I've been wondering when I'll be able to live with someone I want to live with without fear of separation.

gardenia

I left when the gardenias bloomed again, this time leaving behind a different scenery that I will never forget.

Kizawa

Soon, spring arrived, and the new semester began.

During the winter vacation, Mu Ze still had a lot of fun, he saw the white snow, and Gardenia, Lin Yushu, Lin Yuting played snowball fights and skied together, he also spent the New Year here with the Miao people, he once again saw the customs and habits of the Miao people, this New Year was the happiest time he had, and it was also the most lively one.

In a trance, Mu Ze found that he had seen the spring, summer, autumn and winter of a year in Anding Village, in spring, the willow trees on the riverbank had just pulled out their branches, and the flowers on the mountain were slowly blooming; In summer, gardenias bloom the most vigorously, and the fragrance of gardenias can be smelled everywhere; In autumn, a golden patch, he saw the scene of the Miao people's harvest, fruitful; In winter, a white patch, he and the Miao people spent the Reed Sheng Festival together, and also celebrated the New Year together......

All of this made him feel good and happy.

It's just that there are no more days like this.

In March, the buds of the gardenia are the most dazzling of all flowers, and it has been quietly waiting to bloom, like the sleeping beauty, waiting for the one to wake up.

There was only one month, Mu Ze knew that he couldn't hide it, so he secretly discussed it with Lin Yushu and Lin Yuting.

Mu Ze: "I'm leaving in a month, you help me take good care of Gardenia, don't look at her smiling stupidly like this, in fact, she is easy to be sad, thank you for this year." Mu Ze bowed to the two.

Lin Yushu looked incredulous, she roared: "Why? Why do you want to leave? Don't you know what Gardenia is most afraid of? She is afraid of separation, she doesn't want so many people to leave, you leave, what should she do?"

Mu Ze's expression was gloomy: "I know, but I have to leave, even if I don't leave, someone will send me away, so my departure is doomed." ”

Lin Yushu was very excited and angry, "I don't want to hear you this, I'll ask you, what about Gardenia? You left like this, what about Gardenia? Yes, she is stupid, but do you know how much she has endured? Why is it you who forgot it, not Gardenia?"

Lin Yuting saw that Lin Yushu was about to do everything, and immediately stopped: "Lin Yushu, you calm down first, now is not the time to blame him." ”

Mu Ze suddenly couldn't hold his breath, and he yelled: "What are you? What are you forgetting is not Gardenia?

Lin Yuting protected Lin Yushu behind him and said to Mu Ze: "Mu Ze, I know that your departure is destined, don't blame Yushu, don't care about her words, she just thought of Gardenia...... You and I both understand that we will take good care of her, but you haven't followed Gardenia yet, you still have to figure out how to follow her, after all, this is a great blow to Gardenia. ”

After listening to Lin Yuting's words, Mu Ze calmed down, "Yuting, my psychology is contradictory, I am different from you, everything I have is not something I can decide, I hope you can understand." ”

No matter when, Mu Ze never knows where his next stop will be or what will happen in the future, but this is already what he thought when he didn't come to Anding Village before, and when he came here, he felt that no matter where he went in the future, no matter what happened, he would never be like that before, what he didn't have before, he had it in Anding Village.

Mu Ze's departure Lin Yushu and Lin Yuting were accidental, but in this way, the gardenia who was the most injured, Lin Yushu felt that the old man was really unfair to Gardenia, why could Mu Ze forget everything but Gardenia could only live in the past for the rest of his life.

But Lin Yushu had to admit that Mu Ze's departure was doomed, not only him, but even her and Lin Yuting's departure were doomed, so he couldn't blame Mu Ze.

All Rao's departure is doomed.

Lin Yushu sat on the bed with a pillow and thought about everything, suddenly, Lin Yuting knocked on the door, Lin Yushu was angry: "Come in"

Lin Yuting came in, he pulled up the bench and sat down, he: "Don't blame Mu Ze, he was forced to leave in order to save Anding Village." ”

Lin Yushu's eyes widened, and she was a little shocked, "What, how is it possible to save Anding Village?"

