Chapter 109: Fear of Loss

Anno nodded, feeling a little confused.

Too suddenly, and being protected by her, like a dream.

At her birthday banquet, when she wanted to marry Gu Jinyu, he apologized to her, and what she said is still echoing in her mind, and she can't forget it.

She said: "Anno, you are an adopted son, what qualifications do you have to intervene in my marriage? My grandparents, parents, uncles, aunts, and brothers have not yet expressed their opinions, how old are you? Do you have a part in speaking here?"

At that moment, he had no dignity and was trampled under her feet.

No one was laughing at him openly, but they must be watching him laugh in their hearts.

He never cared about being dictated by her, nor did he care about being called by her, and he didn't care what others thought of him.

But she protected him for three years and humiliated him in public, which hit him hard, and I still can't forget the heartache and panic at that time.

He her off.

She didn't want him anymore.

What should he do?

He had nothing left.

For more than a month, he was confused and confused, thought about many possibilities, and finally came to a conclusion.

He couldn't live without her.

Her disgusted gaze could kill him.

Now, she began to protect him again, but he no longer had the steadiness and stability he had at the beginning.

She's going to change.

Gu Jinyu hooked her fingers, she would turn around and leave.

"Xu Xu ......" he tentatively stretched out his hand to her, and saw her shrink her hand, which was even more painful, "I'm scared." ”

Su Muxu instinctively withdrew his hand, seeing that Anno was very injured, and knew that he had exposed a flaw.

It turns out that no matter how high the acting skills are, they will show their feet.

He must have seen it.

"What are you afraid of?" Su Muxu straightened his hair, trying to hide the flaws exposed, and helped him pull the quilt.

Anno smiled sadly, looked at Su Muxu intently, and said for a long time: "Xu Xu, I'm afraid of losing you." ”

Su Muxu: "......"

It's like having it!

Anno smiled bitterly: "I never had it, and I was already afraid of losing." Xu, you won't know how much I'm afraid of losing you. ”

"Will you die?" asked Su Muxu, with a blank expression on her beautiful and innocent face, without a trace of emotion.

Anno put her hand back in the quilt, turned her head to look out the window, and said sadly, "If you die, it's also a relief." Losing you must be a matter of life and death. ”

"Are you afraid that Gu Jinyu will rob you?" Su Muxu asked with a smile, "In front of him, you are very inferior, aren't you?"

Anno only looked out the window and did not answer.

Low self-esteem?

It seems to be engraved in the bones.

Everyone in the Su family is very good to him, and there is never less respect and care, even the Xu family is very good to him.

Everyone knows that the Su family is very good to his adopted son, and he will definitely inherit everything from the third husband and wife in the future.

But he knew in his heart that he had never integrated into this family.

Even though this family is warm and harmonious, and has never given him a trace of slackness and unhappiness, he has never been able to fit in.

He didn't belong to this family.

It was Su Muxu who asked him to stay and became one of them.

Now that she let him go, no matter whether the reasons he found were convincing or not, he was powerless to resist.

"Xu Xu, if there is something that makes you unhappy, you tell me, and I will definitely change," Anno closed his eyes and grabbed the sheets, trembling lightly, showing his vulnerability, "I don't dare to expect you to really want to be with me for the rest of my life." I...... I beg you, don't ignore me, don't leave me, don't leave me. ”

Su Muxu: "......"

It's so pitiful, she wants to cry when she hears it.

Anno's voice choked: "Xu Xu, even if you treat me as a dog you raised and follow for you, please don't kick me away, okay?"

Su Muxu frowned, a little sadistic.

This life has started anew.

Anno didn't seem to hate her yet.

Qiao Junya's calculations for her did not begin to be implemented.

They did not commit heinous crimes.

But she couldn't do it, she didn't care.

She didn't kill him as soon as she was reborn, and it was already his fate.

He also played this pitiful show to her, is she really easy to deceive?

"I'm not trying to kick you away. Su Muxu's eyes were red, and his voice was choked, not moved, not soft-hearted, but thinking of the pain of his previous life, he felt uncomfortable.

Anno sniffed, smiled, and tried to shake Su Muxu's hand again.

This time, Su Muxu didn't dodge, and as for why, she couldn't say clearly.

Maybe he just wants to see what he will do in this life, and act a little more really.

Anno held Su Muxu's fingertips, looked at her cheeks were slightly red, her eyes were full of tears, and she looked down at the hands of the two of them shyly, and couldn't help laughing.

"Xu Xu, your hands are cold," Anno said with a smile, "I'll give you warmth." ”

As he spoke, he sat up, took her hand in both hands, and put it to his lips, wanting to blow some hot air.

Suddenly, the door of the ward was pushed open, and a figure rushed in.

As soon as Su Muxu turned around, he saw Gu Jinyu, he was frightened, and instinctively withdrew his hand and stuffed it into his pocket.

"You ......," she panicked and lost her voice.

Gu Jinyu chuckled: "Don't be excited, I forgot to take the key, just take it and leave." ”

Su Muxu: "......"

Gu Jinyu walked straight to the locker next to the hospital bed, and found the car key he had specially placed there in the middle of the green carnation and green fruit gift box.

Shaking the car key in his hand, Gu Jinyu smiled and said, "I'm sorry." You go on. ”

Su Muxu: "......"

Can you get a little more blood?!

She suspected he hadn't left at all!

It's over! This ward is not soundproof, he is afraid that he will hear it all!

It's so disturbing!

On one side is love, on the other side is hate, both sides want to grasp it, and they are sad to death!

"Xu Xu, if you still like him, ......," Anno persuaded with heartache, "go after him, don't let him misunderstand." ”

Su Muxu sat motionless on the hard bench on the hospital bed, one head and two big.

Can this be explained in a sentence or two?

I'm afraid that I can't trust you even if you promise each other.

It's really self-inflicted, and you can't live.

"What do you say, who likes him?" Su Muxu stubbornly continued to act, it was a big deal to chase her husband to the crematorium, and when he cleaned her up, she would take it all.

Anno immediately silenced her and called her to play the game together.

As soon as Su Muxu got into the game, he saw his title - the lady of the seven-second fish.

Looking at it again, Seven Seconds Fish didn't know when it flew to her, and under the name were the big words "The Husband of the Nine Lives Cat".

In the blink of an eye, Anno's in-game character also appeared.

"Xu Xu ......" Anno panicked again.

Su Muxu was irritable with the lock screen and stuffed his phone into his pocket: "I'm annoyed, the ghost is not gone, don't play, abandon the pit!"

"Okay, I'm not going to play anymore. Anno also turned off the screen and put away her phone, not daring to say that if she didn't like Gu Jinyu, she would have dissolved the relationship in the game earlier.

Su Muxu stood up and stretched, "Hmm." You have a good rest, get out of the hospital early, I'll start school in two days. ”

Anno opened his mouth to speak, nodded, and lay down obediently, thinking about one thing in his head.

Will she still live at Gu Jinyu's house and let Gu Jinyu tutor her?