Chapter 786: True Despair
The firepower value in Zhang Chi's body is very strong, and the Snow Maiden's use of spiritual energy to help him cultivate is also a huge consumption.
When Zhang Chi was forgetting his feelings, Huang Qitai's voice suddenly came from his ears, Zhang Chi opened his eyes and saw that the Snow Girl did not react, and then saw Huang Qitai sitting in the opposite corner, his lips did not move, I don't know how he conveyed the sound to his ears.
"If you want to pour water into a sac full of wine, you have to pour it out, but if you pour out a part, all you get is the wine mixed with water, and if you want to turn the sac into a water bladder, you have to pour the wine completely. When you have an empty skin, you can put whatever you want in it. ”
Zhang Chi blinked, sounding reasonable.
"Your current situation is like holding on to a small tree on a cliff, the biggest problem you face is that you can't completely empty your body, you use energy to protect your heart, I can feel that there is not only samadhi fire but also other energy in your chest, you don't dare to completely disperse it, because you are afraid of death. ”
Zhang Daxian was seen through his mind, this description is very appropriate, he is indeed like grasping a small tree, he does not dare to let go, because after letting go, he may fall into the abyss of no return.
"Don't give up because there is hope in your heart, have you ever experienced true despair?"
Zhang Chi silently recalled, the real despair? It seems that there has never been, a sunny and beautiful boy like himself has always had hope for life and the future, how can he be desperate? Even when he was demoted to the mortal world by the Jade Emperor, he did not despair, and there was hope in life.
"Have you ever been betrayed by everyone, when you were trying so hard to save them, and yet they deceived you, betrayed you!" the voice was a little cold.
Zhang Chi felt that this voice interfered with him more than help, please, I'm working hard to cultivate, talk to me at this time, aren't you afraid that I will go mad? Completely empty the energy in the body, it's easy to say, but if you really do this, if you don't do it, you will fold this little life into it, Zhang Daxian also wants to try, but this feeling is like holding urine to the extreme, wanting to pee but can't pee. Putting down two words sounds simple, but it's too hard to do.
Zhang Chi felt that his body and limbs had become stiff, and the Snow Girl let go of him, now Zhang Chi's body was covered with frost and covered by ice, and it looked even worse than Cao Chengguang before, and the Snow Girl didn't want to freeze him to death.
Huang Qitai, who had been sitting on the side, slowly stood up, and suddenly he rushed up and pressed a short knife against the throat of the Snow Girl, who struggled, and her pretty face was full of frightened expressions.
Zhang Chi saw it in his eyes, and his heart was shocked, I don't know why he did this?
"Boy, do you really want me to teach you? The cycle of karma is unhappy, how Zhang Qingfeng treated me back then, I will redouble my revenge on you today. ”
Zhang Chi wanted to rush up to rescue the Snow Girl, but his body was already out of control, and with a slight movement, the energy that protected his heart pulses rushed out, Zhang Chi was horrified, and today he was cocooned and tied himself, killing himself alive.
"Let you experience what it means to be truly desperate today, and to see your loved one die must be a wonderful feeling that you will never forget. After he finished speaking, the knife in his hand slashed, slitting the Snow Maiden's throat, and a fountain of blood spurted outward.
Zhang Chi shouted from the bottom of his heart, roaring sadly, even if he sacrificed his life, he would avenge the Snow Girl, the only remaining energy in his body shattered the shackles of the ice around his body, Zhang Chi also exhausted all his strength because of this effort, his body lay straight on the ground, as if he saw the blood flowing everywhere of the Snow Girl, his face slapped heavily on the ice, but there was no trace of blood.
Zhang Chi wanted to stand up, but he didn't even have the strength to breathe at the moment, his heart was full of sorrow and despair, this was the only thing he had left, he shouldn't believe the words of the Netherworld Ancestor, he actually took the initiative to disarm himself, and he was confused for a while, and there was no family affection in the heart of the Netherworld Ancestor.
The nervous cry of the Snow Maiden came from his ears: "Master, master, what's wrong with you......"
Zhang Chi thought he was going to die, but he hallucinated, and the Snow Girl had obviously been killed.
Another voice rang out: "Leave him alone, let him rest." ”
When Zhang Chi woke up, he found himself lying in the arms of the Snow Girl, the Snow Girl hugged him, like a baby, Zhang Chi's eyes widened, staring at the Snow Girl's neck, white and flawless, where there was the slightest scar, he wanted to speak, but he felt like a ball of cotton in his throat, he couldn't even say a word, and his body was sore.
