Because it's you
Zhou Yuqian
After school in the afternoon, it was already more than seven o'clock when Yueqi and Wu Mengyan returned home, and after a acquaintance, I learned that the three of us lived together.
When I opened the door and saw that the meal was ready, I threw down my bag and pulled out a chair to eat, and my mother yelled next to me, "Eat slowly, no one will grab it from you." ”
"Mom, I'm hungry. I laughed dryly.
"Come, your mother made you your favorite boiled fish, and celebrate your successful entry into the third middle school!" said my dad happily.
"Well, thank you, Mom and Dad, then you're welcome!" I gulped down.
Halfway through eating, my mother put down the dishes and chopsticks as if she remembered something, and said, "Qian, did you take the test in the morning, did the score come out?"
I suddenly stopped chewing rice, I had a bad premonition in my heart, but when I wanted to open my mouth, I found that my throat was stuck, it turned out that I had eaten fish bones, I went to the bathroom and vomited half, drank water and chewed rice balls, but it was still useless, my mother was in a hurry next to me and did not forget to reprimand me, why did I eat so fast?
I'm speechless, isn't the culprit you? If it weren't for your fineness and achievements, would I have been like this?
After my dad took out the fish bones with a tool, I was relieved, I was so uncomfortable that I looked at the time and said to my mother: "That, Mom, it's not too early, I'll go back to the room to do my homework first." ”
I ran away after I finished my legs, I couldn't even take care of food, I heard my mother behind something, I didn't bother to pay attention to her, now it's important to save my life first.
I took out the test paper from my schoolbag and looked at it, 86 two big numbers are in the most conspicuous place, as if to laugh at me He Zhao Yi can pass I can't be the same, now I only feel that one head is two big, how to explain to my mother later, the important thing is to sign, how to mix it up, just when I was anxious, I heard the door of the room open, quickly put away the test paper, picked up the book and began to pretend.
"Okay, don't pretend, I've seen your dad. "It turned out to be my dearest dad.
My dad told me that he had already guessed that I was not doing well in the exam from the time he was eating, but he didn't expect me to do so badly when he saw the exam paper.
He told me a lot of truth, summed up is to let me stop being as proud and complacent as before, I used to be able to take the first place now it seems very difficult, just because the difference between the third middle school and the fourth middle school is too big, I do understand these, but this is also blamed on me not learning mathematics well, first of all, it's not that I don't want to learn, but the math teacher over there teaches really badly, thanks to him, our class of math is the first from the bottom every time.
However, although Zhao Yun has a bad temper and a poisonous tongue, she still teaches very well, and she takes the first place in mathematics in the third class, which I have to admire her.
My dad nagged me for a long time and he reluctantly signed it for me under my plea, and I asked him to keep it a secret for me, don't tell my mother, and my dad also told me that this is not a long-term solution, and my mother will know sooner or later, which I also know but can hide it for a while.
I thought I could hide it from my mom for a little longer, but after I took a shower, I saw my mom sitting on my desk looking at my test papers.
I panicked, isn't this test paper already placed?
Then I heard my mother speak lukewarmly: "Are you going to come over and admit your mistake yourself or will I invite you?"
I walked slowly to my mother's place, I felt that my legs weighed a thousand pounds, my hands were shaking, I was really panicked, my mother yelled at me that I was better, but she didn't scold me like this, but made me feel scared, I suddenly felt that my room was as cold as if the air conditioner was on.
I walked up to her and didn't say anything, she was still staring at the test paper as if she wanted to see something, if only I could see something, then maybe I could pass, she asked, "Do you know what you did wrong?"
I knew that it was useless now, so I directly admitted my mistake to my mother: "I didn't study math well, so I shouldn't hide it from you." ”
"No, your mistake is that you are too proud, now you know that the pressure of the third middle school is high, I have already been under pressure with you in the third middle school to make you cheer up the spirit of twelve points, but you just don't listen, and you still think your parents are nagging, now it's okay, as soon as school starts, you will get such a result, are you worthy of your parents?"
