"It was the first time I knew how delicate the children's minds were, and how their parents thought to abandon them. Perhaps, I didn't experience that kind of feeling before then, but after getting to know these children, I understand their pain. I thought it would be nice to be able to give them a little happiness. ”

Meng Nian still smiled: "I don't have as good heart as you, nor do I have the same righteousness as you." I have only one person who wants to repay, I want to protect, and I want to sincerely hope that she can live well. ”

Jiang Zi: "It's Meng Yu, it's another her." ”

Meng Nian was silent, and Jiang Zi knew that he had acquiesced.

Jiang Zi asked, "You seem to have always understood Meng Yu and the other her?" I guess it's not because you checked some information and got along, right?"

Meng Nian: "You want to know, but I won't tell you, at least in some aspects I understand." ”

Seeing that she didn't, Jiang Zi didn't ask much.

She changed the subject: "Recently, I've been thinking about why Meng Yu's personality appeared, have you thought about this reason?"

Meng Nian shook his head: "No, I only know that Meng Yu's appearance can be regarded as preventing a disaster." ”

Jiang Zi: "It's true, but Meng Yu is a special case I've seen, generally many people will develop another personality, that is because they have been hurt a lot, so another personality is produced to protect them." But Meng Yu's personality is not aggressive, but on the contrary, I really can't understand it. ”

Meng Nian: "It's probably because her other personality is already an aggressive personality, but don't forget, a turning point for Meng Yu is because she met Chen Shen." ”

Jiang Zi thought for a while: "Then it seems that only Meng Yu's other personality knows what happened." ”

Meng Nian thought about it, it was true, and why Chen Shen had such a profound impact on Meng Yu's other personality in the first place was only known to her.

However, she wants to know the truth again, but compared to the truth, she would rather choose not to know, because to know the truth, she must only have another personality of Meng Yu.

This is something she never wanted, and she has always maintained.

Meng Nian asked, "Is there any way to make Meng Yu's personality exist forever?"

Jiang Zi: "We can only take our time, what we are doing now is to try our best to maintain it, let her have a good attitude, and let her be closer to her parents." But I think you also understand that this is not a long-term solution, but Meng Yu's situation is very special, and it is almost impossible to maintain her personality all the time. ”

Meng Nian asked, "Is there nothing that can be done?"

Jiang Zi: "Electrotherapy and hypnosis are the most commonly used methods for mentally ill patients, but they are also very dangerous. If you want to take these methods against Meng Yu, you must awaken her other personality, and you also know that her other personality is aggressive, and it is still very dark, how will it end up when the time comes? Maybe even Meng Yu will not appear again. ”

Meng Nian asked: "Isn't there an example of a girl abroad, and the new personality that appeared in her later existed until she died?"

Jiang Zi: "Yes, there are, but there are very few, and they generally have to communicate with another personality. But even if the doctor doesn't communicate, you can just communicate with each other with two personalities, and I think the example abroad is that after her two personalities communicate with each other, one personality disappears, and the other personality remains. ”

No need for Jiang Zi to continue, Meng Nian also knows the situation behind, she: "It's impossible to let Meng Yu communicate with her personality, she doesn't know the existence of another personality, the two personalities are opposite, and it is impossible to communicate well." ”

She sighed and said, "It seems that we can only go on as we are now." ”

Jiang Zi suddenly said something: "By the way, I think you can see Meng Yu's feelings for Chen Shen a little." ”

Meng Nian nodded, although she didn't know if Meng Yu liked Chen Shen or not, but she knew that her feelings for him were special.

Jiang Zi: "I'm worried about the same thing as you, I don't know if Chen Shen is good or bad for Meng Yulai." ”

Yes, this is also what Meng Nian has been worried about. Although she knew that Chen Shen had no bad intentions for Meng Yu, he was the key to Meng Yu's appearance after all, and the key to Meng Yu's other personality falling into a catastrophe, and now she felt more and more that Chen Shen was approaching Meng Yu, but she didn't know if he would be involved in these things

Jiang Zi and Meng Nian discussed most of it, and Meng Yu played with her friends for a long time, and when she was tired of playing, she came to them and said, "Sister, Doctor Jiang, you also come to play with your friends, we have a great time." ”

She asked again, "By the way, Dr. Jiang, do you come often?"

