143 worth it

Xiao Xiaoyue also smiled, a little reluctantly.

"Yes, you really seem to make sense when you say that, hehe. ”

I laughed too.

"I said to Wen Shaonian that I am here to comfort you, but in fact, I don't know how to comfort people. I also know that when anyone encounters something like you, it is not a few innocuous words of comfort from others to avoid pain. It's not like listening to a few thought-provoking truths and you can really think about it. Because those who persuade you have not experienced the pain you have suffered, no matter how hard they try, they will not be able to empathize. ”

Xiao Xiaoyue nodded: "Yes, my former friend also encountered emotional betrayal, and I once persuaded her, but now I find that people, even if they understand more truths, may not be able to live their own lives." ”

I took two glasses of water from the water dispenser, gave Xiao Xiaoyue a glass, and drank one myself.

"So I'm not here to comfort you, I'm just telling you a story. Once upon a time there was a girl, she was very beautiful and had a gentle personality, and she did not complain when her family had no money to drop out of school, but worked hard and worked as a cow and a horse, until she was used as a bargaining chip by the family to exchange relatives, and was sold into a ravine, to marry a man who stole chickens and dogs and was idle...... In that family, there is also a father-in-law who is old and disrespectful, and a scathing mother-in-law...... So she not only had to endure her husband's abuse every day, but also had to beware of her father-in-law's covetousness...... Later, a bully in the village appeared...... In order to survive, she had to force a smile and fake affection with the bully, just so that she could escape......"

I began to tell Xiao Xiaoyue stories.

It's certainly not a story, it's my history, my pain.

I just told Li Pingping about these past events.

Because I think Li Pingping can understand me.

Now, I told Xiao Xiaoyue again.

Because I think it's going to touch her.

I went to work as a part-time worker so that more girls would not be harmed.

I'm here now to help a girl with a broken heart.

The approach is different, but the purpose is the same.

What's more, she is still Wen Shaonian's friend.

It is my duty to do so.

......

Of course, as when I talked to Li Pingping, I didn't mention Wen Shaonian.

Because it's a secret that belongs to me alone.

It's the corner of my heart, the most secret place.

I won't let anyone touch it.

Even myself.

......

Xiao Xiaoyue listened quietly.

Then the girl finally escaped, she had distributed flyers, worked as a waitress in a restaurant, slept in a park, slept in a warehouse, worked as a factory girl, worked as a nanny, set up a stall, and worked as a part-time worker. She has encountered thieves, been stolen from her body, met an unscrupulous boss who deducted her wages, sweated and even fainted for performance in the factory, and was ostracized by her nanny's peers...... But she endured it, because she wanted to live well, she wanted to control her own destiny, and she didn't want to be at the mercy of others anymore. ”

Speaking of which, I asked Xiao Xiaoyue, "What do you think of this girl?"

Xiao Xiaoyue thought for a while: "Her fate is much more bumpy than mine, at least although my family is not rich, I have no worries about food and clothing, and my parents love me very much, compared with her, I am still happy." But she was also amazing enough to do so many things later. ”

I listened to Xiao Xiaoyue's words and asked her, "But after listening to her experience, don't you think she is very cheap? Is she a dirty woman?"

Xiao Xiaoyue shook her head: "No! You can't say that! Although this girl has experienced two men, she was forced, and she didn't do anything wrong! It is her parents, her brother, and those bad guys who should be blamed! Not only is she not dirty or cheap, but she is very worthy of admiration! Because she is really amazing and inspirational, if she were someone else, she would definitely not be as good as her!"

I looked at Xiao Xiaoyue's somewhat excited face and smiled slightly: "Xiaoyue, thank you, thank you for understanding me." ”

Xiao Xiaoyue was stunned: "What? you mean...... You ......"

I smiled and nodded: "Yes, I am the girl in the story, and what I tell you is my story." I hope you can keep it a secret for me, okay? Don't tell anyone, including Wen Shaonian. ”

Xiao Xiaoyue nodded stunned.

