Qin Qing said these words in one go, and only after finishing saying it did he realize that his tears had been flowing, and he couldn't stop it.

The other side was very quiet, if she didn't know that Xiao Yan wouldn't hang up her phone, she would have thought the phone was hung up.

Qin Qing waited for a long time...... Xiao Yan finally spoke, "So...... Are you sure you're going to break up with me?" the voice was hoarse and hoarse, as if he hadn't spoken in a long time.

Qin Qing closed his eyes and said, "Yes...... You deserve better, forget me."

"How did you make me forget? except for you...... What could be better?" Xiao Yan hung up the phone after saying this, this was the first time he hung up Qin Qing's phone, and he knew that Qin Qing said that on purpose.

In the same way, he knew that if he didn't hang up the phone, Qin Qing would say something even more sad, so it was better not to let her say it, and it would save him from being uncomfortable...... She also saved... Uncomfortable.

Qin Qing looked at the phone that hung up, and felt very uncomfortable, obviously this result was what he wanted, how could he say it?

Some things are like this, obviously getting the result I wanted, but after getting this result, I regretted it a little, but ...... The road is all walked by oneself, the choices are made by oneself, no matter how much you regret it, people have to look forward.

But...... It's still so uncomfortable, it's so uncomfortable, it's like a newly added piece of meat, protected so many times, and finally the feeling of being dug up, no anesthetic, no notice, but directly put the knife in and dig it out.

So many years of feelings, it is not uncomfortable, it is fake, it has been paid seriously, how can it be said that it is put down, and it is forgotten.

Just like Xiao Yan said, he didn't want to make himself uncomfortable, and he didn't want her to be uncomfortable, both of them knew how much the other loved themselves, but they just ...... This hurdle is really a bit too big for Qin Qing.

Qin Qing, who couldn't sleep at the beginning, couldn't sleep even more now, but the next morning he still had to line up early, and after a glance at the time, it was already more than two o'clock, and there were still two hours before he should get up and put on makeup, so he still had to force himself to sleep.

Qin Qing sat up and took out two sleeping pills from the innermost part of the drawer, thought about it for a while, hesitated a little, and finally took two more tablets, looked at the water glass, he had already drunk all the water just now, and he didn't bother to fight it...... If he were there, he would never let the water glass next to him be empty.

Alas, why did you think of him again? They all said that they were going to forget him, but why did they remember that it wasn't themselves who gave up? Why did you mention him again now......

Time can take away the physical damage, it can restore the body to its original state, but what about the psychological one? Can time take away the psychological scars?

If time can really take them away, then now that time has passed a long time, why haven't they taken it away, but this pain is even more unforgettable, every time I think about it, it seems to have happened yesterday, which makes her even more painful?

Qin Qing asked himself more than once, what did he do wrong, in fact, he didn't do anything wrong, could it be because there was such a brother who was not his own and had to go through these pains?

(End of chapter)