He called Meng Yu several times before she came back to her senses, and Meng Yu asked, "Ah, what's wrong?

Chen Shen asked, "What's wrong with you now?" ”

Meng Yu shook his head: "It's okay, it's okay." ”

After a pause, she asked again: "Chen Shen, I'm ...... Do you think you're a friend?"

After asking, she didn't dare to look at Chen Shen, and her heart was beating violently, not because of excitement, but because she was afraid, she knew that she had regarded Chen Shen as a friend from the beginning, but he had never been, and she had always been officially introduced as just his classmate, classmate.

Chen Shen pondered for a moment and asked, "What are you asking for?"

Meng Yu shook his head: "It's nothing." ”

After that, she put down her chopsticks: "I'm full, you can continue to eat, I still have something to do in my bedroom, so I'll go first." ”

After Meng Yu didn't look at Chen Shen and left, what she had been afraid of still came, and sure enough, in his eyes, she wasn't even a friend?

So what is she?

When Meng Yu walked out of Xingjian Building, he saw the peach blossoms in full bloom, and the wind blew through the petals that blew away the lin.

It's beautiful, everything is beautiful, everything is what she wants, but I don't know why she seems to cry, what should she do?

At noon, she did not go back to the dormitory, but went to the altar of the teaching building to look at the peach blossoms in a daze.

She sat alone for an unknown amount of time before she heard a voice behind her: "What are you doing sitting here?"

Meng Yu turned around, it was Mu Ye, she was surprised: "Mu Ye, why are you here?"

Thinking that this was the first time she had talked to Kino, she originally thought that she would have the opportunity to go to Kino to apologize to her, she used to be so suspicious of people, it was really bad, but she didn't expect Kino to come to her first.

Kino: "I just went to the library to borrow a book, but you are sitting here looking at Peach Blossom in a daze? What happened?"

For some reason, Meng Yu suddenly felt a warm heart when Mu Ye asked, and she asked Mu Ye: "Mu Ye, have you ever liked someone, but felt lost because of that person?"

Kino nodded: "Yes, what's wrong? Who do you like?" ”

Meng Yu was even more ashamed of this, but she thought that she should always confess, she exhaled: "I like Chen Shen, I apologize here, I thought you liked Chen Shen at the end of last semester, so I didn't come to talk to you later." ”

Hearing this, Muye suddenly smiled: "So that's the case, but I forgot about it, and I didn't think about it that much." ”

"Let me sort it out, I have heard about the scandal between you and Chen Shen in the class last semester, and then I saw it and asked Fangfang, after Fangfang was impossible, I didn't think about it, and I didn't think much about it if you didn't look for me, and I didn't blame you. But there's another thing you really think too much, I don't like Chen Shen. ”

Meng Yu: "I'm really sorry. ”

Mu Ye waved his hand: "It's okay, it's good that you didn't treat me as a rival." Anyway, the one you just like someone, but because he feels confused, is it because of Chen Shen?"

Meng Yu nodded a fraction.

Kino asked, "Why are you confused? Are you wondering if it's worth liking him?"

Meng Yu was shocked, now all her fears and nervousness were explained, it turned out that what she was worried about was whether it was worth it, whether Chen Shen was worth her effort or not.

She was afraid that she would have nothing in the future, and she was afraid that her efforts would be fruitless.

Strange, when did she become so timid?

In the end, Meng Yu nodded: "Yes." ”

Kino asked, "Have you ever heard of such a saying? It doesn't matter if someone I like feeds a dog with my sincerity." ”

Meng Yu nodded, she remembered seeing it in it.

Mu Ye asked, "Let me ask you, what do you like about Chen Shen?"

Meng Yu nodded: "Yes." ”

"Do you want to be with him, then?"

Meng Yu: "Yes." ”

"What do you think? Do you want to spend the last three years with him now, or do you want to be together for a long time?"

Meng Yu: "I want to be together for a long time." ”

"Then I ask you, how much do you like him?"

Meng Yu thought for a while: "I want to catch up with him, I want to reach his height, and I want him to be proud of me." ”

"And what do you like about him?"