I continued: "I didn't mean to sell miserably, I just told you that every family has a scripture that is difficult to read, and everyone has to experience joys and sorrows, ups and downs of honor and disgrace. You have experienced so much, and I have experienced more than you, so I can only tell you as a person who has come over, the bitterness in my heart, it is useless for anyone to persuade you, the most important thing is to persuade yourself. Only you can let yourself live, only you can give yourself a new life, and only you can save yourself. Looking back, you can be miserable and frustrated, but you can't just break down, let alone give up on yourself. After all, compared to me, you still have a family that loves you, you have an education, and you have a much higher starting point than me. Just like I was talking about earlier, although I have experienced those things, I am not dirty, and I am not cheap. The same can be applied to you, you are not dirty, you are just being bullied, if you deny yourself because of this, you look down on yourself, then who can you expect to look up to you? Your boyfriend is a brute, and you don't pay attention to his slander at all. ”

Hearing my words, Xiao Xiaoyue's tears flowed again.

Only this time, her tears were not for herself, but for me.

She hugged me tightly: "Sister, thank you, thank you for doing so much, thank you for enlightening me and telling you so many sad pasts, I understand, I really understand, I won't give up on myself, I won't take a bath anymore, I won't embarrass myself anymore." ”

I patted her on the back: "Okay, it's okay, since I can tell you, it means that I want to open it myself." If my experience can make you no longer entangled, then my words are meaningful. ”

Xiao Xiaoyue leaned on my shoulder: "Sister, what about later? Didn't those people look for you again?"

I smiled and replied, "How can there be such a good thing? Later, when I was in the provincial capital, I first met my husband, and later, I met my brother, sister-in-law, and mother-in-law. ”

What I said was light and light, but it startled Xiao Xiaoyue.

"Huh?

"It's okay, it's okay, I've got it all figured out. I comforted Xiao Xiaoyue.

I didn't tell Xiao Xiaoyue too much detail about these things later.

Because it has nothing to do with me enlightening her.

It also involves a lot of privacy that has nothing to do with people.

......

Wen Shaonian is back.

Brought a lot of food.

I even bought a lot of alcohol.

"What are you buying wine for?" I asked Wen Shaonian.

"Didn't you say that you would drink to kill your sorrows? I think it would be better to drink a little?" he said.

Xiao Xiaoyue's face flushed: "Senior, I'm worried about you, I'm fine." My sister Joe has already enlightened me. ”

Wen Shaonian let out a sigh of relief, looking surprised and happy.

He couldn't help but ask me, "Huanxi, how did you enlighten her?"

I glanced at Wen Shaonian: "This is a secret between our women, are you sure you want to hear it?"

Wen Shaonian hurriedly waved his hand: "Then forget it." ”

......

I took the things that Wen Shaonian brought to the kitchen and began to plate them.

Xiao Xiaoyue also followed up to help.

Her spirits are really much better.

When he saw me, he suddenly asked in a low voice: "Sister Qiao, what is the relationship between you and Senior Wen? How did you meet? Senior Wen is very good, his family background is good, he is handsome, the key is that he has a very good heart, are you ......?"

She wanted to speak, but she stopped.

But I read what she meant.

I smiled wryly: "You think too much, we are not that kind of relationship, or ordinary friends." ”

Xiao Xiaoyue bit her lip and groaned, and then said, "No, I think Senior Wen's eyes look at you seem to be very content, not as simple as an ordinary friend, he blushed just now." Do you know? In our school, Senior Wen is very popular, and there are always girls who pursue him, but I think he is so nervous when he faces those girls and doesn't face you. ”

I tapped Xiao Xiaoyue's nose with my hand: "It seems that you have really figured it out, and you have begun to have idle gossip?"

Then, I was a little gloomy: "You know everything about me, do you think I am worthy of Wen Shaonian? We are not people of the same world at all." ”

Xiao Xiaoyue was also silent for a while.

Then she raised her head and said to me very firmly: "Sister Qiao, if it were someone else, I might not be able to say it, but Senior Wen is definitely not the kind of unreasonable person, if he really knows your past, he will definitely not look down on you, but will cherish you more!"