I came up with the truth that I thought I was right: "Mom, I'm sorry, I don't want to fail the exam either, but this time the questions are really difficult, and I can't understand many of them." ”
When my mother heard this, she roared angrily: "Zhou Yuqian, you are really useless and still make excuses for your mistakes! Or do you think this is a matter of course! Why don't you ask those who pass the exam how you pass the exam when you fail the exam?" ”
To be honest, I really want to ask others how they took the test, especially that Fang Lei and Wu Junwen still got full marks.
Then my dad came over when he heard the noise, and I looked at my dad and then at the test paper in my mom's hand, and my dad shook his head.
It seems that my dad didn't know, so it was my mom who found it out herself.
My dad used to talk to my mom and my mom yelled, "You're embarrassed, how did you act as a father? Are you going to hide it from me for the rest of my life if I don't find out?"
My dad immediately relented, "That's not the case, wife, you listen to my explanation......"
Before he could finish speaking, his mother stopped him, "Stop, now is not your time, I'll clean you up later." ”
I suddenly had a bad feeling that I really couldn't be saved now, and it seemed that it was really endless.
My mother stopped and thought about it: "Zhou Yuqian, now you know the difference between the fourth middle school and the third middle school, let me tell you that you can only catch up with others if you work harder." ”
My mother continued to say earnestly: "This is this time and that time, since you have come to the third middle school, don't let yourself go like before, don't blame your mother, your mother is all for your sake, only by studying hard and being admitted to Tsinghua University, can you do what you want, understand?"
It's Tsinghua again, I really hate these two words, so many people like them but I don't like them, but my mother insists that I be admitted to Tsinghua University.
As soon as I arrived in the first year of high school, she set a goal for me to be admitted to Tsinghua University, in order to let me study hard and sell my favorite piano, so that I could never touch the piano again, and even quit the competition, I listened to her for everything, even when I came to the third middle school, I also listened to her, but did my university also want her to help me choose?
I had already thought about my university, but she never asked me for my opinion, never asked me if I wanted to, so she decided to give me a decision
I plucked up the courage to confess what I had been afraid to say for so long, "Mom, I don't want to be admitted to Tsinghua University!"
When my mother heard this, she yelled angrily: "You don't want to take the Tsinghua exam, so what do you want to take the exam? Do you know how much effort your parents have wasted to let you enter the third middle school, you don't want to take the Tsinghua exam with me now, and you won't listen to your parents' words, right?"
I know my parents are doing it for my own good, but I have my own dreams, I don't want to be tied down, I want my own freedom!
I plucked up the courage again and said sonorously: "Mom, for so many years, I have listened to you for everything, but this is the only one that can't promise you! I have my dream! I have a university I want to go to, but it is not Tsinghua, I have always wanted to go to London to study music! I love the piano! It has always been my dream to become a great pianist! I don't want to study finance! I just want to work hard for my dream! I don't want to do fearless things!"
After finishing speaking, I only heard the sound of "pop", I felt hot on my face, my father saw this, hurriedly walked over, supported me and said: "Your mother is angry, quickly apologize to your mother, and it will be fine." ”
This is the first time I've been beaten by my mother when I've grown up! I really feel very uncomfortable, but since I've been beaten, how can I admit my mistake?
Besides, I was not wrong in the first place, and finally came out with the words that I had hidden in my heart for so many years, how could I admit defeat so easily, since I came out, I had to be thorough! After hesitating for a long time, I said loudly and powerfully: "I'm not wrong, that's my dream!"
"Okay, Zhou Yuqian, you have a long ability, you are not wrong! The fault is that I gave birth to you wrong!"
When I saw the disappointment on my mother's face and the tears on her face, my heart was touched fiercely, my mother is a strong person who rarely cries, is it really my mistake?
I just want to fulfill my dream from the beginning, that's all, why is it so difficult? Tears flowed down my cheeks after my mom left, my mom was disappointed in me, but who should I be disappointed in?
