Chapter 14 Sentences are like knives

After Mr. Zhang left, Leng Xian slapped Leng Jun on the back, frowned, and said, "Son, are you stupid! The 2.5 million you earned for nothing, your mouth suddenly burst, and the cooked duck flew again~ Why do you say so much!"

"Do you think that if I don't say it, they will be able to honestly hand over the money to us? What you think is too simple, the other party has so many funds to wash, it is not something that we ordinary people can provoke. Dad, didn't I say you, why did you live more and more? Have you spent half your life on the sofa, TV, and beer?"

Leng Jun sharply ridiculed his father's simplicity, which made Leng Xian look surprised.

Leng Xian looked at Leng Jun seriously, and felt that Leng Jun's whole temperament was a little unfamiliar, especially the aggressiveness revealed in his eyes, these sharp eyes made Leng Xian a little unbearable and lowered his head.

After a long time, Leng Xian still couldn't suppress the turmoil in his heart, and asked the topic he wanted to know the most: "Leng Jun, what about the lottery tickets you won? Let my father be excited and excited." ”

"Is this necessary?" Leng Jun sneered: "Dad, please make one thing clear first, only one of those lottery tickets belongs to you, and the other 813 notes are all bought by me, so you don't need to be too excited! ”

"Am I squandering?" Leng Xian laughed angrily: "Do you think you have the final say in this family? There is only one piece that belongs to me, see what you can." You stole the more than 400 yuan in my pocket, and if you return the money to me now, I won't talk to you about the lottery ticket. Leng Xian calculated in his heart that the 814 lottery ticket would cost more than 1,600 yuan, and Leng Xian guessed that his son would definitely not be able to get a penny out of his pocket now.

But he couldn't have imagined that his wife Zhang Yuying went to the provincial fucai center to redeem the prize, and last night he stuffed more than 2,000 yuan for his son.

Just when Leng Xian showed a smug look, Leng Jun directly took out five hundred-yuan bills from his pocket, and then threw them on Leng Xian's chest: "This is five hundred, you don't need to look for it, the extra will be interest." ”

Leng Xianxian held five hundred yuan, he didn't know how to refute, he felt a sullen breath in his chest, and said angrily: "It's really presumptuous! Leng Jun, do you still have a father like me in your eyes?"

"Hahaha..."Leng Jun laughed and said: "It's not that I don't have a father like you in my eyes, but in the eyes of your cold dedication, is there a family like us?"

Seeing that his father was silent, Leng Jun continued: "Think about it, have you ever shouldered the responsibility for this family over the years? You keep borrowing money from relatives, friends and neighbors, and then put all the pressure of all debts on my mother, you are really a good calculation! You blow the air conditioner at home every day~ drink wine~ watch TV, let my mother be busy day and night to make you cows, horses and workers, are you too comfortable this little life!"

"Leng Jun, do you think that's what I want to do? Do you think I haven't gone out to look for a job? You go outside and take a good look, which company is recruiting now, and the minimum education is not allowed to be a junior college? The admission age is all limited to 45 years old, what should you do if you let me be a 50-year-old secondary school graduate? Do you want me to go to your ~~Mom~~ hotel as a dishwasher, or sweep the street on the road? Do you want the neighbor to point fingers behind your back, saying that your father is a dishwasher or a street sweeper?!"

Hearing his father's straightforward rebuttal, Leng Jun really felt like he was punching the cotton: "What's wrong with being a dishwasher? What about sweeping the streets? Do you have to be like a corpse, lying on the sofa every day and watching TV day and night? I tell you Leng Xian, I never care about anyone pointing fingers at me, and you don't give me any more high-sounding reasons, you think about it carefully, when you went out, you didn't hide from your acquaintances when you went out?" I think it's because you're fragile inside, and you're just afraid to face your friends, neighbors, and colleagues who used to look up to you. Admit it, cold dedication, you are a coward, a coward through and through!"

Leng Xian was poked in the sore spot by his son's words, and suddenly raised his arm.

Leng Jun looked at his father's slap with a cold expression, without the slightest intention of dodging.

Leng Jun plans to take this slap on the shoulder, which can be regarded as buying out the father-son relationship from now on, and it will have nothing to do with it in the future.

But between breaths, the slap did not fall, but stopped at a distance of ten centimeters from Leng Jun's cheek.

Leng Xian put down his arm in a depressed mood, and after a long time, he laughed at himself: "Son, you're right, I'm a corpse, I'm a walking corpse." I'm a failure, I'm cowardly, I'm scared to get out of the house, I'm scared to deal with everyone around me. I'm afraid that my former colleagues and neighbors will laugh at me and talk about me when they see me! I'm afraid to face everything around me!"