Jiang Zi nodded: "Come often, as long as I am free, I will come over to take a look." ”

Meng Yu: "Then Doctor Jiang will call me next time you come, I just promised to bring delicious food and fun to the children." ”

Jiang Zi smiled: "Okay, I must call you, in this case, the children will definitely like you very much, it is estimated that if you don't come for a while, they will definitely miss you." ”

Meng Yu: "Then I must come often." ”

Jiang Zi asked, "Why do you like to play with these children?"

Meng Yu looked at the children: "I think they are very pitiful, abandoned here by their parents, they must rarely see their parents, in this case, I hope to bring them happiness, I hope they will always maintain a childlike heart, have the childhood they deserve." ”

Meng Yu asked, "What about Dr. Jiang, and why did Dr. Jiang come here?"

Jiang Zi: "What you just did was the same as I thought. ”

She looked at Meng Nian: "But I also came here because of work, to observe the physical and mental health of the children." ”

Meng Yu asked, "What did Jiang Zi observe?"

Jiang Zi: "I found that children who don't have parents or who haven't grown up with their parents are more precocious, and they are more physically and mentally resolute, but this is not a good phenomenon. Compared to other children, they have lost so much and lost the innocence that they should have been for their age. ”

Meng Yu asked: "Is it that children who are accompanied by their parents will be more vulnerable?"

Jiang Zi: "It's not all like this, no matter what, depending on the tutor at home, some children are fragile because of their parents' spoiling, some children are resolute because their parents have exercised them, and some are forced to be helpless, they have to face the reality, and they have to grow a resolute heart in a bad environment that we can't imagine." ”

At this point, Meng Yu understood, she looked at the children, aren't they like this?

Jiang Zi continued: "Many people think that the welfare home is the same as the kindergarten, but in fact, it is different, and the biggest difference is that there are no parents outside the door of the welfare home. ”

Meng Yu was speechless at the moment, she looked at the group of children with a layer of mist in her eyes, and then she took a breath, brewed her emotions, and said to Meng Nian: "Sister, come and play with us." ”

Meng Nian shook his head: "Your name is Doctor Jiang, I'm not good at dealing with children." ”

Meng Yu: "I want my sister and Dr. Jiang to come." ”

Meng Yu went over and pulled Meng Nian over, Meng Nian was very reluctant at first, but after being pulled by Meng Yu helplessly, he had to follow her to play with his friends.

Jiang Zi watched from the side and smiled.

With Sanrao's participation, the children were naturally happier, and they quickly played together, and Meng Nian, who was originally very unnatural, gradually became familiar.

This holiday is destined to be a beautiful and happy holiday for Meng Yu, who can go to comic exhibitions with friends, visit grandparents and grandmothers with his parents, and finally play with friends.

......

After the National Day holiday, when he returned to school, Meng Yu was caught off guard and ushered in the half-term exam.

She didn't know that there was still a half-term exam, and so far the only things that she could fully listen to in this freshman year of high school were language and history, and the rest was just a quick look.

Aside from mathematics, physics, and chemistry, she had a headache and a big head when she looked at these formulas, those calculations, and chemical equations.

There are also creatures that are amino and carboxylated for a while, and she can't remember what the base is anyway.

And then there's geography, it's not that she thinks geography is bad, it's not that it's not easy to learn, it's just that she has too much to remember, what cold snaps, climates, and rocks, she can't remember them at all.

She doesn't have much of a problem with English, it's okay for her to memorize words, but their English teacher is too magical in class, and every time the teacher goes to class, she has already fallen down before the third sentence, so she hasn't learned a lot of some grammar in class.

