He's become a little stranger, and he's not with you anymore. You think maybe he's too tired, he just forgot to contact himself. You comfort yourself like this, comfort yourself until you believe it, believe in yourself, comfort yourself with words, believe that he really forgot, that he is really busy.

One day you can't help it, you want to contact him, and you finally find him, but he looks at you and says I don't need you anymore, which is undoubtedly a knife into your heart.

If it were someone else's knife, he might not be able to hurt himself, but he inserted this knife. It's the person who keeps saying that he wants to accompany you through this life, and the person who keeps saying that he will always spoil you and accompany you. He was the one who stuck the knife in.

You were surprised at that time, you couldn't believe that this person who kept saying that he loved you would suddenly do such a thing, you didn't know what was going on, you asked him, did you say that you had a hard time? What is your reason? When you say it, the two of us can face it together, but he tells you that he has nothing to do with other people, no suffering, it is he who thinks about it, and he wants to break up.

From now on, you have to resume your life as a person, in fact, this is nothing, everyone is lonely, everyone is lonely, living alone in this world, because people are individuals.

But this is different, from the moment that person breaks into your sight, your life has become different, and it has become different.

You used to be able to do things that you thought you could do on your own, but now it's different, you can still do the things you can do on your own, but every time you do these things, you will remember that you are alone with you and watch him do what you are supposed to do.

It's not the same feeling.

Although the two of you don't get along for a long time, as long as you get along together, you will always be at home, and you will have very little time to go out, so there will always be some bits and pieces in the house, such as in the past, you had to step on the ladder to change the light bulb, but now it is different, it is you who stand by and watch him change the light bulb, replace the broken light bulb, and then hand the new light bulb up.

Another example is cooking, when you cut vegetables, you are always so-so, accidentally cut your hand, and since then, he will not let you use the knife. He did all the chopping work, but now it's different, and the rice has to cook by himself again, but every time you pick up a knife, you think that there was once a man standing next to you and saying, don't move, I'll be careful.

It's different, it's really different, if that person has never appeared, you will feel that this thing is too ordinary, ordinary can no longer be ordinary, and even a very ordinary thing.

But that person appeared, he appeared in your world, brought color to your world, but when this person left, he also took away the color he once brought to you.

It's like a person who is born blind, she has never seen what colors look like, so he doesn't expect to see colors, he just wants him to see things.

But a man who is blind has seen colors, so he doesn't just want him to see things, he also wants to see colors.

(End of chapter)