass her, but there are only the two of them here, her ridicule has no effect at all, it is precisely because of this that Zhou Yuqian concluded that she must have something to do when she came to her.
Li Zhenyi said: "I remember that Wei Li told me that you are very similar to me, and she said that we are both dreamers, I really want to know where we are like?"
Zhou Yuqian said lightly: "I'm not a dream chaser, I just want to fulfill my dream, that's all, as for why Wei Li said that we are similar, I think I am not like you at all, first of all, our dreams are different, and secondly, the path we take is also different." ”
"So, you know what my dream is?"
"Don't you just want to be a fashion designer? ”
"No, that's just an outsider's opinion, my real dream is to open a shop to sell the clothes I make. ”
"I really didn't expect you to have such a dream. ”
Li Zhenyi smiled and said, "There are many more things you can't imagine, have you ever made such a multiple-choice question? Choose between your dreams and the person you like." ”
Zhou Yuqian shook her head, she really didn't.
Li Zhenyi continued to say deeply: "You are not afraid to say it, you know, that year I left for my dream and chose to let go of Fang Lei, but then I regretted it, because when I went over there, I found that life without him was really difficult, there was not a day that I didn't think about him, the original study time was two years, but for him I came back early and chose to let go of my dreams, I ask you, what would you do if it were you?"
Zhou Yuqian thought for a while and said with a heartfelt voice: "If I were you, I wouldn't let go of my dreams, but since you choose to let go of your dreams, it means that your dreams are not worth mentioning in your eyes at all, and I also hate this kind of half-behavior, the person you like is important, but in my eyes, the dream is more important, and what do you get in the end by leaving your dream for the person you like?"
Li Zhenyi chuckled and looked at Zhou Yuqian and said: "I thought so at the beginning, but then I still regretted it, now you don't understand that feeling at all, but you don't need to understand, I chose to let go of my dreams for Fang Lei, so I can't live without him, Zhou Yuqian, you are a superfluous, you didn't do anything for Fang Lei, why do you like him? ”
Zhou Yuqian felt that this was the first time she had such a harmonious conversation since she met her.
Zhou Yuqian said: "I know you like Fang Lei, but does Fang Lei like you? If he likes you, I will take the initiative to quit, if he doesn't like me, he won't quit." ”
Yes, she won't quit voluntarily, at least not until he has a girlfriend. Zhou Yuqian finally stayed up until the end of the event.
She was standing on the playground with Yueqi and Wu Mengyan, walking slowly, and suddenly Fang Lei walked towards them from the front.
Zhou Yuqian was wondering if he was here to thank you?
Thinking of this, her heart "thumped" until he approached and stopped.
Zhou Yuqian lowered her head with a red face, waiting for him to speak, but heard him say: "Wu Mengyan, I forgot to thank you, thank you, thanks to you for helping me find the school uniform." ”
......
At the moment when the event ended, Li Zhenyi took the initiative to find Fang Lei, and she said happily: "Fang Lei, your school uniform has been found." ”
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