Chapter 73: She Decided to Let Go
After Shen Ziyin had dinner in Haoxuan, Lu Zhixuan and Sun Haoyang sent her home. Shen Ziyin didn't stay long after returning home, she went to the bedroom to pack some clothes, and then took a taxi to her father. She hadn't seen her father in days.
Shen Zewen heard his daughter call and said that he was coming over, and he didn't feel sleepy when he originally wanted to rest. also asked his wife to stew bird's nest for her daughter.
"Yin Yin, did you have dinner with Sun Haoyang today? I heard that you agreed to get engaged to him? Yin Yin, why didn't you let him announce the breakup?" Shen Zewen didn't understand a little, did his daughter change her mind?
"Well, Dad, I told him about the breakup, but he didn't agree. I thought that if he didn't say anything about breaking up, it would be okay, anyway, he and I were just acting. I had no choice but to promise him to get engaged that day, because my grandmother had already set the date and notified relatives and friends, so I had to say yes first. Let's take it one step at a time. Shen Ziyin told her father what she thought.
"This shows that Haoyang is very attentive to you. Yin Yin, don't you really think about him?" At this time, Shen Zewen especially hoped that his daughter could be with Sun Haoyang.
"Dad, you're here again. I will accompany you in the future, I will not go anywhere, I will not marry anyone. Shen Ziyin decided to stay with her father or go to SH City to develop in the future, because her grandfather was still waiting for her to take care of the company.
"Dulicitous, what about your boyfriend?" Shen Zewen thought that his daughter was coaxing himself again.
"Dad, I broke up with him, and I will live alone for the rest of my life. Shen Ziyin wanted to tell her father that she would depend on the baby in her belly in the future, but she didn't dare to say it, she was afraid that she would scare him.
Shen Zewen looked at his daughter very suspiciously, he really couldn't believe that this was coming out of his daughter's mouth, just a few days ago, his daughter didn't marry Ou Yunlang, why did he ............ today Could it be that the relationship between my daughter and Ou Yunlang has problems again? Is it because of this engagement? Alas, my poor daughter, it was my father who hurt you. It's Dad who is sorry for you, and you must not follow in your Dad's footsteps.
"Yin Yin, are you hiding something from your father? Is it because of this engagement? If so, you should explain it to him, or let your father explain it to him. Shen Zewen asked.
"No, Dad. I didn't agree with him, so we separated. Shen Ziyin pretended to smile indifferently, but in fact, her heart was suffering from great pain and trauma.
"Really?" Shen Zewen was skeptical, his heart was full of self-blame and regret. In his heart, although Ou Yunlang is not the best destination for his daughter, his daughter loves him, so he also hopes that his daughter can be with the person he loves.
Shen Ziyin leaned on her father's shoulder, she really wanted to cry. But she couldn't, she couldn't let her father worry about herself anymore, because he was still a sick person, and he couldn't bear the stimulation anymore.
"Ziyin, eat bird's nest. Are you busy dating Sun Haoyang these days? You don't come to see us, your father is looking forward to it. Liao Xinyan laughed with her daughter.
When Shen Ziyin saw her mother, she hurriedly stepped forward and grabbed her mother's arm, and said coquettishly: "Mom, don't you want me?"
Liao Xinyan looked at her daughter very indifferently, and then said with a smile: "Of course my mother misses you too." ”
Shen Ziyin suddenly burst into tears, and she could no longer restrain the emotions in her heart. Since she knew that she was not her mother's daughter, she understood that her mother was the most miserable and pitiful person in this family, before
It was she who blamed her mother, in fact, it was not that her mother didn't want to be close to their three children, but that no one in this family regarded her as a mother's role at all, maybe her mother was just a tool used by the Shen family to pass on the ancestry. Because in this family, grandma is very strong, in her childhood memory, grandma has always been very domineering and domineering to her mother, and her mother can only be obedient and obedient. And the father did not love the mother. Shen Ziyin has been a little princess in the eyes of her father since she was a child, and everything in her life is handled by her father himself, so her mother can't interfere in her affairs, and her brother also has the favor of her grandmother, and her mother can't interfere. My sister was brought up by the nanny and aunt from childhood to adulthood, and my father was also responsible for everything in life. So the mother is a superfluous person in this family, because none of the three children need her, so over time the mother chooses to hide her feelings. Not near them.
"What's wrong? Ziyin. Why do you learn to cry the more you get older?" Liao Xinyan was very surprised.
"Mom, I just want to hug you and cry for a while. Shen Ziyin was coquettish.
"Ziyin, are you unhappy? You can tell your mother that she is willing to be your trash can. Liao Xinyan helped Shen Ziyin wipe her tears.
"Mom, aren't you a garbage can? Shen Ziyin said with a smile.
