Chapter 25: Confronting Disagreement
Cong Su worked overtime in Sanning until more than eleven o'clock before going home, she tried her best to make herself less blunt, the moment she pushed the door open, Bai Zijia also happened to look up at her, she couldn't eat spicy food until she recovered from her leg injury, she still held a bowl of spicy hot stuff that choked her nose when she smelled it, Cong Su took a deep breath, "Didn't the doctor say that you can't eat these stimulating foods? ”
"I'm not used to eating too lightly, it doesn't matter at all, my injuries are almost healed. Bai Zijia's chopsticks didn't stop, Cong Su gritted his teeth when he saw this, and asked, "I went to find Cheng Zhifeng, and he told me that you didn't call an ambulance for them at that time, is it true?"
Cong Su swallowed the spicy hot in his mouth and wiped his mouth with his hand indiscriminately, "You asked me like that, you just doubted me, why do you have to ask me again?"
Faced with such a straightforward answer, Cong Su's heart still twitched, she should have thought of it a long time ago, otherwise how could Cheng Zhifeng hate it to the bone.
"Cong Su, don't blame me for lying, you know the environment in which I grew up, and I have always been trembling, I know that sooner or later one day the lie will be exposed, but I still want to spend more days with you talking and laughing together, and it's good to have one more day. ”
Obviously, this kind of time has reached its expiration date, just like the expired food, and if you try it again, you will only taste the obscurity that makes the tip of the tongue tingle.
"Zijia, I understand you, but others won't be able to forgive you so easily like me. Cong Su's expression was indifferent, and he didn't seem to see the slightest anger, "You take care of your injuries, don't dip in chili peppers until your injuries are healed." After saying that, she pushed aside some of the remaining Malatang, opened the hot porridge from the convenience store and served it to her, and then went back to the bedroom, in the living room, Bai Zijia still drank the remaining Malatang and even the soup, her stomach burned as if it was about to catch fire, she covered her stomach and curled up into a thin ball.
Cong Su felt that a small crack had grown in her trust with Bai Zijia, and a screw had been driven in, and those lies that had not yet been exposed were like a hammer, one after another, gradually expanding the crack, and it was precarious.
The tacit understanding is that the lives of the two are the same as usual, Cong Su went to the company as usual, she still found a nanny for Bai Zijia, and asked the nanny to stare at her and pay attention to her diet, and when she returned to the company, Ye Wen noticed that something was wrong with her, and tried Cong Su several times but didn't get the result, and finally she was angry, "Cong Su, you don't put everything in your heart, what do you want me to do as a friend?
When Ye Coco said this, she was imposing, not like a comforter at all, Cong Su was stunned for a while, her eyes quickly faded, and her hand holding Ye Cohen trembled a little, and when she retold those facts, she was still distressed and breathless.
"Cong Su, let me ask you, if Bai Zijia just told you countless lies, would you forgive her?"
Because it was so quiet, as if the air had frozen, Cong Shu's mouth opened and closed, and finally he didn't say anything.
I have been deceived again and again and choose to forgive, I am not such a stupid person.
"Rollin has always wanted to see you, he has set a place to eat, if you don't mind, you can not go, I will handle it for you. Ye Wen was concise and to the point, and left the office without waiting for Cong Su to say anything, she sat on the seat and pinched her eyebrows, thinking that she would come sooner or later, so she sorted out her spirit and continued to work.
The hot pot restaurant was found by Tang Qitong, authentic Sichuan hot pot, two people faced a hot pot with red oil and chili peppers, some had a big appetite and some tasted like chewing wax, Cong Su ate very slowly, Luo Lin sandwiched several chopsticks and beef into her bowl, but Cong Su blocked Luo Lin's chopsticks who continued to pick up vegetables for her, "I'm not very hungry, you don't have to worry about me." ”
Luo Lin's hand holding the chopsticks froze for a moment, he didn't give up, "I'm not too hungry, why don't we go to a nearby café and have something to drink." After saying that, he stood up and finished the account and pulled Cong Su away, Cong Su had a bad attack in the store, and when she arrived on the street, she pulled out her hand vigorously, and her eyes were not kind.
"Cong Su, no matter how much you hate me, don't you at least avoid me?Ever since you came back from Cheng Zhifeng's company, you have refused to contact me, do you know how worried I am about you?!"
The last sentence Luo Lin seemed to roar out, the voice was not small, attracting many passers-by, Cong Su was embarrassed, turned around and left, she walked very fast, tired legs when she was almost home, and Luo Lin didn't catch up, a figure of nearly one meter nine suddenly jumped out of the alley, "Why are you so familiar with the road conditions of my house?"
"What are you afraid of, what else can I do. Luo Lin stuffed two coffee packages into Cong Su's arms, "You didn't eat anything, I also bought one for Bai Zijia." ”
Seeing that the two coffee packages Cong Su didn't reach out to take them, he didn't understand what the meaning of Luo Lin was doing this, and after a stalemate for a while, Luo Lin directly stuffed it into her hand, "You just take it, I can still poison you, what's the benefit to me?"
