At this time, Xu Wen entered a wonderful state that he had never experienced before.

It was as if he had become one with the piece of wood, feeling its breath, its emotions...... It's as if it really owns those.

The skill he had acquired was perfectly integrated with the condition of the piece of wood he had discovered, and he knew very well what every detail of it was like, and what it should be done, and then the hands and tools naturally followed him, and did as he thought.

Everything was so smooth, so natural, Xu Wen was extremely focused, as if he had fallen into a dream, a dream where there was only him and this piece of blood.

When he saw this piece of blood beech, he already had some feelings in his heart. And when he dissected it and saw it in its entirety, an incomparably clear scene appeared in front of his eyes.

He knew exactly what he was going to do, or what he wanted and even should become.

This was in perfect harmony with his ideas, so he did not hesitate to reject Professor Chen Nan Chen.

And now, just by dealing with it at the forefront, he could feel just as clearly that he was following the course he had planned—that the beech was changing as it "ought to be."

Their relationship is getting closer and closer, and they are constantly communicating. It felt like it was an old friend he'd been friends for years, no, no, it was him.

The beech reflects his own heart, he sees himself, and he talks to himself.

Suddenly, countless thoughts came up, from the beginning to the present, all the way to the future.

He remembered the past.

After arriving in the world of Banmen, he was faced with a choice.

It was that job test, and he remembers that the last task was "copying".

He hadn't slept all night, his eyes were hurting, and he was in a very special state.

It was a very bad state for normal work, but he won because of it.

He couldn't see the architectural model clearly, but because of it, he blurred the details, saw its essence, saw what its author wanted to express, and expressed it in his own way.

Looking back now, Xu Wen also feels that he did a good job at that time, and if he changed to a healthy state again, he might not be able to do so well.

But when he returned after the exam, Lian Tianqing's reaction was completely different from what he imagined.

Restoration and production are two completely different routes. Xu Wen did a really good job in this exam, and he was also recognized by Liu Huzi, the original author of the model. But true replication and repair can't do that.

Restoration emphasizes "people", requires "people to be their own first", puts self behind other people's works, and takes the original restoration of other people's works as the first priority.

And the production of "self", which requires expressing oneself and spreading oneself in front of others.

At that time, Xu Wen made a very bold choice.

He said that he didn't choose, he wanted both.

At that time, even Tianqing was noncommittal, and immediately arranged for him to serve in the Western Desert, and he also left Jiangnan and went on the road with him.

Later, on the road, Lian Tianqing made a lot of arrangements and led him to see a lot of things.

Production, in fact, is to express oneself, but this "self" must not be too thin.

What you know, feel, see, hear, feel, what you have learned, and what you are thinking will all be expressed in your works, and it is impossible and should not be concealed.

So the thicker you are, the thicker your work will be.

But at the same time, in retrospect, although it is not obvious, Lian Tianqing actually did not approve of him to learn production.

He taught Xu Wen to repair from the beginning, and Xu Wen thought it was because he was a restorer himself, but later found out that even Tianqing was far from being so simple.

Why did he fight and didn't want to take any other path from the beginning, why did he disagree with it later, was it because he didn't think well of him?

Xu Wen was still puzzled and depressed for a while, but now, he vaguely knew why.

He remembered his past, not in the Banmen world, but even more so ago, when he was still in school.

His parents divorced very early, and both of them were young at that time, and no one wanted him, so they threw him to his grandmother.

His grandmother had a bit of an eccentric personality, she wasn't good or bad for him, she cared about his clothes, meals, and tuition, but she didn't care about anything else, and she rarely even talked to him.

Xu Wen grew up quietly like this, living on campus in high school and college, and being further away from his family.

When he was about to graduate from college, his parents died one after another, and in just half a year, he ran for two funerals.

At that time, his classmates were cautious of him, for fear of saying the wrong thing, but in fact, he knew that his mood was actually very calm, and there was not even any sadness.

After all, in the words of his high school roommate, he didn't know his parents well.

From childhood to adulthood, Xu Wen spoke and acted very measuredly, polite and thoughtful, and never offended people.

Many times, he will not take the initiative to speak first, but wait for others to finish speaking, and then consider expressing his opinion.

No, he rarely expressed his opinion at all, and from a very early on, many people said that he had no personality and no energy.

Creation is expression, and it requires individuality.

Xu Wen has no personality and is not good at expression, which is a congenital disadvantage in creation, which is also the main reason why Lian Tianqing is not optimistic about him from the beginning.

But Lian Tianqing is a very interesting person, he is so short of protection.

He felt that Xu Wen was not suitable, but after Xu Wen made a decision, he would not object, but made various arrangements to help him fulfill his wishes.

Those arrangements on the West Desert Road, after the meeting, intentionally or unintentionally, he didn't say anything, but he did everything.

Xu Wen felt like this for the first time, no matter what you do, no matter what you want to do, there are people who will give you a back and support you unconditionally.

And then there is Lian Linlin......

Xu Wen felt a burst of sweetness in his heart, and he couldn't help but want to laugh.

Not sure when she'll be back.

Although he supported her traveling, he still missed her very much and wanted to really touch her......

"Why do you feel that the atmosphere has changed a little?" Guan Ling suddenly muttered.

"yes, kind of ...... Indescribable feeling. One of her roommates whispered.

"Uh-huh......" The other roommate suddenly stood up.

"What are you doing?" several people looked up at her together.

"It's nothing, it's just that I suddenly want to call home. ”

She went out as she spoke, Jing Hong looked at her back, and then looked at Xu Wen, who was concentrating on work on the screen, with a shocked expression.

She thought about it, picked up her phone too, and walked out the door.

The roommates thought she was also trying to call home and didn't care.

She dialed the phone, and it didn't take long for the mobile phone of an old man in Pingzhen to ring.

He looked a little surprised when he saw the name on the screen.

He excused himself and walked out of the crowd.

The place where he stood was the door of Xu Wen's temporary live broadcast room, which was already crowded with people, all of them were orderly and quiet, so that Xu Wen couldn't hear any superfluous sounds in the live broadcast room.

And in the corner, there was a shadow that no one could see, and he also stared at Xu Wen, with a faint smile on his lips.