The Snow Maiden was pleasantly surprised: "Master, you have finally woken up." ”
Zhang Chi didn't even have the strength to nod, he could only blink his eyes, and now he could conclude that the scene of seeing the Snow Maiden cut her throat before was just an illusion, and the Nether Ancestor used this method to make him feel despair and stimulate his full potential.
Huang Qitai sat opposite and yawned lazily and said, "Has the wind stopped outside?"
The Snow Maiden said, "I'll take a look." She helped Zhang Chi to lean against the ice wall, as soon as she let go of Zhang Chi, she fell softly, Huang Qitai came over to help support Zhang Chi, and the snow girl broke the ice above the ice cave and went out to observe the situation.
Zhang Chi looked at Huang Qitai.
"Doesn't it feel good to put everything down?"
Zhang Chi pondered for a long time and finally said a weak sentence: "I...... Have you become a waste......
Huang Qitai picked up the empty wine bag and shook it in front of his eyes and said: "If you don't pour out the contents inside, you will never know the real capacity, and most people in this world don't know what it means to be unbroken and not stand." ”
"I ...... How long will it take me to recover......" Zhang Daxian now felt as if he had a serious illness, and this feeling was somewhat familiar, as if he was even weaker than he was on the first day of his arrival in the world.
"Look at your creation!"
Outside, the delighted voice of the Snow Maiden was heard: "The wind has stopped!"
Zhang Daxian felt that his current self could blow him down even if it was a third-level wind, and he no longer had the strength to lie up from the ice cave, but fortunately, there was a snow girl who flew up with him in her arms.
Cao Chengguang saw Zhang Chi's scene, grinned evilly, and quietly said to Ji Chang: "I'm playing prostration." ”
Ji Chang was no longer surprised by this brother's incorruptibility, shook his head and said, "Take a hand." ”
The two went over to help put Zhang Chi on the sleigh, but Zhang Chi really didn't even have the strength to sit, so he just lay on the sled.
Cao Chengguang pretended to be concerned and asked the Snow Girl, "Why are you tired like this?"
The Snow Maiden said, "I'm sick." ”
"What's the disease?"
"Psychotic!" the Snow Girl looked at Cao Chengguang with fierce eyes, knowing that he had bad intentions.
Ji Chang burst out laughing on the side.
Zhang Chi wanted to laugh but couldn't.
The lightning has not yet arrived, Ji Chang asked Zhang Chi's opinion, whether to continue to wait, or leave, Zhang Chi thought about it, he had been waiting all night, lightning should have encountered something very important, otherwise he would not miss the appointment, he was not worried about lightning, after all, lightning lived in the Netherworld Ruins, and knew more about this place than him, with the strength of lightning, even if he encountered danger, he could deal with it.
If they continue to stay, they will soon encounter a second storm, the harsh weather is only one of them, and they will also face the encirclement and interception that may come at any time, Zhang Chi is very clear about his current situation, as far as his current situation is concerned, it is estimated that even an ordinary person can't beat him, listen to the advice of the Netherworld Ancestor to empty the energy of the body, this time it is completely enough.
Because Zhang Chi has always shown a tenacious and healthy image, his illness is a very strange thing for the people around him, and Cao Chengguang even thinks that this guy is pretending to be sick.
After hitting the road again, Huang Qitai chose to walk with Cao Chengguang Ji Chang, also because Zhang Chi needed to lie on the sled, and there was indeed no extra space to accommodate a third person, even if Cao Chengguang was so small.
Zhang Daxian is looking forward to breaking and standing up, with the help of the Netherworld Ancestor, he will pour all the remaining energy in his body cleanly, and now he is equivalent to an empty skin, according to the words of the Netherworld Ancestor, in the future, he can put whatever he wants into it, Zhang Chi thinks that through this matter, his cultivation can jump to a higher level, and even a qualitative change occurs.
But two days have passed, and he found that there seems to be no other change except for physical recovery, not only can he not absorb the abundant aura from the surrounding environment, but even lost the ability to absorb the fire value, Zhang Chi is a little confused, this time he is really playing, and when he returns to the liberation overnight, he will not become a complete ordinary person, right?
There's nothing wrong with being an ordinary person, but if you become an ordinary person in the Netherworld, it's equivalent to stepping into death with one foot, and you can't always have someone to protect you, right?