Liao Xinyan burst into tears instantly, she hugged her daughter into her arms, she was very moved and relieved in her heart, but there were still decades of grievances. Now that she has a daughter, she has let go of even if she has more grievances in her life. Although this daughter is not her own, she has never looked at Shen Ziyin differently, but has a little more pity. Shen Ziyin was taken back to her home a week after she was born, she originally planned to feed Shen Ziyin herself, but her husband didn't let Shen Ziyin drink milk powder to grow up, maybe in the eyes of her husband, she can't replace Li Zhujun. And her husband, who usually takes care of Shen Ziyin, does it himself, and doesn't even let her touch Shen Ziyin, and she is sad every day during that period of time. She can understand that Shen Ziyin is Li Zhujun's thoughts and sustenance left to her husband, and she once swore in her heart that she would be good to this child, but Shen Zewen didn't give her this opportunity at all, this incident made her very chilled, maybe Shen Zewen was afraid that she would abuse his daughter.
In fact, on the first day she came to the Shen family, she knew that her husband didn't love her, and she was just a tool used by the Shen family to pass on the lineage. But despite this, she took care of Shen Zewen very hard and fell in love with him, and she couldn't extricate herself. even fantasized that one day her husband would accept her. But more than 20 years have passed, and she and her husband are respectful to each other in the eyes of outsiders, but mentally her husband cannot comfort her. However, she is glad that her husband did not file for divorce although he did not love him, which she is very, very grateful and cherished, and she took care of her husband wholeheartedly and wholeheartedly when her husband was sick.
"I said, what are you mother and daughter doing, do you treat me as air?" Shen Zewen looked at their mother-daughter relationship, and he was also very happy in his heart.
When Liao Xinyan heard her husband say this, she couldn't help but burst into tears and laughed, and said to Shen Ziyin: "Daughter, do you see that your father is jealous again?"
"I'm not jealous, I just want to remind you not to be so sad, no matter what happens, I am your strongest backing. Shen Zewen said very seriously.
"Thank you Dad. ”
"Thank you, husband. ”
At night, Shen Ziyin lay in bed but couldn't sleep. She thought about it a lot, her mood was no longer as excited and collapsed as during the day, she was very sober and calm now, she even decided that she would not shed tears for Ou Yunlang in the future, she must live strongly. She recalled the bits and pieces with Ou Yunlang, they used to be sweet and happy, but more painful. Maybe she really should let go, since she loves him and wants to make him happy, they shouldn't be together in the first place, and now that he doesn't want her, she will never keep it. The child is the best gift that Ou Yunlang gave her, it is enough for her to have a child, what more can she ask for? Shen Ziyin stroked her lower abdomen, she hoped that the baby could be born safely, healthily and healthily.
Shen Ziyin glanced at the time on her phone, it was already half past ten in the evening, and she turned off the airplane mode of her phone. This was followed by a missed call reminder. Shen Ziyin looked through the messages, all of which were called by Lan Yi. Lan Yi also sent her a message at nine o'clock, saying that Ou Yunlang was drunk and crying and going crazy, and asked her to go over and comfort him. Shen Ziyin's heart was not indifferent, because after all, she loved him deeply, even if Ou Yunlang abandoned her, she couldn't change her love for him for a while. She was very worried about Ou Yunlang, and she also wanted to comfort him, but people may not need her now, and she may not accept this love. Shen Ziyin looked at her phone, she was looking forward to Lan Yi calling to tell her about Ou Yunlang's situation, but ten minutes had passed, and there was no movement on the phone. She couldn't hold back any longer, and she sent a message back to Lan Yi by magic. Lan Yi immediately called. "Shen Ziyin, what are you doing with Sun Fatzi, do you still have my brother in your heart?" Lan Yi's tone was very bad.
Shen Ziyin heard Lan Yi say this, she judged that Lan Yi should not know that Ou Yunlang already had another woman. Well, those who don't know are not guilty. "Lan Yi, how can you let your brother drink so much? Aren't you with him? Why don't you persuade him?"
"I'm with him, but can I control his mouth and his heart? If it weren't for you and Sun Fatzi's greasy and crooked, would my brother be able to drink so much wine? Shen Ziyin, have you ever seen a man or are you still eating from the bowl and looking at the pot?" Lan Yi was really angry. She looked at her brother's uncomfortable and painful appearance, and she was really distressed.
"Lan Yi, how do you know that your brother drank so much wine for me? Lan Yi, please take care of your brother. It's not early, I'm going to bed. Shen Ziyin hung up the phone after speaking, and then turned the phone to airplane mode again. Shen Ziyin wiped away the tears on her face, she forced herself in her mind not to be sad and not to think about Ou Yunlang, her task now is to sleep.
Lan Yi didn't expect Shen Ziyin to be so excessive, she would hang up the phone. She only cared about getting angry and didn't pay attention to what Shen Ziyin said. Lan Yi now completely misunderstood Shen Ziyin, she thought that Shen Ziyin must be pretending to be with Sun Haoyang, because Sun Haoyang didn't care that Shen Ziyin was pregnant. She even suspected that Shen Ziyin had already gotten along with Sun Haoyang. Lan Yi looked at her brother who was sleeping on the bed, and she couldn't help but cry in distress. My brother has paid so much for Shen Ziyin, but in the end, isn't it a vain? Shen Ziyin, you are an out-and-out goblin.
