Chapter 273: The First Week's Eye, Xiao Meiyan
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In the ward, the girl with braids woke up from a dream, a nightmare.
In the dream she walked alone in the dark, no matter how she walked, there was no end... She couldn't hold back, and cried out with fear and insecurity, and no one answered... She fell to her knees, feeling helpless in her heart, something called loneliness, haunting her... Then she woke up.
It turns out that it was a dream, and then Xiao Meiyan accepts the reality because the dream is real.
She has no friends... Not a single oneγγγγγ Lonely people will always curl up in the corner and lick their wounds, and over time, they will change from envy of others to have friends, and become a little erratic, she doesn't know what a friend is.
Talk together, eat lunch together, or go out together... How to determine and distinguish it...
I'm struggling with this kind of thing every day.,And because of her body.,She can't fit into any group.γγγγ Black braids and red-framed glasses, clumsy appearance, and weak body, this is the impression she left on others.
If you're not good enough, you'll be good, right? In this case, only those who can do it can say it, right?
If it's me, it won't work. This is what Xiao Meiyan often says, and she is extremely convincedγγγγγγ Suffering from heart disease, myopia, poor grades, poor physical fitness, timidity, γγγγγγ It's all shortcomings, isn't it? She's just an inferiority girl who thinks she can't do anythingγγγγγγ
Looking at the table next to the bed, there was a transfer notice on it... See Longyuan Middle School... This time, I'm still like this... What to do ... She sighed leisurely.
said that in the classroom the next day, Lin Xiao yawned and looked at the 34-year-old senior head teacher who had not yet married, Teacher Saotome, and she looked very depressed today.
Oh, I don't know if this blind date failed again, this is what the classmates often say.
Then the head teacher let a girl in.,A girl with black braids.,Wearing glasses.γγγ She looked dodgy, keeping her head down...
"Okay, then let's introduce myself!" The head teacher pushed Xiao Meiyan briskly to the front.
However, because it was a transfer student, the classmates in the class were a little excited, and there was some noise around.
Lin Xiao saw that the girl's body seemed to be trembling, oops, is this little girl a child who is afraid of birth?
The girl looked pained, and then she finally spoke.
"That'...... That ...... "Xiao Meiyan couldn't adapt to speaking in front of people.,Like this, she was hung in front of more than 30 people for onlookers.,Her nervous whole body straightened.γγγγ "My name is, Xiao Xiao Xiao Xiao Mei Yan. That one...... Please advise. β
Alas! Lin Xiao and Artoria both showed surprised expressions, then glanced at each other and nodded.
Well, according to the quest prompt, Xiao Meiyan also belongs to the object they need to protect, but γγγγγ Lin Xiao smiled wryly.
Reallyγγγγγ Although the character is a little clumsy... But it will definitely get better.
"Xiaomei has been hospitalized because of a bad heart. Because there will definitely be a lot of inconvenience when I haven't come to school for a long time, everyone should help her more. β
The head teacher said so.
After that, the seats were arranged... Soon follow the Japanese routine.
Many of the classmates surrounded the dark-haired girlγγγγγ This made Lin Xiao, who wanted to get close, have to give up.
A little later in contact with her... Xiao Meiyan also has the talent to become a magical girl.γγγ After all, this mission says to protect her, it must be because she is important enough.
Xiao Meiyan, a girl with braids, looked embarrassed, because of her curiosity about transfer students, and countless classmates asked questions like machine guns.
"It's such a powerful name as 'Flame'!"
"Xiaomei, where did you go to school before?"
"Have you participated in club activities, sports, literature and art?"
"It's so long hair~ It's hard to braid it every morning, right?"
Lin Xiao also noticed that Artoria also stood up and was about to go over to help her outγγγγγ
At this time, the pink girl walked over and interrupted the classmates' questions about the rainstorm.
"Xiaomei-san, you have to go to the health room, do you know where it is?"
Xiao Meiyan looked at Madoka, and the other party showed a reassuring smile... Let her nod involuntarily.
Half-open mouth was a little surprised, and subconsciously said, "I don't know... β
"Then I'll take you there, I'm the health committee member in the class. ββEveryone, I'm sorry. Xiaomei had to go to the health room to take medicine when she was resting. β
After the girl finished speaking, everyone dispersed with regret, and Artoria looked at the pink girl happily, and she nodded from time to time in satisfaction.
