Sanning Company put the annual leave and the Spring Festival holiday together, the company was empty, and Cong Su had nothing to do to sort out the company's archives. Fifteen years of information collation in the afternoon, she didn't have a trace of hunger, sat on the chair and pondered for a long time, Cong Su put on his coat and went to the supermarket downstairs of the company to buy some fast food, and returned to the company as quickly as possible, for a while the office was filled with spicy smell, she took a deep breath, but her eyes were frozen.

Every winter for the Chinese New Year, she and Bai Zijia will eat hot pot and watch dramas at home alone, although they haven't been together for four years in college, Bai Zijia has tacitly routined their tradition every year after returning to China, and it has been six years.

In addition to making people unable to break deep-rooted habits, time will also stuff you with things you don't want, and you don't do what most people do at this age, as if you are an outlier and abnormal.

Cong Su smiled bitterly and rubbed his eyes, the phone suddenly lit up, and the other party went straight in, "Are you in a better mood?"

"Am I a tigress?" Cong Su frowned, "Something to find me?"

"It's okay and I can't look for you?" After saying that, Luo Lin hung up the phone, Cong Su was stunned for two seconds, and packed up the table in a panic, the other party came up in less than a minute, and when he swaggered the door in, he saw that Cong Su was still stuffing things into the trash can, "Can't you hang up the phone two seconds later?"

"Then why don't I give myself a reason to go downstairs for a while?" Luo Lin rolled up his sleeves with a grin, "I still see me like this, but Cong Su, you are really sloppy when you are alone, and the office makes you build like a dog kennel......"

"If you're confused, you can go back. Cong Su glared at him, and Luo Lin leaned closer to chat with a bigger face, "It's not a joke like this? ”

Cong Su didn't bother to pay attention to him anymore, his mood was indeed not so gloomy, and after cleaning up the office, Luo Lin showed no signs of leaving, "You, you and Bai Zijia have a conflict again." ”

"Hmm. At the mention of Bai Zijia, Cong Su's mood sank suddenly, and he didn't want to say more to others, Luo Lin stubbornly continued to ask: "Cong Su, for so many years, you have been evading, in the end, Bai Zijia is your safe haven, but you ask yourself, can you keep going?"

"You still don't know why she went abroad after graduating from high school, and even you yourself are not sure if you can be with her for the rest of your life. ”

The truth is always heart-wrenching, when all the inner questions are involved, Cong Su doesn't know how to answer, she looks at Luo Lin's eyes, unconsciously, and slowly lowers her head.

After so many years, I haven't grown at all.

"You, don't be so depressed all the time, there is a solution to everything. Luo Lin saw that Cong Su hadn't spoken for a long time and thought she was crying, Cong Su suddenly raised his head with a calm expression, "You speak to the point, I'm used to it." ”

"It seems that your heart is much stronger than before, then I will say a few more words, you can hold back, don't beat me. ”

"If you have something to say, just say it. ”

"Do you really like Bai Zijia, do you think Bai Zijia likes you?"

Luo Lin deliberately chose a place that was easy to cover, Cong Su silently took a deep breath, if Luo Lin hadn't spoken in advance, she would have really turned her face.

"Luo Lin, didn't you come here to block me during the Chinese New Year, did you?

"You think carefully before answering my question, I really don't mean to sow discord, I'm for the good of both of you. "Rollin is serious.

Cong Su knew that he had no bad intentions, not only him, but almost all of her own friends could see the contradiction between her and Bai Zijia, Cong Su once thought that it was Luo Lin's appearance that made the two of them no longer what they used to be, but then she figured it out, it had nothing to do with anyone, there were too many differences between them, but they were all exposed later, and there was no way to avoid it.

"Luo Lin, I can't answer your question, because I don't know what I like, when I was with Bai Zijia, she told me that men are not good things, gender is nothing, two people are comfortable together, I and her are so confused, although in a hurry, I have always valued her, so even if she didn't say goodbye to me later, I didn't care about this, I thought that as long as she could come back to me, it didn't matter. ”

Cong Su said that his voice became lower and hoarse, as if his throat was blocked by something, "As for whether she likes me or not, I don't know." ”

The atmosphere of the New Year is so low and depressing, no matter how you look at it, it doesn't match the lively New Year's flavor outside, "Tang Qitong has said me more than once before, Zhang Wanwan likes me so much and I am a childhood sweetheart, he doesn't understand why I want to beg for you to beg for nothing, only I know that if I really give up on you and turn to be with Zhang Wanwan, it will definitely not last long, and I will not be responsible for her." ”

"The feelings that will be together will split up sooner or later. ”

Cong Su knew that Luo Lin was not only saying this to herself, but also to her, how could she not know this truth, how easy it was to completely disconnect.

"Do you think I'm particularly indecisive?" Cong Su asked suddenly.

