Chapter 248: I Love You
However, even though I sensed that something was wrong with the people under me, the effect of alcohol and the atmosphere at this time still led to the natural occurrence of various reasons......
After it was over, Wang Xiaoxiao struggled to get up from the wooden bed very weakly, and wanted to go out with a little staggering.
I immediately sat up and grabbed her hand: "Wait a minute! ”
Wang Xiaoxiao didn't look back, turned her back to me, and said in a particularly cold voice: "I know that I don't blame you for this matter, I did it deliberately, so you don't have to be pressured and I will never tell others about this matter, just rest assured." ”
I didn't expect Wang Xiaoxiao to say this to me, and I felt a little uncomfortable, so I hurriedly dragged her and dragged her to sit on the wooden bed.
"What did you mean by that? I didn't mean that, I just wanted to tell you that I ......."
When Wang Xiaoxiao heard me say this, she suddenly turned around and covered my mouth directly.
"Zhao Sihai, I know what kind of person you are, you think that after being with me, you will delay me, and you will be sorry for me, but these are all what you think, have you ever thought about what I really want? Forget it, I don't want to entangle these things with you anymore, I just want to tell you, I will never be dead-faced, let alone force you to be with me, you just need to continue to live your life in peace and stability, and develop according to what you want, as for me, you don't have to worry about ......"
After Wang Xiaoxiao finished speaking, he got up and walked out of my wooden house.
Hearing her footsteps, she should have gotten off the wooden building.
I sat on the bed, stiff, not knowing what to do, but it had already happened, and I was made to pretend that nothing had happened.
I gritted my teeth, my head was splitting, and it took me a long time before I stood up and chased Wang Xiaoxiao.
He was boiling water next to the campfire in the yard, and he sat next to him with his back bent, apparently, her mood was not high.
I know that this matter is unfair to Wang Xiaoxiao.
I stepped forward and took a piece of wolf skin and put it on Wang Xiaoxiao's body.
"This place, it's getting colder and colder, you don't want to catch a cold......"
Wang Xiaoxiao looked back at me when she heard my words and shook her head with a smile: "You don't have to worry, you go back to sleep, everyone has drunk a little too much today, fortunately, I haven't drunk any wine yet, I look at the bonfire, and I can also help you keep vigil, otherwise, I am still a little uneasy." ”
"I, I actually know, I know that you like me, but I always feel that it is unfair to you if you accept you like this, but if you can really accept my current situation, I will never be sorry for you, don't worry!"
When Wang Xiaoxiao heard me say this, she was stunned at first, and then she hooked the corners of her mouth and shook her head.
"You don't have to be so stressed, I want to take a shower, can you help me bring this water in?"
Wang Xiaoxiao said this, my heart trembled, since I knew her, until now, she has always been a big girl in my heart, but tonight subverted all my previous impressions of her.
I saw that Wang Xiaoxiao hurriedly nodded a little excitedly: "Okay, okay, okay, you go in first and wait, I'll bring you this water now." ”
Wang Xiaoxiao didn't say anything, got up and took a piece of rabbit fur, turned around and entered the wooden house.
I stood outside and mixed the water in a large plastic bucket before bringing it in.
When we built this wooden house, we didn't think about bathing in it, so we didn't have any shower rooms or cubicles to take a bath in.
But because we made one here at the time. A small compartment for storing things, but then I rebuilt a small compartment next to the yard where I could store food, so the inside of the house was left unused.
Several girls were bathing there.
I've never taken care of them before, and this is the first time.
I carried the water to Wang Xiaoxiao, she washed the rabbit's fur, and then stood inside to take a shower.
I stood in the doorway a little awkwardly, but I couldn't help but beat my heart when I listened to the sound of the water inside.
I never thought that one day I would develop my relationship with Wang Xiaoxiao like this.
But it had happened, and I had to accept it, so I took a deep breath and tried to calm my mind.
It didn't take long for Wang Xiaoxiao to wash it up, her hair was still wet when she came out early, I wiped her hair, Wang Xiaoxiao leaned on my shoulder very weakly, and at that moment, I decided at once that I would take care of her no matter what, and I must not let her down.
"Are you hungry? I kept a piece of it when I ate the sheep at night, and I'll make you some sheep soup to eat later?"
Wang Xiaoxiao's voice was very soft, I nodded when I heard it, I tossed for most of the night, and I was indeed a little hungry.
Wang Xiaoxiao wiped her hair, tied her hair with vines, and quickly went to wash her hands, helped me slice mutton, and then cooked soup.
After watching Wang Xiaoxiao busy, I couldn't help but feel a trace of longing in my heart.
If we can really go back to the city now, then can the four of us live a peaceful life?
But I also know that if I really go back to the city, many things will be beyond my control, and maybe we will fall apart, or even become strangers......
I hesitated a little again, is it a good thing to go back?
"Don't be in a daze, come over and eat some soup, I also put bell peppers in the soup, taste it, it should taste very good." ”
Wang Xiaoxiao said as she filled me a bowl, I ate two pieces of meat, and drank half a bowl of soup, my stomach warmed up, and my whole body warmed up.
I took a deep breath, watched the bonfire flicker, shone on Wang Xiaoxiao's face and whispered to Wang Xiaoxiao: "I was sorry for you just now, but don't worry, as long as you can follow me, I will definitely treat you well." ”
Wang Xiaoxiao was holding a clay bowl to eat, and when she heard me say this, she turned her head to look at me, pursed her lips, and then her eyes turned red.
"Zhao Sihai, I never longed for how you could treat me, I just wanted to see you healthy and safe, even if your heart is really not with me, I don't want it, I never knew what it was** Later, when you were injured, you went to Xiao Qiang to have an awkward relationship with them, and when you were giggling with Xu Wei and them, I found that my heart was like a knife, and at that moment I felt, it turned out that I loved you, and I would be jealous, but now that the scene has become like this, I also know that it is because of me that I have become so embarrassed, but don't worry, I still say the same thing, I will never pester you too much, as long as you don't like me, I will still maintain the relationship with you as a friend, and I will not tell anyone about this matter!"
Seeing Wang Xiaoxiao like this, I feel more and more that she is wronged.
My heart was sour, I put down the mud bowl and stepped forward, and took Wang Xiaoxiao in my arms.