The next morning, Ou Yunlang got up early in the morning. Because he drank too much alcohol last night, his stomach was very uncomfortable, and he couldn't sleep. Lan Yi got up earlier than him, and she knew that her brother would feel sick in his stomach as soon as he drank alcohol, so she got up early to make porridge.
"Brother, you can't drink so much wine in the future, it's really not worth it. People don't care at all, even if you drink to death, what can you do?" Lan Yi persuaded his brother with a full of resentment.
"What's wrong? How do you say that?" Ou Yunlang was a little surprised, he didn't want to cause any unpleasantness between his sister and Shen Ziyin.
"Hmph, I made so many calls to Shen Ziyin last night, but Shen Ziyin was turned off, and she didn't reply to the message until half past ten, and said that you didn't drink because of her. Brother, what do you mean by her? She must have done a fake show with Sun Haoyang.........
After Ou Yunlang listened to his sister's words, his heart suddenly felt cold, and the hand holding the spoon couldn't help but tremble. "Lan Yi, did she really say that? Did you call and scold her? She is now a pregnant woman." ”
"What about scolding her? Shouldn't I scold her? She obviously has a boyfriend and has to entangle with other men, she is a woman who is in the twilight, and I wonder if the baby in her belly is Sun Haoyang's. Lan Yi is really open-mouthed in front of his brother.
"That's enough, Rany. Are you insulting your brother? The baby is mine, I deliberately impregnated her. She and Sun Haoyang are just acting. Ou Yunlang immediately defended Shen Ziyin.
"Brother, are you still obsessed? You didn't hear her tone on the phone, it's really ruthless. Lan Yi wanted his brother to trust his judgment.
"Lan Yi, she's a pregnant woman now, don't make her angry. Ou Yunlang persuaded his sister.
"Hmph, you just go to her, they sold you and you still help them count the money. Lan Yi disagreed.
Morning, Shen. Ou Yunlang knocked on the door of Shen Ziyin's office.
"Is there something wrong? Shen Ziyin asked lukewarmly.
Ou Yunlang looked at her very disappointed and asked, "Can't I come to see you if it's okay?"
"Thank you Director Ou for your concern, I'm fine. Shen Ziyin's expression was a little cold.
Ou Yunlang saw that Shen was unhappy, and he mistakenly thought that Shen was angry with Lan Yi.
"Yin Yin, I apologize to you on behalf of Lan Yi. You're her sister-in-law, you're an adult, okay?"
"Heh, I'm afraid I don't have the blessing to be her sister-in-law, you should find her real sister-in-law. Shen Ziyin is angry with Ou Yunlang's hypocrisy and shamelessness, and there are other women who come to her.
"Yinyin, what do you mean by this? You are just angry, you can't deny the relationship between us. Ou Yunlang was a little angry, he didn't expect Shen Ziyin to be so unreasonable.
"Okay, Director Ou, please go back. It's work time, and I don't want to talk about personal matters. Shen Ziyin gave an eviction order.
"You, okay, Yinyin, you're pregnant now and I don't want to quarrel with you, but I don't want this to affect our relationship. Ou Yunlang was speechless and crazy.
"Feelings? Do we still have feelings between us? The reason why you came to shush me is because I am pregnant with your child. I thank you, but please rest assured, you don't have to worry about him, I will raise him without you. Shen Ziyin was disdainful.
Ou Yunlang was a little confused, she didn't know what Shen Ziyin was talking about? Why did Shen Ziyin become yin and yang after one night. But he is also a little weak-hearted, does Shen Ziyin already know who the murderer is?
"Yinyin, what are you talking about? Are you insulting me?"
"Insult, I don't have this idleness. By the way, my uncle asked me to persuade you to get engaged to that girl. Ou Yunlang, congratulations on finding true love. I bless you all. Shen Ziyin held back her tears and pretended to be nothing.
Ou Yunlang completely collapsed, and a splitting headache made him close his eyes in pain. It turned out that his father was playing tricks on all this, and he was digging out his heart and lungs for his father, but his father stabbed him in the back and cut off his happiness. He hated him so much, hated his own naivety, and hated his father's insidiousness and viciousness. No wonder his father agreed so readily to be with Shen Ziyin, it turned out that he was just perfunctory. Well, since you are unkind, I am not righteous.
"Shen Ziyin, did my father look for you? Did he say something to you? Ou Yunlang wanted to confirm.
"It doesn't matter if you say nothing, the point is that you already have another woman. But I don't blame you, I'll let go, I wish you happiness. Shen Ziyin couldn't hold back the pain in her heart any longer, she sobbed quietly and turned the chair to the back. She didn't want Ou Yunlang to see her embarrassed appearance.
Ou Yunlang hurriedly ran to comfort her, and squatted down on her stomach. "Shen Ziyin, if I say that my father deliberately lied to you, will you believe it?"