"Maybe for me, the mood when I like someone is more difficult to control than my desire. I was going to get out of the way, you came to the door. ”

For the first time, Jin Hengshen decided to take the initiative to face one thing, that is, his liking for Xia Cenxi.

"I could have lived alone, if I hadn't met you......"

In fact, there are many things that cannot be controlled, desire aside, and uncontrollable hiccups, uncontrollable sneezing, and grunts when you are hungry.

Xia Cen Xi only had breakfast today, and now that it was close to late at night, it was understandable to be hungry, and at this time, the sudden sound from her stomach made her face flush instantly, and the person buried in her shoulder stiffened obviously, and then chuckled.

Jin Hengshen drove Xia Cen Xi to the bathroom to take a bath, and went to the kitchen to order a bowl of exquisite instant noodles, and his cooking skills were limited to the extent that he could ensure that he would not be starved to death.

The two of them, who completely showed their hearts, made a mistake after taking a bath.

It's not that he hasn't shared the same bed, it's just that there were still items between the two during the honeymoon trip, but now it's different, and now Xia Cen Xi has really entered his heart.

Jin Hengshen stood outside the bedroom door, neither advancing nor retreating, wearing high-end silk pajamas against the backdrop of his slender figure, looking very homely.

As soon as Xia Cenxi came out of the bathroom, he saw the person who was in a dilemma, but didn't want to speak, standing cramped outside his bedroom door.

She also lowered her head a little embarrassed, looked at the tightly closed door of the second bedroom, a trace of blush flashed on her cheeks, and then quickly walked into the bedroom, pulling the corner of Jin Hengshen's clothes by the way, wanting to understand.

Seeing Xia Cen Xi walking straight to the corner of the bed on the other side, the corner of Jin Hengshen's mouth raised a shallow smile, but he quickly hid it and walked over.

The once cold bed seemed to be warmed up by the people around him, and it was even much hotter than this cold winter, but the distance between the two people always made each other a little embarrassed, after all, this was the first time this happened.

Xia Cen Xi suddenly crossed the gap in the middle, and stuck himself to Jin Hengshen's side, trying to absorb the warmth on his body, Jin Hengshen's arm was just on the side, and she pressed it under her head.

A slight flush appeared on both of their faces, reaching their ears.

Xia Cen Xi tried his best to end this awkward atmosphere, cleared his throat and said, "That... Usually I sleep alone, and suddenly I am a little unaccustomed..."

The shallow smile that Jin Hengshen had just secretly raised hid back, and silently tightened the strength of his arm.

Xu didn't speak for a long time, and the moment he spoke, he seemed to have a handful of rough sand in his throat: "I left you alone... Wronged. ”

As long as she thought of the scars that her former self had brought her that she didn't have to bear, Jin Hengshen only felt a pain in her heart. The huge room had been cold for I don't know how many cold nights it had been, and she was left alone in the empty room, waiting for someone who would never return.

That kind of cold loneliness, Jin Hengshen didn't have a chance to experience, because Xia Cen Xi was not the only one in his life, but she only had herself.

The atmosphere was thick, but there was a sudden sound of friction at the sandalwood door, followed by a low barking of dogs.

In the blink of an eye, the sweet potatoes had grown to the point where they could climb to the second floor alone...

Jin Hengshen heard the chirping at the door, but with Xia Cen Xi in his arms, he could only temporarily aggrieved it.

After all, neither of them wants to get up and go out to walk the dog now.

"I don't want to talk about the past, isn't it enough to live well now and in the future?" Those days were dark for her, and she thought there would never be a day, but now she had the opportunity to shine on the sun again.

Jin Hengshen sighed slightly, and gently rubbed Xia Cenxi's cheek with the arm that was pillowed by her, full of love and pity.

"When I saw you playing the piano on stage today, it was like that day... Actually, I've always thought that maybe you would be better off being a musician. ”

Xia Cen Xi smiled: "To tell you the truth, my first dream is really to be a pianist, isn't it ridiculous? People like me have been determined their fate since birth, so why do I need the right to choose?"

"It's because... Me?" Jin Hengshen's eyes trembled, and the strong stinging sensation just now struck again, making him unable to resist.

"It's that I don't want to go, I don't want to go before I marry you, it has nothing to do with you. ”

They talked a lot that night, but subjectively ignored the unpleasant past. But both of them know very well that the past will not dissipate because of the brief ambiguity of the present, and it will not reduce the dark memories it brought to Xia Cen Xi and her humble days by turning a blind eye.

The process of falling in love with someone is difficult, but choosing to accept someone seems to be more of a test of determination.

At that time, Jin Hengshen still didn't understand the meaning of the so-called "love", he couldn't even convince himself where the sense of dependence on Xia Cenxi came from, he was sure that Xia Cenxi loved him deeply and would not leave, but he underestimated his ambition at that time, and the unknown but fatal love.

In the early morning of the next day, when Xia Cen Xi woke up, there was no temperature around him, as if the previous night was a landscape he had imagined.

She lay on the pillow in frustration, hoping to smell a little of his.

Jin Hengshen woke up early when the sky was just slightly bright, and silently stared at Xia Cengxi's sleeping face for a long time before he walked to the study and sat down.

Jin Feng's death has already cost him half his life, and if he finally pays his heart once again and is rejected again, he may bury himself deep in the loess.

The mobile phone he brought out just now rang, and when he saw an unfamiliar number, Jin Hengshen was stunned for a moment, and then a vague memory appeared in his mind, so he picked up the phone.

"Everything you've asked me to prepare is ready, and I can do it whenever you want. ”

It was a woman's voice that sounded in Jin Hengshen's ears.

His eyes darkened suddenly, and then he held his phone tightly and said, "Okay, wait for my news... Can you promise me that you won't hurt her?"

The woman in the microphone sneered, as if to laugh at his innocence.

"Is Jin always joking with me? Even if it hurts, it is you who brought her, and it is the path you chose with your own hands, so you should not regret it. ”

Before he could speak, the other side had already hung up mercilessly, and the phone he was holding tightly was only an empty sound.