Context

Chen Shen didn't think that the person he came to see today would be Meng Yu, he had heard his grandfather mention a long time ago that the old man often came to the riverbank to meet a girl, and the grade was similar to him, thinking about finding an opportunity for the two to get to know each other together.

Chen Shen has never been interested in these, in his opinion, there is no need to recognize or not, but he has always listened to his grandfather's words, and since it was his grandfather's request, he just did it.

It's just that he didn't expect to go back and get the fishing rod back, and the moment he saw Meng Yu looking back at him, he seemed to understand a little.

It turns out that grandpa's girl is her!

Good thing it's her!

No! It could only be her!

Meng Yu also remembered that when he sent a message yesterday and this morning to ask Chen Shen about going out today, Chen Shen also had to go out with his grandfather.

Alas, blame her for not paying much attention!

The two stood stupidly and looked at each other stunned for a long time, all their thoughts turning over in their hearts.

Old man: "Don't just stand still, sit down and go fishing with the old man." ”

Chen Shen came back to his senses first: "Oh, okay, grandpa." ”

After that, he went to get a fishing rod and prepared to fish, but seeing that Meng Yu was still stunned, he waved his hand at her: "Hey, are you stupid to see me?"

Meng Yu came back to his senses: "How is it possible? ”

After that, she also sat down to fish with the old man and Chen Shen.

She couldn't imagine that the grandchild of the old grandfather was him.

I couldn't imagine that Chen Shen had gone through so much, so he became so indifferent.

Everything seemed to be explained, but she felt so uncomfortable.

Chen Shen shouldn't be like this, he should be better.

Chen Shen: "I didn't think that grandpa's girl was you." ”

The old man said at this time: "Shen'er, you and this girl are classmates?"

Chen Shen nodded: "Yes, we are classmates." ”

The old man smiled: "What a coincidence, everything is fate." ”

Meng Yu thought that this time it was necessary to introduce himself to the old man: "Old man, I am Chen Shen's classmate, my name is Meng Yu, if you can, you can call me Yu, and since I know that you are Chen Shen's grandfather, I will call you Grandpa Chen in the future." ”

The old man smiled: "It's okay, whatever you want, the rain is right, and I will call you rain in the future." ”

For some reason, she felt a little intimate when she heard Grandpa Chen call Meng Yuyu, maybe she felt good about her grandfather from the beginning, because after all, she didn't have a grandfather.

So maybe she has regarded her grandfather as her grandfather from the beginning, and now the most important thing that makes her a little excited is that she didn't expect that the grandfather is also Chen Shen's grandfather.

She suddenly felt a sense of joy and superiority when she saw Chen Shen's family, and the discomfort she felt just now was forgotten.

Meng Yu leaned over and teased Chen Shen: "I really can't imagine that the grandson that the old grandfather is concerned about is actually you, Chen Shen, I and your grandfather have a lot of things to do with my grandchildren and his grandchildren." ”

Chen Shen was suddenly a little nervous, although his face did not change, his hands trembled, and then he swallowed his saliva quietly, and he asked, "What did my grandfather do with you?"

Meng Yu smiled: "You guess?"

Chen Shen turned his head: "I don't know, don't guess." ”

Meng Yu: "Do you want to know what Grandpa Chen called you outside?"

Chen Shen asked with some difficulty: "How...... What's called?"

Meng Yu smiled: "Hmph! I won't tell you!"

Chen Shen glanced at her, thinking about nothing.

Meng Yu continued: "I can't hold you back!"

Meng Yu made fun of him: "As long as you repeat what you said last night, I will tell you." ”

Chen Shen still didn't say anything, and continued to fish seriously.

Seeing that Chen Shen ignored him, Meng Yu looked at Grandpa Chen next to her, this look really startled her, Grandpa Chen didn't know when he had gone to a place three meters away from them to fish with another old man.

Meng Yu shouted at Grandpa Chen, "Grandpa Chen, come and fish with us!"

Grandpa Chen: "You and Shen'er together, it's still the same age that there is a topic to talk about, and I have a good chat with the old people here." ”

Meng Yu: "......"

She thinks that the old grandfather is creating opportunities for her.

It's just that now that Chen Shen ignores her, it's difficult for her to do it.

