Chapter 151: Self-esteem
Tian Lu in front of her was full of mysteries, and she found that she wanted to explore her more and more. obviously needs money, but pretends to be extremely high, isn't it the "duplicity" of all girls on the earth?
Ye Xingkong's eyes lit up slightly, and he looked at her curiously, in his eyes, Tian Lu was different from other girls.
He wondered why Tian Lu didn't tell him directly about his lack of money, lending or giving a few dollars was a breeze for Ye Xingkong, but Tian Lu refused to speak, what was going on in his mind.
Ye Xingkong crossed his chin and stood there thinking, okay, let's see what tricks you can play.
Tian Lu brought Ma Zha over for dinner, and motioned to Ye Xingkong, "Do you want to come and eat together?"
Ye Xingkong didn't have confidence in the food they cooked, and he had already eaten with Chen Limu, so he chuckled and replied, "I've already eaten in the apartment restaurant." ”
The food was very simple, and the dishes and taste were too different from those in Ding's restaurant, and I suddenly thought that I felt distressed about the two girls in front of me about the meal.
These two girls are like thieves in the small building, and there is a huge disparity between his living treatment and one in heaven and the other on earth.
Ye Xingkong suddenly thought that if he was the master in this family, the logistics of eating and living for the two girls in the small building would be taken care of by a family attendant.
However, due to a number of considerations, logistics cannot be used at this time.
He suddenly had an extreme desire for power, and wanted to become a person who had weight in the Ding family, and only when he had weight could he give them a better life.
How to become such a person, his current status is all because with Ding Kelan's aura, he wants to have a place in the company, and he will naturally have a status if he holds more equity. The ambition for fame, fortune, and power gradually came out.
When leaving the small building, Ye Xingkong quietly put a bank supplementary card next to Tian Lu's bookmark, saw the two girls having dinner together in harmony, ate well for a while, and turned to leave.
Tian Lu had sharp eyes, walked over to the place where Ye Xingkong stayed just now, found the secondary card, and hurriedly caught up with Ye Xingkong, shouting, "Ye Xingkong! Stop!"
Ye Xingkong stopped and looked back at Tian Lu, who was chasing after him violently, and didn't have time to think about it.
Tian Lu raised her chin, stretched out the auxiliary card on Ye Xingkong's chest, and said in a heartfelt voice, "Take it, what are you doing, this is your bank card?
Tian Lu smiled sadly, "No matter how poor I am, I won't ask for your card, what are you, I am eating soft rice to put it nicely, it is you who value the affection of friends, and if it is not good, you are supporting me and taking pity on me?"
Sneered and stuffed the card in Ye Xingkong's hand, "Take it, I won't ask for your card, you listen, I'm in a difficult period now, you can overcome the difficulties and let me have a place to stay, I am very grateful, and I have received your help in many ways, and now you want to be unreservedly gracious to me, you, how can I afford it." ”
After saying tough words for a long time, Tian Lu turned his back, bit his lip, and couldn't hold back any longer, tears flowed down uncontrollably, "I thank you for your kindness, I understand it, but please don't be nice to me, okay?"
Ye Xingkong saw that she was crying, and his heart was extremely painful, but he was at a loss, and his mind was a mess. I thought, why is this woman so strange, what the hell is she thinking, proud self-esteem, don't want it, I'll just take it.
handed her a tissue to wipe her tears, and said softly, "I'm sorry, I didn't know that this would hurt you, I didn't think about it enough, I thought it would help you, but I didn't expect it to backfire." ”
Tian Lu looked at him sincerely, and his stupid appearance was really funny. In short, Tian Lu blushed and burst into laughter.
Looking at Tian Lu's sunny face, Ye Xingkong smiled, looked in other directions, looked at Tian Lu dotingly, and laughed at him in a daze.
The days slipped away quietly like flowing water.
On the day of Tian Jin's wedding, Tian Lu did not attend. She made a phone call to go back to congratulate, and from the voice of the second aunt who couldn't help but hear it, Tian Lu's money just arrived, and it didn't matter if people didn't arrive, if Tian Lu went back, it would be the best, and she wouldn't blame her if she couldn't go back to the wedding.
Tian Lu pondered the words of the second aunt, did the second aunt understand that she was busy with work, it didn't matter if she didn't go back, or did she say that the money for Tian Lu's support was in hand, and other etiquette didn't matter. But why does Tian Lu understand the latter meaning more?
My nose was sour and I shed tears, I should have gone back to join in the fun, to add popularity to the Tian family, I overestimated myself too much, I thought about myself too much, and I couldn't change anything if I went or not.
They don't matter that much, all they care about is money.
Tian Lu's chest was full of blood, gas squeezed out of her throat, she smiled bitterly a few times, laughing so much that tears slipped from the corners of her eyes. It turns out that the family affection I care about most is thinner than paper and thinner than money.
At this moment, Tian Lu decided not to go back to her hometown to attend the wedding, more because she had "resentment" in her heart, and a little more than worrying about gossip from asking for leave from the company, and she was selfish and didn't want to go.
Is it because I have taken family affection lightly, or because my family members have taken family affection lightly? Maybe it's a combination of both.
She leaned on the overpass of the pedestrian passage, the endless flow of vehicles and people below, and the dazzling array of businesses, such a bustling metropolis, who is not struggling, not working hard to live a good life.
I silently read Tian Jin in my heart, I wish you a happy wedding! Your wedding is a major event in life, so I should go back, but I just don't want to go back, I don't want to go back, forgive me for my selfishness, you will be cold to me in the future, blame me for not attending your banquet, I don't blame you.
Whether the wind blew the sour eyes or the eyes themselves were sore, the bean-sized tears slipped down quietly.
Her heart is complicated, and there is a trace of guilt for not being able to attend Tian Jin's wedding, "Please forgive me, Tian Jin." You want to be happy, you want to be happy, only if I live a good life, can I have the ability to let you live a good life, you want to be good, I want to be good. ”
Thinking of this, Tian Lu wiped her tears and strode towards the bottom of the overpass.
Along the way to reverie, the street scene is bustling, the road ahead is boundless, what kind of road the future is not clear, only know that it should not be wrong to work hard.
After eating simple somen noodles on the street for one night, I brought a few pieces of roasted sweet potatoes from the fragrant alley to Mazha and put them in my bag, afraid that it would be cold and Mazha would not eat well when I went back.
At night, the streets of the industrial park are brightly lit, and most of the people shuttling are young people who are in a hurry, and there are fashionable, bright, and simple people in the flow of people, and they are in a hurry;
Statues of celebrities in parks and squares stand quietly in the vast night, as if telling passers-by something.
The shops are full of shops and the windows are strange, attracting children's attention, and the coffee shop is a place for adults to sit and chat leisurely over a cup of coffee, relaxing the tension of the day's work and releasing stress.
After the bustling area, the streets of the industrial park are very plain, and there is no roaring nightclub sound in the red light district.
Quietly wander the streets of the industrial park at night and blend into the night.
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