055 It's not that I don't want to, I just can't

At the end of the month, Yan Yihan went to Oude's store and handed over the design drawings in his hand, Oude was very satisfied and gave her a very generous down payment.

Today is Mingzi's mother's fiftieth birthday, and the doctor said that she has recovered well recently, and she will be discharged from the hospital in a while.

Yan Yihan wears tight jeans, a loose T-shirt, and a peaked cap on her head, so she is no different from an ordinary college student.

The bag slung over her shoulder, and she carried a cake in one hand and flowers in the other.

When crossing the sidewalk at the green light, a locomotive suddenly came out of the side, the car was very fast, almost pasting Yan Yihan's side, Yan Yihan stepped back, his heel hit the protruding shoulder on the side of the road, and the whole person fell to the ground.

Yan Yihan frowned, raised his palm and looked at it, scratching a little skin.

Seeing that someone reached out to help her pick up the bouquet, Yan Yihan subconsciously said, "Thank you......"

Looking up, Yan Yihan was a little stunned, the man standing in front of him turned out to be Chen Xun, who he hadn't seen for a long time.

Chen Xun helped Yan Yihan pick up the things that fell on the ground, and asked in a low voice, "Are you okay?"

Yan Yihan stretched out his hand to take it and nodded, "Thank you, I'm fine!"

The two stood facing each other, Yan Yihan lowered his gaze slightly, and Chen Xun said in a low voice, "Are you doing well now?"

Yan Yihan smiled faintly, "I'm doing well!"

Chen Xun's handsome face didn't have any superfluous expression, looking at Yan Yihan's hands full of things, he said in a low voice, "Where are you going?"

Yan Yihan shook his head slightly, "No need, I'll just take a taxi myself, goodbye!"

She turned to leave, and Chen Xun didn't stop her again.

Sitting in the taxi, Yan Yihan couldn't help but look in the rearview mirror, Chen Xun was still standing on the side of the road, looking at her, Yan Yihan hurriedly retracted his gaze and said loudly, "Please send me to Kangren Hospital!"

The chance encounter with Chen Xun was just an accident, Yan Yihan quickly forgot about it, and came to the hospital, she and Xiao Rong spent a good birthday with Mingzi's mother, and when she came out of the hospital at night, Xiao Rong said loudly, "Sister Yi Han, thank you!"

Yan Yihan smiled slightly, reached out and touched Xiao Rong's head, "What else do we thank each other?"

Xiao Rong's face was seven points of gratitude and three points of apology, "Sister Yi Han, my mother's affairs have already worried you a lot, and now my brother is ...... again."

Yan Yihan took Xiao Rong's hand, and the two walked out side by side, it was almost October now, and the sky was getting shorter, but it was all dark outside, and only the street lamps emitted white or yellow light.

"Xiao Rong, do you remember? When your family just moved here from elsewhere, it was also the first time I met your brother, my father gambled money, was collected for debts, my mother didn't come home for a long time, Xiao Mo and I were really hungry, so I had to knock on your door, your brother opened the door, saw me and Xiao Mo, he let us in, and then my aunt made a big pot of potatoes and roast chicken for us, it was the best thing I have ever eaten in my life......"

will think that in the past, the corners of Yan Yihan's lips were hooked, and his eyes were very bright.

Xiao Rong also smiled and nodded, "I remember, I seemed to be only six or seven years old at that time, when my brother opened the door to let you in, I just thought you looked good, like a doll, but you scared me when you ate!"

Yan Yihan laughed, "Are you saying that I ate two large bowls of rice at once?"

Xiao Rong nodded embarrassedly.

Yan Yihan took a breath and exhaled deeply, "Xiao Rong, I can never forget how good your family was to me and Xiao Mo at that time, I treat Mingzi as my brother and you as my sister, my aunt is like my mother, you have something, I should help, so don't feel indebted or guilty, you know?"

Xiao Rong looked at Yan Yihan, her appearance has not changed much compared to when she was a child, the only thing is that people can't take their eyes off it more and more.

Nodding, Xiao Rong said, "Well, I know!"

The two of them continued to walk forward, talking about some childhood jokes.

Yan Yihan didn't tell Xiao Rong that in order to treat Mingzi's leg, she had almost spent all her savings, especially now that she lives in a high-priced area every day, and her expenses are very high, although she works hard to make money, but the money is always insufficient.

Back in the hotel room at night, Yan Yihan was lying on the side of the wide bed, and today she finally handed in the design draft that Oude wanted, she could also breathe a sigh of relief, thinking that the new goods should be on the shelves and she should be able to get a lot of money, and the corners of her lips gradually hooked.

She will ask the doctor to help Akiko prepare for the national medical treatment as soon as possible, and the sooner his leg is healed, she can also feel at ease one day earlier.

Life is simple and fulfilling, sometimes Yan Yihan will even be in a trance for a while, feeling that she dreams back at midnight, those pictures are all imagined by her, has she ever lived with An Mubing, the president of AK, for more than a year? Has she ever betrayed herself for Xiao Mo's sick child? Has she ever been kidnapped? Has she had an abortion?

Whenever she dreamed of this, Yan Yihan would always wake up from her dreams, and in the dark, she stared at the roof with wide eyes, until she was sure that she was now in a hotel, not a home, and she could breathe a sigh of relief.

Yan Yihan began to talk to Xiao Mo on the phone occasionally, and she would ask him if he was doing well in the United States and if he needed money, but Xiao Mo told him that when he entered school, he had already paid his tuition fees for several years, and it was closed, so he couldn't go out and didn't need any money.

Whenever he heard Xiao Mo's voice, Yan Yihan always felt warm in his heart, on the one hand, half ago, he was still a child with a serious heart attack and could die at any time, but now, he is no different from children of the same age, and he can still study in such a famous private school.

Thinking of this, Yan Yihan was still grateful to An Mubing in his heart, he was with him for more than 800 days, he basically gave her everything she wanted, really like he said, you can have today, and I will give it to you.

Although she later knew that Mingzi's matter was not done by An Mubing, she still felt that she couldn't let go, after all, if it wasn't for An Mubing, everything wouldn't have happened, maybe she was too selfish, and she couldn't live with a man who indirectly hurt her friend.

Especially An Mubing herself, he didn't like her at all, he regarded her as a stand-in for Dongxue, the impact when he saw Dongxue's photos that day, Yan Yihan couldn't forget it for a long time, she believed that there were people in the world who looked alike, but she never thought that such a thing would happen to her.

For more than a year, they were like two hedgehogs tied together, whether they wanted to break free or were forced to hug, they always ended up bruising all over their bodies.

She was too tired to continue.

Therefore, just think that she is ungrateful, she would rather stay away from the heartache than deceive herself to stay, she can't face An Mubing's sometimes extremely affectionate gaze, knowing that the affection and tenderness are not for herself, she will be heartbroken.