It's really hard to want to study in your own unit, when you're not happy every day, and you can't even take care of your life, you find that you don't even have the most basic ability to survive, let alone dreams, in fact, it's good to think about those who don't have dreams, you can live a carefree life, and you're happy every day, people say that farmers are very happy, so I don't pursue the life of rich people, it's better to keep a low profile, those farmers at the bottom of the society live very coolly, there are not so many desires, there are not so many worries, but I'm not happy, am I a person with strong desires？

Yes, I am really a person with a strong desire to live and protect the people I love most from harm.

But after trying again and again, I found that life is like a training ground, although every time I fall, although it hurts, but there will always be some realizations, as long as I don't fall to death, I still have to live for my ideals, although my ideals are very strange, but it's better than nothing, with a sad heart to Dongguan to know, sad just changed places, or sad, and there is no change, the mood is still the same mood, this is on the train, on the car to throw some money only, but now I understand that my strongest desire is to read books, maybe this is a special storyWhy is I in such a bad mood when I am at home, so I don't want to go home, people who work outside have been wandering for a long time, and there will be a very homesick mood, at that time I was also homesick, I want to work close to home, but there are all kinds of sadness near home.

That's how it comes out, no matter what you do, many times it's like this, people only experience uncomfortable moments will experience comfortable days, or very happy, but if you have been comfortable, you will slowly have inertia, you don't want to do anything, just want to be lazy and wait for death, but if life has been very unhappy, life is too hard, you will slowly lose hope, that is, all kinds of resentment, so in life, there are unhappy moments, there will be happy moments, there are painful experiences and happy times of warmth, this is life, maybe it is the so-called ups and downs。

When I arrived in Dongguan, I found that I still couldn't control the anger in my heart, it was really suppressed for too long, Lu Xun said: If you don't explode in silence, you will perish in silence.

It's really the case, some wise sayings, when you read them over and over again, you don't feel profound, we are just attracted by these beautiful words, and after you really experience it, you find that the truth is very profound, sitting on the ground at the door of the factory, in fact, just want to wait for your beloved to come out, but it is still disappointed again and again, this time it is also because you can't control your temper, make trouble in their factory, why do you always not solve the problem every time?

And every time it always creates problems, creates so many problems, after the trouble comes out, whether it is your own fault or someone else's fault, the heart is really uncomfortable, maybe that's it, sometimes it looks like it's wrong, in fact, sometimes it looks like it's right, but in the end it turns out that it's wrong, so we still have a deeper understanding of the problem, be able to see the problem clearly, see the essence of the problem, so that we can make the right choice and get the best answer.

After I entered the police station, I found that I still had a strong desire to read, maybe it was my own idea, why did I want to resign, but still chose to read, choose such a life, just a choice in my heart, maybe a deep yearning, I still hope that I have a kind of things I like, and I continue to work hard for what I like, so this is the life I want most, everyone has their own right to pursue happiness, and they have the right to pursue what they yearn for, but we are still on the road。

In such a place, I thought about it for a long time, in fact, I just couldn't control my emotions, and then I found out that no matter where it is, it's actually pretty much the same, because it's just a different place to think about a person, just a different place to think about something, just a different place to think, just a different place to read, and there are no other fundamental differences, and when I finally found that it's just a different place, there is no difference in the essence of life, this is my last realization, in fact, the last time I saw an article written by Xiaobei, saying that it was just a different place to play with a mobile phone, and what I said was also very real, she said that we are usually playing with mobile phones at home, but when I went to travel, I found that she and her family went to travel, changed a place, although said to change a different mood, but after arriving at the destination, the family is each holding their own mobile phone to play there, without any substantial acquisition, only to find out that it is just a place to play mobile phone, at that time everyone at home with their own mobile phone to play, but when they go to travel, they found that they just changed a place to play with their mobile phone, or everyone is playing with a mobile phone, and we have not experienced the happiness of travel at all, and we are the same in lifeMany times our inner happiness or unhappiness is not at all determined by the outside world, nor can we change our mood by changing a place, and we want to change our mood, or we have to start from our own mentality, and changing a place may just change a place, without changing our inner mood, we are still very happy when we are happy, and we are still very unhappy when we are unhappy.

There is no difference, the mood is also the most important, and it has nothing to do with changing places, right?

In fact, if I have free time to travel, it only increases the inner and physical exhaustion, and those thoughts in my heart, those disturbances about the world, in fact, have not changed at all, or my own tired mood, or my own numb mentality, these are inevitable in our lives, so if you want to change your mood and change your mentality, you still have to start from the roots, fundamentally change yourself, instead of changing a place, changing a place, can you really change？

Maybe it really doesn't change anything, it just adds some burden to yourself.