Chapter 184: The Darkness Before Dawn

Life, it's so peculiar.

She thought that the person who loved her had turned her from fiancé to executioner.

The people she hated ventured to save her, and they didn't dislike her dirty at all, and kissed her.

Speaking of which, it was her first kiss, but it was not beautiful at all, only painful.

She's so stupid, her fiancé never touches her, she still thinks her fiancé's love is more sacred, and she keeps her holiness for the wedding night.

How stupid!

never thought that at the end of her life, it was the person she hated who gave her warmth, comfort, and love.

There are so many people who love her!

But grandpa was angry with her.

Grandma then followed.

At that time, she still felt that it was not her fault, it was that they were old enough to die, why should she be angry.

Tears flowed down his face, and Su Muxu woke up and watched the dawn.

The most tragic memory of the previous life, I recalled it clearly, she bit her wrist in pain, blood dripped on her pajamas, and it was dazzling red.

Watching the light shine through the curtains, she bit her lip and laughed tearfully.

The darkness before dawn, she survived.

The misery of the previous life, along with the rebirth, has also passed.

What she didn't dare to face before, she revisited it tonight, and it wasn't as terrible as she thought.

In the future, it will be a little stronger than before today, right?

The hatred for Qiao Junya and Anno will no longer deceive herself, just deceive her and use her for these big and small things, right?

They killed her relatives, even if they only listened to them and did not see them with their own eyes, they had to count them all and count them all on their heads.

and Gu Jinyu, he watched his beloved die in his arms, how uncomfortable the pain should be.

If there is a parallel time and space, did Gu Jinyu in this life lose her lover, or did she save her?

Maybe she was saved, after all, she had passed out many times, and every time she woke up, she was still in the same place.

At that time, he didn't take her away immediately, he must have broken into the tiger's den alone, and it was difficult to break out with her.

He has Tang Gan, and he will definitely be able to get out later.

If they are saved, they will be happy.

When the alarm clock rang, Su Muxu wiped away his tears, smiled, quickly changed his clothes and went to the bathroom, and washed the bloodstained pajamas with hand sanitizer.

As soon as she finished washing her pajamas, Gu Jinyu knocked on her door.

She looked at the wound that she hadn't had time to treat, and panicked.

There is still a little bleeding, so you don't have to hide it, but you still have to try to hide it.

Tugging at the sleeve of her sweatshirt, she went to open the door with the unwrung pajamas, and handed him the clothes without saying a word: "Good morning, help me dry my clothes, I'll go wash up." ”

Gu Jinyu took the wet pajamas in a daze, "Why did you wash it yourself?"

Su Muxu: "During the menstrual period, I accidentally got dirty. ”

Gu Jinyu's cheeks were slightly hot, so he quickly followed her to the bathroom with his pajamas, wrung them out vigorously, and then asked in a low voice, "Where are the sheets?"

"Are you going to wash me?" she asked with a smile, her heart aching.

He's so nice.

Gu Jinyu: "I have more strength than you." ”

Su Muxu smiled and handed him the toothbrush: "Why don't you brush my teeth for me?"

"Huh?" Gu Jinyu was still holding pajamas in his hand, a little unable to keep up with the rhythm.

"Why are you here without brushing my teeth?" she said amusedly, pushing him out.

After he went out, he looked at the messy quilt, thought about it, and lifted it to take a look.

It's good that it didn't get dirty.

When he went to dry the clothes, Gu Jinyu searched for the light, looked up and down, and saw a faint mark.

He knew that girls would get their clothes dirty when they came to menstruation, but how did she get to the neckline?

This is not normal.

Eating breakfast in the restaurant, everyone look at me, I look at you, and they all feel that Su Muxu is different today.

It's too quiet.

Recently, she has been well-behaved and quiet, but she is not as good as today, and even eats slowly, like an elegant lady.

Is it because of your period that you have become delicate? It's not the first time you've come.

After breakfast, Gu Jinyu sent Su Muxu to school, Xu Duo kept sending him to the car, and said to Gu Jinyu: "Take care of my little sister." ”

Gu Jinyu thought about the embarrassment last night, and was very respectful: "Okay, I'll stay in school today and prepare brown sugar water for her." ”

Xu Duo felt that this was about the same, and he was more conscious, if it weren't for the fact that his little sister was rare about him, he wouldn't talk nonsense with him.

Leaving for school, Gu Jinyu asked softly, "Xu Xu, did you sleep well last night?"

Su Muxu sat very upright, and he didn't play with his mobile phone, so he replied, "It's good, what about you?"

Gu Jinyu: "It's okay. I see your face is not very good, is it a nightmare?"

She turned her head to look out the window and said to herself, "I didn't have a nightmare, but I recalled a real experience that was more terrible than a nightmare." ”

It's good to remember it, and I feel a lot stronger inside, as if I have obtained a layer of defense, and the whole person has improved.

The car suddenly stopped outside a clinic, Su Muxu was stunned, and asked with concern, "Are you uncomfortable?"

Gu Jinyu: "You wait for me." ”

Su Muxu nodded, a little flustered.

Didn't you find a bite mark on her wrist?

The sleeves of her sweatshirt are quite long, and she keeps holding the sleeves when she eats, and she doesn't show them, so there is no reason to be discovered.

Do you think she will have menstrual cramps, so give her some medicine?

Gu Jinyu came back soon, carrying cotton swabs, iodine volts, Yunnan Baiyao, and gauze in the transparent plastic bag he was carrying.

Su Muxu's face turned white, and he wanted to hide his left hand back, but was stopped by his eyes.

He gently grasped her fingertips, and little by little lifted the sleeve of her sweatshirt as softly as he could.

"You!" the moment he saw the bite mark on her wrist, he jerked and looked up at her, his eyes red.

She bit her lip and didn't dare to make a sound, like a child who had made a mistake.

His eyes were hot, he gritted his teeth, carefully treated her wounds, and then asked her for leave to take her home.

She was timid all the way, afraid to speak, not even to look at him.

She could feel that he was angry, but he couldn't help but not lash out at her.

It must be super distressing, and I blame myself.

The problem is, she bit it herself, and it has nothing to do with him, he doesn't need to be so.

After entering the community, Gu Jinyu stopped the car, picked up the mobile phone and didn't know who to send a message, and waited for a long time before driving her home.

When he went home and didn't see Gu's mother, Su Muxu understood, and he must have broken Gu's mother.

Isn't it going to spank her?

She's on her menstrual period, so it's inconvenient to be beaten.

"I was wrong...... As soon as she went up to the second floor, she directly hugged his leg and sat on the ground, with a posture of not letting go if she was not forgiven.

He trembled with rage, bent down and picked her up, carried her all the way back to the bedroom, and put her on the bed.

"Did you have a nightmare?" he asked, his eyes fixed on her like a torch, not allowing her to lie.

She couldn't tell him that she recalled the tragic experience of the previous life, so she could only nod her head and admit it.

He looked at her distressedly, hugged her into his arms, and said in a trembling voice after a while: "Remember to call me next time." Don't bear to be afraid, you can call out. I said I wouldn't leave you alone, you don't want to do this again, okay?"

How dare she say it's bad.

"Bite me too," he let go of her and put his right wrist to her mouth, "bite hard, I'm not afraid of pain." ”