Yes, how is it possible, Mu Ze is not from Anding Village, what reason does he have to save.

Lin Yuting said lightly: "Anding Village was saved by him, and he asked his father to serve the buyer." ”

Lin Yushu asked, "How do you know? Why don't we know?"

"I asked the village chief, and I had some suspicions before, and you don't know because he told the village chief not to tell anyone. ”

So he begged his father to save Anding Village. ”

"Yu Shu, Mu Ze's family is different from ours, you know this, he is not wrong, he can't decide his own life, so his departure is doomed. ”

Lin Yuting and the two fell into silence, and after a long time, Lin Yushu: "I want to accompany Gardenia more, let's go to Yuan'an later." ”

"Hmm. Lin Yuting nodded lightly.

Lin Yushu was really surprised, she didn't expect Mu Ze to save Anding Village, after all, Mu Ze is not from here, and he doesn't have any feelings for here, but this is enough to understand, even if he forgets the past, he is still the same as before.

After a few miles, Mu Ze and Lin Yushu, Lin Yuting, and Gardenia still get along the same as before, but it is no longer as beautiful as it was at the beginning, although Lin Yushu and Lin Yuting are nothing, but Gardenia can still detect the strangeness, because this atmosphere has been more than once for her.

On March 26, only six years before Mu Ze left, he made an appointment with Gardenia to meet on the grass on the riverbank, and the two sat on the grass, watching the gurgling water flow in front of them, and no one said anything.

After a long time, Mu Ze stood up and turned his back to Gardenia and said, "Gardenia, I'm leaving, I'm sorry." ”

The word "sorry" encompasses all feelings and all words.

Gardenia lowered her head slowly, she wanted to hold back her tears so as not to fall, she knew that Mu Ze would leave, and she knew it from the beginning...... But why did she feel such a pain in her chest, Gardenia still thought as before that even if everyone left, Mu Ze would not leave, even if everyone forgot her, how could Mu Ze never forget her......

But in the end, it was just her deceiving herself.

The tears still couldn't stop staying, but she wiped them away immediately, Mu Ze didn't want to see her crying, Gardenia smiled reluctantly, "It's okay, I'm sure Mu Ze will come back." ”

Mu Ze's hand clenched tighter, he hated such a gardenia, he would rather hope that Gardenia would scold him like Lin Yushu, at least this way he felt better, but he knew that Gardenia would not blame anyone, she would rather hope that she was uncomfortable than others.

Mu Ze looked at the gardenia one meter away from him, he walked over slowly, reached out and picked one, and walked back to put it on the gardenia's head, he smiled: "Gardenia, at all times, you have to smile like a gardenia to face everyone, because you are a strong gardenia." ”

Gardenia looked at him and smiled.

On April 2, after Su Wang helped Mu Ze pack his luggage, he and Fang Tang sent Mu Ze to the high-speed rail station, halfway through the road, and two brothers and sisters, Gardenia, Lin Yushu and Lin Yuting, came behind, Gardenia: "Aunt Su Wang, Uncle Tang, let us accompany you to send Mu Ze away." ”

Su Wang smiled: "Okay, it's rare that Mu Ze has made a good friend like you." ”

Along the way, Kisawa kept looking around, and he remembered when he first came to Baofu Town a year ago.

At that time, the scenery he saw was still the same as now, the flowers on the mountain were blooming everywhere, the petals were slowly withering, the gardenias on the riverbank were blooming everywhere, and the fragrance of gardenias could be smelled everywhere, and the willow trees were also pulling out their branches.

It's just that he was alone then, and now that he has people around him that he wants to cherish, he feels that he has never been so happy.

Even when he leaves his side, there are people he wants to cherish, and he feels that he is already very satisfied.

In the future, no matter where he is or what happens, he thinks that he will never forget that he still has the people he wants to cherish.

He didn't understand until now that as long as there were people he wanted to meet, he wouldn't feel lonely anymore.

So that's how Gardenia came over for all these years?, Kisawa thought.

