It seems to be to take revenge on Zhao Qingshan, or to be unwilling to act as a funny light bulb.

When no one next to the two staged an epic kiss, He Qing sneaked away.

Hateful life is not a fairy tale, and it is not a silent wait that can be exchanged for holding hands.

She was too naïve, and she thought about love too beautifully, so much so that she was surprised when she saw Zhao Qingshan with others, as if Zhao Qingshan should be with her in the dark.

But there is no such reason in the world, no one is destined to be anyone's other half, let alone two former teenagers who have not seen each other for many years.

When he went downstairs, He Qing couldn't control his tears anymore, and seemed to put all the eight years of waiting into this rain of tears, if you add the two years when he and she liked each other, it would be ten years in total.

In those two years, she and he didn't dare to say anything to each other, because they were too young at the time, and whether they liked it or not was a very ignorant question, and it was also an action that required great courage.

She has been in the same class with him since the first year of junior high school, and she doesn't like this boy, and even hates him the most.

Because every time the boy in every subject exam is the first place, and she is the second place, after the midterm exam, his total score is far more than her, but the teacher still makes her the class president, and the boy is still not even the class representative, which makes her feel greatly insulted, and her proud self-esteem is seriously frustrated.

So the biggest motivation for her to study hard at that time was to surpass him, but unfortunately not all efforts will have the desired results.

No matter how hard she tries, no matter how hard other students who regard academic performance as their goal of struggle, there is always one person who is out of the dust, and others can only look at it.

Not long after the midterm exams, I heard that he had killed someone, and it was quickly confirmed.

It's an incredible thing, even more ridiculous than the penultimate place in their class, who is very good at being naughty and bullying female classmates, and getting the first place in the grade, but it did happen.

So everyone in the school was afraid of him, even the teachers, and all kinds of rumors were endless, but she was not afraid, because her father was a policeman, and he told her that bad people were not terrible since she was a child.

And Dad said that the boy is a hero, and he kills a trafficker who deserves a thousand cuts, so she began to like him like a hero, and hate those classmates who targeted him like a bad guy, and she is no longer jealous that he can take the first place in the exam, and she will never feel that he is not handsome, and she will not feel that the clothes he wears cannot keep up with the trend.

But he was originally very honest, he began to smoke and start fighting, and all the boys who mocked him for the death of his parents and mocked him for being a murderer were all beaten by him.

He is very fierce when he fights, as fierce as a wolf, sometimes there are a lot of people on the other side, but he doesn't care about it and wants to fight, no one is as fierce as him, he can beat several people to cry dad and call mother.

Of course, sometimes he gets hurt, but he never cries.

She thought, maybe some people are born without tears, otherwise why didn't he cry when he was beaten and injured all the time without his parents?

She felt pitiful for him at that time.

It was a rainstorm afternoon, and she watched him fight with a few older boys on the murky ground, smeared and dirty.

I don't know where I stole the courage, and she was timid with a face like a red and colorful light - this is how she was described at that time in the stories that later circulated in the school.

She walked up to him almost with her head hanging down and helped him button up an unbuttoned shirt.

The boy stared at her without speaking, but she could feel the surging inside beneath his calm exterior, and after she trembled and performed the most difficult action ever, Ma Shan ran back to the classroom and lay on the desk, not daring to look at anyone.

From that day on, the school began to go viral, she liked him, and some jealous female classmates secretly said that she was shameless.

But he didn't react.

He is very bold, but unlike other bold boys, he will not play with the hair of the girls at the front table, and he will not push other boys to hit girls.

But he would put his arms around the shoulders of the two girls while smiling evilly, worse than any boy, and sometimes holding their hands and kissing their faces.

He will receive a lot of love letters, once read aloud a love letter he received that day in his spare time, and after reading it, he shamelessly rejected the girl, the girl cried darkly, and did not come to class the next day, and later heard that the girl had transferred schools.

No girl has written him love letters since.

But he never touched her who was the most beautiful among the girls and had the best grades.

At the beginning of the second year of junior high school, he was broken in the head by a young man in society, and the blood blurred his entire face, and his clothes were mostly dyed red.

She looked at him in a daze, and she still wondered if it was a delusion, and he smiled at her—just when she thought he would die in the next second.

She said I'll help you call the teacher to take you to the hospital, and he said, be your good student and don't meddle with things.

Passing by, her eyes were swollen the next day.

