Chapter 249: Forge ahead
In fact, Tian Lu's ability to bear it is not strong, and if she relieves her family, her negative emotions will affect her, and she will not feel good. It's just that she is a little more self-explanatory than her mother.
As long as she finds that her family is unhappy, Tian Lu's mood will become very unhappy.
Every time I receive negative energy words, I feel like my heart is about to jump out, only knowing that I will face a difficult but unbearable burden, my heart is suddenly tired, like the sky is full of dark clouds, as if it is about to rain heavily, but I hope that it will rain happily, and the rain will wash away all unhappiness.
The endless worries of housework are happy, and unhappyness will always be imperceptibly passed on to Tian Lu. During this time, the affairs of his hometown affected Tian Lu. Tian Lu's mood became a lot more depressed, and the past was as before, vividly.
The breeze is accompanied by the smell of copper coins in the city, and nostalgia continues. Suddenly, I thought about my late grandfather, the wisest and most sensible person in the family, and the one who made her like a pearl in the palm of his hand.
Thinking of grandpa tears ripples, I used to bury my grandfather's thoughts in my heart, once touched, the thoughts are like a mountain of mountains and seas, she is a reluctant to see the fact that relatives leave, always feel that the dead man's business is someone else's business, it is a very distant thing, but birth, old age, sickness and death, natural disasters and man-made disasters It does really appear among Tian Lu's relatives, so that she is like a dream, I don't believe that this is true.
Facing the reality, I have to accept that the most important relative in my life is really gone forever, I have to admit it, I have to face the reality.
Now I can only reminisce piece by piece, and when I see a scene and an object related to my grandfather, I will touch the scene and cry.
I remember when I was in junior high school, the school was in the county seat, more than ten miles away from the village. The sky has changed, it has become cold, almost all the parents of the classmates in the class have not sent clothes and umbrellas, and during the end of class, grandpa took the clothes and umbrella and walked straight to the classroom and handed them to her.
Tian Lu glared at him, blaming him for being shabby, blaming him for being old, and embarrassing himself at school. Just glanced at grandpa coldly and asked, "Why are you here?" Grandpa also saw displeasure in Tian Lu's eyes, and replied gently and hurriedly: "I'm afraid you're cold, it's changed." After saying that, he hurriedly left the classroom. At that time, the grandfather did not look old, walked like a fly, and sometimes played the role of a father at home.
Father Tian Rome is a failure cultivated by his grandfather Tian Jinmu, with mediocre qualifications, not seeking progress, only pursuing his own small world hobbies, and not taking on the role of a responsible person in the family. Maybe it's because the grandparents are too strong that the father is cowardly.
Grandpa is a prestigious person in the village, but he is often "watered" by Tian Lu in front of Tian Lu, probably spoiled by his grandfather, and he can do whatever he wants in front of his grandfather.
Looking back now, Tian Lu felt that he was too ignorant and too vanity, not to mention that his grandfather had come all the way to send winter clothes to school, at least he came from the cold for ten miles. Why did he treat his grandfather so coldly, hot noodles met cold noodles, so that grandpa had no face and dignity at all.
The picture of grandpa waiting for Tian Lu warmly flashed in front of him, but he no longer saw grandpa and heard grandpa's voice.
Also, grandpa loves to give Tian Lu his favorite food every time, and he will drive her to school every weekend after school, as well as endless tuition, memories are vivid, these preferential treatments, Tian Jin can't enjoy them, grandpa is raising his granddaughter richly.
In Tian Lu's childhood memories, Tian Lu always thought that her family was very rich, and she always thought that she was the richest person in the world. When one day, Tian Lu left the village to study in other places, Tian Lu knew that it turned out that many families were richer than Tian Lu, and there were frogs at the bottom of the well.
However, she has been cared for by her grandfather since she was a child, but now she can no longer get her grandfather's care, her wings are hard and fly out of the nest, and she no longer needs her grandfather, but she doesn't know that in front of her grandfather, she will always be a child, no matter how far she goes, her grandfather will always be worried about her, and it is difficult to listen to her grandfather's voice again. After she became sensible, she wanted to honor her grandfather, but she could no longer fulfill her filial piety, and the only way was to be good to the family.
Tian Lu did her best to support the family, although sometimes she complained that her second aunt and grandmother always liked to ask for money, Tian Lu still reached out to help them. There is a docile and filial mother who taught Tian Lu to be filial since she was a child, and there are also the pure teachings of Tian Lu's grandfather.
After Tian Lu's grandfather died, Tian Lu's father Tian Rome slowly took on the responsibility of the family and began to do something, but in front of his grandmother Luo Dahua, he would still obey his orders, even if it was wrong, as long as it was not outrageous, it was the right thing to do.
Thoughts wander. Tian Lu began to think about life, she hoped to make more money to change the living conditions of the Tian family, she often thought that if she made money earlier, let the people of the Tian family move to the city as soon as possible, and her grandfather would not have passed away because of the earthquake.
People who have worked hard for the Tian family all their lives have not enjoyed any blessings in the end. The pain in Tian Lu's heart is indescribable, she hopes that in her lifetime, she can try her best to let the Tian family live a good life, I believe this is what her grandfather would like to see the most.
So, Tian Lu made up her mind that she must work hard and earn money well.
She suddenly felt that after such a long time, she continued to reflect on some problems, saw the ups and downs of life, and felt that she suddenly understood a lot of principles of life and grew up a lot.
Although Tian Lu's working environment is no longer in Xt network technology, it is not simple between people at that time, in today's Shenglan International Optoelectronics, the environment is like a big family, although there is competition between people, but there is no sinister motive, at least on the surface, it seems to be harmonious, maybe Tian Lu has no impact on being promoted at this stage, not to mention the blow of others to her.
She often thinks that it is really good to work in such an environment. The reason why it is so harmonious, in the eyes of Tian Lu, the people of Shenglan International Optoelectronics are high-quality, the spiritual outlook of the whole enterprise is different, and high-quality talents are the foundation for an enterprise to go far and develop rapidly.
There is a comparison and there is discrimination, and she should cherish the current work.
There is also a performance appraisal for work, and more work has to be fully demonstrated in this enterprise. Tian Lu does not work overtime every day, on the contrary, it is much easier than when Xt Network Technology works, rarely works overtime, and occasionally has performance after overtime, and performance is money.
Therefore, Tian Lu was unwilling to stop working, and if she continued to be idle like this, she felt that she was going crazy, so she put pressure on herself, insisted on doing more cases, and had colleagues asking for help, as long as there was time, she would replace it. After a long time, there will be colleagues in the department next door who want to find it, and after Tian Lu is completed, it will be handed over to those colleagues, and those colleagues will get a name, and the performance they get will be given to Tian Lu.
At first, it was to help colleagues, but later it became, if you don't accept the payment of performance, you don't want her to help do it, Tian Lu originally meant to help, and then the colleague next door thought that Tian Lu didn't want the performance she deserved, so she wouldn't trouble Tian Lu, and after weighing, Tian Lu agreed. On the other hand, Tian Lu really needed money, so she accepted the hard-earned money with peace of mind.
Among the people who work overtime in the workplace every day, you can basically see the diligent Tian Lu, consulting information and inquiring about business materials in the top light, and completing the case with excellence. During this time, Tian Lu was very fulfilling, and she also infected her colleagues, and they all cast appreciative eyes.