Soon arrived at the high-speed rail station, Su Wang: "Ze, go over there and take care of yourself, come back to see us when you miss your aunt and uncle, you are welcome at home at any time, thanks to you for taking care of us during this time." ”

Fang Tang smiled: "Yes, you are always welcome in this home." ”

"No, uncle and aunt, I should thank you, thanks to your care, I left from my mother, and my father never took care of me, here I feel the warmth, I feel the love of my parents, you are very good, you have always treated me like your own child, thank you, no matter where Mu Ze goes in the future and what happens, I will always remember my aunt and uncle, I really thank you. Mu Ze bowed to the two of them.

"Okay, you have to be good, Mu Ze has always been a good child. Su looked at it and touched Mu Ze's head.

Lin Yushu: "Mu Ze, I've been bullying you before, I'm sorry, hmm...... No matter what, you have to be good when you go there. ”

"It's okay, don't worry, I'll be fine. ”

Lin Yuting: "Mu Ze, no matter where you go, you are good brothers, let's play basketball again if we have the chance." ”

"Well, a good brother for life. Mu Ze stepped forward and hugged Lin Yuting.

When Mu Ze saw Gardenia smiling at him, he always felt that he couldn't get upset, and for some reason, he always felt that he owed Gardenia the most, and he would never be able to pay it back.

This time Gardenia didn't cry but faced Mu Ze with a smile, "Mu Ze, you must come back, I'm waiting for you here, no matter how long it takes, I'm willing to wait, thank you, your arrival has changed me a lot." ”

"Well, I will definitely come back, whether it is for you, for my uncle and aunt, or for Anding Village, I will come back. Mu Ze: "Gardenia, you must take good care of yourself if you are not in good health, and don't always stay in one place and see the world elsewhere, where there may be a different scenery." ”

"Well, I will, and you have to take care of yourself too. ”

After a while, the high-speed rail came, and everyone saw Mu Ze get on the high-speed rail, they waved goodbye to him, and everyone was reluctant in their hearts, but no one cried, no one shed tears, because they all knew that each time they were separated for the next reunion.

Yes, each time the separation is for the next reunion, a beautiful stop

Everyone is convinced.

Gardenia's chest suddenly felt very stuffy, she gasped, suddenly, she thought of something, and immediately ran forward, until she saw Mu Ze, Mu Ze immediately opened the window after seeing Gardenia, Gardenia was anxious while following the high-speed rail:" Mu Ze, you must remember me, you must, you don't want to come back to Anding Village, but you must remember me, you have never forgotten me no matter where you have been, I know you have forgotten, it doesn't matter, you just need to remember everything this year and us, you must not forget me. ”

Gardenia held Mu Ze's hand tightly, Mu Ze felt her hand trembling, Gardenia still cried after all, she saw the gardenia necklace in Mu Ze's pocket, she said to Mu Ze: "Mu Ze, the gardenia necklace is given to you by me, promise me, see it in the future like seeing me, promise me, never forget me again, don't ......"

Gardenia cried and finished everything, she wanted to continue, but the car still drove away, the car ruthlessly separated the two hands, Gardenia's hand stopped in mid-air, Mu Ze didn't have time to say a word, the accurate Mu Ze's reaction to Gardenia was unexpected, and all of Gardenia's words made him too late to accept.

Why? Why did he forget, why did his memories slip away? He remembered Lin Yushu's "Why is it you who forgot it, not Gardenia", so they knew his memory, but why didn't they mention it at all? Mu Ze didn't understand, everything made him feel puzzled, and even why Gardenia kept not forgetting her, he didn't understand either

When he arrived in Yuan'an City, Kisawa woke up from his dream, and he dreamed of the scene when he first met Gardenia.

He got out of the car, looked up and saw Ma Chao Longque, sure enough, it was still so energetic, people couldn't help but take a few more looks.

Going around and going back to the original place, Mu Ze once thought that he would never come back here no matter where he went, but he didn't expect him to come back.

But what kind of scenery will be left behind this time?

Anding Village soon returned to its original state, in fact, for the people in the village, Mu Ze's existence was not much compared to them