Zhang Chi really wanted to find a chance to talk to the Netherworld Ancestor alone, but the Ancestor didn't give him this opportunity.
"Who's going to be convenient!" Zhang Daxian looked at Huang Qitai with blank eyes.
The old yellow eyelids didn't roll, but he didn't hear it.
Zhang Chi couldn't help but name him: "Old Huang ......"
Huang Qitai said lazily: "I don't want to go." ”
The Snow Girl took the initiative to come over: "Master, I'll accompany you." "The care is meticulous, and I feel that the owner has suddenly become weak after being sick for the past two days, and the heart of care arises spontaneously.
Zhang Chi smiled: "You can't pee when you look at me next to me, Lao Huang, you can go with me." ”
The Snow Maiden blinked, and said in her heart that I hadn't seen anything.
Huang Qitai finally stood up and walked into the distance with Zhang Chi.
The Snow Girl looked at the backs of the two in confusion, Cao Chengguang walked over and said in a low voice, "What is the situation between the two of them?"
The Snow Maiden glared at him.
Cao Chengguang was used to being glared at by her, and said with a smile: "I don't like red makeup and love arms, why don't you serve you?"
The Snow Maiden looked around and said softly, "It's a good environment here. ”
Cao Chengguang also looked left and right, nodded and said, "The scenery is okay." "In fact, most of the cold mountain plateaus are similar, white and vast, good-looking, but monotonous, stunning at first glance, and it is inevitable to be aesthetically tired after seeing too much.
The Snow Maiden said, "Or I'll dig a pit here and bury you." ”
Cao Chengguang looked resentful: "Save your strength to bury your man." ”
Zhang Chi soaked urine on his back, sighed and said, "I have to use all my strength to pee now." ”
Huang Qitai said: "Normal!"
Zhang Chi said: "Break and then stand, I'm broken now, but when will I be able to stand up?"
Huang Qitai glanced at his crotch, Zhang Chi shuddered and took the baby back, such a simple action was not smooth, there were a few more ideas on his body, and it turned into thin ice in an instant.
Zhang Daxian lowered his head and pondered, he urinated eight feet against the wind back then, and now he wets his shoes with the wind, this feels too uncomfortable, and he shouldn't be shaken by him.
Huang Qitai said unhurriedly: "That's your own business." ”
Zhang Chi said: "I don't want to break the void across the universe, I just want to be able to return to the past state now, otherwise I won't dare to go out alone." ”
Huang Qitai said: "Boy, how can it be so easy to break and then stand up, you don't know yourself, how can you exert your ultimate strength." ”
Zhang Chi looked aggrieved: "You can't deceive me into being such an honest person, right?"
"What about deceiving you?" Huang Qitai finished speaking, and limped away.
Zhang Chi was so angry that he stared dryly, and when he turned around to go back, he suddenly felt something strange, and turned to look, only to see an ice wolf showing a triangular face from behind the snow mound, and a pair of blue eyes staring at him.
If it were in the past, of course Zhang Chi would not be afraid of this thing, but now it is different, when his physical state is at its lowest, let alone an adult ice wolf, even if it is a dog, he can't deal with it.
Zhang Chi's first reaction was to run away, shouting for help while running, lacking in qi, it took most of his physical strength to pee just now, and his voice was so weak that it was like whispering to his table in class. His feet slipped, and he fell.
The Icewolf had already rushed up and pounced on Zhang Chi on the ground.
Huang Qitai limped towards the camp, seemingly unaware of what was happening behind him.
Zhang Chi saw the calf-sized ice wolf pounce on him, knowing that he couldn't count on others, he could only stretch out his hands and strangle the ice wolf's neck, not to strangle it to death, Zhang Chi knew that he didn't have this ability now, this action was mainly to avoid its big mouth swallowing its own head, Zhang Daxian had no confidence in his own defense.
The two front paws of the ice wolf rested on Zhang Chi's shoulders, tearing off Zhang Chi's leather jacket, and the sharp wolf claws grabbed Zhang Chi's skin.
Huang Qitai stopped, turned to look at the man and the wolf who were fighting to the death, and had no intention of making a move, as if everything in front of him had nothing to do with him.
Zhang Chi was obviously at a disadvantage, and the strength of his hands was simply unable to stop the approaching head of the ice wolf.
"No matter how strong a person's strength is, it is still the power of the individual after all, and only by surpassing the self can we achieve a real breakthrough, and the strength of the body has a limit, and all things in the surrounding world are the infinite source of strength. ”