Meng Yu: "Because he is very good, and because he is a very good person, he has saved me many times, and he has brought me light, warmth, strength, and peace of mind when I was in trouble." ”

Mu Ye: "Since you are such a person, why do you still feel confused? Why do you still feel that it is not worth it, let me ask Meng Yu, before you think about whether it is worth it, have you asked yourself, have you worked hard enough? He has brought you so much, but what have you brought him?"

This question was asked in Meng Yu's heart, yes, she is really not qualified, Chen Shen has obviously helped her so much, but now she is asking if it is worth it? It's ridiculous, she is really greedy!

From Chen Shen helping her pick up books at the school gate, to the instructor almost whipping her with a belt, to the comic exhibition, to the art festival, to the music equipment room, etc., so much, Chen Shen helped her so much that she was actually asking, thinking about whether it was worth it?

Yes, what did she do for Chen Shen?

Nothing, she is still qualified to think about what is not worth it.

What qualifications does she have?

However, Meng Yu asked: "I feel that I don't have much place in Chen Shen's heart, and he doesn't treat me as a friend." ”

Kino: "It's not you who doesn't treat you as a friend, it's not him, and this kind of thing doesn't listen to words, not to ask him to admit that it's you or not his friend." It's about his performance, and he won't bother to do anything for you if he's not important to him, and he won't bother to get angry about it, and he won't bother to help you. ”

At this point, Meng Yu understood, yes, what Chen Shen did for her was not obvious enough? She was really stupid, what else did she need to ask, Chen Shen was such a cold person, he ignored no one and ignored anyone, but he was still willing to talk to Meng Yu.

Kino continued: "If you want me, my true heart will be spilled, even if other people think it's not worth it, but in my opinion, it's worth it, and since I'm willing to spill my true heart, it doesn't matter what that person uses to trample on and do, really love someone, really like a person should be like this, do you understand?"

Meng Yu nodded happily: "I understand, thank you, Mu Ye." ”

After that, she asked again: "By the way, I've always wanted to ask you, what is the relationship between you and Chen Shen?"

Mu Ye smiled: "You won't mistakenly think that I like Chen Shen just because you can't figure this out, right?"

Meng Yu didn't expect her to be so honest, and Meng Yu was also straight: "It's almost, but what is it?"

Kino asked, "Want to know?"

Meng Yu nodded violently.

Kino: "I'll tell you next time, you digest what I just just gave first." ”

Meng Yu let out an "oh", indeed, what she should be thinking about now is the matter between her and Chen Shen.

And she also believed Mu Ye's words, she must not like Chen Shen, and she must have nothing to do with him.

In the end, Meng Yu smiled: "Thank you, Mu Ye." ”

Kino also gave her a smile: "Thank you, we are all friends." ”

Meng Yu watched the wind blow the petals of the peach blossoms all over the ground, she held a handful and blew it in the palm of her hand, looking at the peach blossom petals flying in the air, her good mood returned.

She was really confused, she actually began to doubt Chen Shen because Xu Yi and Chen Ying were together, and began to think about whether it was worth it for Chen Shen, but she was so confused that she forgot everything Chen Shen did for her, she didn't care about Chen Shen for Chen Shen, but he was the same.

Isn't that how she liked Chen Shen in the first place?

Because she knew that no matter how cold and indifferent Chen Shen was on the outside, he was still kind in his heart, and he was still the Chen Shen who helped her when she was in danger.

Really, when did she start to become so hesitant and so timid?

This is not her Meng Yu!

And just like Mu Ye's, a sincere heart spills out, no matter what he does, she just knows that she likes him.

And Chen Shen himself is not good at words, from the many things he helped her, she can still see that her position in his heart is very important, just such an indifferent person, if she doesn't accompany him and doesn't love him, who will accompany him? Who loves him?

Xu Yi?

He is with Chen Ying now, and he can't take care of Chen Shen so much.

Chen Shen's parents?

It's even more impossible, what they bring to Chen Shen is only shackles.

Now everything is clear, and she will not be confused anymore, she will like Chen Shen until Chen Shen no longer needs her liking, and she no longer needs her.

She believes that she still occupies a certain place in Chen Shen's life.

......

During the afternoon self-study class, Chen Ying turned her face and came to Meng Yu again.