Meng Yu still didn't give up: "Chen Shen, don't you want to know?"

Chen Shen shook his head: "I don't want to." ”

Meng Yu: "But I want you to know." ”

Chen Shen: "But I don't want to know." ”

Seeing that it was boring to tease him, Meng Yu didn't bother to continue, in fact, he was suffocating Chen Shen to death, obviously suffocating her. She said directly: "Okay, okay, I'll give up, Grandpa Chen just calls you grandsun, it's cute, what do you think?"

Chen Shen: "......"

Meng Yu continued to take care of himself: "It's really cute, my grandfather died early, and I don't have much memory of him, but although my grandmother is still there, she hasn't called me that, so I feel that grandpa really has a very affectionate feeling in calling you grandson." ”

In the end, Chen Shen only: "Grandpa loves me very much." ”

Meng Yu: "I don't need you, I know." ”

Meng Yu asked, "By the way, have you ever thought about what the girl Grandpa Chen brought you to see was like before?"

Chen Shen shook his head: "No Sakura" is really not, he originally thought that he would just come over to meet his grandfather to catch fish, but he didn't expect that the girl to be Meng Yu.

Meng Yu: "Me too, I didn't expect it to be you." ”

After that, Meng Yu started her chatter again: "Chen Shen, I didn't expect it to snow today, but it's so beautiful, I can't feel cold at all just looking at the snow, hey? There is a saying that is like this, Ruixue is a good year, so will it be a good omen for you next year." ”

"I think it must be, my wishes will come true, right? I don't contradict each other, I like snowflakes, but I don't like winter very much, because although it snows in winter, it doesn't always snow. I still like spring and summer, especially spring, when the flowers are in full bloom, and the hot summer always sees the sun, I don't know why I feel good when I see the sun, not only the sun as long as I see what I like, but also when I see snowflakes today. ”

She made a lot of finally Chen Shen only: "I can see it." ”

Meng Yu was puzzled: "Huh, what do you see?"

Chen Shen looked at her: "I can see that you are in a good mood today." ”

Meng Yu smiled: "That's, I'm happy now." ”

She remembered that Chen Shen had been in the deep sea for half a year, and she asked: "Chen Shen, you have been in the deep sea for half a year, what do you think of the deep sea?"

Chen Shen: "Return to school"

Meng Yu asked again: "What about Tonggu, how is there a deep sea over there, do you want to go over there?"

Meng Yu grew up in the deep sea, and she hasn't been away from here for a long time, but when she saw Chen Ying and Lu Qian in the same bedroom, she often talked about homesickness, and she sometimes wondered, how was the place where Chen Shen used to be?

Chen Shen shook his head: "I don't feel it, I feel like I can go anywhere, and I haven't thought about anything." ”

Meng Yu suddenly felt a little remorseful, she shouldn't have asked Chen Shen these questions, and how could Chen Shen have any special feelings for these things?

It's just that she sometimes thinks, does Chen Shen really have no feelings?

Really like a robot?

No, she didn't dare to think about it anymore.

Meng Yu changed the question and asked, "Then will you go back to Tonggu during the winter vacation?"

Chen Shen nodded: "Yes." ”

Meng Yu looked at Grandpa Chen next to him and asked, "Grandpa Chen is also with you?"

Chen Shen nodded: "Yes." ”

Meng Yu suddenly wondered what Tonggu was like, not because she liked that place, but because the person she liked was there, and she had lived there for many years.

Meng Yu had long known from Grandpa Chen that his Chen family had actually lived in Tonggu all along, including Grandpa Chen and Grandma Chen in the early years, but because of Grandma Chen's work, Grandpa Chen came over to accompany her.

And now that Grandma Chen is gone, Grandpa Chen is reluctant to leave, and may still be looking forward to the return of his wife, so Chen Shen and his mother have no choice but to come from far to take care of Grandpa Chen.

Meng Yu suddenly felt that her hands were a little cold, so she put them in her pocket and shook them to feel warmer, and when she shook them, she found that there was something in her pocket, she took it out of her pocket and found that it was a few white rabbit toffee, she put down the fishing rod and said to Chen Shen: "Chen Shen, I'll take the candy to Grandpa Chen, and I'll go back." ”

After that, she ran over there and took two white rabbit tofties and distributed them to the two old people, one for each person.