On her fifteenth birthday, she received a lot of love letters, and she chose the most honest one in her class and had good grades, telling him that she could pretend to be boyfriend and girlfriend, but she couldn't tell anyone that she was pretending.

This boy is very cooperative, and everyone seems to think that she and this boy are really in love.

And he pretended to be nothing, but she, like him, knew that the other party was pretending.

The summer vacation that I used to think could be longer has become a long torment, and the sixteen-year-old girl may not know what missing is, but she misses him very much, and she finally decided to confess to him at the beginning of the third year of junior high school, and it is to write a love letter to confess.

However, he dropped out of school, so out of place, all his feelings seemed to be buried in his heart, waiting for time to wash.

Her grades plummeted in the first monthly exam in the third year of junior high school, and the young homeroom teacher talked to her, and she went in and out of her left ear.

But there was one sentence that made her eyes light up: "He left the throne of the first place in the grade, and you don't want to sit in that position instead of him?"

It was a tempting proposition, and she thought she might be able to work harder than before.

The homeroom teacher said: "After the mid-term exam, the teacher discussed with him, asked him if he would like to be the class leader, he said that you are the most suitable class leader, he is different from other male classmates, the teacher said that you can lend him money until he finishes college, he is unwilling, but the teacher believes that he will be more productive than any of you in the future, and there will be a big future, so you have to work hard." ”

The meaning of the teacher's words is not subtle, which is a great encouragement and a valuable support for her.

In the third year of junior high school, plus three full years of high school, she really worked harder than everyone else, her temperament changed drastically, she was unwilling to communicate with others, and she spent almost all her time in boring studies.

Because she, like the teacher who was unwilling to beat the mandarin duck, also felt that he would be very promising in the future, so she wanted to take the first place in the exam, and since he didn't have a chance to go to college, she would study the best university for him and for herself.

The moment she got the admission letter in Kyoto, she finally had the courage to ask someone for his mobile phone number, and it seemed that four years of hard work were just to accumulate the courage to confess once.

But when she sent a message to indicate who she was, the message sank into the sea, and it was a hateful system sound that prompted the shutdown, and then it was opened, but the owner was no longer him.

Someone on the college campus asked her why she didn't fall in love, and she always said, "I have someone I like."

A lot of people will be surprised, don't you like the person you like like you? She was speechless.

Why can't you face it calmly?

Why don't you face it?

This is very contradictory, so there are so many people who ask, even she herself is not sure, just like an unpredictable life.

Some people say that the best medicine for forgetting one person is not time, but another person, so then she thought, she has been liking it for eight years, she should like it enough, right?

In her junior year, she tried to like a boy who had pursued her for two years, but as soon as she sat face to face with that boy at the dinner table, she was chagrined and disappointed to find that she couldn't help but compare the boy to him.

He is not as tall and handsome as this boy, he is not gentle and elegant as this boy, he is not humorous and funny, and he is not as rich and generous as this boy.

However, this boy did not have his heroism, his ferocity, his arrogance, and most importantly, the love she wanted.

She said, you're good, but I still like him.

The boy asked, "Who is he?" She smiled and said that it was my first love that I had liked for eight years, and I wanted to try if I could like him for another eight years, and I would be thirty years old by then.

The boy said, I can wait for you, and in eight years I can prove countless times that I love you more than him.

She got up and said, he never said the heavy word "love", love is a feeling, it doesn't need to be packaged verbally, and I won't choose you in another eight years, because you are so different from him.

If there is really no one to make her love, she can only repeat this heavy word to the familiar and strange him, where he can't hear it, in the soft corner of her heart.

Today, she deliberately chose the end of the world restaurant, just to tell the pair of lovers who were not recognized by Xu Shenyu that she was not here to do the evaluation, but to bless the lover to become a family member.

She is no stranger to Li Diefei, no one on the Kyoto campus will be unfamiliar with Li Diefei as the president of the student union, how can such a smart girl not even have the vision to choose a boyfriend?

However, life played a very cold joke on her, and her slender body really couldn't take out a broad mind to bless the man she had liked for ten years.

She didn't like that ending.

Nor do they accept such an ending.

Today, what she is most embarrassed about is not watching him being held by other girls, watching them intimately identify as lovers, nor panicking in front of other men, or even falling to the ground in front of him and he refuses to support him.

Instead, she was afraid that the scarlet nails would make her no longer as clear as she used to be.

I'm afraid that he mistakenly thinks that she is not as good as the first time.