Speaking of this, Xiao Xiaoyue was also a little gloomy: "After all, Senior Wen is not Chu Nan, he is a true gentleman, not a hypocrite." ”

Both of us remembered something unhappy, so we were a little silent.

I smiled bitterly: "Sister, it's not that I don't have confidence in Wen Shaonian, I don't have confidence in myself." I don't want him to sympathize with me, you know? I want pure love, and if it's not pure, I'd rather not. You may think I'm a little ridiculous, but I think it's either not looking forward to love, or just looking forward to a perfect love. ”

Xiao Xiaoyue nodded: "Sister Qiao, don't be ridiculous, I understand." ”

......

Go out and eat together.

Xia Lan seems to like singing very much.

There is a full set of karaoke facilities in the living room.

Xiao Xiaoyue picked up the microphone: "Sister Qiao, Senior Wen, let's sing, shall we?"

Today she is the main character, and naturally she is responsive.

So Wen Shaonian helped Xiao Xiaoyue turn on the device.

Start choosing a song.

......

Keep your overnight kisses

I can't feel how real you are

I miss you that it's dusk

There are also tear stains on his face

If you don't ask from now on

I don't want to be inseparable from you

Whether it is not cold at night

The heart will not hurt

Trembling lips

Can't wait for your kiss

A woman who is easily injured

Hopefully, hopefully, you will feel distressed

I'm scared of a person

The first song, "The Easily Injured Woman" rang out.

Without waiting for us to say, Wen Shaonian hurriedly cut the song.

"Changed, changed, it didn't fit. ”

......

The melody of the second song sounded.

You used to say you wanted to protect me

Only give me gentleness and no frustration

But now you're always avoiding me

No more worrying about what I'm thinking

People say that falling in love is like flying a kite

If you care too much, you will regret it

It's just that you all forgot to tell me

Indulgent love

It will also make the sky scarred

Too aggrieved

Even the breakup was the last thing I got the news about

Don't cry

Because I love love

I owe you nothing

Too aggrieved

Still in love with you

But you take others in your arms

It can't go on like this

Through the storm of love

I'd rather give up on you soberly and painfully

Nor do you wronged yourself in the dream of love

Seeing me staring at Wen Shaonian with my eyes, Wen Shaonian was sweating.

"It's not appropriate, I'll change it again. ”

I'm already disappointed with Wen Shaonian's level of song selection.

I pushed him away and went over to choose the song myself.

Then he handed the microphone to Xiao Mingyue.

"This one. ”

Hearing the prelude, Xiao Xiaoyue smiled: "This song is good, or Sister Qiao understands me." ”

Wen Shaonian looked a little aggrieved: "I haven't heard this song yet? Besides, those songs before were all chosen by Xia Lan." ”

Xiao Xiaoyue and I both ignored Wen Shaonian, and Xiao Xiaoyue had already sang.

Then wait for the fall

If love is great

I have something to struggle with

Am I worse than others?

Who is going to stay home on the weekends

Popcorn on TV

Remembering your love words

Tears in my eyes

At this point, Xiao Xiaoyue beckoned to me and asked me to sing with her.

Although I am not very familiar with this song, I can still finish singing it with the subtitles.

Ten men, seven stupid, eight stupid, nine bad

There is also one that everyone loves

Sisters jumped out

Even if sweet words trick him over

Love well

No longer let him go

Find someone to fall in love with

to forget you

Like a withered rose

The rain in my heart is struggling to die

Don't be afraid

The sun is so big outside

If there is a price to fall in love with

Then be brave enough to accept it

......

The song is joyful.

We sang it loud.

Laugh while singing, laugh and dance at the same time.

I was sweating from my laughter.

Wen Shaonian looked at the two of us who were crazy, and the expression on his face was a little helpless.

It seems impossible to fit into our world.

I looked at Xiao Xiaoyue, who seemed to be excited and even a little excited, and I knew, although she said that she had figured it out.

She should have figured it out too.

But the sadness and sadness in my heart will definitely not dissipate so quickly.

She's freeing herself in this crazy way.

