I'm sorry

I'm really sorry, Lin Qian was still thinking about these three words when he was sitting in the car.

I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, Lin Qian smiled, it turns out that listening to others apologize will be uncomfortable!

Lin Qian knew that at that time, he had nothing to say to himself except for the three words sorry.

But what can that be? If he says he's sorry, do you have to forgive him? If he says he's sorry, can those three words erase the damage it does to himself?

It's like if you kill someone, and you say sorry to that person, I killed you, and that person will forgive you? Will he come back to life? Will he smile and say to you, it doesn't matter, doesn't it matter? Impossible!

Therefore, if you say you're sorry, you can only comfort your conscience, but you can't get the discomfort in the heart of the person concerned, and it can't heal the scars in the heart of the person.

It's easy to say I'm sorry, but if you say I'm sorry, I'm going to forgive you? Could it be that when you say I'm sorry, I still have to smile and wave my hand at you and say it's okay?

How can there be such a fair thing in the world, you say I'm sorry, I have to forgive you, if that's really the case, then what else do you need the police to do??

"You have to be as painful as me to figure out that you're sorry" Gu Mo's mind was full of the little woman's painful look, as well as the scarred look when she said this.

Lin Qian, I am in the same pain as you now.

Gu Mo, you are wrong. It's not just you who are wrong, it's me, both of us are wrong, maybe I shouldn't have gotten into the wrong car at the time, and the two of us wouldn't have known each other.

If you hadn't gone to the hospital, you wouldn't have found that report, and you wouldn't have come to me, and you wouldn't have talked to me, and you wouldn't have had anything to do with it.

If I didn't have those things that followed, maybe I would be in another world now, right? Sometimes I think it's really grateful to you, because you let me see, I've never seen that side of myself.

Before I met you, I thought I could do anything, anything, anything, and get through alone, but after meeting you, I found that I was spoiled by you. What I used to be able to do alone, I can't do it alone. But what about you?

I thought you were here to redeem me, but I realized that you didn't redeem me.

You did pull me up, but the moment you pulled me up again, just when I was happy, you pushed me away, do you know what it's like to fall back into the abyss?

It hurts and remembers.

Some people say that it is more painful to never have it or to lose it after having it?

Lin Qian thought that he had never had pain before, because if you and him didn't even have the most basic memories and the least amount of getting along, then it would be painful.

But after meeting him, Lin Qian found that she was wrong. The most painful thing is often not to never have it, but to have it and then lose it.

After you have it, you will lose the bits and pieces of memories between the two of you, and after the loss, you will be a worm that rips your flesh and drinks your blood, and he will not let you die with a fatal knife, but let you slowly gnaw at your body little by little in the next time, making you feel painful.

(End of chapter)