Chapter 12: Say goodbye to her completely
At half past five in the afternoon, it was Shen's time to get off work. In addition to going home after work, Shen Ziyin planned to go shopping alone. She had just returned to the city, where there were no classmates, no friends, no one to talk to, and even she felt very unfamiliar with the city. It's been ten years, she's been gone for ten years, and the city has definitely changed dramatically in ten years.
At eight o'clock in the evening, Shen Ziyin, who was lying on the bed, really couldn't sleep, like in the past in the UK, she would go out with her classmates to work part-time during this time. She is not afraid of being tired or dirty, she has worked as a cashier in a supermarket, a waitress in a Chinese restaurant and coffee shop, and a cleaner in a hotel. She doesn't do these jobs to make money, but to experience life and exercise herself to enrich herself. What's more important is that in these busy times, she can not think about Ou Yunlang. The time difference between China and the UK is 8 hours, and she and Ou agreed to send E-maill at the time of lunch in Europe every day. It's exactly 12 o'clock in China and 8 o'clock in the UK. Shen Ziyin's happiest and happiest time every day is when she and Ou chat videos. They care for each other, care for each other, and encourage each other. They have been connected in this way for ten years, and their relationship has long gone beyond the ordinary brother-sister relationship, they are more like a pair of long-distance lovers.
Shen Ziyin sometimes fantasizes about how good it would be if Ou Yunlang was not her cousin and boyfriend. Although there was no shortage of suitors around her, she could not find that feeling between men and women. She had a classmate in the UK who had been pursuing her since she was 16 years old, and they were classmates from secondary school, high school, all the way to university. This boy is very gentlemanly and handsome, and his family background is quite good. But she just didn't feel for him, and she rejected him very decisively, saying that they could only be good friends. Because she has long lived in her heart, although she and this man who is her cousin are destined to become husband and wife, she still decided to love him silently, and even had the idea of never marrying for the rest of her life.
But just seven months ago, everything changed the course of her life. She finally got her wish and became the woman she called her cousin. They transcend the worldly and violate ethics. She was happy and scared at the same time. After the incident, she didn't dare to face him, and she was even more afraid that she would hurt him. She disappeared from his world, and every day without him in the future, she felt like she was living like a year, she was sick with thoughts, she tried to forget him, but the more she tried to forget, the more she remembered how good he was to her. In the end, she could only comfort herself that she and him were only separated for a short time, and that she would always wait for him. In the next life, they will definitely meet again and will never be separated again.
Maybe God has mercy on her, or maybe God likes to play tricks on people. Everything was so coincidental, because of her father's illness, her grandmother let her return to China, and she also went to work in Shen's family. She finally met the man who made her think about him, although she still didn't dare to face him, and no longer had illusions about him, but she was very happy and excited in her heart, and she felt like she was reunited after a long absence.
Shen Ziyin logged in to QQ on her phone as usual, but the penguin's color was gray, and she set up an invisibility state because she didn't want Ou to see that she was online. She has only one friend, and that is Ou Yunlang, and the icon is displayed online. This QQ number is her and Ou's exclusive number, in the past seven months, Ou will still send her a lot of messages every day, her happiest time every day is to watch the messages Ou sent her, she will cry every time she reads. Since that incident, Ou has also confessed to her here, saying that he fell in love with her when he was 14 years old, and the reason why he didn't confess to her for a long time was because she was too young and afraid that it would scare her. After Shen Ziyin knew this, she was very happy but also painful, because they were cousins and couldn't be together even if they loved each other. So she can't hurt him, she has to stick to her choice.
Shen Ziyin quickly clicked on the message that Ou had just sent.
"Yinyin, we finally met again today, I am so happy, so excited, and more thanks, thank you for coming back and allowing me to see you again. Yinyin, is it true that you told me today that you don't love me anymore? Do you forget someone you love so easily? Why can't I do it? Are you really so cruel? I didn't believe it at first, but from your indifference I can only accept the fact of being abandoned. I don't hate you and I won't blame you, if you don't love, you don't love, maybe you don't love me enough, maybe it's drunk and promiscuous. But rest assured, I will bury my love for you in my heart, and I will never forget you, because every time I think of you leaving me, I have a splitting headache. So I can only remember you for the rest of my life. In the future, I will silently watch you and bless you. I know you're not going to come to see this, but I've decided to say goodbye to you anyway, this is the last time I've messaged you, and I won't bother you anymore from tomorrow. Goodbye my love. Shen Ziyin was already crying like a tearful person after reading this, and she was heartbroken. She stroked the necklace on their necks engraved with their initials, and muttered: "I will only have you left in the future, only you, you must accompany me for the rest of your life." ”
The heartbroken Shen Ziyin looked at the image on Ou Yunlang QQ blankly, she shook her head and smiled bitterly, the image is a photo of the two of them, they used to smile so sweetly, so happy and simple. But now it'............
Suddenly, Shen Ziyin found that Ou QQ's image was missing, she immediately panicked, she covered the quilt and cried. Ou is going to say goodbye to her completely? She couldn't accept it. It doesn't matter if Ou doesn't send her any more messages, why delete her. How could he be so ruthless and ruthless? He cut off even her last thoughts. After crying for a long time, Shen Ziyin was also tired. She reassured herself that she was not the only one who caused Ou's ruthlessness?
At this time, Ou Yunlang, who was in the Ou family, couldn't stand it in his heart, he was sure that as long as Shen Ziyin still loved him in his heart, she would pay attention to him, it had been seven months since that day, he would send her messages every day, although she didn't reply a word, but he always felt that she would go to see these messages, just like himself, knowing that Shen would not reply to messages, but he would still report to her every day about the situation and feelings. So he has to do this now to make Shen Ziyin let go of the burden and pressure in his heart, so that he can slowly approach her and move her.