My dad was in a dilemma, wandering back and forth not knowing what to do, he wanted to go back to the master bedroom to comfort my mom but couldn't rest assured of me, he hesitated and sat on the bed and said to me seriously: " Qian, do you know that this time you made your mother angry and cried, she is such a strong person, no matter how difficult things are, she will not cry, but now she is crying for you, Dad knows that you are right, Dad also knows that you like the piano, but Mom just hopes that Qian will have a future in the future, not for anything else but for the sake of your future, listen to Dad, don't be angry with your mother, and when your mother is angry, apologize to her, and then talk to her. ”
My dad wiped the tears from the corners of my eyes, in fact, he was right, my mom was very strong, a strong woman, but also very stubborn, and I was very similar to her.
It's not that I just don't want to, and then I asked my dad to go over and appease my mom.
My dad always supports me and understands me at all times, and it would be nice if my mom did the same.
Actually, I had already talked to my dad about my dream, and my dad knew that I wanted to study music in London.
He also told me his old story, he used to dream of being a soldier, but unfortunately he couldn't become because of his father's own reasons, and now he regrets it, and now he is not as old as he was when he was young, and he can still do a lot of things.
Dad and I just wanted me to understand that there is nothing wrong with having a dream, don't care, don't spare your thoughts, as long as you think it is right, work hard towards your dream, and one will definitely come true.
I opened the door and walked to the balcony to look at the stars, my father could understand it, but why couldn't my mother understand it?
Zhou Yuqian
The next morning, my mom and I were in a cold war, and no one paid any attention to anyone until breakfast, when my dad told me with his eyes to apologize to my mom.
I hesitated, put down the dishes and chopsticks, and said to my mother: "Mom, I'm sorry yesterday, I shouldn't have yelled at you without considering your feelings, in fact, my mother is all for my good, I understand." ”
I smiled at my mother and found that my mother didn't have any reaction, I thought my mother would be nothing, who knew that she said: "I discussed with your father last night, if you don't want to go to Tsinghua University, you won't go, as for your trip to London, your parents agree with you to go, and also support your dreams, if you have a dream, you will chase it, and then your mother has to apologize for not considering your feelings all the time, and has been forcing you to do what you don't want to do, now it's okay, you can work hard for your dreams." ”
When I heard my mother's words, I thought for a moment that I had misheard, I couldn't be happier anymore, so I hurriedly kissed my mother and kept thanking her.
But my mother was too early for me to go to London, and it was also conditional to go to London, the condition was to find a way to make up for the math, and the grades should also be up, and I wanted to take the first place in the school during the college entrance examination, and if my grades remained in the top ten on the way, then she decided to buy me a new piano.
When the time comes, I'll be able to play the piano, and I'm so excited to think about it.
It's just that it seems a little difficult to get the first place in the school, but I will work hard for my dreams and music!
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The fourth class on Thursday morning was physical education class, I was playing different balls with Yueqi and Wu Mengyan, until a girl ran over, I looked at her and found that she was the beautiful girl who sent the test paper, and later I also learned that her name was Wei Li was the class flower in the class, and many boys admired her, but she was only devoted to one person.
She came running to greet us, and I responded to her, and I felt that she gave Rao the impression of being gentle, generous, and delicate, and I had to admire her.
She came over to ask Yueqi to teach her to play basketball, and Yueqi looked at her squirming and quipped: "When did our class flower become interested in basketball? ”
She didn't run away from her generous admission, and later Yueqi told me that it turned out that her liking for Wu Junwen was a well-known thing in the whole school, and I had a deep impression of this person, but it was strange that Wu Junwen didn't agree to someone like her.
I suddenly noticed that the door of the music room in the opposite school building was open, my eyes lit up, and I wanted to go shopping, anyway, I didn't dare to be interested in basketball, and it didn't help to stay here.
Because it's you, I'm willing to pay where I sacrifice, so all, everything to see is just for the sake of thinking about you, just to meet you, to become your better self, to ask......