Eyes finally looked away.

No longer staring at the hospital with a light in the darkness in the distance.

Zhang Tianyang lowered his head and looked at the small, brisk figure running around below.

"How did you run up!"

"Where is the road?"

"Zhang Tianyang, you usually come to the playground not to run, you are here to be lazy, right?"

"I can go up from here! I'm such a genius!"

Lin Lin finally found her way up.

The small figure on the playground quickly zoomed in front of him.

With the light not far away, Zhang Tianyang's eyesight was enough for him to see clearly.

A white dress that is slimmer than a nurse's uniform.

White transparent arm, and there is still a piece of clothing hanging on it?

Soon, the dress was forcefully shoved into his arms.

"Zhang Tianyang, I'm angry!"

"What's the matter with you, you don't borrow money when you call, and people don't pay attention to it. ”

Lin Lin's eyes seemed to be a little red.

Shouting a crisp voice below, I don't know if it's because of running or something, a little hoarse.

She seems to be a little angry.

"What are you doing in the playground when you get off work and go back to the dormitory in the evening?"

"You're not exercising, you're blowing the wind here, it's autumn now!"

"Although the autumn in Guangdong Province is not cold, don't you know that it has cooled down?"

"What do you want to do with this sculpture-like concave shape?

"Zhang Tianyang, open your eyes and see clearly, the people running below are all big men!"

After all, after that incident exploded, the young ladies hid in the dormitory and hugged their heads and cried.

Only those big men who are enthusiastic and excited and want to beat people will come to the playground to run desperately and run desperately after knowing that they have no way to do it.

"A lot of people are looking for you, you can't find you, you know, everybody's worried about you. ”

"If I hadn't checked the location ......"

"Hey, don't you speak, isn't it cold after being pestle for so long?"

Lin Lin squeezed his hand distressedly.

She also wanted to cry, but when she thought about it, she was not a witness, but just a fellow medical worker, so she felt so empathy.

What about Zhang Tianyang?

He watched his teacher fall in front of him!

Along the way, those men on the playground were like crazy, but Zhang Tianyang, the party, stood here lightly.

She's worried!

The fingertips touched, and the cold touch came, and her heart trembled.

"Why are your hands so cold?!"

A force came from her hand, and she fell into Zhang Tianyang's chest head-on.

She subconsciously struggled, "You ......"

"I'm cold. ”

The struggle is gone.

Think of her super lonely back that she can see from afar.

Think about what she heard about what Zhang Tianyang did after it happened.

Think of the icy touch she just felt.

Think about the warmth in the palm of the other person's hand when he held her hand with his backhand.

Lin Lin closed her eyes and put her ears to Zhang Tianyang's chest, feeling his heartbeat.

Soon.

But she believes that it's not because of herself that it's fast.

It must have been a long, long time ago, from the moment I saw the blood beads coming out of the teacher's neck.

What a fool!

Zhang Tianyang's breathing was very steady, just like he had been doing tonight.

But the beating heart, as well as the hand that grabbed Lin Lin and couldn't suppress the trembling, were the true emotions that he hid deeply under the "calmness".

Lin Lin was suddenly able to understand him.

At that time, anger filled the chest.

The only one who could be relied on fell in front of him.

Everyone next to him collapsed, and he had to, and could only stay calm.

He had to, and could only do, all the things he could.

Others can run away, they can not look at it, they can not think about it.

But he couldn't.

He has to see, he has to think, he has to do, he has to remember, he has to be strong.

Lin Lin's nose was a little sour.

Slowly, slowly, she also hugged Zhang Tianyang.

Put her hands on his back and pat them slowly, like coaxing a child.

"You know what?"

Zhang Tianyang suddenly spoke.

The voice was hoarse, with a trembling, with the "not cool" that he had never shown. ”

Lin Lin just patted and patted gently, "You say, I'll listen." ”

"You know, that old lady, 95 years old. ”

Lin Lin let out a soft "um".

She knew, Zhang Tianyang just wanted to talk.

He's really, holding it back for too long.

"You know, her family wants her allowance and they don't want to spend money to save her. ”

"Hmm. ”

"You know, all of us, are impatient with her family, only Teacher Yang, she has been patient, has been patient. ”

"Hmm. ”

"Did you know, Teacher Yang, she has hyperthyroidism. ”

"Hmm. ”

"You know, the old lady just woke up today. ”

"Hmm. ”

"Do you know, Teacher Yang is really happy for the old lady. ”

"Hmm. ”

After that, there was no sound.

Because further on, memories are bloody.

Lin Lin hugged Zhang Tianyang, closed her eyes, listened to his heartbeat, and suddenly spoke.

"Lao Zhang. ”

Zhang Tianyang's body trembled slightly.

"I'm here. Lin Lin patted him on the back, "It's okay, I'm with you, what I can't see, no one else can see here." ”

She paused.

"So, you can cry. ”

You can cry.

Don't hold it anymore.

No shame, really.

You've done a good job.

......

A long, long time later.

My heart beat slowed down.

Lin Lin heard a sigh from above her head.

The arms seem to be tighter.

There seemed to be a wet patch on his chest.

Lin Lin pillowed on a wet piece and suddenly wanted to give herself a look.

obviously wanted Zhang Tianyang to cry, but he didn't know if he cried or not, but he cried.

He also got his clothes wet.

Ah, really, shame!

"Lin Lin. ”

Zhang Tianyang suddenly spoke in a low voice.

Lin Lin hurriedly responded.

"In!"

"Thank you. ”

"Thank you too. ”

Thank you for saving Professor Yang.

"Lao Zhang. ”

Lin Lin couldn't help but ask in the end.

"You say, is it wrong for us to study medicine?"

This was her doubt.

But it is also tonight, the doubts of countless medical workers, countless medical students, and countless little nurses.

It took so much time, learned so much knowledge, took a 007 class, and then died badly.

"It's not our fault. ”

Zhang Tianyang has already figured it out.

"You hesitate, not because there are scumbags who are ruining all this, but because there are so many great patients, great families, who are kind-hearted and grateful. ”

At this moment, there were many faces flashing in his mind.

the neonatology department, the father of the child who was so grateful;

nephrology, the family members who gave their fruit baskets, and the little girl who stuffed them with chocolates;

The old man who infected the internal medicine department and secretly told him that his eyes could smile, and the man in black who helped him block the medical trouble;

All the family members in the emergency department avoided the one they had gone to fold the gold ingots;

and the girl who was pushed by her mother in a wheelchair to cheer him on.

"What we hesitate about is not whether we will be cut if we continue, but once we quit ourselves, these kind people, they could have been treated. ”

"These innocent people can't be implicated because of scum. ”

That's why you're hesitant. ”

On one side, there are innocent and kind people under the invasion of disease;

On one side, there is the scum who laughs wildly and raises a knife to cut off hope.

This is the reason why so many doctors, medical students, cried in pain that night.

......

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