Because I understand, I pity it
Jiang Zi asked, "Has he opened his heart to tell you about himself?"
Meng Yu shook his head: "No, basically he only said it when I asked him, and there were some things he didn't want to say more to me, so I didn't ask more." ”
After a pause, Meng Yu said again: "Doctor Jiang, I think Chen Shen is so strange, I get along with him until now, he doesn't seem to want to treat me as a friend, and sometimes he thinks he is old-fashioned and ruthless, but sometimes he thinks that others are very good, and he has helped me a few times." ”
Jiang Zi thought for a while and said, "Listening to you say so much, although I can't be sure that he has autism, what I dare to say is that he has a psychological disorder." ”
Jiang Zi asked again: "Do you know why he is reluctant to associate with others?"
Meng Yu said: "I don't know very well, I don't think he wants to, and he doesn't like it, maybe it seems boring to him." ”
Jiang Zi concluded: "You don't know much about him, and you can't be sure whether he suffers from self-illness. ”
But intuition told Meng Yu that Chen Shen was like this.
She asked, "Dr. Jiang, are there any other symptoms of autism?"
Jiang Zi said: "People with autism only live in their own world, and he can't see or hear other people's worlds. ”
He can't see or hear other people's worlds, isn't this Chen Shen?
He doesn't care about other people's affairs, and she always feels that he sees everything, but he still wants to struggle desperately and escape from the abyss.
Even if Jiang Zi didn't think that Chen Shen was like this, Meng Yu already felt that Chen Shen was like this, and it was because they didn't understand Chen Shen that they said this.
She suddenly remembered what Zhang Ailing said: Because she understands, she is tolerant.
Because I understand, I pity it.
That's why she feels very heartbroken, she feels sorry for him, and feels like her heart has been stabbed a few times.
She didn't know how she left Jiang Zi's consultation room, let alone how she got home.
It wasn't until the sound of a text message rang on her phone that she came to her senses.
She opened it and saw that Xu Yi had agreed to add her as a friend.
She was excited for a while, and sent a message directly to ask Xu Yi if she wanted Chen Shen's WeChat.
Xu Yi quickly came back and asked her what she wanted Chen Shen's WeChat to do?
Meng Yu told Xu Yi on the grounds that he was asked to join the class group chat.
Xu Yi quickly sent Chen Shen's WeChat over.
Meng Yu also quickly added friends, but at the moment she was worried, what could she do if she added?
But now she misses him so much, she wants to talk to him, she wants to see him, she really wants to.
But if she really saw it, what could she say?
Meng Yu felt that he was very impatient now, but there was nothing he could do, and this impatience did not come from nowhere.
She had no choice but to put down her phone, sit on the bed, pick up the pillow on the side and hugged it, and then looked at the anime characters in the pillow before she remembered that Chen Shen had said that he liked Jojo and liked the golden spirit in it.
By the way, she also said that she would come back and check it on her phone.
So she picked up her mobile phone again, opened Baidu to find it, and found out that the golden spirit is a kind of guardian power, which can develop its own strength, face its own defects, and dare to challenge itself for the sake of partners and people who don't know each other.
Yes, this is the other side of Chen Shen, he said that he wants to be unfettered, he wants to be himself.
Thinking of this, Meng Yu didn't know why his heart was so uncomfortable, and tears couldn't help but flow, because he understood, so he felt pity.
That's why she took pity on him.