Chapter 141: The Past
In a few jokes, the atmosphere opened up little by little, and for this room, although Ding Yao didn't want to accept it, but Pei Jinghan couldn't insist on it, so he could only agree. As for this favor, let's wait for a chance in the future.
There really was no other way for her to do it.
Originally, Ding Yao wanted to check the process with the director first tonight, but Pei Jinghan and Pei Jingxuan, the two brothers, thought that Ding Yao had been busy for a day, so they discussed it with the director.
After all, variety shows are different from other filming and the like, and variety shows are more not hard-hitting.
Maybe the problems of some of the links are fixed, a little bit of oral broadcasting in it, and nothing else. The rest is all up to Ding Yao to play on his own. As for the rest, what kind of public image she wants to create and the like, they are all discussed with the contracted company to which she belongs, and now Ding Yao does not have it, so she can decide according to her own ideas.
"Well, you've been so busy all day today, you must not have eaten seriously. ”
Pei Jingxuan is still more caring, and he doesn't care about what female artists should keep in shape or something. The main thing is that Ding Yao himself never pays attention to this kind of problem, so there is nothing to pay attention to in his words.
He beckoned the waiter to put the food and freshly awakened wine on the cart and pushed him in, and after repeated instructions, he left the room with the waiter and closed the door. And the moment the room suddenly became quiet, Ding Yao looked back at this rare rich experience, and couldn't help but be happy in his heart.
She grabbed the phone next to her and began to take selfies non-stop, although she didn't plan to post it now, but she could save the photo and send it again when there was no picture to send in the future. And if you bring this picture, bring everything around, which can be regarded as a more topical point.
At about eleven o'clock in the evening, she finally put down her mobile phone and pushed the dining cart to the chair in front of the floor-to-ceiling window and sat down.
Reaching for the spaghetti plate, she swayed to look at the scenery outside as she ate it to herself. After waiting for the disc action, with a few sips of red wine that Pei Jingxuan specially opened for himself, it was simply amazing.
Shaking her legs to look at the night scene outside, she brought the goblet to her mouth from time to time and took a sip.
It was also until this moment that she seemed to suddenly know why so many girls didn't want to work hard, and they wanted to marry into a wealthy family at any cost. Who doesn't like this kind of rich man's life, Ding Yao likes it too. It's just that she has spent an unforgettable life, and in this life, she wants to be her own queen.
Inadvertently caught a glimpse of the infinity pool, a figure holding a beer can in her hand, and unconsciously met her eyes.
Putting down the red wine glass in her hand, she looked at it carefully for a long time, and finally confirmed that the person was Xu Ying. What was she doing alone on this big night with a beer and running to the infinity pool?
Out of concern, she got up and headed for the door, unplugged the key card from the wall, and opened the door to leave.
Just looking at it, Ding Yao's room seemed to be a little far away from the infinity pool, but in fact, after she went out, she turned two corners and arrived. strode forward, and noticed the person sitting on the edge of the pool, sticking her feet into the water to play, Ding Yao felt a little uncomfortable inexplicably: she walked carefully in the water, still holding a beer can in her hand, and she seemed to be in such a mood......
Seeing this, she strode forward, stopped at the edge of the pool, untied the high heels on her feet, and stepped in with the hem of her skirt.
It was also when she heard the sound of water coming from behind her, Xu Ying knew that Ding Yao was coming, and couldn't help but be stunned, and hid the beer can behind her in a panic, "Sister Yao, it's so late, why haven't you slept yet?" I just suddenly stayed in such a good hotel, and I couldn't sleep a little, so I just ran over to blow the wind." ”
"I haven't asked you yet, what are you nervous about?" Ding Yao raised her eyebrows and looked at her, and said slowly, "Don't be nervous, I didn't want to say anything about you, I just noticed it when I was in the room, so I came to see you." Also, don't hide it, I see the beer can in your hand. Are you in a bad mood and want to drink?
Xu Ying was stunned for a moment, and finally nodded, "There is a little bit, but Sister Yao can rest assured, I will not affect my work." ”
The two men put back on their shoes and walked to the loungers next to the pool and sat down.