She ran back and gave Chen Shen one, then sat down and continued fishing, she peeled one open and ate it: "This candy was originally going to be taken to the children in the welfare home in the afternoon, but I couldn't help but grab a few to eat." ”

Chen Shen asked, "Why?"

Meng Yu explained: "That's the case, don't I have a good relationship with Dr. Jiang? Once when I met her taking care of the children in the welfare home, I was with her, and then I thought the children were very cute, and they liked me very much, so I promised to bring them a lot of delicious food when I went to see them next time. ”

Chen Shen asked, "Do you and Dr. Jiang go often? Did she ask you to go? Or did you go by yourself?"

Meng Yu: "I don't go often, this is the second time for me, and I don't call anyone, so I forgot that I like those children very much, so I made an appointment with Dr. Jiang, and the next time she goes, she will also take me." ”

Chen Shen frowned and asked, "Isn't Dr. Jiang a psychiatrist?

Meng Yu: "Naturally, I went to investigate the physical and mental health of the children, don't look at the children there, those children are very strong." ”

Chen Shen asked rhetorically, "Really?"

Meng Yu nodded: "Yes, it's a pity that you have an appointment with Xu Yi in the afternoon, if you can, you can see the strength of the children when you go with me in the future, I think the children there are very sensible, but I feel that they have lost something." ”

Chen Shen: "I can't go this time, next time, you can call me next time." ”

After that, Chen Shen asked again: "Doctor Jiang will also go." ”

Meng Yu: "Of course, I will go to Dr. Jiang." ”

Meng Yu suddenly thought that maybe this was an opportunity, wasn't he still thinking about how to get Chen Shen to have more contact with Dr. Jiang? Judge whether he has autism, if Chen Shen is also asked to go to the welfare post, Dr. Jiang will also QQ, so I'm afraid that I won't be able to see it?

yes, what a double kill!

It is good to let Dr. Jiang judge whether Chen Shen is sick or not, and let Chen Shen accompany her!

She had thought before that if Chen Shen was asked to see Dr. Jiang, he would definitely be unwilling, not to mention that she had not yet reached the point where she would do whatever Chen Shen did, and Dr. Jiang was also very reluctant to see a psychiatrist, and they were also very reluctant to tell others, even if they knew about it, they would rather do nothing.

Therefore, it is still necessary to gain Chen Shen's trust.

The two of them each have their own ghosts, and what Chen Shen wants is to contact Jiang Zi to see if she has any bad thoughts about Meng Yubao.

Meng Yu hesitated for a while before asking, "Chen Shen, have you ever thought about what kind of illness you are suffering from?"

Chen Shen: "I've thought about it, autism. ”

Meng Yu was suddenly startled, and her hand holding the fishing rod trembled.

How so?

Could it be that Chen Shen has always known?

Always aware?

He always knew he had autism?

Meng Yu was speechless now, and she didn't know what to do.

After that, Chen Shen said: "You asked me before if I had seen a psychiatrist, but this is what you want to ask, yes, I have, I know it myself, it is autism." ”

Meng Yu's hand also trembled, and she asked with some difficulty, "How are you so sure?"

In fact, she was sure of it herself, but when she came out of Chen Shen's mouth, she was still shocked.

Chen Shen: "What can be determined, I will have whatever the symptoms of autism have, isn't that the truth?"

Meng Yu was distressed again, and then she took this opportunity to ask: "Since you know you have it, why don't you see a psychiatrist?"

Chen Shen: "What's the use of watching it? I will know if my father takes me to see it, and my family will know about it, and it must be useful for me to come as an adult?"

Meng Yu didn't understand why he said this, she asked, "But if you have a disease, you have to be cured, and it will also affect you." ”

Chen Shen shook his head: "You don't understand, for me, it is inevitable that I have this disease, so be it, even if I don't have this disease, I will become like this......"

Meng Yu was stunned, how could this be?

He knew that Chen Shen had started again and taken it out of context, but she couldn't refute it again.

Meng Yu had no choice but to ask: "Autism is really like in the book, don't spare the world that you can't see or touch, you only see and only exist in your own world?

Chen Shen nodded: "Yes......"

Meng Yu slowly recalled the past and Chen Shen......