Of course Lin Xiao understands what she means, Xiaoyuan has really grown a lot, and she is really a kind girl who thinks about others.
If it was before, she must not be able to do such a thing, help transfer students relieve their troubles, well, Lin Xiao is very satisfied with Xiaoyuan, and she must praise her later.
On this side, the pink girl walked out of the classroom with Xiao Meiyan. Madoka walked in front, while Xiao Meiyan cautiously followed.
Now Xiao Meiyan's heart is actually full of gratitude, because of the girl, so she can solve the difficulty... She's not good at dealing with these problems.
However, if you don't answer these students, you're going to be hated... But even if you answer, it's going to make people think that this kid is so boring...
But because of the girl.,Now she's finally relieved.,Just now the classmate said her name.,The flame is very powerful.γγγ This made her feel a little fever on her face... She has always made the name annoyingγγγγγ I don't like my name at all.
Because of the word flame, I always feel like a rampant clan somewhere, and it is also the feeling of an outdated bad gang of the older generation.
"I'm sorry. Everyone has no malicious ......" The girl suddenly interrupted Xiao Meiyan's thoughts, and the pink girl turned back to Xiao Meiyan and smiled like a spring breeze.
Because this smile was so beautiful, there was a feeling that made Xiao Meiyan feel very reassured, she froze and didn't speak.
The girl continued, "Because transfer students are very strange or something, I am so excited. β
Xiao Meiyan came back to her senses at this time, and then replied, "No, that ...... Thank you. β
After speaking, he lowered his head againγγγγγ Don't be so nervous, we're all classmates. Madoka could see Xiao Miyan's nervousness, and she smiled kindly.
"My name is Madoka Shikame, let's call me Madoka. βγ
Yes.... Xiao Meiyan froze again, the girl's healing smile made her feel like a spring breeze.
Shikame-en-mado.γγγ Madoka... Such a name slipped into her heart at once. But she was a little embarrassed.
Because of Xiao Meiyan, since elementary school, she has never directly called other people's names, because she has no friends. It's something that only friends or relatives can call ... Just the first day of meeting ... Suddenly she screamed like this, and she couldn't scream.
This made her stand there at a loss, and she didn't know what to say...
Then the girl named Shikameyuan once again had a warm smile on the corner of her mouth, as warm as a spring breeze.
Xiao Meiyan couldn't help but feel at ease, she saw the pink girl, the gentleness in her eyes, very clear, calm, and warm feeling.
The pink girl opened her mouth and said, "So, can I call you Flame Sauce too?"
Her smile and gentleness made people feel foul, her body stiffened as if it was frozen, and the protective wall of her heart was smashed to ashesγγγγγ There are still such peopleγγγγγ What should I do?
Xiao Meiyan's brain was a little blank, and she was a little overwhelmed and said, "...... I, that one, is rarely called by my name...... And the name is weird. β
Wait, Xiao Meiyan regretted it a little, she shouldn't have said this... But what should I say? She was confused.
However, Lu Meiyuan's next words made Xiao Meiyan feel as if her haze had been blown away.
With her sunny smile, she said very seriously: "Eh~? I always feel like I'm burning~ I feel very handsome. β
"Alas... Then Xiao Meiyan lowered her head and said, "It's not worthy of the name... What she meant was that people like herself weren't handsome at all.
"Isn't that a waste? It's rare to have such a great name, and it's good that Yan-chan has become handsome. Kameyuan said happily.
Become handsome? . . . My words must not work, Xiao Meiyan thought.
But thanks to her, Xiao Meiyan suddenly had to use this name as a cross to carry - just use it as a pedal for her to grow.
But.... Xiao Meiyan to the pink girl,Dropped her thanksγγγ She didn't know what else to say.
The pink girl must be someone who really wants her to change, not just casually saying that she is really thinking about her.
Although Xiao Meiyan felt that she must not be able to do anything... Because of such a long time.
She has experienced too much, such as taking math class, being asked by the teacher to answer questions on the blackboard, but she can't answer them at all.
And then the teacher said, "Ah, yes." If you've taken a break from school, borrow notes from a friend and take a look.