"It's nothing, I just don't understand. Cong Su suddenly raised his head and said: "Luo Lin, I don't understand why you are so good to me, in my eyes, all men who treat me well are plotting against me, and I don't want to do this, but Xia Shuhan left me too much shadow, I can't help but think about it, so I'm more likely to be cranky than ordinary people, I don't believe that a person is good to me for no reason, you can also see it, I'm not that good, it will be very tiring to get along with me, you can see Bai Zijia." ”
"Are you advising me to give up as soon as possible?" Luo Lin found a chair and sat down, patted the other side and motioned for Cong Su to sit down as well, Cong Su stood without sitting, "Sit down, you have told me so much in your heart, I will also tell you, let's have a good talk." ”
"Okay, you can say it. Cong Su exhaled and sat down next to him.
"Cong Su, what do you think true love looks like?"
Cong Su didn't expect him to ask this kind of question as soon as he came up, maybe he would talk about her and Bai Zijia later, "What do you think?"
Luo Lin seemed to have expected Cong Su to ask him rhetorically, "Let's put it this way, we have to follow the route planned by the large army from the beginning, go to school, graduate, work, get married and have children, take care of the family, birth, old age, sickness and death, and the children will continue to move forward along this road, repeatedly, endlessly." ”
"What do you mean, are you telling me about reproduction?" Cong Su only felt that Luo Lin was inexplicable, saying a bunch of inconsequential words, "Or do you think people like me are abnormal?"
"Don't get excited, I haven't finished talking yet, you don't know about these things, we have many young people in China who have been urged by their parents to marry someone casually, otherwise it won't work, they all say that it doesn't matter if you like it or not, love is nothing, anyway, marriage is a life, and you have to get married at this age, but if you look at the divorce rate, is it also proportional to the marriage rate? Therefore, feelings are the basis of marriage, and two people who are reluctantly brought together get married have their own resistance, and if one party still has some faults and shortcomings, it will not last longer. ”
"So what do you want to say, love and marriage are closely related? I have also seen a lot of couples who have no love but still respect each other, love is not a necessity. Cong Su didn't know why she was refuting Luo Lin like this, she seemed to be too sensitive, Luo Lin was just telling the truth.
"What I want to say is that you and Bai Zijia are not more in love with Jinjian, but just an illusion that one party relies on the other party and has been produced for a long time. Luo Lin's face sank as soon as he finished speaking, "Having said so much, you just want to sow discord between me and Bai Zijia?"
"I'm telling the truth, I don't believe you don't feel it yourself, Cong Su, I have to say today whether you are angry or not, you and Bai Zijia can't blindly avoid the problem, what you should face is still to face, or are you afraid that the relationship with Bai Zijia will be difficult to maintain?"
"Are you done?"
"That's it. ”
Cong Su stood up and walked away without looking back, what Luo Lin said could be said to be word for word, Cong Su obviously didn't tell him much about her and Bai Zijia, how could he see it so clearly, when he walked to the door, Cong Su's footsteps stopped abruptly, she stood in front of the door, the key in her hand, as if she couldn't move.
Even Rollin has seen through it, she is still deceiving herself.
Cong Su didn't hesitate at the door for long, opened the door and it was dark in the house, she went into the house to look around, Bai Zijia was not at home but didn't say a word to her, she didn't know if Bai Zijia did it intentionally, Cong Su couldn't understand Bai Zijia more and more.
Thinking that Bai Zijia's leg injury was not healed, when Cong Su called Bai Zijia, the other party seemed to be in a very noisy place, like KTV, "I won't go back to sing with my colleague tonight, I stayed at her house at night, and I forgot to tell you." ”
"Oh, it's okay, you pay attention to the leg injury. ”
"Well, got it. ”
Cong Su saw that the call lasted less than half a minute, and suddenly realized a problem, there seemed to be less and less talk between her and Bai Zijia, she was a little introverted, and Bai Zijia had always been cheerful and lively......
She shook her head vigorously, trying to shake the mess out.
Thinking so much, it's better to do more practical things.
Cong Su thought that Cheng Zhi Feng had imposed a means on her project, but after a week, there was no movement. After a month of worrying, the whole person has lost weight, Bai Zijia's leg injury is mostly healed, and she quit the nanny hired by Cong Su first, she doesn't like people to interfere with her life and Cong Su's life, it has always been.
Bai Zijia tugged at the corners of her mouth, and the smile raised was full of self-deprecation, their lives were already a mess.
"Cong Su, why don't we go abroad. ”
Cong Su leaned against the windowsill to water the flowers, and the watering can in her hand rolled to the ground all of a sudden, she couldn't imagine that this was from Bai Zijia's mouth, she turned around, looked at Bai Zijia with complicated eyes, and didn't say a word.