Xia Lan talked about Wen Shaonian.

There are things I know, and there are things I don't know.

But I love to hear it.

As long as it's about Wen Shaonian, I'm interested.

"Hehe, it's off-topic, I mean, although there are many girls chasing Wen Shaonian, he has never been in love, and he has never met someone he likes. For a while, some people thought, does he like men?"

Speaking of this, Xia Lan covered her mouth and smiled.

I wanted to laugh too, but I couldn't.

"I don't know if you know Wen Shaonian's family background, his family is a very influential family in the provincial capital. As for me, I am a relative of Wen Shaonian's mother, and I am a peer who is very close to Shaonian, so many of his thoughts cannot be seen by others, but I can see it. I can see that in the past year, he has changed, and he should have a girl he likes. Because sometimes when he sits alone, his gaze becomes very gentle, and that must be the look that only comes when he thinks about his lover, because I am also in love, so I understand. At that time, I was really happy for Wen Shaonian, happy that my cousin had finally found the object of his heart. I once asked who the other party was, what kind of girl was it, so that he, a puzzled woodman, also opened up? But he just smiled, but didn't tell me the details. I know that he is shy, he regards this relationship as a person's most precious secret, and he is only willing to reminisce about it alone, but he refuses to share it with other people, even his cousin. ”

I listened, but didn't speak.

It's like I'm already crazy.

"So I often wondered, what is the girl my cousin likes? It must be beautiful, but it is certainly not a vase, because my cousin is not a superficial person, he only looks at his face and body, otherwise he would not refuse the sexy stunners who have shaped himself like a cow. The girl my cousin likes must be a woman who attaches equal importance to beauty and wisdom, is affectionate and righteous, warm and kind, just like Sister Huan. You were so brave that you dared to save a stranger like me from so many hooligans that day. As for the courage to do this, I feel that my cousin is not wrong. ”

After listening to Xia Lan's praise, I was a little ashamed: "You are too famous, I am not as good and noble as you say, in fact, I have seen you once before, so that time on the street, I misunderstood that you were Wen Shaonian's girlfriend, so I will help you, not completely help strangers." ”

Xia Lan said: "You misunderstand that I am my cousin's girlfriend, and you are willing to help me, and you don't want me to hurt my cousin, it means that Sister Huan is greater, and I really admire you." is like this for rivals in love, it can be seen that Sister Huan is your person. ”

I was so praised that my face turned red.

But Xia Lan's tone began to become low: "But then I found out that something was wrong, although he didn't say it explicitly, but I knew that he was out of love, he was very painful, and even very confused." Do you know? Since childhood, Wen Shaonian has been a person with a special goal and a clear sense of direction, and he will not waver in what he believes. When his friends from the same family background were still jealous of girls, he had already decided on a future major. When those rich second generations are all young models of luxury cars, he has already begun to carry out social practice in addition to learning. Many people say that the rich are empty, and the poor are only left with money, although there is a prejudice against the rich, but in a sense, it is also true. There are indeed many rich second generations, because they are too rich materially, they don't need to struggle to be able to eat and drink, so there is no motivation in life at all, either drunk and dreaming of death, or spending all day drinking, or pursuing sensory stimulation, drag racing, smoking. drugs, and even doing some illegal and criminal things, but none of this happened to Wen Shaonian, and he has a clear plan for the future. And this time, it was the first time I saw confusion and confusion from Wen Shaonian. I know, even the best man will be trapped by love. I looked very anxious and wanted to get rid of my cousin, but do you know? All the truths I know, in fact, Wen Shaonian understands. I wanted to persuade him that as soon as he opened his mouth, he would know all that I was going to say. Such a person cannot be persuaded by outsiders, and can only hope that he can think of it himself. But I know that he didn't think about it, and he was still immersed in the pain of falling out of love. ”

He ...... How is he now?" I asked bitterly.

Xia Lan's words made me extremely distressed, self-blaming, and guilty!

"He, on the surface, looks very normal, even more normal than before. Go to bed early and get up early, study hard, exercise seriously, be polite to everyone, be polite and polite to everyone, let's put it this way, ordinary people fall out of love, either crying and crying, or smoking and drinking, or go out to indulge, and even more excessively, they will use self-harm to release the pain of falling out of love, but none of this happened to Wen Shaonian. In fact, it is one of the few people like me who know Wen Shaonian very well to know what he has experienced. Xia Lan continued.

"That's okay, it shows that he is still a sane person and will not do anything to hurt himself. ”

I don't know if I'm comforting Xia Lan, or if I'm comforting myself.