Looking at the person next to him, Ding Yao slowly spoke, "There are things in my heart that are holding back and there is nowhere to vent, which is actually a very uncomfortable feeling. If you have anything, you can tell me and I can be your temporary trash can. You don't have to treat us as an employment relationship, just as if we were friends and just talk casually. ”
Turning her head to look like Ding Yao, Xu Ying pursed her lips, took a deep breath and poured a sip of beer, and put the beer can on the table next to her.
She lowered her head and chuckled, and slowly spoke, "Sister Yao, you must be very curious, since you don't like me so much, why did my mother waste so much effort to leave me in the first place? ”
Speaking of this, she couldn't help but take a deep breath and said slowly, "Sister Yao, you definitely can't imagine that the original me shouldn't have appeared in this world, and the reason why I'm here is completely because of ...... They needed me in the first place, and that's all. Otherwise, I would not have come to this world at all, and there should be no me in the world now. ”
Ding Yao didn't know what Xu Ying meant, but listening to her words, there was an inexplicable pain in her heart, which was heart-piercing.
"In fact, my existence is an accident and a ...... It's kind of an accessory. ”
She tilted her head and sniffed, and said with a wry smile, "At the beginning, when my brother was three years old, he suddenly had a strange disease, and he had a very rare illness that needed the bone marrow of other brothers and sisters to be treated. And I, in the final analysis, came to this world for my brother's life. Well, does that sound ridiculous? Actually, I think it's ridiculous. ”
At this point, although Xu Ying had a smile on her cheeks, tears fell honestly.
"Isn't it ridiculous, I came to this world to exist for another person, I don't even have the meaning of existence, in their eyes, I am just my brother's life-saving medicine, that's all. ”
"From childhood to adulthood, my parents will satisfy whatever my brother wants, but for several years in a row, I have worn so many sets of clothes that are getting shorter and smaller, and every time I see my parents buying several sets of clothes for my brother, I am so envious. ”
"Later, when I was a little older, I started school according to compulsory education, and the other classmates had beautiful clothes, and all the clothes I wore except for the school uniform were left by my brother, or clothes that my mother didn't want. My classmates eat in the small restaurant at the entrance of the school every day, but my daily food expenses are only five yuan. ”
"At that time, I only had bread and water in my daily life, and all my classmates laughed at me and disliked me. ”
Ding Yao looked at her distressedly, reached out and patted her back, but Xu Ying just chuckled and shrugged her shoulders.
Later, after completing nine years of compulsory education, I finally relied on my own efforts and was admitted to a publicly-funded high school, but they kept saying that it was useless for girls to go to school, so I dropped out of school to work to save my brother's college tuition. At that time, it was the first time I had the courage to resist them, and then I barely finished high school with the help of school grants and bonuses. ”
"As for what happened to the university after that, you know all about it. ”
Speaking of this, she couldn't help but sigh deeply, "Looking back now, at that time, I didn't even dare to say a word at home. Every time they quarreled, they said the most thing, that is, if it wasn't for the sake of treating my brother, they wouldn't have given birth to me at all, and they would have provided me with food and shelter, which was already very good. ”
Hearing Xu Ying's words, Ding Yao's eyes widened in disbelief, and she was even laughed at angrily.
Is this really what a parent should say when facing his daughter? In this world, I am afraid that there is no second parent who is more terrifying than them.
It's really embarrassing for Xu Ying, how have she survived so many years.
"And now, just because my brother graduated from college and had no job, but was in a hurry to marry his girlfriend and had no money, they began to force me again, forcing me to drop out of school to earn money for my brother's flowers, and even thinking that I should find a rich old man of any age to marry, and then ask for a rich bride price for my brother as a dowry. ”
She looked at the sky with a pair of eyes, and couldn't help but smile bitterly, "What I remember most clearly is that my mother once said that a girl like me who wants nothing and nothing has little hope of finding a rich man to marry." So, if there are really older men who take a fancy to me, I can even go to them as a junior, I can not get married, as long as the money is not famous. ”
picked up the beer can on the table and smashed it on the ground, Ding Yao was angry, "Is this what people say!"
"In this world, how can there be such a person, and it's really hard for you to survive for so many years. However, such parents, it is good to draw a clear line as soon as possible, and it is a hundred. ”