Su Yixin saw that he had a calm face, and he was still a little jealous, some things, even if you don't want to remember it deliberately, your body will remember your pain and despair at that time.

"Where did you go?"

"Go out and go around, there's nothing else, I'll go upstairs first!" Su Yixin still didn't dare to look at him more at the moment, and her words were full of avoidance.

Although she could live as she did on weekdays during the half month he was away, the moment she saw him, that fear still arose.

She turned around and went upstairs to her room as fast as she could, and as soon as she entered her room, a pair of big hands stopped there.

Su Yixin looked up at him, her eyes avoided, but she reluctantly opened the door and let him in, after all, this is someone's house, what qualifications does she have to not let the master in!

"Where did you go around? I think you're going to the hotel, right? Su Yihao is back! So you're so peaceful, do you want to go out to see him?"

She frowned slightly, and the explanations she had prepared were swallowed into her stomach, and she couldn't say a word.

In his heart, she was already so unbearable, why should he say it and let him look at her with that distrustful gaze again!

She clenched her hands, her nails already in her flesh, and she didn't know it.

"Do you want to know how I knew that Su Yihao was back? I was on the same plane as him!"

Su Yixin was stunned, that is, Su Yihao knew that he was back, and deliberately went out to find her at this time?

Thinking back to what Su Yihao said to her, she felt as if she was a bad chess piece sandwiched between these two men. There is no right to resist and explain.

She smiled bitterly, but was once again understood by Ye Jingmo as a sneer, she didn't say a word, as if he couldn't do anything about her.

Ye Jingmo pressed her on the bed, he wanted her to know that she could only be his now!

"Don't! Please!" the memory of the last time was still vivid, and the pain and despair made her whole body chill.

She held Ye Jingmo's arm with both hands, her eyes were full of begging, "Don't, please don't do this!"

Ye Jingmo didn't mean to stop, and directly tore the knitted short sleeves she was wearing on her blouse hard, "Brother Jiu......!

She clasped her hands in front of her chest, tears had already burst out of her eyes, and her lips were bleeding from her own bite, and the sound of Brother Jiu seemed to make Ye Jingmo sober up a little.

But the anger made him refuse to stop, until his gaze inadvertently swept to the bedside table, when the little clay figurine he had broken in half was glued back together and placed there.

He suddenly realized how much beast he was now, the beauty of the past, vividly, the girl with the ponytail, smiling so happily and beautifully.

That kind of smile always makes people feel happy, but now, he doesn't seem to see her heartfelt smile anymore.

After seeing Ye Jingmo stop, Su Yixin hurriedly hugged the quilt, blocked her chest, leaned against the head of the bed, hugged her knees tightly and buried her head.

Her hair was messy, she didn't dare to look up at him, her body was still shaking, and tears soaked a few strands of hair.

Now this look is completely incompatible with what I remember. Ye Jingmo sighed, his hands clenched into fists, he didn't know whether he hated himself for being inferior to a beast now, or hated her betrayal.

She tried so hard to protect herself, for whom?

Ye Jingmo left the room, entered the study again, and took out cigarettes, one after another.

Su Yixin in the room was just like that day, maintaining a posture, staying all night, the typhoon hit in the middle of the night, the windows were not closed, and a gust of wind blew in.

She looked out the window in despair as if she didn't feel the cold.

Her body began to tremble, and her chest felt like a block of stones, making it difficult for her to breathe.

A stronger wind blew in, and the curtains were blown far away, and when they returned to their places, they pulled down the vase on the table.

A crackling sound swept through the silent night, and looking at the flickering shards of glass on the ground, the devil once again took possession of the body.

She looked at the bouquet of lilies that she had brought back from her mother's grocery shopping yesterday, as well as the fragments of the vase on the ground.

Her expression was a little flat, and she was so hideous under the lightning bolts of the night.

She stepped out of bed and crouched down in front of the pile of vase fragments.

Picking up the seemingly sharpest piece and looking at the scar on her left wrist, there was always a voice in her heart telling her: "Cut it!

She shook her head, a cold gasp of heat from her nose, and she clenched her right hand to hold the piece and slowly moved it to her left wrist.

Just when she was about to cut it down, she was suddenly picked up violently!

"What are you going to do, Su Yixin! You just want to die! Don't die here!"

Angry, his body trembled, he just heard a voice next door, he still didn't feel at ease to come and see, seeing that the door of her room was not closed, he found that she was not lying on the bed, his eyes were still searching, and suddenly he saw a person squatting on the ground.

He was holding a piece of glass, ready to cut his wrist.

He didn't expect that what he did in the afternoon would make her have such suicidal thoughts, and he really wanted to kill himself.

Looking at her loveless appearance, he didn't want to admit it, his heart really hurt!

Su Yixin stood up straight, yes! It seems to be very unfair to him to die here, just like he said! You can't die in someone else's house! If this spreads, the Ye family will definitely be burdened with a lot of negative news.

A smile tugged at the corner of her mouth, accompanied by the night, it was very desolate, but she felt that her current thoughts were ridiculous, and she was still in the mood to think about whether it would bring negative news to the Ye family!

Before she changed, she should have been a qualified secretary!

"I'm sorry! I shouldn't have done that to you in the afternoon!" Ye Jingmo looked at her, so distressed that he couldn't even breathe, how could he do such a beastly thing to his beloved little girl?

He really wanted to hit himself hard, and he grabbed her wrist, ready to check if she had actually cut herself.

Suddenly a long scar was found on her wrist, and he thought he was mistaken, so he pulled her to a safe place where he wouldn't step on the glass shards, turned on the light, and examined it carefully.

The light made Su Yixin a little uncomfortable, so she closed her eyes and slowed down for a while.

During this period, Ye Jingmo kept holding her hand, looking at the heart-wrenching scar, what has she experienced in the past few years?

"Girl, tell me! What has happened in the past few years? Is it Su Yihao who has abused you? Or what's going on? Why do you want to do stupid things? You tell me if it's okay! And you, how can you be blind, how can you be ......?"