Leng Xian sighed heavily, tears fell from his eyes one by one, and Leng Xian said while wiping his tears: "I know that I am sorry for you two in this life, and I also know that if you stay at home all day, people will really be wasted." But at the age when I know the destiny of heaven, failure means that my life has completely failed, and there is almost no chance of a comeback. Now that the employment situation is so severe, I really don't have the courage to go out into society, and I don't want to do jobs that make people look down on jokes. I really can't let go of this old face, I don't want to work for anyone, I don't want to do the most basic work at an age, and then be commanded by a group of young men in their twenties. It's not the life I want!"

"It seems that your old face is much more important than our family. Even if being a wrecked person at home is what you want, have you ever thought about the husband that a wife wants? Are you the father that a son wants? You are so selfish, you are full of your own face, and you don't think about the life or death of your wife and children at all! You never help your family solve problems, but you only keep creating problems for your family!

Listening to his son's accusation of ten thousand arrows, Leng Xian showed a smile that was more ugly than crying, and kept nodding and said: "Yes! Yes! Yes! What you said is right! Leng Jun, you have really grown up and seen the problem thoroughly, but Dad hopes that you can understand that home, after all, is a haven from the wind." Resign and go to the sea, become a king and lose a villain, I want to go home and hide when I encounter difficulties, is this also wrong?"

Leng Jun hated iron and said that "home is a haven from the wind, that is said to the man who stands up to the sky and has a sense of responsibility, that is said to the pure men who have a sense of responsibility to work hard, and you are cold and dedicated, but you regard this harbor as a place to escape responsibility, you are still not a man! You stay at home all day and do not want to make progress, our house has wine, air conditioning, and sofa, which is very comfortable, but if you stay in such a comfortable environment for many years, it will weaken your ability, dilute your passion, and subtly make you lose your fighting spirit!" It's like boiling a frog in warm water, if you stay in warm water for a long time, you will eventually lose the ability to jump, and you will never dare or have the ability to jump in a higher direction!"

At this moment, Leng Xian was trained by his son to bow his head and remain silent like his grandson.

Looking at his father who no longer spoke, the blood-related relationship still made Leng Jun feel a little unbearable in his heart, and his tone was no longer so mean: "Dad, don't be limited in your thinking, don't stubbornly think that you can't make a comeback at the age of fifty, you must know that Ren Zhengfei was cheated by 2 million in his 40s, lost his job and divorced his wife, and lived in a bungalow in Shenzhen with his parents and 6 younger siblings alone. He founded Huawei without market experience, and he spent nearly 30 years making Huawei the world's No. 1 in the communications industry! If you think that Ren Zhengfei is 10 years younger than you in his 40s, then Chu Shijian was sentenced to life imprisonment at the age of 71 and released on medical parole at the age of 74, and he began to grow oranges, and at the age of 84, his oranges were sold all over China! Looking at their lives, do you still want to find reasons for your decadence? Do you still want to make excuses for your unsuccess?

Leng Xian listened to the story told by his son, and his eyes gradually regained vitality, as if he had regained hope for life.

Leng Jun saw all this change, and took advantage of the situation to hit the railway: "The fastest way to change yourself is to do those things that make you feel scared and cringe." Dad, you have to cheer up, you must break through yourself, improve yourself! Don't stay at home anymore! I hope to see a new look of you in a year, otherwise, I won't let you touch a penny in this lottery. ”

After Leng Jun finished speaking, he took out five hundred yuan from his pocket again and put it on the dining table: "Dad, I hope that from today onwards, you can leave this house." I hope you can go to a strange city by yourself, and find the courage and courage when you quit your iron job and went to sea in the 90s. The five hundred dollars on the table are for your travel expenses. If, in a year's time, you can show me a man who behaves like a man, who has responsibility and responsibility, then I will give you the right to dispose of the lottery money. But if you don't want to leave this home, or want to live a chaotic life as usual, then I will definitely let my mother divorce you, and I, Leng Jun, will never recognize you as a father from now on. The choice is yours, and I hope you can consider it carefully. I'm going to school, and hopefully you'll be able to leave this house completely before school ends in the afternoon. ”

After Leng Jun finished speaking, he walked out of the house without looking back, looking extremely cold and emotionless.

On the way down the stairs, Leng Jun heard his father Leng Xian crying at home.

Leng Jun felt an inexplicable pain in his heart, not because his heart was too ruthless, but in addition, it was difficult to find a more suitable way to cheer up his father.

In the room, it was dark when Leng was crying. It is said that men don't flick when they have tears, just because they haven't reached the sad place.

This time, Leng Jun's heart-piercing words really made Leng Xian feel painful. If you haven't experienced today, Leng Dedication may think that she has long passed the age of crying. The words that the son said to himself formed an indelible memory in the mind of Leng Dedication, this memory in the dead of night for the rest of his life, every time he thinks of it, he will feel a tingling pain in his heart, no wonder the older generation often says: Good words are warm in three winters, and bad words are hurtful and cold in June, not to mention that this evil words also come from the mouth of their own son.

The sentences are like knives, and the pain is unbearable......