For the half-term exam, during the period of review, a large number of tests began to be conducted in each subject, Yang Rui was angry when he saw the results of his classmates, and this time he directly named Meng Yu: "Meng Yu, you only study Chinese and history, right? Look at your other grades, physics, chemistry fifty or sixty points, and my mathematics thirty points! You don't take me seriously?! I tell you this is a class! Where do I put my face?"

Meng Yu was speechless, didn't she just score 30 points in the exam? It's already calculated, okay? What's more, it's almost her level, and Yang Rui's face is so important? Isn't it just a skin, it's not for decoration? What's more, she can't be blamed for this, it's really that these teachers are too magical in class, and it's hard to sleep if you don't want to.

As for the two subjects of language and history, Meng Yu's strengths are really good, don't listen to the class, even if you don't listen to her, you can get a high score, and she has won the first place in language many times. This is mainly due to the fact that she usually likes to read a lot of history books and some literary works, coupled with her interest, and she has also dug deeply, as well as Yang Lan's cultivation of her. I have to Yang Lan, although she is strict and zero, she is very good at teaching.

Yang Rui scolded her for a while and then softened his tone: "Grandma, I beg you, no, you can get a sixty points, don't be thirty points, okay?"

The class burst into laughter.

Yang Rui has no way to take Meng Yu.

Meng Yu was a little embarrassed for a while, she nodded: "I know, Teacher Yang, I'll do my best, try my best." ”

And then she regretted it, she tried her best, how could she try? She felt like she hadn't learned anything, woo woo, she was going to cry.

In the end, it was Chen Ying who suggested to her that she go to Chen Shen to make up for the class, anyway, they often eat together.

Meng Yu thought about it, and after that, she went to Chen Shen for dinner at noon with her math homework book.

When she came to Xingjian Building, she found that she was going to take the half-term exam recently, and there were a lot of people in the hall. Then she saw a lonely figure in the crowd, a girl, sitting alone on a very large table, munching on steamed buns, and doing her homework.

Meng Yu still doesn't have a very deep impression of everyone in the first class, and she doesn't remember it well, let alone some top students who love learning, but she still remembers this girl, because at the first glance of her, she felt that there was always something in this girl's eyes that she couldn't understand, in fact, because her grades were below Chen Shen.

Her name is Zhou Xiao, and her grades in all subjects are very good, although she has been ranked second after Chen Shen, there is still a gap compared with Chen Shen, the difference is twenty or thirty points, Chen Shen can always throw others off, but Zhou Xiao is only a few points behind him.

First of all, she Meng Yu didn't want to look at these, because her grades didn't need to look at her to know that she would only be in the back, so it was useless for her to look at the front, but she just wanted to see Chen Shen, the demeanor of the boy she liked.

Thinking of this, Meng Yu still decided to take a look at Zhou Xiao and take it as a greeting.

She walked over and stood still in front of Zhou Xiao, and she said, "Zhou Xiao, you are studying here." ”

Hearing this, Zhou Xiao just glanced up at her and said "um", and then said nothing.

Meng Yu asked, "Are you just full of steamed buns?"

Zhou Xiao: "In order to save time, it doesn't matter whether I am full or not, and I don't have the money to buy anything else." ”

Meng Yu was speechless for a while, she usually didn't see Zhou Xiao had any friends in the class, she had always been a loner, and now when she heard her like this, she seemed to know that her family background was not good.

Meng Yu thought for a while: "I'll borrow some money to buy you something else to eat." ”

Zhou Xiao was stunned for a second and shook his head: "No, you gave it to me, and I don't have the money to pay you back." ”

Meng Yu: "Don't worry, you'll be fine later." ”

Zhou Xiao still shook his head: "I really don't need to, although my family doesn't have much money, but I can still use it with the school's subsidy." I know you mean well, but I can only afford to eat this, and it will cost me more money to eat the rest, so don't embarrass me. ”

Meng Yu didn't give her the money directly but borrowed it, because she knew that it was insulting to give it directly to others, and it was much better to borrow, although she didn't want Zhou Xiao to pay it back.

But she didn't expect her kindness to hurt Zhou Xiao to some extent, since she was also.