But Xia Lan interrupted me: "Sister Huan, do you really think this is very good? I would rather him cry, make a fuss, get drunk, even go out to fight with people, and also do nonsense with those playboys outside, I don't want him to be like this, the heart is painful, and the appearance is casual! Pain needs to be released, I have also lost love before, I have also lost my temper, I have messed around, although it is very embarrassing and makes others look ridiculous, but I have to say that after release, my heart is indeed much more comfortable. But what about my cousin? He took all his thoughts to heart, and he fought alone, and you know how uncomfortable he was? Do you know how lost he was? At least I know that he has insomnia every night now. People who don't have insomnia never know the pain of insomnia, but I know that when I was in high school, because of too much pressure on studying, I had insomnia, tossing and turning, obviously my body was already very tired, but my mind was unusually clear. It's useless to count sheep, count stars, count anything. ”

I'm speechless.

Wen Shaonian's insomnia was not something he took the initiative to say, but it was easy to see. The man you saw just now is my boyfriend, he went abroad some time ago, because of the time difference, we often contact in the middle of the night, and we will also post moments in the middle of the night. But you know what? Several times, even if I posted a circle of friends at three o'clock in the middle of the night, my cousin immediately gave me a thumbs up. This shows that he didn't sleep at all, which shows how lonely he is. You know, my cousin never did something as boring as a thumbs-up maniac. ”

"Xia Lan, don't say it, don't say it. ”

I bowed my head and said in a pleading voice.

Because at this time, Xia Lan's every word is equivalent to executing me.

Sounds like such a good man, because I've become like this.

I was really ashamed and blamed myself.

How can I Qiao Huanxi, how can I be, as for Wen Shaonian, I value me so much?

So affectionate?

So obsessed?

Am I worthy?

I don't deserve it!

"Okay, Sister Huan, I won't say anything. I know that emotional matters cannot be interfered with by outsiders, but I really hope that you can change your mind and return to my cousin, my cousin is really a very good man, you can't be wrong with him. Xia Lan said to me very sincerely.

There was a lot of enthusiasm and eagerness in the tone.

She's serious.

I can see that her relationship with Wen Shaonian is really good.

She's a cousin who really cares about her.

"I know he's a very good guy, but it's impossible between us. I shook my head.

"Why? Why can't it be? My cousin loves you so much?" said Xia Lan couldn't understand.

"Because I'm ...... I don't love him......"

I'm telling insincere lies.

What a lie.

Xia Lan didn't believe it at all.

"Sister Huan, you're lying! If you don't love my cousin, why were you so angry when you misunderstood that I was sorry for him just now? If you didn't love my cousin, why were you so focused when you heard me talk about him just now? Although I am not an expert in love, I can still tell if two people love each other and care about each other!"

I couldn't explain it when confronted with her questioning.

I could only bow my head: "I'm sorry, Xia Lan, I really have a last resort, I can't be with him." I also hope that you don't tell Wen Shaonian about seeing me today, okay? In the future, you still have to enlighten him more, care more about him, and even introduce him to a better girlfriend, so that he can get out of the pain of falling out of love and live a happier life, please. The only thing I can do is not disturb him, that's what's better for him, that's what I should do the most. ”

The more I spoke, the lower my voice became.

The more you talk about it, the less confident you are.

I bowed to Charan.

Xia Lan was silent for a while, and her voice became cold: "Okay, I promise you that I won't tell my cousin about knowing you, not for you, but for my cousin, I don't want him to be hurt by you again, because I found out that although you are a woman, your heart is much more ruthless than that of a man." I'm not angry because you misunderstood me just now, but I'm angry because of your current attitude. Also, my boyfriend went abroad before to inspect other universities, and we will soon study abroad together, and my cousin and I will rarely have the opportunity to meet in the future. I hope he can forget about you sooner and I don't want to see you again. You helped me once, scolded me once, and we evened out. ”

After saying that, Xia Lan left.

Didn't look back.

She must have thought I was an incomprehensible woman.

It's like I once misunderstood her cheating and thought that she was in the midst of blessings and didn't know how to be blessed.

She must also feel that I have obviously got Wen Shaonian's love, but I chose to break up, which is really hypocritical and disgusting.

She was right.

I am such an unreasonable woman who doesn't know how to cherish!

......

Xia Lan had been gone for a long time, and I was still standing where I was.

Until......

"Miss, please give way. ”

A cleaner aunt was about to mop the floor with a mop, and I realized it later.

Get out of here and head to the center of the mall.

The further you go, the more people there are.

but my heart is more and more desolate.

This street is too crowded,

Too many people have secrets.

There is fog on the glass.

Who is hidden from the past.

My heart is broken, and you are guilty.

I don't deserve your love.

......

"Sister, are you living a very nourishing life now? Have you forgotten that you still have parents and brother?"

I was secretly hurting myself when suddenly I was grabbed by the arm.

Then, a wild dog-like voice rang in my ears!

Brother!

It's actually my brother!

I turned my head, and sure enough, it was my brother!

I'm cold!

How did he come!

I thought I had come to the provincial capital and was far away from home.