She: "Hey, Meng Yu, what's wrong with you and Chen Shen?

When she and Xu Yi and Meng Yu were angry, if it weren't for the fact that the two of them were together, she would be envious! she would be jealous!

Will she be suspicious of Chen Shen?

Meng Yu said bluntly: "No need, I'll do it myself." ”

Chen Ying snorted and gave her a thumbs up: "Yes, Meng Yu, I admire you, I don't want to spare help when chasing Chen Shen's iceberg, my sister really admires it." ”

Meng Yu glared at her, Chen Shen is not an iceberg, they don't understand Chen Shen at all, but she doesn't bother to compete with them, she just understands, so she doesn't need others to understand.

Meng Yu: "This Xu Yi's grades are also very good, he is the first in the second class, and you don't want to learn from others? ”

Chen Ying: "I'm already taking it, Yi He is now giving me a make-up class, don't you see that I rarely play with my mobile phone recently? ”

Meng Yu patted her: "Come on!"

Chen Ying was overjoyed, thinking that the sun had come out in the west?

But Meng Yu quickly added: "Although I don't think it's possible with your science grades." ”

Chen Ying rolled her eyes at Meng Yu.

Indeed, since Chen Ying and Xu Yi were together, the two often studied together, and Meng Yu often saw them occasionally when he went to Xingjian Building to find Chen Shen at noon, just in the hall.

She was really right, the hall of this Xingjian Building is really a place to fall in love and learn at the same time, sooner or later, she and Chen Shen will come, she firmly believes.

Although Xu Yi's grades are below Chen Shen, they are also among the best, and she Meng Yu and Chen Ying and others can't climb it, and they don't have a chance, and Chen Ying's grades are almost the same as Meng Yu, at the end of last semester, Chen Shen grabbed her, otherwise, she would have taken the same exam as Chen Ying.

Chen Ying used to just like Xu Yi and maybe he didn't have to care about these achievements, but now that he is with others, he naturally wants to be as good as him, or like catching up with him, even if he is on the road

And Xu Yi fell in love, even if he and Chen Shen were not often together, Meng Yu felt that his personality had changed, although he was quite lively before, but his liveliness revealed yin and yang weirdness, but his yin and yang weirdness was completely gone after falling in love.

He now sees Meng Yu greeting him warmly, and there is rarely that kind of feeling that makes Meng Yu annoying or uncomfortable, and it is different to infect people who are in love.

After the afternoon self-study class, when Meng Yu was about to walk out of the classroom door to eat, Chen Shen stopped her.

Meng Yu was taken aback, because Chen Shen rarely called her name, which meant that Chen Shen rarely took the initiative to come to her, basically Meng Yu went to find him.

Meng Yu looked at Chen Shen and asked, "Chen Shen, is there something wrong?"

Chen Shen: "You didn't eat well at noon, I invite you to eat now." ”

Hearing this, Meng Yu chuckled in her heart, what? Chen Shen invited her to dinner?!

Happiness doesn't come too soon!

Wu Fang, who was on Meng Yu's side, patted her when she saw this: "I'm going to eat with Mu Ye and them." ”

Of course, Meng Yu understood what she meant, and she let out an "oh".

After seeing Wu Fang and the others leaving, Meng Yu asked, "Chen Shen, where do you want to eat?"

Chen Shen: "Let's go to Xingjian Building." ”

Meng Yu asked, "But your uncle only brought your share, what should I do?"

Chen Shen: "I've told him to get ready, let's go." ”

Meng Yu nodded "um".

Walking on the way to Xingjian Building, Meng Yu couldn't help but ask: "Chen Shen, why do you want to invite me to dinner." ”

Chen Shen: "Because I think you didn't eat well at noon, I'm responsible." ”

Oh, so that's the case, Meng Yu's heart is warm, contented, enough.

Meng Yu: "Don't feel guilty, I just don't know what's wrong in the morning, I'm just in a bad mood." ”

Chen Shen didn't have anything, just asked, "Why do you ask like that at noon?"

Meng Yu was stunned, what did he ask?

Only then did she remember that she had asked Chen Shen if she was his friend in his eyes?

It seems that Chen Shen also cares about this.

Meng Yu......