What a dilemma!

If you go back immediately, you will definitely be asked, Ren Shanshan doesn't want to answer any questions, she feels too embarrassed!

But if she didn't go back, Wang Qiang would definitely let Liu Shiyu come and call her back, she could refuse others, and even pretend that she wasn't at home, but could she refuse a child? Thinking about Liu Shiyu's innocent eyes, Ren Shanshan felt that she couldn't.

Anyway, now, Ren Shanshan sincerely felt that she was a little too hasty to run downstairs and go home in a hurry just now - useless, but put herself in a passive situation of dilemma.

Ren Shanshan ran to the kitchen and poured a cup of hot water, holding the cup in both hands, staring blankly at the dilapidated community outside the window.

These residential buildings in the workers' new village are all nearly 30 years old, the front and rear balconies and the entire building are gray, and even many buildings have directly exposed the red bricks inside, which seems to be gray and dilapidated. Well, it's not surprising, after all, it's a workers' new village, just by listening to the name, it's one of the legacies of that era, and everyone knows that sooner or later this place will be demolished, it's just a matter of time.

The cement road in the community is in tatters, and the biggest crack can even plug Ren Shanshan's feet, and children can even directly sink their legs...... But there is no one to repair it, because there is no property at all, only the people arranged by the street office to come regularly to transport garbage, and nothing else. Later, some people couldn't stand it anymore, so they carried a shovel and put a little gravel and dirt in the cracks...... Not to mention, it's really smoothed out a lot.

It just can't rain, and when it rains, it becomes a trap for the trumpet.

Under the sun, in the breeze, a lump of Xiang is left in the middle of the road, it is difficult to say whether it is pulled by a dog or a person, because the children in the community also often defecate in the open, and the residents who have dogs never bring plastic bags and toilet paper to clean up the dogs when they go out to walk their dogs.

It's so wanton.

So the smell in the community...... But that's all trivial.

There are also people who grow vegetables in the fence, and the key is that they compost and water the vegetables themselves, and that smell is called a chemical weapons grade...... Anyway, Ren Shanshan has been here for almost a year, and she didn't dare to open the front window.

The neighborhood is really bad, the straight-line distance from here to the city center is farther than the urban village across the street, with deserted agricultural machinery factories on the left and farmers' farmland on the right...... Hell, how did I get so confused, why did I go to such a remote place to rent a house? It takes me an hour to go to work every day, and all my good time is wasted on the hurried journey.

The key is not that this situation has lasted for almost a year, but that until now, Ren Shanshan has not seen any hope that the situation will improve in the short term.

Because Xiao Yang's classmate will stay at home and play games in the daytime this time, it's not because he was beaten by a colleague, and his boss is still fighting with the mud...... This made Ren Shanshan very cold and puzzled.

But what made Ren Shanshan even more desperate was that Xiao Yang didn't have any idea of fighting back, and he didn't even want to ask for an explanation, he was completely an ostrich attitude of calming things down.

Thinking of the last time when Xiaoyang's classmates were not beaten, Ren Shanshan found Wang Qiang, hoping that everyone would cooperate and ask Wang Qiang to teach those colleagues who were bullying a lesson...... As a result, he was fooled by Xiaoyang's classmates, Ren Shanshan secretly hated that his attitude at that time was not firm, if he resolutely asked Wang Qiang to take action at that time, those colleagues who bullied people would definitely not dare to develop to the level of beating people now.

It's really too bullying.

If this is the case, then Ren Shanshan can now conclude that no matter how long Xiaoyang stays in Xinxia Technology, it is impossible to make a difference...... Ren Shanshan is extremely sure that Xiaoyang's ability is outstanding, but after working hard in the workplace for almost a year, she has already understood that when the boss promotes any subordinate, he will consider whether this person can withstand the pressure and responsibility, which is a hard indicator.

Obviously, under normal circumstances, the cowardly and high-minded personality of Xiaoyang classmate is impossible to be promoted and reused-you don't even dare to get back on the field when you are beaten by your colleagues, and you don't dare to retaliate, how can you resist pressure and responsibility? To put it cruelly, it is difficult for people with this kind of character to survive in the workplace.

Therefore, after calming down, Ren Shanshan's feeling was very desperate.

She is just a rookie in the workplace who has just graduated for less than a year, deducting the three-month probationary period, she has only been officially employed for half a year, so how many years will it take for her to work hard alone to gain a foothold in Wuzhou? Three years? Five years? What about getting married? Is the marriage house also going to rent a house in this damn place that I don't know when it will be demolished? When I get married, I will naturally face the problem of having children, and I have to have children here?

So can such a man protect me? Can he be relied on?

Shudder!

The water in the cup was very hot, but Ren Shanshan's heart was cold and cold, and even trembled a little.

Behind him, the door of the study suddenly opened, the sound of slippers kicking sounded, Yang Xuexue stretched out of the room, went to the bathroom to put water, and then went to the kitchen to drink water.

"Hey, you're back, is the little milk dog cute?"

"Well, it's ...... It was lovely. ”

Yang Xuexue took Ren Shanshan's water cup in his hand, took a sip, and frowned: "It's a little hot." ”

After speaking, he stuffed it back into Ren Shanshan's hand, pinched two pieces of chicken cake from the cupboard, took it in his mouth, and turned back to the study.

"The ......"

"How?"

"You don't seem to have washed your hands just now. ”

"Oh. ”

There was a knock on the door, followed by the rumbling of the game.

Ren Shanshan stood in the kitchen in a daze, and after a while, she suddenly ran over and knocked on the door: "You didn't wash your hands just now!

"I've eaten it all, next time I wash it, don't make noise, I go grocery shopping when I have time, and I want to eat beef stew in the evening. ”

"Come with me to Brother Qiang's house to eat, he has a treat, I told you, he makes a lot of delicious ......"

"I also answered you, don't go! You have to go yourself, I'll eat instant noodles at home!"

The rumbling game did not stop, Ren Shanshan silently closed the door, in a gloomy mood, no, I felt that my life was gloomy...... I even wonder if I did something wrong in my last life, why is my life so miserable?

There was a sudden knock on the door, Ren Shanshan woke up suddenly, only to find that she had sat on the sofa for some time, and she didn't know how long she had been sitting, the sky outside was already a little dark, and her face was also cold, touching it with her hand, wet, I don't know when I shed tears.

The sound of games in the study was still rumbling.

Ren Shanshan wiped away her tears in a panic, ran to open the door, and it was Lou Chuanying standing at the door.

"Sister Lou......" Ren Shanshan smiled reluctantly.

"I'm not familiar with this, come with me to buy some drinks, Wang Qiang forgot to buy a drink. Lou Chuanying said with a smile.