The results are very poor... Then in physical education class, I couldn't run for long and had to go to rest because of anemia.
The heart is inherently thin. Therefore, when you do intense exercise, or when you are extremely nervous, your chest will be tightened and painful. As a result, when the body is fine, I feel stressed for no reason, and as a result, I become very afraid of life. I went to many different hospitals, so I kept changing schools. Of course, there are no friends.
Being able to be treated gently by others, Xiao Meiyan is very happy... But it's also very powerless.
She felt that she could not change herself, to become a person like the pink girl, confident and gentle.
In fact, what Xiao Meiyan didn't know was that Lu Muyuan was also a little timid before... It's just that she is lucky, she has no illness, and she has good friends who have been around since elementary school.
Soon, when it was time for school, Xiao Meiyan packed up her things and left the classroom alone.
Lin Xiao glanced at it, and then said to Xiao Yuan, "How is it, are you sure?"
Madoka nodded and said firmly, "Well, I've already told Sister Mamei." β
Artoria said, "Well, let's hurry up." β
Xiao Meiyan was walking home alone, and when she thought of her unhappy life, she wanted to cry.
While everyone was doing what was rightfully done, she was the only one left aside. This sense of anxiety, of incompetence -- keeps accumulating.
Why, only I am in such poor health? Why, only my life is so miserable?
Xiao Meiyan walked on the iron bridge that she had to pass on the way home, and the loss and pessimism in her heart became more and more widespread.
She thought to herself: although her parents are desperately trying to find a doctor for her...... Although she kept moving for this reason - she also knew that it was just adding to the burden on her family. In order for her to settle near the hospital, she struggled to find a house, and then moved to a new city with the hope that she might be cured this time, and sent her to a new hospital.
However, if there is no sign of improvement, hope will turn into disappointment. In the end, it was only a matter of time before disappointment turned into despair.
She didn't want to live like thatγγγγγγ But why me... Xiao Meiyan's painful right hand touched her heart.
Then she remembered the words of the girl she met for the first time today: "Yan-chan, just be handsome." β
γγγγγ In her opinion, life is already full of darkness, and she will only fall into a deeper and deeper abyss step by step.
"Becoming handsome or something...... Nope...... I can't do anything......"
Xiao Meiyan looked at the flowing water under the bridge and finally shed tears. "Always causing trouble to others and embarrassing yourself...... What am I going to do? Am I going to have to do this forever?"
This question, along with the tears that fell, dripped onto the water under the bridge.
"It's better to just die. At this time, Xiao Meiyan heard such a voice.
Xiao Meiyan thought it was her own voice. My weak, cowardly inner voice.
So, she replied somewhat compromisedly.
"Is it better to die......
That's right, it's better to die. The voice replied immediately.
This voice is not Xiao Meiyan's voice, revealing an eerie quiet and demagogic power.
Undoubtedly a witch... But Xiao Meiyan has been deluded.
This is the witch's enchantment, and now Xiao Meiyan is the prey.
Xiao Meiyan entered a strange place, not on the iron bridgeγγγγγ Fantastic.
It's also creepy... She looked at the stone slab with strange human shapes painted at her feetβthe sky was red, and the clouds were lingering. Then the sound of laughter began to ring around them...... With the sound of the ground trembling, a huge stone gate appeared on the flat ground.
Shaking from the violent shaking of the ground, as if overwhelmed by a rapidly changing world, his knees began to tremble so much that he could not even stand on his feet.
Fear instantly covered her eyes, and then the witch's voice said, "Then go and die." β
Xiao Meiyan felt that this creepy voice was rubbing her body back and forth.
"Come over here - follow me. Then, in the midst of that strange laughter, a graffiti-like monster appeared in the stone gate, walking towards Xiao Meiyan.
Xiao Meiyan's frightened face turned pale, she sat on the ground and couldn't move, her lips squirmed but she couldn't say a word.
Then before she knew it, she was surrounded by this group of monsters, and finally she screamed because she was facing death.
"No. Don't!"
Then Xiao Meiyan felt a flash of light appear in her field of vision. Dazzling incredible.
"Are you alright?Flame Sauce?" the pink girl, with a bow and arrow in her hand, stood in front of her with a smile, and for a moment she almost called out the girl's name... Madoka.