"Sensitive and delicate people will inevitably be like this, you are indecisive because you are soft-hearted, or it may be because you are still making decisions, there are some things that neither of you can avoid when you two are together. ”

"She's moved out since she came back from her hometown and hasn't come back. Cong Su lowered her head, "She thinks that other people's eyes are not important, I am the opposite, she should be angry, I sent her a text message to apologize, but I still can't get in touch." ”

Luo Lin didn't feel comfortable seeing her so humble, he could see it from the first time he saw Cong Su and Bai Zijia, Cong Su was too humble, everything revolved around Bai Zijia, and she was destined to always be the one who took the initiative to apologize.

"Then wait for her to contact you, if you need my help, just say it. Rollin silently exited the office, went downstairs and looked up at a bright light on the 50th floor at the door of the building, and stood for a long time before driving away.

The annual leave passed quickly in the relatives who were walking around, and the office building was full of the sound of computer keyboards communicating with work, Cong Su was immersed in work, Ye Wen really couldn't stand it, and canceled his appointment with Tang Qitong at night, and planned to talk to Cong Su well, but Cong Su was unwilling, insisting on working overtime in the company, and in the end, Ye Wen had no patience, "Do you follow me, do you believe that I dragged you out?"

"Hmm. Cong Su replied lightly, motionless.

"Hey, let me tell you the truth, it's Bai Zijia who wants to see you, she has something to tell you, and she can't wipe her face so she asked me to convey it. As soon as she heard this, she was full of loopholes, and what was even more incredible was that Cong Su actually believed it, Ye Wen sighed silently in her heart, although she felt a little guilty, but as long as she was willing to come out with herself.

When he arrived at the overpass, he looked around, "Where is Bai Zijiaren?"

"What, I lied to you, I just wanted you to come out with me. After saying that, Cong Su's face changed instantly, and he turned around to leave, Ye Wen quickly stopped in front of Cong Su and blocked her from leaving, "I'm lying, but what I said is not all false, Bai Zijia didn't say that she wanted to see you, but she did have something to convey to me, you see, this is a text message she sent me." ”

Bai Zijia's text message to Coco Ye was only two short lines, and it was inconsequential - I lived in a short-term rental house outside, so don't worry about Cong Su, I think I'll go to her.

Then why didn't you send it to Ye Wen directly? The more Cong Su thought about it, the more she felt that something was wrong, she had an ominous premonition, not an intuition, and all kinds of facts showed that Bai Zijia didn't seem to want to continue anymore.

"Cong Su, let's talk, what do you think now?"

"What do you think?" Cong Su had a question mark on his face.

"Then let me talk about my own opinion first, I have known Bai Zijia and Luo Lin for about the same time, I have always heard you mention Bai Zijia before, saying how good she is, I don't have any real feelings, she is really good to you, but to be honest, I don't see how much she likes you, she is good to you, more like a concern between friends, and Luo Lin is different. ”

There are a lot of people on the overpass, and there are a lot of performers, there is a person standing opposite Cong Su who is playing and singing with a guitar, she watched those people stop, and some put two coins in the piano box, "Ye Wen, I know what you said, after so many years, things have long been wrong, and maybe I have never seen Bai Zijia, but I can confirm one thing, when I was the most difficult, she accompanied me over, although I don't know why she went to a foreign country without saying hello after graduation, but I believe she has a hard time." ”

"Hey, I'm relieved if you don't get into the horns. Ye Wen patted Cong Su's shoulder and pointed to a bar below, "Let's go, let's go have a drink! It's been a long time since you had a drink, you have to drink today!"

"Take it easy, you're worse than I am. ”

Cong Su's advice was that there was nothing in the bar, Ye Wen couldn't control his mouth when he drank it, Cong Su also felt that she was a little drunk, but she still couldn't control herself from drinking it non-stop, obviously it was sweet wine, she drank too much, but the tip of her tongue was bitter.

When he woke up again, Cong Su was lying on Ye Wen's bed, got up with a splitting headache to find water to drink, took out a pack of quick-frozen dumplings in the refrigerator and cooked a pack, and secretly warned himself that it was fortunately the weekend, and he must not drink like this in the future.

"You slept too hard, Bai Zijia called me just now, she said that she was promoted, and the company found her a nearby house, let us go to her new house today to get together......"

Ye Cohen's voice unconsciously became lower and lower, and he didn't dare to look up at Cong Su's face, I don't know how long it took, Cong Su finally spoke: "This is a good thing, Ye Co, then I won't go home, let's freshen up at your house." ”

"Ah, good. After noticing that the other party's state was not quite right, Ye Cohen didn't say much, and it wasn't until five o'clock in the afternoon that he left to go to the hot pot restaurant that Bai Zijia had booked, and Cong Su talked a little more, and asked a lot about Bai Zijia's recent situation. It's really Bai Zijia who is still angry, and the other party didn't reply to the message she sent, so she wanted to know it from Ye Wen's mouth.

It's just that Coco Ye doesn't know much, so she may guess that Cong Su will inquire from her best friend's mouth.