But first the husband who is dead, and then this cold and selfish brother, how did they all find this place one by one!

They all found me!

What about fathers and mothers?

Are they coming, too?

I hurriedly looked around.

Fortunately, I didn't see them.

"You let go of me!" I struggled desperately.

But my brother slapped me viciously, and I didn't dodge it.

A solid slap in the face.

I felt a burning pain in the right side of my face.

Growing up, my father and brother have been used to beating me.

Perhaps, in their eyes, this is no longer violence, but a means of communication.

"Women are the same as children, and they don't go to the house for three days", such shameless and scoundrel words are their mantra.

"Hey, how are you beating people?"

"It's too much, how can a big man beat a woman!"

There are still a lot of people in the mall.

I was seen slapped by my brother.

So they blamed one after another.

If it was a place like a night market, seeing me being beaten would definitely attract a group of spectators.

Coaxing and whistling with relish.

But in this bright and bright shopping mall, someone helped me to fight the unevenness.

I am a poor man.

I used to think that the poor were good, and the rich were not kind to the rich.

But through my experience in society, I have found that many rich people, because they are well educated, are actually polite.

For example, Wen Shaonian and Xia Lan.

On the contrary, it is some poor people, which confirms the saying that "poor mountains and bad waters come out of the people".

They are greedy for money but lazy, boastful, cautious, greedy for pleasure and not motivated.

It's really garbage in society.

For example, brother!

My brother heard the men's comments.

Actually, I know that my brother was very cowardly before.

Only the ability to mess around at home.

There is no man's imposing outside at all.

Like his father, he is all in the nest.

But it's been almost a year, and my brother seems to have grown a little.

It's actually a lot more domineering than when I was in the village.

He still dragged me with one hand and yelled at the people who were fighting with me: "This is my sister! I ran out of the house if I was disobedient! Can't I be a brother? Use you to meddle with your affairs!"

His arrogance made it difficult for those few who spoke up to say anything.

My brother looked at me again: "Qiao Huanxi, I really didn't expect to meet you here! It's okay, just bring you back to change my daughter-in-law!"

The words of the elder brother revealed a message.

He didn't come to me on purpose.

It was just an accident to meet me at this time.

"I'm not leaving, I'm not leaving!" I still stubbornly tried to break free.

The elder brother spat on the ground and said viciously: "Dead girl, don't force me to beat you to death! Because of you, my wife has run away, I don't look for you, who will I find? I'll give you two ways, the first one, you go back to find that Cui Lao Crooked, and then let Cui Zhenzhen come back." The second one, you marry the pig slaughterer Zhang in the town, and then let him marry his daughter to me! But I advise you to choose the first path, because I still prefer Zhenzhen, Zhang Butcher's daughter I have specially gone to see, she is a little shorter, her skin is dark, she is not as good-looking as Zhenzhen, and she is not as big as Zhenzhen's buttocks, but Zhang Butcher is quite satisfied with you. ”

My brother is talking to himself, and he wants to control my life again.

In fact, the last time I went back to the village to steal my ID card, I heard them talk about it.

The Zhang butcher in the town is only a few years younger than my father, and he is still a famous drunkard.

His previous wife was beaten by him so much that she couldn't help it, and finally jumped into the river.

But because Cui Zhenzhen ran away, my brother had no wife, so my parents wanted to marry me to that Zhang butcher.

If I hadn't heard their plans with my own ears, I wouldn't have believed it was true.

What kind of parents can sell a daughter twice!

Really, I've actually thought about these relatives of mine in the most vicious places.

But I found that I still took their shamelessness lightly.

Whenever I think this time, it's the last thing they've ever done.

But they immediately proved that they could be more desperate and more poisonous!

That time, in my anger, I burned down the house in my house.

Then I didn't know the news from the house anymore.

I don't know where my father and mother live now.

Is it sleeping on the street?

Because it has nothing to do with me.

And this brother, from that time, he contemptuously said to me, I am just a money-loser, and the only use is to change his wife, we have no love before.

He is long dead in my heart.

I certainly won't allow them to betray me again.

My mind was racing around and I was looking for a way out.

At the same time, I'm a little funny.

Can't you see that my wolf-hearted brother is not only a licking dog, but also a lover?

I still miss that Cui Zhenzhen!

That Cui Zhenzhen didn't treat her brother as a person at all, she acted like a dog, and she was pregnant with someone else's child.

That's it, my brother still wants to be with Cui Zhenzhen,

Do you think this is true love?

Or is it really cheap?

In addition, listening to the meaning of his words, it seems that he doesn't know that my husband Cui Lao Crooked is dead.

This is not surprising either.

How many people care about such rotten goods!

"I promise you, you let go. I said in a consultative tone.

"Hmph, you'd better not play any tricks!" my brother let go of me.

But clinging to my side didn't give me a chance to escape.