seems to feel that it is very inappropriate to talk about her husband in Zhao Qingshan's arms, just like when she talked about her boyfriend who had never held hands, her husband said frankly that he didn't want to hear it, which man doesn't want his woman to be white and flawless?

But there are some things that are powerless to change, when Chen Xiaoling and Zhao Qingshan lie on the same bed, they will definitely not feel guilty about Zhao Qingshan, but they will feel a little inferior, they will feel that they are not so perfect, she is a very traditional woman, this will not deteriorate because she has slept with a second man, she didn't think about setting up an archway for herself, but she is by no means a bitch.

Then there was silence.

After a long time, Chen Xiaoling changed the topic and said, "Are you often not in Star City?"

Zhao Qingshan said: "I will go to the magic capital in two months." ”

Chen Xiaoling asked in a low voice, "By then I will become a living widow, right?"

Zhao Qingshan hesitated for a moment and said solemnly: "You can bring Tong Tong with me, but I won't spare too much time to accompany you." ”

Chen Xiaoling asked again, "Will you be good to Tong Tong?"

This question is profound for any man, and a man with a modicum of responsibility would not be careless in answering this question or lightly giving promises.

Zhao Qingshan stroked her face and said slowly: "When I was a child, my sister and I lived very hard, and it is not an exaggeration to say that I was struggling to survive, so I often think that if there are good economic conditions, I must let my sister live a wonderful life, she has a pair of slender hands suitable for playing the piano, with her intelligence and the strength that likes to drill the horns of the bull, she will definitely play very well."

She has been very slender since she was a child, and she feels that she is not born with the same mother, and it will definitely be dazzling to stand on the stage and dance, but I can't do anything, and when I feel that I am qualified to create good economic conditions, I will ask her what she likes and wants to learn.

She said that she just wants to study hard, talk about other things when she gets into a good university, and all in all is to be happy, which she is very similar to me, she is a very lazy person in her bones, but when she makes up her mind to do something, she will work harder than ordinary people. ”

After a pause, Zhao Qingshan continued: "But when she grew up, saw her brother being despised by all kinds of non-pure worldly eyes, and heard that her brother was subjected to some objectively pertinent but terrible-sounding words, she began to think about earning face for her brother."

If you want to dress beautifully and hold your brother's arm, you have to test the results that are difficult for others to make others blush, and you have to find a sister-in-law who is excellent in all aspects.

Even if everyone thinks that her brother is not worthy of that woman, she still firmly believes that that woman is not worthy of her brother.

So I thought, if I could give her and myself the best from the beginning, wouldn't she care so much about other people's disdain and gossip, and could proudly ignore other people's perceptions?

It turns out that this man also has an unbearable past, he may have experienced more than himself, Chen Xiaoling thought silently, and then suddenly realized, this is right, no extraordinary experience will definitely not make him who he is today.

Chen Xiaoling asked, "So you want to give Tong Tong a good life, including being his father?"

She obviously understood the potential meaning of this journey, although she had a not shallow understanding of Zhao Qingshan's "self", but after listening to these words, she realized that Zhao Qingshan's self-degree was very extreme, but it was not deformed, she was actually very envious of Zhao Qingshan's strong mentality of "not living in other people's world".

This is not the self-centeredness that has been criticized, simply ignoring the outside world and asking others to surround him and be centered on him, but to eliminate those negative emotions with his own strong mentality, or simply not to easily give birth to negative emotions.

It's like a little story told to her by a girlfriend, a rich man pointed to a beggar in rags and said to his son, "Look, if you don't study hard, you will be like that, and your son says, "What does he have to do with me?" I am your son.

Dad wants to elaborate on "hard work", but the son is saying that it depends on you whether I will become a beggar in the future, this is a little story that does not want to make progress, but if you think about it carefully, you can find another layer of meaning——— beggars are beggars, do beggars have anything to do with me?

Chen Xiaoling thinks that Zhao Qingshan's world is like this, you mock me and despise me, does it have anything to do with me? But when his sister cares, it becomes related, because he can not care about other people's eyes, but he cares about his sister's feelings.

Who could be the emperor of the spiritual world, who would be in the real world, and would he be a good father?

Zhao Qingshan didn't know that Chen Xiaoling's major in college was psychology, and even if he knew, he would think that Chen Xiaoling's credits were earned by playing billiards, so he was silent and didn't speak.

Chen Xiaoling knew what Zhao Qingshan's silence meant, and took the initiative to spread it out and said: "I will be a qualified lover, but you have to be Tong Tong's father, before you leave Star City, I will deal with this side of the matter as soon as possible, and I also want to live in a different environment." ”

Zhao Qingshan asked softly, "It's not an escape?"

Perhaps, getting married, having children, struggling in the shopping mall and then experiencing changes, the more people grow up, the more they find that the world is different from what they imagined, there are too many things that have not developed as expected, people will disperse as they walk, and the road will change while walking, so sometimes choosing to go with the flow will also be a kind of peace of mind.

But Chen Xiaoling didn't want to admit her escape in front of this man, she shook her head slightly and said: "No, the undeserving person is dead, the damned person is also dead, and life has to go on, just like you said, I also want to give Tong Tong a better life, if I am not happy and unhappy, it will definitely affect Tong Tong's growth." ”

After hesitating for a while, Zhao Qingshan, who was emotionally troubled, said, "I can take care of you." ”

The phrase "may" rather than "think" is inherently insincere and undisguised.

Chen Xiaoling is no longer the little girl who thinks that love is an indispensable spiritual food in life, and she doesn't need anyone's charity, and she is willing to go to the trouble for her.

Zhao Qingshan may be different from other men who care about her body.

But even if Zhao Qingshan took the risk to rescue her like in the movie, she didn't think that Zhao Qingshan was a man who was suitable for life, and besides, she couldn't forget how Zhao Qingshan treated her when they met her for the first time.

Chen Xiaoling in the dark smiled charmingly, and said in a word: "I don't need such charity, at least I still have self-knowledge, instead of worrying about you and other women in some formal capacity, it is better to be your lover and open your eyes to see you and your future wife fighting with their heads bleeding, in a different position, the essence of things is different, my lover, don't underestimate me." ”

Zhao Qingshan smiled dumbly, stretched out his hand to feel Chen Xiaoling's unusually full pride, and said, "I didn't expect you to be a junior and make a realm, this is the legendary fox spirit?"

Chen Xiaoling was very cooperative and soft and charming: "The kind that seduces men everywhere is called a fox spirit, I am a confidante, not to mention that I also earned a father for Tong Tong, no matter how you count it, you will suffer." ”

Life is already so heavy, Chen Xiaoling has to choose to pretend to be relaxed.

Zhao Qingshan's fingers grabbed hard.

The young woman took the initiative to hand over a sweet and smooth tongue and intertwined wantonly.

After parting his lips, Zhao Qingshan smiled cheaply: "I not only suffer, but also eat you." ”

Chen Xiaoling, who was out of control, was as charming as water: "I don't know who eats whom." ”

Zhao Qingshan slapped her round buttocks fiercely, and said with white eyes: "You dare to quibble that you are not a fox spirit!"

Chen Xiaoling said charmingly: "Be quiet, this is a little secret that only the two of us know." ”

The young people yearn for love, loyalty to love is youth, and it is beautiful.

But for some people who have experienced too many ups and downs and have long dared not have the luxury of too pure feelings, indulgence without emotional constraints is actually a relaxed state.

At this moment, Chen Xiaoling and Zhao Qingshan take what they need, regardless of interests or love, just the most primitive combination between men and women.

Zhao Qingshan teased: "Just don't call your throat hoarse." ”

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