At the same time, she is also using this gesture to show me and Wen Shaonian that she is okay and does not let us worry.

She is also a girl with self-respect.

......

"Senior, are you singing too?" Xiao Xiaoyue invited Wen Shaonian.

Wen Shaonian shook his head: "I can't sing your songs." ”

"Okay, I won't choose the ones I sing for you, I'll choose the ones you must like!"

Xiao Xiaoyue ignored Wen Shaonian's refusal, and dragged Wen Shaonian to the front of the TV.

At the same time, the song she chose also rang out.

This song is a bit unpopular, I haven't heard it.

Wen Shaonian hadn't heard of it either.

So when he sang it for the first time, Wen Shaonian didn't open his mouth.

Instead, they were quietly listening.

Listened carefully.

Listened attentively.

I need a spacious room of my own

Fill it with sunlight and feel the warmth quietly

When you are wronged, the tears make it fall one by one

Even if it is excessive, there is no need to converge

I always open the skylight alone and face the blue sky

I can't understand the performance of escaping loneliness

Tonight I stand on the shore of the sea, where my memory has faded

Gently caressing the surface of the water is your unchanging face

When he sang it for the second time, Wen Shaonian could already sing along with the melody.

This is the first time I have heard Wen Shaonian sing, I didn't expect that he sang really well.

Who is the woman you deserve to love for the rest of your life

No matter how long it takes, it never dissipates the warmth

Who is the woman you deserve to love for the rest of your life

Wake up in the morning looking at you

Who is the woman you deserve to love for the rest of your life

Did you say it or was I naΓ―ve

Who is the woman you deserve to love for the rest of your life

The person who most wants to return in the next life and this life

"I went to the bathroom. ”

I couldn't stand Wen Shaonian's singing, and I couldn't face his eyes.

I got up from the couch and went into the bathroom with some embarrassment.

I started washing my face.

I can't control my tears.

I understood the meaning of Wen Shaonian's singing.

He said that I was a woman worthy of his love for the rest of his life.

But I know I don't deserve it.

......

Later, I left Xialan's home.

I left with Xiao Xiaoyue.

Xiao Xiaoyue said that it was not suitable to live here, so she was going back to the dormitory.

Wen Shaonian was going to drive me, but I insisted that he send Xiao Xiaoyue.

He didn't refuse again.

Looking at the distant car shadow, I pondered for a long time.

Then he turned around and resolutely left.

Now is not the time to be sad, there is still business to be done tomorrow!

......

The next day, it happened to be the weekend.

In the comprehensive conference room of the provincial international convention and exhibition center, it was full of friends.

In addition to many well-known figures in the business community, there were also many media reporters.

I came in with the staff, but fortunately there were a lot of people and I wasn't noticed.

From my point of view, I can clearly see that Mr. Jiang is standing at the door of the hall in a suit and leather shoes, greeting guests attentively.

Today is the most important day after his company went public.

A listing press conference should be held.

Although I don't know much about economics, I also know that once the company goes public, the wealth of this scumbag will go to a higher level.

With the confidence of money, he may go to harm more women.

A sneer crossed my lips.

This Jiang scumbag keeps saying that money is already a number, and the poor are only left with money, so they can only find excitement through other channels.

It seems that he doesn't care about money anymore.

But I know that he said this because he had money.

Once he runs out of money, he loves money more than anyone else!

That's what I'm here for today.

I'm not just going to expose him, I'm going to let his fortune go down the drain.

Originally, I didn't have such vision and ability.

But I read a similar example in a newspaper and it inspired me a lot.

Of course, the most important thing is that I have a good helper.

I turned on my phone, texted and asked, "Are you ready?"

They replied, "All set." ”

I typed, "There may be risks, are you sure you want to participate?"

The reply over there was very fast: "Of course I participated, you don't have to worry about it, we are in this line of work, it is risky." In fact, many times, I feel that the things I do are not authentic, but there is no way, the hands of the people are short, and I can only do it according to the instructions of the gold owner. But now I'm glad that what you're doing is to eliminate harm for the people, and I really want to participate! You know, I hate scumbags the most. ”